ITT: who was the one who hurt you most? Who were they anons?

>>36232958
You wouldn't believe me if I told you the story.

>>36233009
try me (not OP)

>>36233009
Try me (actually OP)

seriously anon, go ahead if you like

>>36232958
>Sophie

that girl absolutely destroyed me, she was like my little sister. 4 years of helping and she threw it all back at me and told me "i have taken all i can from you, i dont need you anymore"

>>36233032
>>36233049
>be lonely robot
>find this place years ago
>people are memeing about gays having it easy
>think life would be easy if I'm gay
>start watching gay porn
>convince myself I'm gay
>go on Grindr
>meet up with guy
>start hooking up
>I chicken out
>he doesn't stop
>holds me down and fucks me for a bit
>lets me go when i start crying
I was fucked up before this happened, I don't even know what I am now. I haven't left my house in 5 months, I cry most days.

My mother for not aborting me

>tfw no little sister to protect like in catcher
Meanwhile I get reddit: the brother instead

Without making a shitlong and boring greentext out of it:
The ones you were stupid and naive enough to open up and show a personal weakness to, assuming they wouldn't use it to make you a public laughing stock for their bff hive.

I'm not a robot but I'm here for you all regardless. Chin up mates.

>>36233183
GO on anon, thats what this thread is for its ok anon

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>>36233136
Male rape is some serious shit, bro.
If you try to talk about it with your friends they will just laugh it off.
But it's not your fault Anon-kun.
And you can overcome this.

>>36233136
How did you convince yourself you're gay? Sorry about the rape btw. Ever think of calling the cops?

My parents. If they didn't make sure I went to school enough to keep them from getting in trouble I'd have ended up being one of those feral children raised by dogs.

>>36233136
>grindr
>normie gays
well, yeah

>>36233136
Hahahaha anon you're a fucking idiot. He probably thought you were playing hard to get. Don't lead men on next time.

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>>36232958
>Myself.
My parents gave birth to me but were abusive.
I was bullied by gang members in school.
Everyone that has ever entered my life has abandoned me.

But I can only blame myself at the end of the day.
Because I'm the one who chose not to kill myself.

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>>36232958
>be me
>be 13 years old
>sports day
>i have to bike 6km
>don't know the route, so i go with my friends
>friends have been mean to me all day
>we start driving
>my keys fall out of my sweatpants, i have to stop and find them
>my friends dont want to wait for me and keep going
>i find my keys 2 minutes later
>try and catch up to my friends
>cross road
>dont know the route
>i get lost for 3 hours trying to find my friends
>give up and cry for awhile
>go home

I was so embarrased that i refused to go to school for the rest of the year, fucking the rest of my life up. Most autistic and avoidable thing i've ever done.

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>>36232958
>Be me
>lonely autist
>Play guitar and vidya when I'm not working
>Sister brings over friend
>Holyfuckingshit.png
>Massive qt
>No chance so go back to room
>Months go by where I just go to the kitchen when I hear them roll up just to see her face
>Sis:Anon, Femanon thinks you're cute
>FUCKFUCKFUCKNOWAY
>Month later
>We all end up watching a movie
>We sit really close together on the couch
>FUCKIT.PNG
>Get my hand under her blanket and scratch her thigh with my pinkie
>She looks
>fuck
>Her hand over to my blanket and we start holding hands
>Hold hands for the rest of the movie
>ITS FUCKING HAPPENING
>Follow her on social media
>Starts messaging me anti-liberal memes
>Oneitis at this point
>Keep messaging while she is in my sisters room till 2
>She comes In
I shit you not I almost have a heart attack
>We sit on my bed and talk
>Eventually spoon
>still talking till 5
>She has work in 3 hours
>goes to bed
I'm so jazzed at this point I start pumping my arm and saying I did it and I'm not going to be alone forever. I found the one.
>pic related

>>36233434
I don't really agree about the idea of killing yourself, but this is a 10/10 post

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>>36233574
>who hurt you the most
>this story

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>>36233574
cont.
>messaging over the next few days
>Reply time starts getting longer and longer
>"are you feeling alright femanon? You've been acting different"
>"Yeah"
Eventually I just go balls out and ask her if she wants to go on a real date and she says she "doesn't have the want or the time"
I just don't know what to do anons. She is fucking perfect. Absolute qt, sews. Has real hobbies and friends so that we wouldn't be joined at the hip. Super cool attitude until this.
She said she like my guitar playing and we really clicked when it came to politics and stuff. I just don't understand. This happened like a month ago and I think about her every moment of everyday. Why am I so week. Pic related is me. Old time stamp but whatever. Skype name is still the same if you care to check

>>36233650
man, this is the first thing that unironically made me feel in a long time on this board. I hope you luck man!

>>36233650
You're not in her league anon. Lose some weight and buy clearisil.

>>36233650
You'll do fine bud...
She may come back yet, just don't give up on it. Keep at it.

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>>36233692
This is a pretty bad breakout for me. This was for some other anon on skype so I didn't care. and I'm not fat. I weigh 180 and I go to the gym this is a better picture

>>36233713
I don't know. You're not ugly but I still don't think you're in her league. Plus you're a bean. She either found a guy she liked more or you said something spergy. Good luck anyway

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>>36233574
you talk like a fucking redditor you normie scum.
This thread is about actual robots who've been hurt, not some teenage everyday drama bullshit

>>36233240
told you it would be boring

>met girl, objectively avg tier at best, but close to my personal tastes in looks
>talk a bit, seems my spaghetti drop chute is stuck fast that day (hopes of the youth and all that)
>she goes on about how she hates loud and crowded places
>think wow, soulmate in disguise
>tell her how much I hate that shit too, giving far too much details probably
>she calls me up to meet another day
>its a big ass mixed crowd of her friends, wtf
>she sometimes talk to me for like 2 min before getting called away for a while, rinse& repeat
>everyone else seemingly spends special care to stand behind me, crowd around, brush against me etc.
>can still see those fucks sneaking up giggling and whispering due to window reflections
>bear with it for an hour or so, nervous like a cat at the vet.
>halfway manage to control myself
>taking off not even bothering to speak to her or others before, just never more happy to be away from people
>she calls 1-2 times after, I don't take the call
>not really wanting to see her again, thinking I fucked it up anyway
>some chad weeks later tells me she called them and me up with the sole aim to try and break me down that day
>seems she and her femswarm tried that shit with more shy guys on a regular base, just to get some giggles and coolscore
>Chad only told me cause he was impressed how well I managed to hold up according to him, now there is a consolation prize for the ages.

Hope she and hers have a close meeting with a truck of peace one of these days, but things like that seldom hit the deserving ones.

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>>36233770
>Get off my board normie
Fuck off, i've been on here for atleast 2 years and I've always hated reddit. You think just because I don't talk the way you want me to I should be kicked off of an image board. Please kill yourself anon. I was always the odd man out. Constantly the last person picked for anything I have maybe 2 friends who I would trust for shit, and even then just barely. I wake up everyday and have no will to get out of bed. I understand hating real normies who come on this board but I'm more of a robot than you think you fuck

>>36233834
>i'm one of you guys, haha, KEK!
>heres a cute pic of me ;*
>god, i just hate leddit, i'm definately not a normalfag
>I weigh 180 and I go to the gym this is a better picture :****;*

i'm not >>36233770 , but fuck off man, you dont belong

>>36233864
I'm 6'0 and 200lb. I lift. Have a girlfriend. Lost my virginity forever ago. I post here too. And there's nothing you can do about it faggot

>>36233864
>you're fat and ugly
>I disagree
>fucking normal fag
God this board is fucking garbage. If I have been tormented to the end it's not good enough for you turbo virgin faggots. How is defending myself too normie you fucking people i swear. What do I have to be 300 pounds and never have held a job to be a robot then? Where do I go when I can't be accepted by fucking R9K

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>>36233909
You only now realize that this board is filled with retards who are more pretentious and elitist than the people they make fun of? For every anon who has ever complained about a stacy or a chad, there are 5 more who will just as quickly dedicate their every ounce of being into hating you for being different than them. This board is filled with hypocrites

My alcoholic ex. She said all of the things I've feared hearing the most.

ITT: caring about faggots opinions evenbthough they openly don't gove a fuck about you or your feelings.

Being able to ignore people is a good life skill.

