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please. someone notice me. tell me you hate me, or love me, just help me prove my own existence.

i'm so damn tired of relying on my daydreams to help keep my dissipating sense of self. so tired of anime, porn, cartoons, books, fiction, just to feel emotions other than self-hate. even if other people hate me it's okay.

people hating me is better than losing my sense of being in this world. the feeling of it is close to death. both are bad this feeling is really bad.

please acknowledge me. I'm so desperate for attention I'm tired of escapism it can only get so far

I'm sorry for having shit social skills just someone acknowledge any traits I have whether good or bad as long as I can continue to affirm my existence
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>>36202791
You're alive man, start fucking living.


Summer is coming, get outside, leave this place nad never come back.
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you're an attention whore, feel anything yet?
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>>36202791
First business out of the way. Are you male or female?
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>>36202791
listen to this namefag >>36202826
what you're doing isn't working so do anything else.
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>>36202791
Where you live at pham
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yeah go outside for summer
but bring your smartphone and post on /r9k/ when you're out and about
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>>36202791
Ok then, I'll remember all that
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>>36202834
thank you. I like negative criticisms better than none at all. At least it makes me feel something.

Also, I'm male. I'm not trying to be an attention whore but my social skills are so abysmal that I can't even talk to anonymous shitposters anymore
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>>36202791
Hey op. I read your post and now I'm replying to it
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i don't hate you anon, i'd give you a hug if i was with you
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>>36202912
I get that. Trust me you're wrong, though.
No attention is way better than negative attention, in general.
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>>36202857
but I've tried and failed so many times no matter how hard I fucking tryi. Jus keep falling
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>>36202938
Only if you have a sense of self.
I just want to FEEL shit instead of this emptiness. When you keep having daydreams forever you'll know what it's like to feel fresh reality instead of substitute
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>>36202791
thank. maybe for once now I won't have nietszchean nightmares borne about from my feeling of dread and recurrence of it.

goodnight I just wanted someone to help me sleep
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>>36202943
what have you tried and failed at?
and don't say making friends.
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see how the sun gets smaller as it nears the horizon?

Although it is an optical illusion, the fact remains that the mountain diminishes the light of the sun in that spot
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I love ya, op.

I hope everything turns out okay.
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>>36203027
so what you're trying to say is that the earth is flat and the sun doesn't "set" but moves further away each night and that's why we get cold and dark? i fucking love science.
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Hey OP I am psychically stroking your hair and wrapping you in a blanket. It'll be ok dude.
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>>36202791
go outside anon, ffs.
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>>36202975
I've lived in daydreams my entire life.
If I let myself feel things I would an hero and that's not really a question. I really can't take people, or living or anything.
I'm a pussy, I prefer being numb to experiencing life.
Maybe your experiences in the world will go better, but I only personally got peace when I gave up.
gl either way, what you're going through sucks.
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>>36202791
You the OP from last night? I'm here for ya pal

you could say i noticed you senpai
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>>36202791
I love you and believe in you.
Keep your chin up.
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>>36203027
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgY8zNZ35uw
longitudinal distances are completely fucked up on the flat earth. the path of planes make no sense on it.
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>>36202791
I LOVE YOU OP TRY DOING ONE NICE THING A DAY OR FUCK IT ONCE A WEEK
IT HELPS A LITTLE
Tommy somewhere look it up on youtube its true robot music.
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I am living vicariously through your post anon
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>>36202791
So, I'm some words. Text, I guess. That's all I am at the moment anyway. Some get the luxury of hearing a voice with tone and intonations, but this is just a computer screen at the moment.

Can a computer screen make you happy or sad? Probably. Humans do an amazing job of finding happiness in anything and anywhere.

If you want to find it in text then you can but would you accept it if someone offered it more directly?
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>>36202791

I know the invisible feel anon.
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You don't exist. This is a text generated by a bot to make me believe there is a human OP saying this things.
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