So, I'm a guy who could have been a Chad but got fucked

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Yes.
oreganoorigami

>>30561841
Go go go

Oregano commandante

Lemme start
>Be me
>Be 16
>Be half chad, pretty tall, good looking, playing
sports and shit
>Have some issues relating with people and being always hated by everyone surrounding me
>Parents are worried by me not having any friend
>Send me to psychologist
>She's pretty hot but I'm not really interested
at first>In less than a month fell in love with her
because "muh Freudian Transfert".
>Get diagnosed with anxiety and chronic
depression
>Keep meeting her for a year and half
>Start feeling a little bit better, people stop

hating so much and kind of learn how to relate to people
>She changes her attitude towards me
>Her body language clearly shows that she's
attracted to me

>Keep seeing for about another half a year
>Got the confidence to start thinking about asking girls out and making plan to meet friends, going places and shit, unthinkable 2 years ago
>Tell her i will stop going to her because i feel a lot better, gonna wait till summer, so about 3 or 4 appointments left (was going twice a month)
>She looks like she's scared, ask me why and I explain that I feel more confident and my depression and anxiety are now a lot more bearable
>The next few appointments she does everything possible to kill my self-esteem
>Literally using every weakness I had, even the fact that I'm an immigrant or my slight back problem to make me feel like shit
>She pretend she's just helping me finding my points of weakness to work on them


Fucked up the greentext because I'm a tard copying from a block note, this is everything I have pre-written, from now on you'll have to wait a little, pic related, looks a lot like her, a little less hot

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Forgot the picture because I'm a little bit shaken when talking about this and also retarded

>>30562161
>psychologist
>she
You fucked up the moment you thought this would be a good idea.

>>30562288
I know man
but
>Get destroyed mentally by all of this, I was barely 18 and I was being insulted by the woman I loved
>Even makes fun of my virginity
>Cancel plans of stopping going to appointments because depression and anxiety are back stronger that ever
>Can't see her during the summer because she always goes for 2 month back to another part of the country since she's not from here
>Worst summer ever, literraly all day at home shitposting trying to not kill myself
>She ignores my texts because "I'm on vacation" even if she always told that I can always text her
(wasn't too autistic with the texts, just once or twice per week, not like harassing her with 30 texts per day)
>September
>We meet again
>I'm 3 times in worse condition than I was when I started going to her
>Literally on the verge of killing myself over dumb shit like not being good at sports or minor back problems
>Tell her everything and how I felt
>She still acts like I'm worthless, making me also waste a lot of money
>But sometimes she acts really motherly, when even cuddled once during one of our sessions of talking
(just later I learned that acting bitchy then acting nice is a technique to make people addicted to you)

>>30561841
No, either you're lying to yourself or you're cancer >>30562031

>>30562515
What do niggers and I have in common? Stop hating me, I ended up being a robot like you

>literraly spent one hour talking with my head on her knees while she played with my hair
>I thought that that shit was normal for a psychologist
>Probably best 60 minutes of my life
>She act less and less like a bitch and start becoming more and more motherly
>With her change of attitude i start gaining my self-esteem back
>Pretty much on the same point when I was thinking about quit going to her
>Not even attracted to her anymore, I see her as a motherly figure
>On the other side she start showing pretty clear sign of attraction, while I lost my sexual interest
>She just keep biting her lips, playing with her wedding ring and her hair all the time while keeping her eyes glued on me
>Nevermind, at the time I didn't know too much about non verbal comunication, I learned about it later
>One day, I meet M.

>The best girl of all time, insta fell in love with her
>Talk about M. with my psychologist
>She's angry at me, telling me shit about I love M. just because she gives attention and shit
>Tell me that me being attracted to her is selfish and other things that
>Can't understand why, but I trust her, convincing myself that she's right
>Stop talking to M. (we used to talk sometimes in a friendly way, but nothing serious)
>When she notices that I'm not talking to her anymore she starts asking me why and if anything is wrong
>Guilt too big and I start straight up ignoring her
>Tell to the psychologist that I learned that I was selfish and that I started ignoring M.
>She starts acting nicely to me again
(after I told her about M. the first time we had about 2 or 3 appointments that were very unpleasant, so it was nice having her back)

Is anybody reading?
I feel like I'm talking alone

>>30563037
I'm reading. Your story is mentally fucked up.