>>36233972
I don't post much anon, and when I do I stick in one thread and post replies. I'm not normie enough to be on reddit and i'm not autistic enough to be on here or tumblr and this is the reason I've never been a likeable person

>>36234004
Don't worry bean bro. I kinda stood up for you. What's your big 3 btw

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>>36234042
Right now absolute garbage.
Squat:245
DL:365
Bench:155 ish
I took like 1.5 years off of lifting after highschool and just ran to lose my bear mode and all my gains went with it

>>36234101
It's not bad. I don't believe most peoples stats are real online anyway. Everyone pretending they're benching 3 plates but when was the last time you saw a dude in the gym do that.

How long have you been lifting?

>>36234126
since I was 16, 20 now. Only back in the gym since like 6 months ago

>>36234138
Yeah I do that off and on shit. I go regularly and then I skip one day and it just snowballs from there. I started lifting like 6 or 7 years ago. Imagine where I'd be now if I was just consistent instead of taking 4-5 years off. I don't think I've ever consistently lifted for more than 4 months at a time.

>>36233650
How old are both of you? From my experience she probably doesn't know what she wants at her age and just enjoyed doing nice little things with you... but when you start saying ''date'' to her she realizes she's not THAT interested to go full bf/gf and thus gently rebuffed you.

Honestly if she isn't interested enough now, she never will be (until she's 30+ and needs a provider). I'd cut my losses or you're probably gonna get hurt

>>36234193
Same here, ever since I left highschool my consistency has been garbage. I'm either 2-5 times a week maybe 2 weeks of consistency but I just work too much to make it a genuine schedule and I don't have a normal job so I work really wierd hours

>>36232958
People have done all sorts of horrible things to me but one thing somebody said to me as a child stuck with me the most and probably set me up for disaster psychologicaly.

>>36234225
Yeah I used to work a night job and that was an issue for me too. It was either work out at a 24/7 gym or go at like 6pm when I wake up and every other cunt is there.

Good luck with your lifting goals bro

>>36234201
I'm 20, she's either 18 or 19
and you're probably right. I want to believe not all women are roasties but I had a similar experience with other girls who were annoyed I didn't move in on them because they wanted to just be fuck buddies and I want a serious relationship. I don't want to throw away my virginity on some roastie whore

>>36234269
Thanks anon hope you "make it"

>>36234266

what did they say? my mother calling me a coward was probably the worst thing for me

I can't think of anything other than non-issues like people not paying money back I lent them that I don't really care about

>>36233148
I'd trade my left nut to swap my sister for a brother.

>>36233985
>She said all of the things I've feared hearing the most.
And what would that be ?

Anna

Broke my heart.

I deserved it though.

>>36233650
Too late brodie. She already doesnt care, you were too beta.

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>be around 20
>gf tells me some pakistani guy from work keeps texting her
>extremely beta texts, going as far bragging her to have sex with him and offering her large sums of money
>tell her to block him
>she tried blocking him, but that just made him freak out at work
>she tries ignoring him
>doesn't work, he just keeps sending her multiple messages a day for weeks
>figure he'll lose steam at some point
>some weeks later
>she suddenly confesses she had sex with him
>drop her right away and ignore her texts and phone calls
>remove her from all social media
>never contact her again
>get depressed

>>36235911
Fuck man thats rough, getting cucked by a Paki. Most girls avoid thirsty Paki/Indians like the plague

Nobody.

I have only been in love once and it was actually infatuation more so than love. I don't know how it might feel like but I guess I wouldn't really give a shit and go on with my life.

If something it's going to be her the one who is torn apart.

>>36235911
I really don't believe this story at all. Almost all women are programmed to find Pakis disgusting.

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It has been a year now, more than a year.

She was my first proper love. First girl that made me feel like love is something that actually exists.

Never before have I met somebody that felt so selflessly about me.

She was my little wonder, and all that is fucking gone.

I miss being in her room, sitting on her bed with my back against the wall, her legs around my waist, and we'd just make stupid noises at eachother, I'd kiss her forehead and she'd trace her fingers through my hair, rain outside on a chilly September evening, the mix cds we made for eachother when we were just friends, softly playing in the background.

Never again will I be able to smell her on my clothes after meeting her, for days, that weird mix of grass, fresh laundry and something peppery and spicy. Never again I'll feel her cuddle up against me on those nights we slept naked, never again will she tell me "you feel like home, *anon*". Never again will we bake together. Never again will I have my best friend back.

I miss her, lads. I miss how I had a plan, a goal, when I was with her. I miss how I knew that we'll make things work, no matter what. I miss feeling like somebody out there has your back. I miss how she was the first person I could be myself around. I miss how I was the only one she ever felt comfortable around with sex stuff. I miss how soft her body, I miss her hair and her eyes and her hands, and her back, and her neck and her nose and the triangle beauty spots on her left cheek, and and her smile and the way her breathing got heavier and heavier when I started running my hand all over her. I miss rainy afternoons, sunny mornings, snowy nights with her.

I miss my best friend.

I got so fucked up after all this shit that after a couple of months I got a tattoo of a soundwave of a voice message from her.

*good night, qt, I love you*

>>36236521
I can relate. What happened?

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>>36236521
>I got so fucked up after all this shit that after a couple of months I got a tattoo of a soundwave of a voice message from her.

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>>36236640
I fucked up. Got caught up on minor trivial shit.
Maybe distance.
Her cunt of a mother.
Dad issues.

>>36236727
Yeh

>>36236521
>voice message from her.
Can I hear it?

>met around my birthday
>be friends for a few months
>tells me his name is cassidy
>meet irl, have a great time
>tells me he is in the us illegally and he's from the uk
>he has a thick accent, hard to understand at first
>he tells me tons of stories about himself and living/traveling in europe
>tells me about his difficult life, dead mother, missing father, etc.
>feel close and everything intimate
about a year later
>he starts becoming paranoid
>keeps accusing me of being out to get him
>he gets angry one night and punches me
>fractured rib, bruise, etc.
>pleads with me not to call cops
>feel terrified around him
>a few days later, he gets angry again
>i become scared and run outside
>he follows me
>i ask random couple who were walking nearby to help me
>cops get called
>officer returns to take pics of injuries and go over my rights as a victim
>officer informs me that his real name is something else entirely
>he's a missing person from another state
>he's not from the uk, he is american
>both of his parents are alive
>he's younger than he told me
the lies go on and on but you get the point.

i doubt i will ever be able to trust someone normally ever again, i feel stupid and used. i had no idea people were capable of such intricate lies without feeling guilty.

>>36233400
Sorry but this and or he thought it was roleplay.

>>36236809
Cassidy? Was he a pikey...

>>36236828
i just said another name, his name he was using sounded more like someone from the uk

>>36233574
>falling for a plastic stacy
Why would you even?
>>36233650
I hate you and something along the lines of >>36233770 you're just some kid growing up.

>>36233834
>mfw consider myself new and have been here since 09*

>>36236896
adding to this post*

>>36236781
I guess. Give me a minute.

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Dear Julie from backpage:

I'm so sorry that I've never measured up to your standards.

I'm so sorry that I scared you so much that you had to literally flee halfway across the country.

I realize now that just being the default of a decent and caring person is not enough to make anyone like me enough to want to be with me for the rest of their lives.

All the advice that I've read on relationship threads, from AOL usenet days through SomethingAwful through le plebbit of today, means nothing if I simply lack the physical, aesthetic, cosmetic requirements of being a viable partner.

Even though in your first email, you were self-conscious about your weight, and I assured you that it was no issue. I'd been judged for my appearance for my whole life, who am I to do the same to others?

But now I realize that it's wrong. It IS okay to judge based on appearance.

I can take the hint. I can get a clue. We've been taught, "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all." You exercised that very well with your quiescence followed by your subsequent dating choices.

But to take away the backhanded sting of this post, I do want to thank you for your enthusiasm in our encounters. It had truly been a healing experience. But that sort of physical, emotional validation is hollow when it comes from someone who decides that another person is more worthwhile than I.

How would it make you feel to know this post would be posthumous by the time you read this?

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>>36236850
I know just the name and travelling makes it seem like he was larping as a gypo...did he at least offer to tarmac your driveway?

>>36233770
this seriously made me laught out load for a good minute.

how the fuck.. why is everyone so paranoid of le reddit man

>>36233136
>>36233290
Your only option for revenge is to shoot him with a crossbow and finish the job with a sword that's far too big for you.

>>36236781
/vocaroo.com/i/s0txamP1dZGI

Here. Knock yourself out.

