Starting to loose my grip on oneitis

>>36173289
>I don't even care if she doesn't love me
Would you care if she was alive? I mean, you can kill her and keep her body in formaldehyde.

>>36173289
I only cured this by removing all contact with her and all possible sources of images of her from everything. Half a year later and I'm fine now.

>>36173444
It's been about a year since I've seen her. My mental image of her and my memories of her are some of my most treasured things
>>36173400
I'm loosing it, haven't quite lost it Kek.
>>breathe same air as her

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Bump. Let's get some feels
>>learn how to flirt
>>do it excessively
>> no grils take the bait
>>am I too obvious?? Does everyone know?
>>am I sperging out evrytime?
>>or just unnoticeable?
>>meet oneitits
>>flirt to extreme degrees
>>she's unflinching
>>we sit next to each other and are friendly
>>constantly try to escape acquaintance zone
>>never hang out with her sophomore year
>>be in same clubs next year
>>gravitate to her half heartedly to conceal my feel
>>still nothing
>>later, fuck it up over text msg.
>>don't speak for awhile
>>she forgets or ignores that
>>she even talks to me on the last day of school
Is it out of pity?
>>can't figure her out
>>not romantically interested in anyone
>>hmmmmmm has a prom date
>>looks more spergy than me but behaves more normie
>>he's cool, funny, sarcastic, apathetic
>>he's a tad taller
FUCK. I'm more handsome but my need to figure out and understand her made me fuck up. I said she has zero drive and leads a pointless existence and oneitis shut me down

The longest I've gone without seeing my oneitis is a couple of weeks, sometimes I wonder how long it'd take me to get over her if I never saw her again

>>36174503
What is your relationship with her? Orginalsolodolo

>>36173289
>spend weekend with oneitis
>instantly over her
Turns out I cant stand to be around people and she's way too mental.

>>36174620
Hey man it's better that than to be too attached or too longing. After high school ended (last I saw her, last day of school) I forgot about her and until a few weeks ago I've been filling my void with other girls until I recalled her again and she sunk back into her place as bestgirl. Now I think about her all the time

>>36174661
I also think seeing her in real life sobered me up. On insta she looks shit hot but in real life she's a scruffy drug addict.

>>36174714
Awww that's kinda qt. Maybe post her?

>>36174714
Orrrr her insta name

> mfw after two years of being in the "retard zone" of my onenitis I finally get out
> This year was the best I had in a decade

Last year was when I finally stoped caring, and it was a tough one for my mental health and economy. But when I started caring about me and stoped thinking in that bitch, I could finally start fixing my life.
I have a long way ahead, and I could fail and go back to the dark place at anytime. But now I'm fucking free and improving, and it feels fucking good.

Just hang in there bots

>>36175563
Read
Hydrate
Exercise really

>>36173400
>>36173527
>>36173444
>>36174503
>>36174620
>>36174661
>>36174714
>>36175563
Anyone here ever wanted oneitis so bad you enjoyed being cucked, if it's happened? What's the most amount of money you'd spend on oneitis?

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>girl in my class
>rly qt3.14
>end up talking to her a bit
>we have a shit ton in common
>similar tastes in music, books, tv
>gonna try and get her number
>on the way to class see her kissing some guy outside the lecture hall

kms desu senpai

>>36176223
Holy shit that's one of the worst. Why are the taken girls so nice?