What happens when reality itself makes you sad? I can't make that problem go away.
I don't like how cruel life is. Not in a petty sense, but the people I love dying and never coming back for example, only for me to feel that same helplessness as I crumble into nothingness is sometimes too much to bear.
Especially since my life is to pitiful compared to others. I've achieved exactly nothing. I've watched my mother grow into an old lady from the middle aged woman she was, and it's just something about it that makes me want to shed tears.
Seeing my dog's fur start greying slowly makes me want to shed tears. My father never quitting smoking as he approaches 60 makes me want to shed tears. My sister being so vindictive and unforgiving of my mother makes me want to shed tears.
Life sucks, man.
Chin up! The best is yet to come.
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>>36255285
I don't know, anon. What do you do when the things which weigh on your conscious are brute facts, not contingent on anything you control? There's no answer in my head on it. You can distract yourself. But At that point, you are admitting that life itself is too hard for you, so you refuse to live it.
>>36256447
Not a threat. There will be an excellent happening. Eventually. Not sure when.
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>>36256484
>There will be an excellent happening.
Nothing ever actually happens
You just get ramped up so they, it, you, me, whatever pronoun you want to use can take you down and the fall hits you harder.
>>36255285
I understand what you're saying, and I think we can all have these moments when we just feel like life really sucks. But I'm sure you have experienced times/moments where life is beautiful, wonderful or fantastic? I guess life is bittersweet. The best thing to do IMO and what I try to focus on is staying positive, remembering that everything passes, good or bad. And being grateful for what you have.
Life can be absolute shit somedays man.
Let me tell you something you already know, life aint no sunshine and rainbows, its a very mean and nasty place and it wouldnt care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
life isnt about how hard you hit, is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward, thats how winning is done.
Also, how old are you?
>>36255285
>What happens when reality itself makes you sad?
You basically become a human being with a healthy and functionally aware brain.
>>36255285
b-b-b-but kids in africa and shiet you can't be depressed!
>>36256431
This is where I seem to find myself at every night while I'm trying not to meltdown autistically.
>>36256835
Fuck off Sly. You made too many of those movies.
>>36256902
Yep, I sometimes spend 15-20 minutes at a time just pacing around the house. Those thoughts just don't leave you, and you're itching for a new type of escape
IT's easier if you take it one day at a time. If I start thinking about having to live another decade It feels awful
>the only moments of happiness I can remember are from when I was a little kid
>now I want to die every day
My birthday is in a week and I think my mom will kick me out. What's the quickest way to die? There are no tall buildings where I live