I was invited to a date with a girl I was really into. Her friends set it up, but they told me to never talk to her about it because she eas really nervous. Like an idiot, I believed every word from them.
I was dropped off by my mom at the theater and waited there for two hours alone. The entire weekend I was crushed, but what hurt me the most wasn't the fact that they tricked me, but that they lied to her and said I was spreading rumors that we went on a date. I'd be fine with the prank, but I was referred to as creepy by her throughout high school. It was all my fault for not asking her about it from the beginning.

>>36237041
>vocaroo.com/i/s0txamP1dZGI
She sounds fucking retarded as shit, where is she from?

>>36236931
So a few tips, first this sounds like a long as time ago, second of all fat girls dont like being reminded that you have been judged for your appearance, then they think they are settling with you.

>>36237062
>what is being tired
>what is talking in bed
>what is trying to make cute sounds

Go out more, anon.

>>36237073
here we see a roastie so accustomed to text message character limits that she has to press "send" after each individual point

fuck off whore

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>>36236896
She never wore makeup when she came over, and she isn't a stacy at all. She dies her hair black because girls made fun of her natural red hair when she was in public school and got pulled out to do homeschooling when it didn't stop.
As for
>>36236909
I'm a newfag considering I browse like 5 boards, but for fucks sake with the old boys club stuff man. I understand the street credit but when you've been using a site for years*** plural I think you're probably good. 3 Years probably. 8 years? fuck

>>36233827
Tell me her full name.

>>36233827
That's really interesting to me. I'm curious about that girl, any more stories or descriptions?

>>36237110
Honestly both of those are me and even though we are on strike for invaders, honestly, me as an abnormafaggot that has been here since 09 (of which was late for me because I was 20 then), I honstly think if you are 18 and you are male and you haven't have sex yet that you are a robot. I honstly had sex for the first time at 17 and am a loser that only ever got it once, so 18 is ridiculous, you hit puberty at liike 14 and want it for years and they go by real slow at such eventful ages, but you didn't get it? Horrible. You can't recover from that.

So I don't know. The only real problem is you posting your face, makes you look confident, extroverted, like a normie that would have a nice life, because I never did that at your age.

>>36237041
what accent is that?

(original comment)

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>>36233574
You're a traitor and you will suffer. Just wait, you failed abortion.

>>36237365
I guess the face pic was too much. This is the second time I've posted my face on the internet publicly and willingly. But I am 20 and I discovered 4chan around when I turned 18. and yes 20 year old turbo virgin. I don't want to throw away my virginity to a fucking whore who thinks that it means nothing.

>>36232958
I hate all parental figures I've ever had the most, so them. Mainly the father figures though.

>>36237405
How so anon
Oregano the spice

>>36237451
It's more like your life means nothing if you don't have sex often ironically. It means something awful about le robot, not them.

>>36237097
You're the one who should get out, Norman.

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>Be me
>Be 21 (at that time)
>Be kissless virgin
>NEET
>work out alot, got pretty /fit/ and goodlooking
>meet girl ('''''virgin''''') online from UK
>don't think of it much at first
>start becoming closer to her after some time has passed
>very close
>she eventually starts telling me she loves me
>a few weeks later i tell her if we should make it 'official' that we're together
>"i didn't mean it like that anon XD"
>get mad
>stumble on her social-media with shitton of selfies where she attentionwhores and talks of how other guys want relationships with her
>this really pisses me off.jpg
>huge fight, say really mean stuff to her
>don't talk for a while
>end up apologizing to her, she does as well
>keep talking to her and after a month or so we actually started dating
>she talks how she wants children with me, and start family, which is all i ever wanted in life
>talk almost every day and tell eachother how much we're in love
>always be sweet to her
>but starts acting very shady and secretive at times
>always give her benefit of the doubt for the bullshit she pulls
>send her bodypics and nudes because it got her off.
>get same in return
>wonderful.jpg
>eventually asks me to meetup/visit
>i couldn't be any happier
>start making plans, make up date
>fast forward one month before meetingup
>deleted everything about me on her socialmedia, including a picture of me (which she just posted to make her ex jealous at that time)
>"why did you do that?"
>"idk", "i'm not feeling good"
>barely talks to me
>keeps posting selfies and shit while ignoring me
>demand answers
>"i think we don't work out"
>breaks up
>"You're wonderful, i'm sure you'll find someone"
>"i won't date anyone in a while tbqh"
>sob for weeks/months
>3 months later she dates some fat fuck with a toothgap she was talking to behind my back, who lives closer
>they probably already fucked
>mfw
It still hurts. First 'girlfriend' i had, and it had to be a fucking sociopath. probably gonna kill myself soon.

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>>36237593
You're dumb. Very.

>>36237593
Dont let that roasty win anon. Im sure she'll kill herself soon enough. Im sorry it had to be like that but at least yiu know now.

If everything had gone as planned, I would be in California right now. That's what I was going to write about the other day, me and Melissa finally had all our plans set for me to come visit her in California. She is on vacation this week, and I was going to go to California to visit her while she was on vacation. I had my plane tickets bought and everything, I got some great deals. But then, a few days ago, she called me up in the middle of the night and said I couldn't come anymore.

She had gotten all depressed, thinking about her ex again, and said she was too depressed for me to come. But worst of all, she gave me the old "lets just stay friends" talk. I hate that thing. I've heard it so many times I know it by heart.

I guess I'm just too nice, women all want to be friends with me. Even girls I don't like have told me what a nice guy I am, and, as if that wasn't bad enough, I've even been told that "I actually forget you're a guy, I don't even think of you as a guy, you're like one of the girls to me."

That fucking hurts.

But anyway, Melissa cancelled the trip. My plane tickets are non-refundable, so she said she'll pay me back, but it will have to be in small payments over a period of time. I don't know how she'll do it though, she already owes her dad a bunch of money she borrowed from him. I actually feel bad about her having to pay me back.

Like I said, I'm too nice. I should be mad at her. I should be like "Bitch, you better pay me back!" Instead, I feel bad about her paying me back. I'm pathetic. I let people walk all over me in social situations. I inconvenience myself just so other people can get what they want. Like if I was in one of those Christmas rush things, where everyone is frantic trying to buy the season's hot toy, if I got to the toy first, and it was the last one, I'd give it to the next person so they could have it.

I'm not mad at Melissa though. Dissappointed, but not mad. I could never be mad at her.

>>36237732

cont.

What really gets me about the whole "lets be friends" thing, is that they always say they don't want to date because "I don't want to ruin our special friendship." What they don't seem to understand is that that pretty much ruins the friendship as well, because it's pretty much impossible to stay friends with someone you are so in love with, but they don't want you. It hurts to talk to them, or hang out with them, because the whole time all you can think about is how badly you want them and can't have them.

And I do love Melissa, I love her more than anything. Maybe it's stupid, considering that we've only met once, for a few hours once, and she had a boyfriend at the time, so nothing happened. So you might think it's stupid to be so in love with someone you've hardly even met, but I don't think it is.

>>36237649
Naive? Yes. Gullible? Ok. Dumb? Fuck no, you would've fallen for the same shit if some 9/10 Sociopath who claims to be a virgin tricked you, lets be real.

>>36237657
I guess you're right, but i'm 23 now and life hasn't changed much, just getting worse. I'm very unlucky, but then again, most people here are.. fml

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>>36233136
>people are memeing about gays having it easy
>think life would be easy if I'm gay

so discovering /r9k/ turned you into a faggot and you got raped IRL? lmao

>>36232958
My parents when they split

Life would be so so much better if we were still a family

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>find virgin qt
>date for three months
>after a very good date she says:
>"anon, I love you and I'll never leave you"
>two days later
>"anon, I'm leaving you"

Women are the niggers of memes

>>36237859
>>stumble on her social-media with shitton of selfies where she attentionwhores and talks of how other guys want relationships with her
>>end up apologizing
Yeah. You're very smart.

>>36237657
Roastie psychopaths don't kill themselves, they just go through strings of victims, one after the other

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>>36237732
>>36237754
learn 2 greentext newfag
sick of reddit spacing

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>>36232958
My brother raped me over the course of a year.
I think i had a big effect on my current mental state.

>>36238280
Oh, shut up. I bet you loved every second of it you useless tripfaggot.

>>36238209
>>find virgin qt
>>date for three months
>>after a very good date she says:
>>"anon, I love you and I'll never leave you"
>>two days later
>>"anon, I'm leaving you"

Her telling you she loved you probably made you all clingy and controlling and possessive. It's a common pitfall for robots when their miracles comes through.

>>36238280
T-that's pretty hot anon

Did he ever do any dirty talk?

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>>36234660
Jimmy - where's your dick?

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>>36238308
No not really, he never even got punished for it.

