>go to bed
>fantasize having friends
>pretend talking to them and imagine them saying all sorts of interesting stuff to me and being equally interested in what I have to say
>>36037638
>it's another "anon fantasizes about having a best friend like that and starts breaking down crying" episode
>>36037638
>get used to not having friends
>cant identify with these feels
Oh well.
>>36037638
>implying that 4chan isn't an online friend simulator where bunch of chatbots pretend to be lonely and desperate just like you
>One of them was a qt red head
I WANT TO GO BACK
I want to be you friend, anon OP.
>tfw dreaming about going on adventures with my oneitis
>have that moment where i think its real
>wake up alone in a cold sweat
>>36037745
>you will never cope with a double parachute failure
I consider youtube, twitch, and podcasts to be my friends
not really a conversation where I'm involved I guess but i listen to them so that half counts
>>36037745
Had this stuff too, it seems so real every single time despite that I know this experience is not happening in real life. I have experienced it since childhood, and that oneitis from the dreams has always been a somewhat vanilla-looking and introverted blonde girl who is quiet and friendly but adventurous at the same time.
This is weird, because in real life, I actually prefer brunette girls, but in the dreams, it's always a blonde girl.