How is your easter long weekend going, guys?
Who here has the least hope their life will get better?
>>36267072
i literally cannot do this any longer
i feel terrible
>>36267155
I feel like this every monday morning. It continues until the weekend at which point I get by with a pleasant booze induced euphoria.
Then Monday rolls around and I wish I were dead again.
I'm only 32, how am I supposed to keep doing this shit for another 30 - 40 years?
I seriously won't make it.
A little hope right now, but
>weekend on r9k
is probably going to squeeze that foolishness right out of me.
Which is probably better.
>>36267220
Realism is better than false optimism.
I wish my parents had taught me that when I was 10. Along with the virtues of hard work.
yes i wish my life was better. it's the same crap everyday. i got a hair cut today. i'm ready for the company to be here.
>>36267594
My parents did that. It didn't help much, it turned me into a chronic depressive pessimist who's hard to be around.
26 here.
I'm really bored of being bored. I only play vidya because it quells boredom a bit. It's 7:45am now, been up all night doing nothing, the exact same as yesterday, will probably sleep soon and then wake up knowing I have nothing I want to do.
It's all one circle day in day out I bet even if I got given something to do I wouldn't do it because I can't be bothered so why even complain oh god life
I also have to sort my neet bux by next Friday but again can't be fucked but if I don't I can't pay rent. Mostly don't want to go to the Dr's again and tell him that pills don't work I don't care about living enough to try improve I have done next to nothing to try help myself these past 3 months, like the 3 months before them, and so on. I wonder when he's gonna decide to kick me off neet bux for tough love or some shit. God damn it.
6:07 am on Saturday here.
Still drinking and have been since like 3pm on Friday.
Lately I've been blacking out when I drink this much but presently just cruising along and not remotely tired.