>>36238340
It was not.
Yeah he did try to do so, he was not very good at it.

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>>36238371
>not really
Oh, just admit it. You must miss pooping backwards. Give us more details, tripfaggot.

>>36238212
Okay, the socialmedia shit was stupid and a huge redflag. She used some major mental gymnastics and cried/sobbed on call while explaining shit. Manipulation is a common thing among women y'know, and especially among sociopaths (and i'm not just 'joking' when i call her that). I only apologized for the mean shit i said.

>>36232958
>getting hurt by women
holy shit, what the fuck is wrong with all of you?

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>>36238439
That's what you get when you trust women, anon - kun. Never forget your lesson.

>>36238371
are you a girl or a guy?
unsurprisingly unorginal

>>36238280
What did your parents do about it? (I'm assuming you told them)

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>>36238434
>>36238480
I've posted the story before so im just going to copy-paste if that's okay.

I was a foster child, and i ended up getting adopted by my two current parents.

When i was 10, my father let their biological son rape me every night for a year. My mother knew what was going on but would not tell anyone or help me.

This along with physical abuse and emotional abuse fucked me up pretty badly.

He's in prison now, for something else.
Parents never punished, and they act like nothing ever happen and try to be on good terms with me.

>>36238475
girl/roastie

>>36238327
I agree, I acted a little clingy and over-the-moon when she told me this; but never possessive and controlling.

What gets me the most is why would someone say that if they weren't 100% sure about what they were saying. It's almost like real life bait; like, she said that to see whether or not I would sperg out and I fucking did. Fuck roasties.

>>36238512
Why's your name Piety? Do you play PoE?

>>36232958
>Be me
>Be 18, senior
>Pretty good at violin
>dating qt 7/10 who is my stand partner
>teacher asks me to play for a school play
>offers to give me 80 bucks per show + extra credit pts.
>agree
>tell gf to be there
>given cue for me to play
>play my fucking heart out for her in front of the audience
>applause
>look around for gf
>she's not there
>someone tells me they saw her with random guy
>She never even heard any of it
>breaks up with me day after
I gave up playing music after that.

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>>36238559
yeah i like PoE
its also kinda ironic since im not religious in anyway

>>36238512
>He's in prison now
good
>for something else
REEEEEEEE
I'm pretty sure your parents could get in trouble too if it was found out that they knew. Are you living away from them now or what?

>>36238512
>When i was 10, my father let their biological son rape me every night for a year. My mother knew what was going on but would not tell anyone or help me.
What fucking sort of country does shit like this happen in

>>36237593
lmfao the dumbest anon on r9k is you

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>>36238648
I don't live with them anymore.
I have no way of proving it happened now, and what would be even the point now.

>>36238672
I was adopted from Russia, i lived in China when it happens.

>>36238755
>i lived in China when it happens.
Where do you live now?

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>>36238767
I just moved to Chicago, for school.
I'm studying linguistics.

i was jilted by a boy who showed me interest which made me fall in love with him. i dont like how much it bothers me. ive been robbed and harassed and that didnt hurt me because it essentially had nothing to do with me as a person. silly. i cry about it.

>>36238558

*sigh* Robots and their fucking mental gymnastics.

You admit that you turned clingy. Women hate this.
Why can't you just accept that you did the wrong thing and commit to doing better if you get another chance?
Why do you have turn it around and make her out to be the bad guy?

No, it wasn't 'bait'.
Yes, she probably meant what she said.
And then you turned into a clingy pussy and she was like, "Oh, shit; I have made a big mistake here."

The problem was not her, it was you.

>>36238732
>been on 4chan for nearly a decade
>first time i post on this autistic board
>even the autists laugh at you
god-fucking-damn.

>>36238917
He needs to detail exactly what he did before we can judge whether the girl was a bitch or not

>>36238989
I'm not an autist cunt. Not even a virgin.

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>>36232958
I hurt myself more than anyone else. I tend to internalize things and blame myself for shit that other people put on me.
I'm the one who's fucked myself, and I'm the one who's going to fix myself.

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I dated an online GF for FOUR YEARS after meeting her on an online board called gametalk.

She sent me pix of a 10/10 cheerleader and on the last day of our relationship she sent me the pic of what she really looked like, and she turned out to be a hamsolarsystem.

I raged hard and cursed her out, deleted her off my skype, deleted my skype, and changed all my email adresses. I've never spoken to her since.

In the meantime I tried out my options in high school, wich wasn't much. I'm 5'5 , socially awkward and wore geeky glasses, the literal genetic bottom of the barrel.

A girl friendzoned me hard after 6 months of courting her, so I decided to court another girl in one last desperate attempt.

she was a screwed up pshyco mess with daddy issues because she was molested in her childhood for 10 years. She lead me on HARD, and brought me over to her house to "fool around" and as we laid on the bed her fiance walked in. he was old enough to be her father so I had no idea. I was a young and naive stupid boy. As I was leaving i overheard this convo with her mother


"what you did to him wasn't right, he's cute. Why didn't you give him a chance?"

" but moooooooooom He's derpy and short"

I went home. Signed my papers to drop out of school, cut off all contact with everyone, and have been a hermit ever since. I've been studying vidya design and im going to make a name for myself, get a shitton of money and bang hookers. I'm fucking DONE with women.

>>36239062
what did the fiance do when he found you in bed with her?

>>36239255

he just looked at me like he wanted to kill me, then he took her outside and talked to her.

>>36239062

Come with me...
And you'll be...
In a woooorld of pure imagination.

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>>36232958
>good friend with a girl
>she tells me she "want us to stay together forever" and that I'm "Important for her" words that no one ever told me before.
>develop a secret crush on her
>she meets a guy and she stops hanging out with me
>she doesn't even want to aknowledge that she changed, she acts normal eventho I confronted her about it multiple times
>one day she texts me "I want you to drink me"
>I ask back what she meant, no response
>I call. She picks up, laughing her ass off, drunk.
>It was just a prank that her friends dared her to do

Never talked to her since, but what hurts me the most is that she didn't try either. I was nothing for her, I never was.

>>36233136

hahah dude you deserved that

>always had incredibly forgetful and selective memory, can't remember 95% of my past
>always the running joke of my family
>dad starts telling me stories about my horrible mom
>be 5
>mom got mad at me and hit me across the face
>black eye
>go to school, say 'mommy hit me'
>CPS come
>almost get taken away
>never got hit again
>be 8
>have really bad infected toe, dad was out of town for work
>mom didn't take me to get checked up, instead just wrapped it up or had me sit in a cold tub for an hour
>dad gets home, sees my toe
>drives though a snowstorm to get me to the E.R.
>be 10, patents divorce
>looking back I remember when my dad was out of town, my mom had the door to her bedroom locked a lot with one of her guy friends
>mom also smoked a ton
>mom got custody of all 4 of us kids
>gets tons of money in child support and alimony, but we're still poor somehow
>mom consistently bullies one of my sisters a lot; calls her fat, ugly, a bitch (sister was just 12)
>be 13
>mom marries a new man
>think he's ok
>dad finds out my new stepdad is actually a registered sex offender for trying to solicit sex from a 13 year old online (undercover cop)
>mom knew from the first date, didn't tell us
>two sisters are both 12 and 13 at the time, were living with a sex offender unknowingly
>dad gains temporary custody of all 4 of us
>6 months later, judge rules that our stepdad isn't a threat, all 4 of us (unwillingly) go back to mom
>mom has the audacity to call us selfish and inconsiderate

That's about the worst stuff about my mom, but I have plenty other stories. She's probably the reason I'm such a strong misogynistic and have major trust issues

>Grew up in a pretty shitty single mother household
>Mom is on disability for debilitating MS (she was in her 40s when she had me) so it was mainly me and my sister
>Had 3 half-brothers that basically only came by when they needed a place to crash or someone to bum off of (one of whom was a gang member that sold weed to some spics in our neighborhood regularly)
>Sister's almost 10 years older than me, oldest half-brother is almost 20 years older than me
>Had a pretty normal childhood up to 5th grade; sister got into drugs during CC, ended up getting sexually assaulted by some Dominican guy that was old enough to be her dad
>Took out most of her aggression afterwards on me, got involved heavily with drugs and basically turned into an abusive cunt
>Tfw I could have been full on Chad if not for her, instead I'm an awkward weirdo with a stutter that's horrified of women and can barely function in the real world
Please god anons, if you know anyone who has multiple kids with multiple people, do them a favor and beat the everloving shit out of them.
Even if they don't wise up at least you can fuck up their day.

