>watching the local news >they keep showing 17 year old

Why are you comparing yourself to them? You're not them. They're different from you. Work with what you have, don't work with what you don't have.

>>36043330
If they're showing it in the news it is probably not that common of an occurrence OP
You missed out on full ride scholarships but so did millions of others
You're missing out the same amount as millions of others

File: pyramid-of-classes-in-egypt.jpg (927KB, 2550x1518px) Image search: [Google]

927KB, 2550x1518px

>>36043330
that is one of the worst feels you can have I'm glad you survived it, you're stronger then you think anon
>>36043416
this is also a terrible feeling

File: ducknukem.png (56KB, 300x313px) Image search: [Google]

56KB, 300x313px

>>36043330
You are Gen Y, which is different to Gen Z, find like minded individuals to feel less past it.

>>36043373
ya gotta piss with the crusty cock ya got.

File: 1484184713163.png (521KB, 670x539px) Image search: [Google]

521KB, 670x539px

>>36043330
>turning 33 this year
>stare up at the ceiling at night
>lie in bed waiting for sleep
>remember there are kids half my age having sex
>remember I've been masturbating as long as some posters here have even been alive

File: Green.jpg (24KB, 1888x1062px) Image search: [Google]

24KB, 1888x1062px

I am 27 and have never worked a day in my life. Waiting for a call telling me I have been accepted into a program that hires people with my degree. If I do get called, things should work out. Everything about it is almost too good to be true.

I am afraid to show happiness or anticipation because I am afraid of the rejection.

File: 34343432.jpg (189KB, 900x782px) Image search: [Google]

189KB, 900x782px

>>36043330

>teenagers lifting and having fun talking and shit
>bringing their gfs to the gym

Got so sick of that type of shit and vapid gym roasties in general that I just cancelled my membership and built a power rack instead in my shed.

>>36044245
>built a power rack instead in my shed.
Nice. I should use my shed for something, instead of just ignoring it because it's outside

Any of you start a day with a song? What is it?

File: 6565654.png (200KB, 320x300px) Image search: [Google]

200KB, 320x300px

>>36044516
>What is it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B62P6Gm9jpE

>>36044245

Are you secretly wishing you kill yourself trying to squat 5pl8?

>>36043373
But what if you have nothing to work with?

It's one thing to lurk this place at that age to keep learning about new stuff. But making a thread on /r9k/, still seeing the world in 4chan terms...

LEAVE

>>36044516

>tfw stopped listening to music
I spent hours daily listening to it and now it just upsets me.

>>36044672
Usually i try to find something that i really like until my head starts to hurt. So most of the time i just listen my favorite track on loop for hours.

>preordered a surface book i7 16GB RAM 1TB SSD
>feels good to know i'll get it
>feels bad to have to wait for at least two weeks
;_;
goddamnit i want it so bad
>tfw you spam r9k with this shit because the purchase of that thing is the only real nice thing happening to you in the last few years and you have nobody else to talk to

File: 1476678341989.jpg (37KB, 564x428px) Image search: [Google]

37KB, 564x428px

>>36044592
Haven't necked myself yet, but if I somehow did, no one would likely find me for months if, not years.

>>36044751

You're an idiot. Anticipation is the best part about things. At least for me.
I had sex and the weeks before, when I knew it was going to happen, were the best thing about it, almost better than the cuddling.

>>36044751
Cool
What are you gonna do with it?

>>36043743
I know that feel originally.

>>36044655
You're alive you dumb shit

>>36044782
mostly use it for work
>coding
>taking written notes
>reading
>learning

>>36044655
Then accept that your genes will be destroyed and eliminated as part of the process of natural selection. I as well as you will die without reproducing or spreading your genes, leaving the more fit, handsome, and overall better males to make more of themselves. Our failure is survival of the fittest in action.

>>36044975
That really doesn't make sense
Reproduction is more of an opportunistic thing than a "better people get to do it" thing
Lots of people reproducing are short ugly violent and stupid
They just don't care and keep insisting on it until they get it

>>36044782
watching anime
Streaming minecraft

File: bear.png (132KB, 380x496px) Image search: [Google]

132KB, 380x496px

>tfw mom keeps talking about dying
'I don't know how much more time I have"

why does she keep saying this?

>>36045300
Because she's scared of dying
She's only human

File: 1485216631084.png (449KB, 637x620px) Image search: [Google]

449KB, 637x620px

>>36044975
>its a cringey neckbeard biology lesson episode

>>36045125
bullshit
you are not me

>>36043330
What keeps you guys going?

I haven't felt as shit as I have today in a long time. And an anime brought this specific feeling. I know it's fiction and all, but there are people around today who had tons of friends in highschool, who have had the same friends ever since childhood, who get into relationships and grow as people with each other. They did well in school, and excelled in clubs, having a passion of their own that they master.

And then there is me. I feel like a worm compared to them. I feel like I never grew up, that I got stalled in my development. I really think I will be alone for the rest of my life, forever trying to catch up to people superior than me.