Welp I think I've gotten to the point in my life were I've

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Its like all I do anymore is get up go to work go home and go to sleep theyre is no real joy in my life and every time I get the chance to bring in some light I skrew it up and the cycle goes on and on

I loathe every single last one of you...

I've been getting really drunk and hassling people from my past. Also doing weird things like making appointments to get a huge tatttoo. I can't control myself at all.

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I am depressed for months now. Can't leave that state of mine. All I think about is why my life is as it is and why I didn;t do something when I was younger and had possibilities. Now, I am 25, I sit and think who might I have become when I was learning/doing anything in my 13-23 instead of playing vidya 8-12h a day...

I dfeel like I wasted my lfie and can;t repair it. I often see 20-250-30yo guys with nice cars, earning money, living on their own while I can;t. I just can't. I feel a pleb and probably I am a pleb.

I am no one literally, in my age of 25 I haven't developed any usefull skill, nothing. I can write, read, think and it;s all. I work dead end job that I hate and struggle in it. I earn shit that I can;t even pay for rent a single room.

I want to die, but I want to live either. For now. I still got some hope, but really... I will become no one. I have dreams but I have no idea what to do... I started crying while thinking about my life. It's not a life even...

Please, help me...

I hope you all burn. That is my greatest wish.
I was fine before you fuckers decided to fuck with me.
Just burn.

>>36023245
Nigga you can make online courses to get job edu. Get a nice hobby go into edu, lift, dress better, get a nice haircut
World is large with many possibilities. Just never quit

>>36022912
What's getting you down anon?

>>36023114
>>36023606
What's up with you anon? Why all the hate? True robots always look out for each other and im here for you now.