>Be me This week was spring break. BUT, instead of going out

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>Be me
This week was spring break.
BUT, instead of going out and partaking in youthful party culture, I worked my shit-tier babysitting job and playrd vidya all break. So today, I decided to leave the cavernous hole in which is also known as my bedroom, to go for a bit of retail therapy. After going to places I just had this instinctive decision to purchase a Ps4, Xbox or Nintendo Switch just because, why the fuck not? I went into Target and immediately see a qt employee.
>Dirty blonde hair
>A bit taller than me
>Seemed nerdy (in a good way) and intelligent
I was nervous to approach him but I just tried anyway. He helped me out a bit and was helpful right away. We stood there, looking at the games just chatting a little.
I can literally FEEL the embarrassment pouring out of me.
>Red face
>Cheeks burning up
>Hands are literally sweating
>Can't maintain eye contact
He helped me and when I was done he just smiled and said "Good luck". And that was it.
WHY AM I LIKE THIS? I COULD'VE ASKED FOR HIS NAME AT LEAST. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN? HE WAS LITERALLY THE MAN OF MY DREAMS AND ALL I DID WAS SPERG OUT AND BARELY SAY ANYTHING. OMG WHAY THE FUCK MAN I WANT TO LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO A NERDY WHITE GUY ONE DAY WHYYYYYYY CANT I OH MY GOD REEEE IM SK MAD
should i go back???
>INB4 he was a chad not at fucking ALL