>tfw 32 year old mentally ill hiki
>tfw only job I ever had in my life was delivering pizzas as a teenager for not even a year
>tfw can tell my geriatric parents want me out of their lives but don't have it in them to kick me to the curve
>tfw I can hear my 70 year old mother going out of her way not to mention when my name when she talks to my aunts and uncles
that's what they get for waiting until their early 40s to have children and thinking it all work out in the end
>>36322421
>its my parents fault im a loser
>>36322421
I pray to God i don't become like you
I hope I grow the balls to kill myself before then
>>36322708
It's not so bad, I mean if you have a legitimate excuse.
>27 kv
>Life is going ok
>Still get ultra nervous every time I try to talk to a girl Im attracted to
Ugh
>>36322421
It's "kicked to the curb" not "kicked to the curve"
I'll probably be like you in 8 years btw. That or I'll be homeless again
>>36322421
Why don't kill yourself? what are you hoping in the future? new vidya, anime, movies or what? Because your life is only gonna get worse
>>36322611
>its the people who conceived and raised me fault that im a loser
well, yes, objectively so
>>36323337
nope its yours, once you become an adult you are responsible for yourself its not anyone elses fault your a lazy shit
I'm 26 and have never had a job. I don't have a degree and my other qualifications are very low. I don't know where to begin.
>>36323337
fuck you loser
pathetic human being
people come up from the dirt
but you
you will never amount
>28
>life was shit when I was younger, I kinda did everything I could to make it worse
>things starting to get better for me, I am getting married soon
>still feel my past creeping up on me, one of my tooth is fucked up from all that mountain dew I used to drink and I woke up today on my day off in enormous pain
>I have a job but it's only $1 over minimum wage. I want to pay for driver's training and a car but I have debt I need to take care of first. The bills won't stop coming after that either.
I am better. I am happier. I don't want to kill myself. I am not a bitter angry virgin whining about it on this board anymore. I'm thankful. But everything isn't going so well. I'm staying cheerful but I know this is bullshit. I am trying to work towards something but I am barely making more than I did on NEETbux. I work hard every day and have little to show for it. I'm not getting younger. My health isn't getting better. All the problems I created for myself earlier are catching up with me now. It makes me feel like a fucking idiot. I could be a happy healthy person with all my shit together. But no. I wanted to kill myself. I didn't care what I ate or drank. I put myself through hell every day over some girl that didn't want me when I could have found someone else. Fuck all of this. I want to beat the shit out of younger me. I'm out on the other side and I can barely enjoy it. I need to get my fiancee a visa but I haven't made enough money yet and it's very uncertain if I will be able to.
Could bitch and bitch some more but I'm sure a lot of you have it worse. I respect that. But don't forget that there's all kinds of things you'll never have to worry about. While I'm busting my ass for money I'm just going to spend on bills tomorrow you'll be playing video games or jacking off. I would much rather be doing that. That's what I've been doing for most of my life. This working to build something better stuff is a meme. Continued in next post
18 here, any advice?
>>36323514
Similar to you. I finally got a job offer after applying to so many places and now I think I'm going to pussy out. Like how I payed for a gym membership 2 weeks ago and have yet to show up.
>>36323713
It happens so slowly yet it seems to make the time pass much faster. That scares the shit out of me. What good will a better life be if I can only live it two days a week? If I'm forever working for shit wages and having little to show except more wrinkles on my face? This shit is weighing heavily on my consciousness at almost every moment I'm not dedicating all my brain power to work. But I guess that's what life is supposed to be.
>>36322421
hi welcome, i'm a 35 year old loser just like you, isn't it wierd how we can do absolutely nothing at all, all day now and it seems like there's no time for anything as time is just flying?
>>36323741
I just dumped a huge wall of text. Most important thing is take care of your body and your teeth. Even if you're a loser you're going to need those.
>22
>KHV
>bitter and alone B/c I missed every opportunity I ever had after I dropped out of HS in 10th grade.
