This board used to be the best place to tell stories. Well, here is one of mine. It is being typed right now so best be patient.
>early life far back as memory goes, never had any real family
>one foster home after another
>abuse neglect and sometimes even torture
>understandably grow up as an outsider
>never really fit in among anyone
>spend all my time that wasn't school and chores playing vidya on old hand me down consoles
>one summer, huge blackout
>no ac and no tv. Just the farm and the chores
>be hanging out in the far corner of the pasture under the only decent shade tree with a breeze.
>hear a sweet voice greet me
>look up to see a brunette "goth" girl talking to me
>my always wearing black had gotten her attention.
>>36259001
Bumping for you.
Originally speaking
>>36259001
>She was beautiful. Her voice was like aural silk
>for days we talked
>eventually start sneaking out with her, carrying her to the barn and we lay on the roof together staring at the sky and all the stars you couldn't see normally.
>she was a dropout working as a waitress and played vidya
>she was the first girl i ever felt anything for
>we used to make love in the hay, in the woods, in her room.
>was completely convinced i loved her
>she seemed to get me like no other
>lavished me with gifts because of her disposable income
>did almost anything a boy would want his girl to do
>finally after a lifetime of feeling alone i felt loved
>>36259088
>Then comes the day
>she tells me she is not over her ex
>so began the spiral
>we break it off for a week
>misery ensues
>crushing loneliness returns
>i am lost again
>so lost that when she came back I welcomed her with open arms.
>forgave her
>tried to move on
>after a month or so it happens again
>loneliness returns
>she tries to come back again
>i am unforgiving this time
>she moves a while later and i am miserably alone but at least I don't see her out my window anymore
>begin developing a crush on a girl who transfered to my school about midway in that relationshit.
>people always comment on how we seem like a couple
>stupid young brain tells me she and i should be together
>my sick infatuation shifts to her.
>>36259128
This is getting interesting .. Continue OP
>Summer break comes and goes without talking to this girl
>back in school again and she ignores me
>whats more blatantly avoids me
>strange, considering we were such good friends
>one day i just stop her to ask why
>"i don't want to talk to you. You depress me"
>the words pierced my ears like a gunshot. Lanced me to my core
>i have endured a lot in my life
>felt like the nail in the coffin
>felt like some unlovable abomination
>felt alien and reviled
>decided i was done
>decide to an hero
>pick a tree on a road that is usually quiet at night
>halloween
>imagine my corpse dangling for weeks until someone realized i was not a decoration left out
>imagine the headlines
>tie off
>jump
>realize my mistake immediately
>rope too short
>knot not placed right
>the branch has bounce
>feel the intense pressure and agony on my neck
>eyes are on fire
>claw and reach between ragged breaths
>everything fades out
Next bit is difficult to explain
>sensation that is not pain, kind of indescribable
>feels like i am being pulled in every direction like warm taffy, spreading ever thinner
>then feel the pain in my chest
>ribs ache.
>head pounds
>eyes feel like they have hot needles in them
>fat black nurse talking to me
>trying to sit up
>after the initial confusion realize I am in the ER.
>nurse says i was dead when we arrived
>ask for water and while she leaves collect my clothing and walk out
>hitchhike home
>wear turtlenecks to hide the bruising
>sunglasses to hide the ruptured vessels in my left eye
>could not talk proper for over a week
>nobody noticed.
>nobody noticed.
That's it. One of my lowest points. That's my story.
>>36259386
That's all? There's no dramatic ending or other bullshit?
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>>36259408
Real life is not like movies. Sorry to disappoint. If this thread is up in like 6 hrs i will continue onto the next chapter of my life and how the internet changed it forever
R9k is no place for stories
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>>36259386
You got a steam account? I can talk with you and maybe play some vidya.
>>36259581
I still play consoles desu. Don't have a gaming pc.
Spend time on discord but my server is largely dead now.
>>36259625
share it. ill try my best to be online as much as possible :)
YtPd2qb
Checkin dubs discord links are blocked now it seems
>>36259327
keep going
ishkabibles
Jesus Christ OP.
The bit about her being depressed by you hits hard. The rest of it is beyond me to really comment about because I cannot entirely relate to anything more than basic empty emotions.
I might try to tag into your discord if that is alright. I've never had enough reason to go on their with other friends anyway.
>>36259815
Everyone is welcome on my channel m8.
>>36259690
what is your discord name?
>>36259877
4chan trashcan just use YtPd2qb
>>36259847
Never been on here before, but it looks like I am in. Thanks.
>>36259001
Not OP, but got a story to tell about being a waiter
>Be me, senior in high school
>first job is at a local restaurant
>live in suburb, so most of the food is "organic
>Just another way of saying expensive
>We have one couple that eats here every Monday and Thursday
>Massively overweight, smelly, and annoying
>pic related
>Apparently they had a kid, but they were taken to foster care
>>36259386
I remember spending highschool on /r9k/ reading green text stories in class all day
That was fucked up. But good story
In general, just use this thread for stories desu. Said my piece
>>36259888
i didnt mean the discord group's name but his discord name.
>>36259909
where pic related?
>>36260000
Fatman#0024
>>36259386
When did you kidnap your wife?
This is a bad story
>>36259356
This was a good story, OP.
Now tell us is the good story, I've been feeling down fat man.
oh so down.
the one where you met your wife cheers me a bit up.
I might share a story then:
>2015 in final year of highschool
>Working super hard to do well and not regret my time there
>I participate in everything I can get into
>That involves public speaking which I am not too bad at
>Also involves performing music at the school and public functions
>I also perform in a musical as the leading role
>All that ends and I am respected and liked by almost everyone at school
>I'm basically as happy as I can get
>Eventually I get gf
>I am so happy and I try my hardest to be there for her always
>She is 7/10 and quite a happy person, but also thotty unfortunately
>I delude myself with thoughts that I might help her be less thotty
>Eventually I feel she is unsure of how I feel for her
>I poor my heart out to her one day as we decide to have a talk because we both have things to say
>She then says she wishes she had spoken before me
>She says she does not feel much for me at all
>I'm crushed, but I decided there is no point in showing that
>We hug and stay friends after that, but it kills me inside
>I spend the rest of the year working harder than ever and being more positive so no one thinks any less of me
>Eventually that makes me a cold person
>It almost destroys my next relationship too
>etc
>>36259540
read the fucking description you flameless faggot
>>36259540
R9k is the place for everything.
just with posting rules that serve no purpose since the first front pages are the regurgitated stuff.