>NEET HHKV 30+
>failed normie
>live in the country
>going on a drive in the evenings because nothing else to do
>driving through the hills and valleys
>see people out in the yard on the Friday evening
>men mowing the grass and trimming it
>women overseeing children running around and playing
>drive by some houses
>hear the joyful voices of children
>see men younger than me working under a car with no shirt on
If I could just pull up in one of those driveways. If I could just be a man working on his god damned car with his brother or his friend while his wife watched the children. Or even be a man who watches them work.
God damn my self.
>>36274144
glad i don't have these feels
>>36274144
I like to think that God is real that this life doesn't really matter that much. This life is just the beginning and heaven is when real life begins.
>>36274144
go to car mechanic school
>>36274749
Think for a little bit longer about OPs story and then consider what you just wrote.
>>36275466
he wants to work on cars and have a family, #1 you're obviously going to learn about cars and #2 if you want a wife or family at the very leat you need some income and independence
>>36274730
I also have that feel
I think some people still have it better than others in heaven based on how they act on Earth, but it's all just different degrees of awesomeness. Heaven is heaven
God bless ya'll. Jesus loves you
>inb4 stale edgy comments