>think of an heroing every day
>>36323514
There are staffing agencies that WILL find you a job. Yes it may suck and you wont make much money but your foot will be in the door and in a few years you'll be making more money. You have to start from somewhere.
>>36323827
At least you have the excuse of dropping out
>23
>spent 4 years at college
>graduated
>full time well paying job with the federal government
>still live in my mothers basement, not because I can't afford to move out, but because I'm too much of a sperg to cook my own dinner
>KHV
kek
KEK
K E K
I can only laugh or cry, not sure which is more appropriate.
>>36324140
You should learn to cook. I can't. I live alone and I eat pasta (the only thing I know how to make), cereal, or microwave food. I would try to get at least on my level if I were you. I'm afraid of cooking meat, that's my main hang up. If you can master that maybe you could achieve independence. The KHV stuff is another story, that depends on you really. What worked for me might not work for you.
>>36324240
The cooking i'm not worried about. If I actually committed to moving out, I'd learn to cook.
What's really holding me back is autism+anxiety. I actually have a job offer on the table from another agency that would require to move interstate. I'm going to turn it down though because I think I'd have a breakdown like I have everytime in the past when I've tried this. I don't think I can solve this problem until I solve the KHV problem. It's a vicious cycle. Do you have any tips on the latter?
The most baffling part is that I actually have very high verbal IQ and I'm good at my job but I'm a sperg socially. That's the 'tism for you.
>>36323801
27 year old loser here
I think about that all of the time, and then all of a sudden it's dark/light outside again.
>>36323337
This is sort of a two way street, yeah its their fault, but objectively, I'm fucking retarded. I still blame myself none the less, but my parents are some of the dumbest people on the planet.
>>36323741
>18 here, any advice?
Don't end up here after 7 years. Also, you're still in the "coming of age" phase, so it's ok to feel a little lost.
Go do something with your life if you don't plan on being here. Unless you plan living off of benefits for the rest of your life.
>>36324518
Just stay home then. Nothing is wrong with that. Its just different. Take care of your family.
You are doing good.
>>36324800
It takes more than planning. I think we all had a plan. You need, idk? I don't have it whatever it is.
>>36325001
>I think we all had a plan.
Speak for yourself, I never did anything with my life, nigger.
I dropped out of highschool and lived the rest of my years doing nothing.
>>36324911
That's an option but I'd never be able to fulfil my career like I want to.
For background, I made this post in another thread.
>>36323960
basically I think to overcome this problem I need to get my own family. I'm not terrible looking or a drooling retard. I've basically just been a social shut-in my entire life.
>>36324518
I'm a sperg too. The path I took was strange and complicated. Somehow I ended up with an Internet gf when I was around the age of 18. She was from Australia. We met twice in person. First when I lived in Hawaii and she went there with her sisters on vacation. I had my first kiss with her on the beach. After that we stayed together for a couple years and I flew to her country to visit her. We did sexual things that time but didn't have actual sex because the condoms I bought didn't fit me. She eventually dumped me though. Took me a long time to get over that one... My depression and mental issues fucked up the relationship and the pain of losing her hurt me more than anything else I ever experienced. She was the only close friend I truly had and I built my whole life around her.
A couple years later I went to the Philippines and spent time living there while still collecting NEETbux from the US government. That's kinda illegal but I didn't care about that. I dated girls but acted very beta and scared most of them off. Dating girls there is easy mode too, you have to be especially crazy to do that. I was coming to r9k for a long time then. The things I read here made me insecure and paranoid. But I started reading some things that would change my life forever. Nice guy and beta orbiter threads. It made me feel completely ashamed of myself because they were describing things I was doing or did before. I made changes immediately and lost my virginity shortly after
With my first gf she made all the first moves, phone sex, getting naked on cam, all her ideas. I got comfortable with her and started making moves myself. But with other girls I was too scared to try. Anxiety and shit made me worry about rejection. I learned rejection doesn't matter though. You can't pretend like every girl you talk to is going to be the last. You can't fall in love before you even get to truly know a person either. That's a huge mistake
Feel free to ask questions. I'll answer.
