Why haven't you killed yourself yet? You want to die why

Because I can't put my family through that

>>36314273
Yeah same I really hate myself I am seriously fucking useless>>36314273

>>36314183
Daily reminder that these threads are created by (((them))) to try and quicken the extinction of the white race

>>36314830
No I just really want to talk to other people who are to pussy to kill themselves I'm lonely as fuck anon I can't do anything right I'm the black sheep of family I want to change but I'm too lazy and I feel comfortable and safe on my misery

>>36314875
Knowing what a period in a sentence is might be a good start for you anon.

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I like to think that there's still hope.

>>36314875
Honestly just neck yourself, life is shit

If I killed myself I wouldn't be able to play vidya and watch anime

>>36314913
Yeah I'm a brainlet if I didn't mention.

>>36314949
Yeah I wish I had the balls

>>36314922
Yeah I feel that but I feel like nothings going to change anon

>>36314183
Because either one of two things will happen

Either God is real, which in that case I will be sent straight to hell for eternity for jacking off daily to trap porn

Or God is not real, and which case I will literally be nothing which is actually far scarier

I'm not convinced God isn't real, because although I've met people who have been medically dead for a few seconds and claimed there was nothing there, the fact that they came back rather quickly doesn't really prove anything

think about i every day too but like half the day ill wish i wasnt born and the other half i just feel regular even though nothing changes. i wouldnt shoot myself though because i know my family would probably treat me like shit and tell me im ungrateful if i survived. i typically think id just like to write a check to them for how much is in my bank account and then die but like i said i really wouldnt wabt to fail and someway i cant picture myself dying that easy for some reason even with a shotgun in the mouth i dont know how im supposed to aim

but my great uncle shot himself because he had cancer and my mom and uncle were talking about him and how he was a "big baby" and i asked if killibg yourself made you a baby and she said "pretty nuch" so if i did survive theyd probably chew me out all the time

id like to have a date and time where id fall over dead but im not suicidal at all

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If you kill yourself, people who don't like you will use your death and make it about themselves when they post it on FB or whatever.
Don't give them that satisfaction.

>>36315191
dieing and god not being real is really not scary at all because you wouldn't even know so not that bad anon

I have goals and dreams.

>>36315213
anyone have any feedback? that would be awesome

>>36315437
You can't fuck up shotgun to the head brotha

>>36315499
i mean even with buck shot shells from the 1990s that are in great shape? but what if you put it in the mouth and miss the brain somehow or does it not really matter as long as it isnt under the chin pointed foward?

>>36314183
Because I am homeless.
I have no place I can do it.
REALLY fucking do it without some fucking bozo "saving" me.

I even have the money to buy helium.

I just can't get a fucking place to do it in.

All these fucks with the
>muh family
>muh god
>muh hope

This is why I'm really leaning towards being a "serial killer".

Honestly if the shame of suicide is too much of a mental gymnastic I'll come kill you all on request to be executed for it afterwards when the body count is high.

Everyone wins

>>36314183

Because you're a failure and I like laughing at you.

>>36315499
Are you sure? Bad aim????

>>36316931
People blow their mouth off and still gurgle away like cronenburg monsters
"Saved" just in time by wonderful citizens of our compassionate society. :^)

He accidentally blew his face off. Deary me. We must assist him.

>>36316979
where do you have aim with a shotgun not to have that happen? im not going to though

>>36317074
Fyck if I know.
Im killing myself nice and cool like.
No blood.

I don't want to die, I want to escape. Death isn't escape, it's just nothing. Anime at least is temporary and limited escape, as is daydreaming, and I can't do those if I'm dead.

>>36317074
Are you fucking retarded ? Do you not know where the brain is ? Just google ''brain'' and watch some images of it.
Put the shotgun INSIDE your mouth and shoot at a 45 degrees angle. You're probably dead from any angle as long as the shotgun is inside the mouth, the only way you'll get to blow only your face is if you put it underneath the chin and shoot straight upwards like a moron.

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I keep living to spite myself.