I want a gf.
I want to fuck. But I can't. Phimosis, obese.
I'm losing weight but it's gonna take two years because I'm morbidly obese and a surgery for loose skin after that. I'm streching the foreskin and that probably will also be fixed by the time I reach normal weight.
But. I can't. Stop. Thinking about sex!
I want to have sex now.
I want to touch a woman.
It's all I think about all the fucking time.
It's torment. I'm fucking suffering.
It feels like I'm missing the point of life.
I wish I could go back to not giving a fuck and enjoy my video games and watch my anime.
But I can't get these thoughts out of my mind!
Make it stop...
At least you have a good reason why you can't get laid.
Sure I'm a bit skinny but otherwhise I don't suffer any deformity, the fact that I don't get any is purely on me and that's a way worse thought to bear.
>>36293337
>Phimosis, obese.
Both of those are easily fixable and entirely on you. I find this fascinating because I'm an ugly manlet and I can't fix that. You can fix your problems but you won't. Weird.
>>36293629
This is all because my doc drastically increased the antidepressants. This shit is so complicated and weird how it works, it did a lot of good but it hurts so much at the same time! I'm living a fucking paradox!
I started diet. I contacted my friends I dropped contact with. I started showering and shaving. But... It made me want a gf and everything that comes with her. Some hours I feel suicidal because I don't have it. I feel absolutely terrible but I can't cry, no matter how hard I try. I can't enjoy my video games or anime. What I lived for and enjoyed.
I seriously don't get this shit. If I think about it logically, I'm better than I have been in years! Then why am I so sad and depressed? I don't have cancer or am homeless or a starving child in africa, you know, real fucking problems, I shouldn't even feel bad! But I do... I don't get it...
I mean, I don't have a gf and am a virgin.
So fucking what?
Why can't I accept it and move on?
Why does it hurt so much now?
I didn't care before.
>>36293846
Did you read the thread? ..dude said that he was working on fixing his problems.