>29 year old NEET
>both parents dead
>nobody left to disappoint anymore
Will probably just off myself when my inheritance money runs out.
>>36325071
What do you do now? Are you a NEET?
>>36325153
I'm not worried about rejection, nor I am I afraid of speaking to girls.
I'm more interested in the nitty gritty details of how you actually go about doing it. Do you literally just go to the shopping mall and wander around approaching girls asking them out? Tinder?
My problem with Tinder is that by virtue of being a shut-in I don't have any recent photos of myself in a social context. I have a couple of friends I could ask to take photos of me, but I'd be a bit embarrassed to do that.
Also I'm planning a trip next year. Would you recommend SEA based on your experience?
>>36325302
Its called a selfie anon.
Take one.
Go on tinder, get a girl.
>>36325082
What do you want to do you n your career? Tweak it a bit. Your plans can change a little, evolve.
>>36322421
I'm 31 and have been a NEET for a few years.
My parents are also retarded considering how I'm a college dropout and I'm their kid with the highest level of education next to my siblings.
But still, after your early 20s you gotta stop reminiscing over your booboos and unhappy memories from when you were a kid or teen. It's your life. Technically speaking, whatever happened to you after 18 is your own doing.
Don't take it too personally, when I say "you" I mean me.
>>36323827
>>36324140
This is 25 and over, kiddies.
>>36323741
Yeah get the fuck off this board. I'm so fucking glad that 4chan didn't even exist when I was your age and I didn't find out about it until I was about 22, because that was when my life started going downhill. It's been a decade of a shitty slip & slide from dropping out of college to only working part-time and spending all my money on video games to finally getting fired from my job and being a NEET. All because of 4chan and the culture I absorbed.
>26
>Financially secure
>Good job
>No girlfriend
It's getting harder and harder to explain to people why I'm single. I would say it's because I'm ugly (which is the truth), but that makes things awkward for the other person in the conversation, so I usually say something like "I haven't found the one yet." And they respond with generic normie advice.
I'm pretty sure I'm the only single person in my office and that all my co-workers probably think I'm a closeted gay.
>>36325302
I would absolutely recommend the Philippines and trying to meet girls from there online first. But be smart about it. Disregard literal prostitutes. It's up to you what kind of girl you want to meet, it could be a virgin girl from a conservative family or someone who has had like one or two bfs. Avoid whores at all costs though. You don't want to waste your time on some girl that fucks a different white guy over 50 every day. It's not worth it. If you fly there use the Clark airport and land in Angeles City. Avoid girls from there though. Meet a nice girl from Nueva Ecija or Tarlac or something.
Tinder is kinda hit and miss. You can pay to change your location or use GPS on a rooted phone (that's how I met my gf on a different app when I lived there in Angeles). There are other apps that are more popular in Asia. Like wechat. I met girls off there. Also badoo is alright. To talk to girls once you already made contact use apps like viber, line, kakaotalk, etc. You can add their number to your phone in the format like +63xxxxxxxxxx and it will show in your contacts in the app.
>>36325395
I want to be a diplomat
So you can see how this conflicts with my anxiety
>>36325528
>trying to meet girls from there online first
where online exactly?
I'm bipolar and just turned 29. I've had a handful of jobs over the years and completed a college degree but my life always unravels because of manic episodes. I still live at home with my parents. I've been a NEET for the past year and half and I'm thinking of getting a job just for shits and giggles. I'm statistically guaranteed to killed myself and I'm pretty much just waiting for it to happen. On the upside I've never been in prison which is pretty good for bipolar standards, and don't have any drug or debt problems. Also I'm not a virgin, but I might as well as be as I've only had sex about dozen times in my life.
Overall I'm just tired of it all and hope i have the courage to end it all the next time I go manic.
>>36325406
We're past uni age and live in the adult world so we have more in common with you than the 18/19yos, oldbot.
>>36325583
OK what are you doing now?