>>36233434
damn

ghjgfxzdfygkjhvcfxrtfyguk --blox

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>>36237041
>mfw

It was the other way around anon for me, I was her rock. I didn't love her though. I used her for sex.

Call me a piece of shit, I know I am.

>>36239549
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST ANAON!!!

I'm sorry but your mom is a piece of shit. Shit like this (in addition to being ugly) is why I'm MGTOW. Women are shit humans. The Saudi Arabians have it right, women shouldn't have the ability to vote and shouldn't be able to go out in public. Shit like this is why I'm pro hitting women to keep them in line. Maybe shariah law isn't so bad. Maybe Islam coming to the west is a good thing.

>>36238802
piety is that you?

>>36239563
Women are such shit, oh my pepe.

>>36239563
Did she diddle your fiddle?

>>36239844
Why? Do you just want a gross story about child abuse to fap to?

Most recently and in my whole life probably the girl I still like. She's beautiful esily at least a 9/10 great personality likes memes. She said I would be fine to date if I got past her looks. I've been past that also she has a boyfriend and she always says she's going to break up with him
Tfw she never does feel sad we're never going to be together cry every night for 2 months and write poems for her she will never read I have recovered fairly well since then still really like her though

>>36232958
Probably my teachers. Fuck the public school system here. We might learn a lot, but god damn if the way we learn it isn't fucking retarded. There are so many teachers I would punch to death if given the opportunity to.

>>36239986
Calm down, it's a pretty innocuous question.

>>36237097

your crush sounds like a small 50 year old italian man fighting parkinsons

it is you who needs to get out more

I know that this is going to sound a little dumb, but I can't seem to pinpoint who or what was the thing that hurt me the most. I am, at this moment a husk of who I used to be, always tired, unmotivated, and not having the drive to even get out of my room.

I find that not being able to find the source of my sorrow, as in naming the person that hurt me the most, to be extremely distressing for me. It's as if your heart shatters over and over, but you don't know why, or from what.

What is worse is that I cannot justify my depression. I am born in the first world, have access to basic and luxury amenities, nor am I disabled or disadvantaged. I've had the standard heartbreaks by girls, and the family drama that really messed up my self-esteem and childhood, but I feel like everyone has that.

It sucks so badly that I still remember the hopes and dreams I used to have, before I finally broke down one random night last year, because I no longer have the energy to chase them. Between where I am and where it is I wanted to be, I can see the path, the things I need to do and such, but I just can't.

I prided myself for being able to get over tough times, and achieve the things I desire through sheer determination, and for some time, I really did. But that night, I simply could not hold myself together and wept like a little bitch in the shower. I felt all my life drain out of me that night.

Perhaps it was my own mother's incessant gaslighting that finally tore me down, or that girl that used me, or that girl that betrayed me. I can't pinpoint what it was that tipped the scale, and caused me to be unable to cope with the existential dread and stress I have been able to for a decade. I feel like if I did, at least I have somewhere to direct all these abstract emotions to. Most likely, it wouldn't change a thing, but I feel like if I could just make out what it is that is beating me up so badly, it would ease the pain.

So, yea, I want to know who was the one too.

>>36238512
I had a similar experience. A lot of emotional and physical abuse growing up, death, and I was raped and lost my virginity in a psychiatric hospital. It fucked me up pretty badly and no one ever got punished, everyone tries to act like nothing happened. I'm not a very nice person now and do bad things, but I don't think I can change and I like who I am.

>>36239762
It's literally in the name dude.

>>36232958
Thats atrannie family
Ugh im not in my computer where i have that pic where he turn around confirming he is a trannie.

>>36240195
You are me. Only mine happened long ago. There's no turning back. I just live in autopilot. Nobody knows, they just think "I'm throwing everything away". At least I was a normie before whatever broke down inside me. One day it will be all over. Good luck anon, I hope you don't turn out like me, I really do.

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>have a crush on friend
>drunken hook up sort of thing happens between us
>start dating
>blow jobs all the time baby
>wanted to have sex with him really bad, never felt this way before, in pure teenage love
>says no
>what about anal then
>no, gross
>doesn't like to kiss with tongue
>never really touches me much
>start to feel horrible about myself
>invite him to vacation with me
>no, being in that much sun is not good because health problem
>family member invites him to the beach
>immediately goes with no hesitation
>won't even come see me before he leaves
>get drunk with friends while he's gone
>super drunk
>cheat on him from mixture of alcohol, anger, and sexual frustration
>tell him the next day and break up forever
To this day I still haven't had actual sex with anyone. He treated his next girlfriend way better than he did me. What did she have that I didn't? After that, I've sort of given up on finding anyone. It's hurts to much to love someone who can't love you back because they're just too disgusted by you or something

>>36232958
Kelsey. She made me suicidal. It's been 2 years. I still miss you, Kelsey...

>>36234553
Yeah well I guess the grass is always greener on the other side

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Something that actually happened a few days age.
>be 20
>hang out with best bro all the time
>lets call him james
>james starts hanging out with this girl from his college class
>invites her to hangout with us
>her and I immediately click
>this is the first time I've liked a girl in almost 3 years
>I tell james that I have a huge crush on her and haven't felt this way in a long time
>james tells me I can't make a move on her because it'd scare her away
>I ask if he's interested and he says he's not
>fast forward a week from then
>ask her to go out with me
>after her and I hang out for a bit I invite james to hang out with s
>james gets pissed at me and bullies me over it
>I tell him I won't go after her because I value his friendship more than a relationship
>There is an event with a bunch of our friends
>She's shy in front of everyone so either clings to me or james
>eventually when I take a couple of minutes to talk to other people i notice they left
>don't see them much for rest of the night
>getting pretty peeved at him
>I talked to her the next day and she wishes she hung out with me more at that event
>I talk to james about it and tell him that as long as he's being honest to me and not going after her I have no reason to be mad at him.
>he says of course
>we hang out at my house next week to watch evangelion because the girl and i want to rewatch it
>invite james to watch it with us
>I offer a bed to james and he instead sleeps on the couch with the girl(heads to toes if that makes sense)
>starting to get mad at him because of all the shit he said
>shrug it off because i believed he wouldn't lie to me
>he has a birthday party that she gets invited to
>fun birthday party
>I offer to give her a ride home and she says yeah
>even though we're at james's house, he ends up giving her a ride home
>check snapchat in the morning
>she was hanging out that morning with him
>he's wearing same clothes
Pt. 1

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>>36238917
She sent this to me after our date. You tell me who was the clingy one. Then she broke up with me two days later.

Also girls hate clingy people? Then why do they get so clingy?

Yes, it was bait.
No, I am not a robot.
*sigh* anonymous posters on this edge of a Taiwanese sheep-herding DIY blog and their fucking mental gymnastics.

thanks for the (((you))) tho...even if it was shit

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>>36240961
Fuck man, same here. A Kelsey I knew crushed my heart with stiletto heels and I ended up losing 30 pounds over her.

Kelsey's of the world, just duck off

>>36240144
Maybe regularly, but on /r9k/ everyone knows that the people that ask about anons who got molested/molested someone only do so so they can fap to the story.

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>>36241018
pt. 2
>I'm mad but shrug it off because a bunch of friends were hanging out that night and didn't want to kill the mood
>James goes home first
>I'm about to leave
>get a text from him about how he feels bad
>I play dumb and ask why he'd feel bad, considering he said he's not interested in her. >don't get a message for a while so I drive home
>on the car ride home I keep screaming for some reason, end up tiring my voice for 3 days
>get home and ask what's up
>he is being very vague about the situation
>I start to go into a panic attack(I have terrible anxiety, some of the worst in the world, had to go to the ER for it once)
>eventually tell him there seems to be a detail I missed
>he tells me he had sex with her after his birthday party
>I throw my phone on the ground as if it was a venomous spider and scream as loud as I can
>I start to act literally bipolar and can't control my emotions
>it's 2 am at this point
>I couldn't go to sleep because my stomach hurt
>literally had to make myself throw up to go to sleep
>this was last sunday
>I'm kind of shaking just typing all of this out

If anyone has any questions I'd love to answer, I'm still trying to process this.

>>36232958
An autistic nympho niggress I met on a forum for spergs who spent a full year lying to my face, telling me everything she knew I wanted to hear all because I told her I loved her out of desperation and she wanted guaranteed betabux after she was done with college. I was possesive as fuck since she was a total fucking slut and she eventually got sick of it and dropped the act for good when I refused to let her hang around other guys that she obviously would have fucked behind my back, called me annoying and hooked up with another orbiter less than a month later.

I couldn't think of a better way to make me realize the two-faced nature of women, I can never trust a word one says again. At least I won't die a virgin and even got to try anal with my first and last. It also came out soon after that a much cuter white autistic girl was eying me from afar but moved on when I started dating the nigger. Now my teens are over and I'll never be in that kind of prime of life ever again.

>>36241018
>>36241196

>If anyone has any questions I'd love to answer

Sure...how are you such an autist? It's pretty obvious just from the story that she was never interested in you at all, only with "James".

>>36233827
Tell me who she is anon.
I will destroy her.

>>36241303
I mean there are a lot of parts I left out for the story, but we were cuddling and stuff before he told me to step off. I don't actually care that he slept with her, I really care that he lied to me and manipulated me and my feelings.

>>36237274
>>36237316
>>36241455
I should mention that was 27 years ago, calm your the revenge boners.

>>36241714
>he told me to step off

This is where she lost interest in you. Maybe she liked you at some point (cuddling would've been good to mention), but once she saw 'james' order you around, she was a lost cause.

Women are as brain dead as wildebeests. If they see a man acting alpha, they assume he's the one true alpha. It doesn't even matter if the guy is faking it, they've been hooked by the bait.

Never let anyone boss you around in front a girl, not even a good friend. James sounds like a manipulative asshole but it doesn't matter because he got what he wanted.

>>36232958
Her name was Morgan, call me a normie fag all you want but I finally found someone who I thought cared about me. We dated for a year and a half, I was her first, I thought we would get married, travel together and all the good stuff. Her mom had died a few months before we met, so when my father and mother died I thought she would definitely be there for me. Turns out you should never show weakness, especially to a woman. She broke up with me a week after my dad died, my mom died a few weeks later. Robots, never fall for a women, they will just destroy you. She would never come to this place but if you are reading this Morgan, know you absolutely destroyed me.

>>36241783
I'm not going to call myself an alpha in any regard, but he lost his best friend(being me) who was the only person who really had his back. Also to her he was just a fuck. She doesn't care to be in a relationship with him. I also only stepped off assuming he wasn't lying to me, and there were so many things going into it for me, that I thought it wouldn't be worth it.

>>36241980

>but he lost his best friend(being me) who was the only person who really had his back

If he was willing to throw you under the bus for a wet hole, he really didn't value your friendship at all

>>36232958
Ex gf
>first girl I ever dated
>semi-long distance relationship, we only get to hang out on weekends
>she randomly breaks up with me and says we're incompatible after a couple months
>heartbroken
>3 days later she comes crying to me asking for help
>her nudes got leaked at work
>kinda mad now, why the fuck does anyone else have them?
>tell her to fuck off
>few months later she comes and reconciles with me, we start talking again
>she randomly walks out on me again, see her running around with some guy on facebook
>start to realize she was playing us both
>tell this guy what happened
>he breaks up with her
>she threatens to accuse me of raping her if I don't take back what I said because she really loves Chad
>she told me she loved me two weeks earlier

>>36242154
that's why I am not gonna be around him anymore, if i knew he'd do something like this I wouldn't have been his friend in the first place.

>>36238584
Please dont give up your passion because of some roastie

>>36233713
nice tee, I have the hoodie

>>36242897
your situation could've happened to me accept I was more aware. I have never trusted women and the second I saw my best friend and this girl getting a little too close I told her to fuck off. he got mad at me and she kept telling him to do something about it but I kept telling her to fuck off until she distanced herself from both of us (I even chipped her tooth it was by accident but it was still funny.) He was mad at me for a while but we are still best friends now. girls ruin everything remember that.

>>36233136
Damn that sucks. I convinced myself I was gay too. Sucked two guys off, and went on a tinder date with another. Gays are faggots, and boring. They are either perverts who just want to fuck you, or they are manchildren who are in the same boat I was and you were/are.
Give the gay life up man. If you are not a pervert who wants to do disgusting butt stuff, it is nothing for you. Go convince yourself you are straight again, and that you're dominant. Life is more fun that way.
Take care
I know you can get over this

>>36240181
You sound like you might be literally autistic.

>got married
>wasn't a good husband
>she wasn't a perfect wife, but I never doubted I wanted to be with her
>couldn't handle our problems, acted irrationally
>did bad things, like talking to other women
>eventually left
>for a year, felt relieved and like everything was going to be better and fine
>started to realise I loved her regardless of everything else
>didn't just want her in my life, she WAS my life
>everyday I want to tell her she wasn't just a choice of a baby factory for me
>know that she's probably happy with her new guy
>try to date and move on, but dream of her all the time
>never tell ex-wife the truth because she doesn't and won't ever care
>supposed to be improving myself, but hard to do so because I hate myself for helping to ruin the marriage

So I guess the person who hurt me the most was... me. Deep.

>>36244913
Still jerking off to the pics and vids you've got?
Still feeling like shit after you come and hating that nothing else turns you on like she does?
Yeah, I know that feel

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>>36245146
What a fag, he deleted it. I've got it right here if anyone wants it.

>>36232958
Mom/dad.
Mom turned me into a betafag.
Dad never played with me or showed interest in me, he just worked all the time.
Weird thing was, my family is rich since my mom is principal and dad is IT leader, yet I never got money from them.

>>36233574
...and where's the pain in this story?
Fucking retard.

>>36233650
She gave you the chance to fuck her and you didn't give her the D
she realized you're beta as fuck and dropped you
Also that girl is plain as fuck and if you're not underage you'll get over it real fucking soon

>>36232958

Born into a cult.
A brain tumor causing seizures
No social skills or have been given little to no experience with other people other than religious parents.
Bullied and lied to.
The only people who have given me a chance are on the bottom of society.
There is no one to talk to.

Life is a cruel joke, all that matters is power and control.

>>36238584
If you only played music in order to impress girls, then we don't need you to play music anyway.

>>36239549
What shithole state or country doesn't allow a 12 year old to decide what parent it wants to live with?

>>36240915
So the worst thing a guy did to you was not have sex with you?
Wow, what an asshole.

>>36241221
>orbiter
>fucked an orbiter
if he's getting the pussy, then he's no longer orbiting from her friend zone, is he?

>>36241196
Well obviously you cut contact with your "friend" for his betrayal.
The best revenge is living a good life. Cut your losses and move on.

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>Autism (in process for diagnosis)
>be forced to drop out of uni to take care of my dad with dementia
>slowly ruins entire family
>one day because of his dementia he lets slip about cheating on my mom
>this ruined what was left of my family
>also can't put him in a home as when we tried he got violent and we got banned
Life seems pretty unfair right now I just hope things get better, I am only 18 and it feels like a massive kick to the nuts to experience this so early in life.

Me.
I did it all to myself.
People only have power over you if you give it to them.

>>36239719
No faggot. You got it all wrong. But ok go to suck some muslim cocks and offer your family to them.

>>36245882
>>36245882
It takes a long time to realize this.

>>36245796
>>also can't put him in a home as when we tried he got violent and we got banned
What shithole doesn't have means to subdue a crazy old man who belongs in an institution?

>>36233713
>>36233650
Put something on your walls dude your room is depressing

>>36246073
they don't like to have to chemically restrain people. Also he is already on anti psychs but they barely work.

I dated this girl for over 3 yrs... We started talking online through some forum when I was 19 and i ended up flying across the country and stayed with her for a month. We went back and forth for a bit and then she moved to go to college about 2 hrs away from where I live. When she first moved she said I gave her the clap so we went and got tested and I was clean. She told me she must've gotten it from when she had pink eye and fingered herself. I was an idiot and stayed with her and then saved her convos on aim. I'd read them at night and saw she was hanging out with some dude the whole time she was "with me". She said they were just friends and figured it was done with since she lived on other side of the country so i still stayed with her. Christmas came and I surprised her with plane tickets to go to her grandparents house on the other side of the country. I ended up quitting my job (hated it and had something else lined up) and got kicked out because of I quit.
I moved in with her and was saving up to buy her a ring. She slowly became a terrible person - locking me out of the apartment and having to sleep on the street or bus station some nights. We broke up and she fucked the only person I was friends with that night.

We started talking a few months later and then we were hanging out at a party and she grabbed my roommates dick "as a joke."
That was it for me. I saw her one other time and it was really awkward. I kinda sensed she wanted to spend more time with me but I blew her off.

She got married,had a kid, and moved back to her hometown. It's been 11 years and I still miss her and think about her daily.