>>36325712
>Also I'm not a virgin, but I might as well as be as I've only had sex about dozen times in my life.
That's about a dozen times more than I have.
>>36325642
Smartphone apps. It's been years since I used them so I'm not super up to date. Tinder and Badoo are the obvious ones. I met girls off obscure ones too and had tons of success, if you are looking where other guys aren't you might find something. I met my gf off an obscure one called link. It was a pretty horrible app. Lots of Indian and middle eastern guys exchanging cp in groups, Malaysian and Indonesian prostitutes soliciting, all kinds of sketchy shit. But because they were advertising on Facebook some girls were installing it and I found my gf by spoofing my GPS to some place like 20 miles north of where I was living. GPS spoofing is a must if you use those kinds of shitty apps. They don't usually allow you to set your location.
>>36325714
Nah, you grew up with cell phones and the internet like today's kids. You're also in the peak of your youth. Come back when you're getting fat and balding and you just get mad at teens instead of wanting to fuck them.
>>36323741
Don't turn 25.
I'm 28, college degree.
Been working gardening for 5 years. Had another good high paying skilled labor job on top of that, but since a corporate merger happened they haven't had any work for me.
Try to get out of the house. Art classes, kickboxing.
No gf, no inspiration.
I was lucky to be blessed in many ways
I'm just really tired. The fact that I have a loving family that I would hate to dishonor prevents me from engaging in beta uprising.
>>36323581
Only if they had the potential to do it.
And that potential was given to them by their parents.
>>36323225
They can smell your kv before you start talking
>>36326555
My parents sucked. I had to figure out a lot of shit for myself. This meant failing miserably more times than I can count. But I am finally getting somewhere.
There's more to your situation than your genes and your environmental influences. Some of it is your own attitude and willingness to do something about the shit that's bothering you. I have more problems than I can count and my bitching about them earlier in this thread spilled over the 2000 character limit. But I'm still trying. I'm still going forward.
I'll never stop being a bipolar aspie with a mild case of cerebral palsy. I can't go back and time and stop my dad from beating me or the kids from bullying me in school. I'll never be on a level playing field with most normies. But I'm not going to die without saying I gave my best effort to be happy despite all this shit I had dumped me at birth. If I die a failure I want to die as the best failure I could have possibly been. That's the only way I can accept it at this point after everything I've been through.
26
work retail
been dating thisaspiegirl the same age as me, she's not into lovey dovey shit but it's still pretty damn comfy and I'm pretty happy with her. could probably live the rest of my life with her not getting sex but she knows that I expect it out of a long term relationship, we'll cross that bridge when we get there
>parents used to hint at me being gay
>went quiet for a while
>now they're back at asking about girlfriends and grandchildren
Isn't it painfully obvious that I'm a social failure? At least my sister apparently wants a kid, maybe they'll get off my case once she gets one.
>>36323098
"Depression" or "anxiety" is not a legitimate excuse
>>36325439
i know all those feels anon, only I'm 31. I'm sure everyone thinks I'm a closet homo.
>>36323741
Don't come here to ask for advice. We obviously have no clue how to be happy or successful.
>>36323359
nice meme
oregano is a tasty herb
>>36323713
>I am getting married soon
>I need to get my fiancee a visa
she is using you to get citizenship if you're not getting upwards of $10,000 in exchange you're a sucker
>>36325712
>had jobs
>has a degree
>has had sex a dozen times
Docs have said that I'm completely mentally and physically healthy and I've still haven't been able to do any of that shit despite trying T B H. And I'm older than you.
Fuck stats; you're already an outlier. As am I.
>>36323225
This was me till recently my friend. Got on tinder, swiped right on every girl that wasn't super fat. Ended up with a friend with benefits. She's a little chubby but desu it's not a big deal. As long as you're not disgusting and care a little about personal hygiene you'll have no problem getting a girl in bed. Just don't aim for the hottest chick in the room, pick the low hanging fruit.
How do you know if youre becoming schizophrenic?