>>36246300
are you a 30year old on r9k?

>>36245540
Utah.

original

>>36233136
Goooooooootttttttttt eeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

You got got my dude

>>36245470
what cult anon?

>>36232958
Me.
I can't seem to help myself.

I need help

>>36245564
No, he led me on for a long time because he couldn't find anyone else. Don't date someone if you're not attracted to them

>>36238584
> Getting paid $80/show to be in your school play
I got nothing. And I didn't get a choice whether or not to be in it. I fucking hated pit orchestra but I had to do it every year because I was the only competent percussionist at my school. Fucking hours a day ever day either doing nothing or frantically scrambling between the ten different instruments I had to play within the span of two measures. No to mention carrying equipment back and forth between the band room and performing arts center every day.

>>36247495
Moonies.

>>36232958
Parents. Distant at best, living in a shed tier at worst.

>>36233574
you fucking liar

>>36245353
This, even if she gave no other signals she thinks you didn't want to fuck or were to pussy. Key lesson to take from this is if a girl lets you spoon her go for more, even if she doesn't want it she'll like being chased and come back for more.

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>>36233650
Man, I was about your age except me and this girl dated unofficially for almost 2 years, we were together for so long that others just referred to us as a couple. Me and her didn't care about the label.
>She was my high school crush.
>thought she was way out of my league so never tried
>she initiated talking to me, and from there on we used to just randomly send each other songs we really liked at the time or movies. Didn't really chit chat. Decide one day to stop being a pussy and just chat with her. We chat and shes on vacation in Hawaii. Find out we actually have a shit ton of things in common.
>Within two weeks she invites me to a party when i tell her my grandparents are out of town for the week. We get back to my place, and I start talking and put music on in the background. She undresses herself and jumps on my lap while im laying down.
>HOLYFUCK WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS
>both of us were drunk, me more so than her, confess my feelings for her.
>didn't get laid that night just snuggled, and sucked her belly, boobs, nips, lips and neck. She did give me a blow job thou.
>after that we started seeing each other every weekend when we didnt have college. She'd sleep over my place every weenkend. We'd stay up late watch/rent movies and fuck. It was like I waking up into the best dream come true in my whole life. I saw everything differently and was really happy for the first time in a long time.
That lasted a good half year and it started going downhill from there.

>>36233864
you belong in a grave

>>36249362
I thought it was pretty strong and accurate polemic tbqhwyf

>>36232958

>work paintballing
>drinks afterwards
>chad who is friends with everyone is drunk
>in vino veritas
>calls me a creep

i though we were mates?

>>36233834
look at you.. posting your fucking pepe like you think you're some kind of meta ironic funny kid

this board wasnt always for children but people like you make it so

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>>36245328
How are you so retarded you didn't check the replies. Is this day one?
>>36233650

>>36246113
I try to put up posters and shit and my parents tell me it's too childish and I look like a "highschool retard with all those video game posters" I have a ton of problems with them aswell and I think that's why this shit hurt as bad as it did. I've never had someone I felt like I could count on. When I told my parents I was being bullied for being fat they told me to just lose weight. When I told them I was getting bullied for being to short they said lifes not fair. Luckily I'm 5'10 and I'm in decent shape so technically their "advice" worked. But it is not what a 13 year old kid needs to hear from his fucking parents.
I have more stories about their lunacy if anyone cares.

>>36245353
>>36248648
I don't just want to fuck some stacy. I want to build a relationship on trust and genuine affection for someone. I haven't felt lust for more than a day or two since freshman year highschool

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>>36243763
Thanks man, What's your favorite album?

>>36250122
>How dare you find this thing that was popularized from this website funny

>>36237041
she sounds like a grandmom

>>36250579
the same could be said for a fucking cat with a caption

Danielle. Sometimes I still wonder what would happen had I gotten a proper goodbye.

>>36250756
Not really. A cat is a cat. Pepe is much more than that. God of chaos and all that bullshit, and since when does everyone hate pepe all of the sudden? Because oh god forbid you have any common ground with normies and find a poorly drawn anthropomorphic frog funny.

>>36250847
you sound like a meme spouting autist

>>36250917
how so. because I'm right? and you clearly have no defense so just toss out a nothing insult? Kick rocks you retard

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>>36250985
why dont you have a little think about it

>>36233827
Name pls, this is the exact shit that makes me rage, im a social retard and would be prime bait for those hoes. They need to be taught a lesson.

>>36251814
You're the third person to ask, and no answer.
Almost like he made the whole thing up.

e-gf of two years who said she'd always support me and love me gave up on me last year and wants nothing to do with me anymore

i don't even hate her i just miss her and want to make her happy again

>>36233136
Hey man I've been male on male raped too. It's shit but keep on going. You can make it through

>>36233574
Seal the fucking deal.

If you don't kiss her the next time you see her I will personally track you down, kick your door down, and punch you in the throat.

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>>36240195
>>36240870
>Why do you make the choices that you do?
>You're turning your back on life, you own it.
>Other condescending normie shit
It's all just noise, I thought I would miss it when people stopped caring but its actually been better.

>>36233136
Holy shit what the fuck is wrong with you, seriously.

>>36233650
you look annoying & humorless af, the kind of annoying that gradually builds and suddenly you realize shit, this person is a simple one-track kinda person, he's boring and his sense of humor sucks/is non-existent, meanwhile a guy that's cuter & more interesting & more confident than you are moves in on her

>>36233183
I had this happen except they stole behind my back as well

>>36245796
Similar to yours. Expect my mom cheated on my dad and might be homless at 18. Hope things get better

>Good friends with a girl through middle school
>She becomes my oneitis
>Never ask her out or tell her my feelings because I don't have a chance with her and I don't want to lose the friendship
>Always thought the spark was there though, we held hands and she joked about marrying me one day all the time
>Sophomore year of high school rolls around, thinking about asking her to homecoming
>Had chocolate and a card bought, but delayed actually asking for a week
>Eventually see her in the hallway out of the corner of my eye making out with some guy
>Feel my world shatter, hard to breathe
>Go home and cry
>Next day ask her about that guy
>She says that he asked her to homecoming and she's had a crush on him for a year, she's really excited
>Tell her I'm happy for her
>Go home
>Cry again
>Few months pass and he's abusive to her but she still loves him
>I confront the guy and fight him for hurting her, get my ass beat
>She chastises me for doing that and ghosts me

Haven't talked to her since and now I have a hard time getting close to people.

>>36235911
>not warning then beating the living shit out of the sandnigger or harming him in any other way
I can't comprehend, if not for gf you should do it for fun

>>36236747
That's extremely vague. Tell us what you did and why she broke up with you. What was her reason?

>tfw meet girl online through one of my buddies, its his gf and i dont even like her at first
>later find out this guy is fucked in the head and i just coach her through shit \, she is isolated and im her only true friend at this time but by then i already liked her
>first girl i tell intimate secrets with and build a real connection, we are into so much of the same shit and have real good chemistry
>turns out she was also flirting with one of my other internet friends and sent him nude pics at the same time
>feel betrayed by both of them but still like her and become her white knight
>she eventually breaks up with her boyfriend and ends up going on a weird jag where she hooks up with people and ignores me while im texting and wondering if shes okay
>she lies to me about a guy who pump and dumped her and i feel a deep scar of betrayal that still lingers to this day
>ignore her for a few years and friend zone her when she comes back talking about the connection we used to have
>force myself to not care and repress my feelings but still get pangs of jealousy whenever i see her in a new relationship
>feel upset because she seems ungrateful for me being her first real friend and caring about her but the truth is i was jealous and a pussy about saying i liked her back after all the times i got cucked
>get back on friendly terms with her a few years later
>one day out of the blue she starts flirting with me hard and sending me pictures
>she doesnt realize i would talk to her anyway because i just like her
>feel all the feels rushing back and try to repress them but end up obsessed over her again
>she must not understand how it makes me feel, one of the only females i had a genuine connection with and then disappears again into a string of relationships and bad situations while im sitting here alone and depressed about it
>that was a few months ago
>tfw i am either a masochist or a hopeless fool and let her destroy me over and over
>i dont even think she realizes

>>36233434
No anon, it's your turn to show them misery. Grab a gun, and go on a rampage. Take down as many as you can. Start with your parents. At the very least, go down in a hail of gunfire and take some faggot ass gang members with you.