"WAGESLAVE" IS NOT A MEME
>25
>literal handholdless kv
>haven't even smelled the scent of a woman in like three years because of my work environment
I work 7-4 or later, 5 days a week. I'm not saying I have the worst hours on the planet, but I'm an expediter at a manufacturing plant and that shit is the worst. I run around and tell people to go faster, then report that they're going too slow and take the blame. Rinse and fucking repeat.
What's the point? Money? I don't need this shit. I hate this. I just want my time back.If I can't be normal, I at least want to have the majority of each day to be reclusive and enjoy reading and guitar playing.
>>36327057
No it's not like that. I lived in her country before and have known her for years now. I wouldn't get involved with anything like that.
>>36326303
My housemate is older than me- he's 33 I think. He was doing much worse than me- dead end job, balding, etc. I was the stoic providing emotional support through his darkest moments. Now he has a girlfriend. She comes over on the weekends. She's actually a really cool girl- likes animu, metal, etc.
I hear them fucking all the time through the walls of the house.
>27
>community college dropout after two semesters right after HS
>neet ever since
>mom fully realizes she fucked up raising me by being an overprotective helicopter mom and now basically leaves me alone in exchange for me doing some small chores (taking out trash, mowing the lawn mostly)
>get an allowance of 100$ dollars a month that can roll over if I don't use it.
>pirated all vidya for a year and a half to save up to build a 1600$ gaming computer
>she was hoping I was saving to buy a car, barely hides her crushed look when I tell her to get out her credit card.
I shouldn't enjoy how depressed she is but I do, I'm her only child, only family really besides some cousins she hasn't spoken to in 20 years. She's getting old, has multiple health problems such as diabetes. She doesn't have too much energy anymore and the house that she once kept spotless is a wreck because I won't do anything but what we agreed upon when I was 19. Yesterday I heard her crying for the first time in whatever, praying to God for a miracle and for him to 'fix' me. I reminded her that its all her fault for divorcing my father because she found out he had smoked week with some high school buddies when I was 6. (dad was later killed in a car accident when I was 12, only saw him a couple times because he didn't manage to get visitation thanks to her kike lawyer.)
>27
>literally no friends
>haven't had a conversation with someone in 4 months
>everyone I talk to eventually ignores me or hides from me
>realize everyone else around me is happy
>why can't i be happy
>often wonder why I get out of bed
I'm killing myself in 3 years if it doesn't get significantly better.
>>36327197
I feel you anon. I have to go back to being a cashier tomorrow. Hopefully it's not so busy but not so slow either.
I'd much rather stay home and play SNES games though.
>>36327197
why work that job though? just live out your car or bum at your parents house or something. quit already. you even say the money is not needed.
>>36325439
honestly I think fags like you are the worst. let's be real: it takes a slight amount of social grace to get a "good job". now pump out a measly 1% more social effort and you can get a gf for once in your life.
>>36327282
nigga you evil as fuck. satan borne you to her, not godde.
>>36327282
>community college dropout after two semesters right after HS
It's partly your fault anon. I'm pretty much in a similar situation, but it was due to my father, and I also enjoy how much it has fucked with his life.
But I also can't not blame myself for not doing anything to better the situation. I dropped out of life, and I could've fixed this, but decided not to. I'm not denying that things wouldn't have been better if Dad wouldn't have divorced mother.
In fact, it makes me envy all the anons that were born with functional normal families and still post in this shithole.
>>36322421
>tfw mom had me at 25
>>36324800
>Don't end up here after 7 years.
>tfw I started going on 4chan when I was 18 myself, and now I turn 25 in a couple of months
>>36327443
Were you raised by your father? I was raised by mine and it was shitty. I think a happy household needs that balance between masculinity and feminity. If it's disrupted somehow you raise a fucked up child who has trouble dealing with social situations, especially with the opposite sex.
>>36327282
There is more to the story about your dad. He was actually in a sexual relationship with his friend. Its too embarrassing for your mother though. You need to ease up.
>26 years old
>have influenza B
>still smoking a fag before going to sleep
>lost my car in a DUI car crash
>want to go see my girlfriend tomorrow
>have to have my dad drive me
>lost my job because ive been sick for 4 straight fucking months
>court is upcoming this week for the DUI
>ill probably be in jail this weekend
life aint bad though.
>26
>NEET
>Live with mom
>Share a bed with my 23 year brother
I always post the same thing because I'm boring, stupid and autistic.
>>36323741
I started to browse 4chan back in '04. Back then, I was a loser as well. In high school, I didn't have a best friend or a crush. Everyone just ignored me.
The best advice I can give to you would be to honestly start lifting, go to lookism and find out how to properly groom yourself, and go to college. Pick something that you find interesting and actually care about the subject. Imagine that if you don't get an "A" in a class, that your balls will be ripped off or something. You are still young, you have time to be a happy. Everyone here on this board is too far gone.
>>36327535
Is your bro hot?
>>36327481
I started when I was 16 and I'm 28 now. It's like a shitty neighborhood I grew up in. It sucks but I don't know where else to go. It is getting worse not better. But living in the happy gentrified reddit neighborhood where I will get in trouble for saying something wrong somehow seems worse so I stick around.
>>36327519
I really doubt it. My mom is an anti-drug crusader, she legitimately believes that one puff of marijuana smoke turns you into a junkie.
>>36327535
Fuck man, you can't afford another bed?
>>36327149
voices
>>36327225
people can surprise you
>>36327282
>overprotective helicopter mom
I kek'd
man there are a lot of robots my age
you're not the same ones braaaapposting and gleefully advocating indulging in depravity? these are some prescient, grounded perspectives
>>36327609
For me, coming here is more of a bad habit than anything else. I always say to myself "ANON FOR FUCK'S SAKE DON'T SPEND ALL NIGHT ON 4CHAN AGAIN!", yet it's 3 AM here and I'm still on this site. My self-control is pathetic.
>>36327509
>Were you raised by your father?
No, mother got custody. But my father was the one who fucked the marriage by cheating. He then quit his job, so my mother wouldn't receive that much from pension benefits.
I dropped out of HS; and in College, after two semesters (like that other anon) dropped out, and did nothing for the rest of my life. Still live with my mother. I like to blame Dad for everything wrong that happened in my life, but that's just to excuse myself for my own failures. In part, I could've fixed some of this, by actually working, but when your whole life is shit, you don't really give a shit about trying.
>>36327601
I'm not gay nor into incest. He looks like me, while not as fat as me he's still pretty fat so I would say he's probably not attractive.
>>36327652
Both NEETs, no NEETbux.
>>36327655
I know better than to get involved with people who will surprise me. I took her virginity. I know her family. They're not quite crooked and I knew a lot of people like that there in the Philippines. I know what to look for and I have a whole thread's worth of stories about my experiences there. But to keep it simple I'll tell you rule number one. Never get involved with someone who was looking for you. Find someone and convince her it is a good idea.
>>36327655
my sexual tastes are fairly normal. Worst I go is an occasional fap to loli/shota. Needless to say I am a friendless KHV and being with anyone is so beyond my situation that I don't even consider it.
The thing about this thread is, why would you people want a job?
I mean if you're a 26 year old with no job maybe you are dissatisfied with your life but you have survived up until now somehow. Having a job won't fix you, it will just make one of the countless losers with a job.
I have my dream job and I fantasize about being a NEET every day.
>>36327197
Here's what a normie would do in your situation. Start applying to other jobs. Don't quit without another job lined up, but prepare to quit. It's not gonna get better if you stay there.
>>36327785
grass is greener kind of thing. I guess being forced out into the world might seem somewhat appealing since many of us will never go out on our own. Some of us might have fantasies of magically finding friends/ a gf and crawling our way back to normiehood.