>>36232958
>the first guy to ever show interest in me
>we talk for hours every day for months
>if there really is something called "Love" that is the first time in my 25 years that I'm experiencing it
>only problem is that we are thousands of miles apart
>I want to take it to the next step, maybe even fly to him
>one day he suddenly tells me his ex is back, how he loves her and "thanks for the time though lol"

I've been on antidepressants for 3 months now and I'm happy they actually work. The last time I didn't take them I spent 8 hours in my bathtub with a knife.
They may help with preventing suicide but they don't stop that soul crushing feeling every time I go online somewhere and see him on my friends list.

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>best friends since childhood
>fall in love in high school
>start dating, go to college and live together
>she meets a guy in one of her classes
>they start hanging out more and more
>he's all she talks about
>feel like we're drifting apart
>get jealous
>jealousy pushes us further apart
>she leaves me for him
>convince myself I like being alone and it's better if I don't have people close to me

Myself of course. Why wouldn't it be?

>>36256651
fuck i can relate to this so badly. feeling anxiety when you even see them online on something and knowing there are unresolved feelings. knowing they probably wont message you or respond and being ignored. im sorry anon. i know it sucks and im just another anonymous voice in the ether but whoever you are out there you have value and meaning in this life. dont let what happened destroy your self confidence.

I hurt me the most. I always make some stupid choice when trying to do the right thing and end up fucking myself over

>>36233650
>Death Classic shirt
Ay, I'm getting mine shipped right now
Hope things work out for you anon

>>36241067
Any girl that texts like that is a major red flag 2bh, you probz dodged a bullet

>>36241196
you sound like a screeching idiot, stop using mental illness as a cop-out and get yourself together

>>36245882
This is actually the final and truest Bogpill

>Be highschool robot
>met this nice girl, 7/10
>we start to hang out until we eventually become friends
>Tells me she has feeling for one of my friends, at the moment i didnt had any feeling for her
>I ask my friend and he also has feeling for her
>I encourage him to go ahead and tell her, he elaborates all this plan to tell her, he even brings sunflowers and shit
>He tells her and she says yes, they last about 3 years
>Fast forward 4 years, i managed to get into my favorite med school
>I realize she also managed to get into the same med school as iam, we eventually hang out more
>she tells me she broke up with my friend a while back, and also that she hates him etc
>Fastforward 1 year, we have the same friends and also i start to develop feelings for her
>I try to become a bit more closer to her, texting more, talking more and all that shit
>My friends also help me to get closer to her
>Notice shes behaving strange towards me, alot quietter than usual
>At a party, i try to get closer to her, to chat and all those thing but she goes away, my friends notice that and start to tell her whats wrong
>She says nothing, and eventually she gets mad at me for no reason
>the next day she sends me a looong fucking text telling me that she knows that i like her and that she doesnt want me anywhere near her
>I was really mad and told her that our friendship is over, tells me she doesnt give a fuck
>Feel like shit for the past 3 weeks

Im tired of this shit robots, the only girl that i tought i had a chance with absolutely hates me now for no apparent reason, why are women like this?

>sophomore in hs
>she was qt, i was skinny nerd on adderall
>we were friends
>i get suspended for dumb shit, lose friends
>come back to school at start of next year, everyone else ignores me but she is nice
>we bond, fall in love with her
>strung along for a while, can't tell her how i feel
>eventually do
>she hooks up with guy i HATE like 5 days later
>he pumps and dumps her predictably within a few months
>she is broken
>can't help her
>we stop talking. grow more and more apart
>she gradually becomes disgusted by me as i lose all passion for life and become a retarded stoner dipshit
>to see someone who altruistically cared for you at your lowest suddenly see you as less than nothing

you don't know pain haha!

>>36257017
Palpable feels right there

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>>36232958
I'm not going to say the story again because it'll make me depressed, what I will say is I wish all three of them were dead.

if any harm comes to them it will make my life infinitely better.

They are garbage people. I seriously wish them every harm, and I will laugh at them when they get hurt.

I want to see one of them crawl back so I can torture them emotionally.

>>36253707
>I confront the guy and fight him for hurting her, get my ass beat

Robots need to stop trying to take on Chad, I see this story too often on here

>>36232958
>Amber
I had a crush on you for 6 years. When you asked me to go to prom with you senior year I thought it was too good to be true. You let me fall completely in love with you, then it turned out I was right

I still think about her every day bros. it's been 2 years since I've seen her. Think she saw that I got /fit/ and super liked me on tinder a couple months ago... turns out she's getting married to some goofy lookin dude

>>36232958
Is this the most /r9k/ image ever?

>>36252407
Read the goddam replies. It's already over
>>36233650

>>36253250
Couldn't be more incorrect. Sure I'm autistically replying to everyone on here like an autist defending myself because I'm so retarded I posted my face on 4chan, but I have a lot of things going for me I think.

>>36232958
Senior year of HS I had to go to therapy for depression and wanting to kill myself. While I was there I got a crush on a girl and talked to her a bit and even got her phone number, turns out she went to the same school as me. Never went on a "date" but we both told each other we "liked" each other. 1 week later I saw her in the library with her ex and she never replied to my texts. My friends still ask me what happen but I've never talked about it and I think I've just been numb ever since.

>>36235911
I am filled with disgust anon. But not for your girlfriend even though that was very unexpected to read, but rather filled with disgust because of you. Holy shit, your gf is getting texts from other dudes who exclaim wanting to have sex with her and all you do is to tell her to block and ignore him?

Well, you had it coming and deserved it. Should have beat him up but your girlfriend just saw that you are the actual beta male. I'm a sandnigger myself and where we are from we would have beat that dude up until he shits blood. But well.

>>36237593
Lol you pathetic fuck, killing yourself because of a vagina

Literally grow up

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>>36233130
Not gonna lie anon. Didn't think I could feel much and yet that hurt. Your story hit me a little and must have hit you a lot. Stay strong.

>>36238802
You seem really nice, would you consider making a friend here? Would enjoy chatting with you more if that's ok with you.

>>36238158
I'm sorry anon.

Originolio

>>36233136
i'm sorry anon. Sorry the guy got unwanting ass without consequence...

Her name was Katie.

>First relationship at 16
>Friend adds me to a group call on Skype
>Girl was in call and we make a lot of jokes and get along great
>I eventually talk to her every day for two weeks
>Ask her to be GF and she says yes
>Long distance is hard but we make it work
>About a month before I fly to see her, we had been together for a year at this point
>She comes home crying about some random guy and tells me to block him on FB, I was confused but I did it
>Saw her in person and it was one of the happiest times of my life
>About 10 months later during senior year I break my leg in a car accident
>Get really clingy because I'm stuck in bed
>Had a bad feeling
>Was walking again by graduation time and I walked across the stage with her watching a live stream
>Again one of my happiest moments
>Summer starts
>She breaks up with me a month after graduation. The same day I found out she cheated on me with guy from before. Learned all this from her friend I met when I visited her.
>She changes her mind and gets back with me next day.
>Horribly depressed for next few months
>She keeps talking to him behind my back
>Find out and she apologizes and my dumb ass forgives her
>We had planned a visit for about a year and she flew here and we spent two weeks together
>The day she flies back was our three year anniversary
>Says she will always love me and that she wants to be with me forever
>Month passes
>She blocks me on everything and I get confused and I call her
>"Hey what's going on?"
>"Is this Matt?"
>"Yeah what's up?"
>"I can't do this I'm breaking up with you."
>Four days later she leaves me for other guy

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>>36263084
At least you didn't get stuck paying alimony, or child support for a kid that isn't yours.

You got out relatively unscathed. Most guys end up financially crippled once they turn off the gaslight.

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She would then leave me for her co-worker.

My ex.
>Be 14
>Be heavily autistic
>Get a gf
>Spend the next 5 years with said gf
>Make friends with my surrounding
>My friends are all good friends of gf
>Find out I've been getting cucked for the past 4 years
>Get told "but I still want us to be together, I don't love THEM"
>Strangle her to near death and knock her head on the wall of her room
>Leave
>Cry emotionally for the first time in my life
>--1 week later
>Get blamed for not catching unto all my ex's cues for sex
>"You never noticed when she wanted you. She didn't deserve that."
>Lose all friends
>--6 months later
>Move 200 kms East, so that I don't see those faces again.
>Become me

>>36233834
Thats 2 more friends than any true robot here has you turbo normie cunt

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>>36260677
>acting tough on the internet
Anon probably is't from a third world country like yourself, meaning if he went and kicked this dude's head in he could look forward to sharing a cell with big bubba for 2 years.

And for what? Some whore? If you go to this much effort just to keep a slut who can't keep her legs closed around a beta kebab then YOU are the beta in that situation.