>>36327744
alright it'll probably work out what do i know, good luck + congrats :D
>>36327745
didn't mean sex but good to know
I meant depravity as in:
>tendies
>reveling in NEETdom
>physically abusing parents
>corn cabinets
you know what's posted on this board c'mon now the trap threads are normal by comparison
>>36327785
>why would you people want a job?
money, social interaction, hope
>>36327801
>Don't quit without another job lined up, but prepare to quit.
this right here. I never did this. baka
>>36327911
I do love me some tendies but I don't demand them, nor do I hit my mother. I do kinda revel in my neetdom, but I don't make wagie threads if that's what you're asking. I also use the bathroom regularly and don't piss bottle or poop jug. I'm not a total meme
who /showers once a week/ here?
>>36328065
longest I went without showering was 2 days, and it felt glorious to finally take a shower and remove all the grease/oil from my body.
>>36328065
When I was like 13 years younger I lived like that. I like vagina too much to live that way anymore.
>>36327282
>because she found out he had smoked week with some high school buddies
only because of smoking weed? wtf
>>36328208
see >>36327625
She's also anti-alcohol and my only real rule to live as neet is that I never drink.
>>36327282
>she was hoping I was saving to buy a car, barely hides her crushed look when I tell her to get out her credit card.
Lol is she retarded? She expected you to buy a car with that kind of monthly income?
>>36328065
eeyup that's me
except that i have to wash my face every other day because of /pizza face/ syndrome
seriously /pizza face/ is annoying as fuck. had it since senior year of high school and it still hasn't pissed off because i'm lazy and i usually skip face washing days
>>36328333
She wanted to be get an old junker, probably so I'd have to get a job to maintain it.
>26
>escaped neetdom at 23
>miss it every day
>being responsible for myself sucks ass
I'll be an investorNEET in a about 8 more years but it won't be the same.
>tfw never going to get a mulatto wife
>>36323741
Stop coming here
Originale
>>36323514
i went to trade school at 25 with basically no work experience, the school helped me make a lot of connections with people in the field and i got a job right away thanks to that. didn't even have to put in an application or have an interview. government loan covered it tuition. now making an almost respectable living. i still live at home, have no gf, social life, or real desire to get out of bed in the morning, or any other point in the day.
>>36327858
Unfortunately the modern workforce is nothing like that. The days where people built communities and lives around their work is long gone. You will just be a robot with a job.
>>36328333
>what is Craigslist
>what are shitty car auctions
the maintenance would be a bitch on a $1.5k car but if he has half a brain and gets a common enough model, he can use YouTube instructionals to fix it himself
>mfw 27 and live in Cleveland
>pretty happy overall but scared of this crazy dindu running around and shooting people over a breakup
>>36328477
I'm planning to save up 2k for a car. The good thing is that I have my dad to fix it when something goes wrong.
>>36327149
its complicated. look up positive and negative symptoms of schizophrenia.
you might be schizotypal or schizoid.
>>36327149
Its probably not schizophrenia if you haven't had any symptoms as a child. More than likely, you've reached clinical depression.
>>36327355
>honestly I think fags like you are the worst. let's be real: it takes a slight amount of social grace to get a "good job". now pump out a measly 1% more social effort and you can get a gf for once in your life.
You do understand that getting a girlfriend requires physical attractiveness while getting a job doesn't (just that you're clean and halfway presentable), right?
>>36327785
I have a job, but I'd imagine staying home every day doing nothing while knowing your peers are out making social connections, making money, and just generally advancing in life may get somewhat depressing.
>>36329371
It used to be for me. I realized that I don't like doing those things though. I like some social contact but I don't like being in groups of people. I am much more comfortable talking with people one on one and sometimes then I'm uncomfortable. I just want a gf and a few close friends (I have both) and I'm happy. I want enough money to pay my bills and have a little bit left over. If I work I don't want to be too exhausted to do anything else by the time I get home. I just want people to leave me the fuck alone and let me be happy.
>>36322421
That's right OP just blame it on someone else like you always do. There's no excuse not to have a job if your able bodied and graduated highschool, pathetic how you have the audacity to blame your parents when they are the ones who still support your ass when most would've kicked you to the curb
These threads always trigger the fuck out of normshits.