>>30563037
This is cool, go on anon

>>30563037
ye i'm reading

>>30563037
Keep going plz, wanna know the ending

>>30563037
Keep it up, man. This is interesting

>M. start talking around the neightbourhood spreading the rumor that I'ma psycho
>She lies about how I threathened I she ever talked to me again
>Literally haven't spoken to her in month
>People start avoiding me at school, literally have classmates staring at me all the time like I was a rapist
>Broken 100% mentally
>Tell all of this to my psychologist
>She tells me that she knew all along that M. was evil
>"That's why I lied to you, you weren't selfish, but I had to told those things so you could start avoiding her"
>I'm so dumb that I actually believe her
>Even if everything goes to shit (father got sick, mom acting like a bitch because of stress) I still have her
>Start being obsessed by my psychologist
>Start thinking about us cuddling all day together
>Start looking for her pictures on the internet because I was feeling really lonely and I had to do something to feel her close to me
>Never found anything, felt like shit
>I can't explain how much time I spent looking for her picture, literally hours on the internet looking for her name, surname, everythin
>Dumb shit like "female psychologist #name of my city#
>The 2 weeks between every appoitment felt like an eternity every time

It's a long story but we are coming closer to the end

>>30563410
Holy shit, anon, must have been really hard. Really curious to where this is going.

>>30563410
walk the dinosaur pls

>>30563532
No dinosaurs sorry,
>Time goes by
>Talk only to P. (P stands for psychologist, I'm getting tired of writing that long ass name everytime)
>Dad's sickness got worse, his wage got cut in half because he was on some kind of welfare and he couldn't work
>30% of his wage were made by all the extra hours he worked which weren't covered by welfare
>No money
>No money to go to P.
>Next appointment
>Tell her crying that we will have to stop meeting because I can't afford to pay her
>She tells that It's ok and that she will do her job for free, also increase my meeting to once every week, usually on friday from 17 to 18
>Time goes by, Dad is back and whit him we start living decently again
>P. still refuses my money
>I'm ok with this, my family is also ok with this (i felt like a potato writing this sentence)
>Almost summer, except my family everything is going still shitty
>Scared because summer=2 month without P.

>A few appointments before summer, literally crying myself to sleep because of this
>Meet P. talk to her about my fear
>I burst out crying
>She tells she's okay
>She tells there's a solution
>"Come with me"
>"We can live together, you won't have to work, I will pay for everything
>I'm the happiest man ever, my mind was demolished at this point
>I was starving for P.
>I was obsessed with P.
>P. was the only thing I had
>"That would be fantastic" I said
>"But first I have to tell you something"

Getting slow at writing, this is the hardest part and my finger are shaking

>>30563854
>"We can live together, you won't have to work, I will pay for everything
damn, good deal

I'm ready for the meme ending

>>30563854
Fuck you this is gonna be dinosaurs

>>30563854
You loch-ness-monstering son of a bitch

>>30563854
suspense is killing me anon
>inb4 meme ending

>Her face gets really sad, super serious
>She confesses all the thing she did to me, how she lied, how she manipulated me
>I can't believe her
>literally refusing to believe her
>make excuses for her, start thinking it's only a dream
>Felt like the earth was missing below my feet
>Never felt so empty
>Just standing there with my head down for a solid 2 minutes
>"Why?
>Because I love you
>I always loved you
>Get really mad, but don't mov
>She gets up and come closer to me
>lean forward trying to hug me
>I push her back a go out of the office crying
>People in the waiting room staring at me as I go out sobbing like a bitch
>She follows trying to talk to me
>Don't go, I did it for you
>Get out of the building
>She keeps following screaming my name and asking me to not leave her alone
>She had an husband, and I actually feel bad for the poor bastard
>Walk for five minutes sobbing looking down while she keeps following me trying to convince me go with her
>"We can be together forever, I'll give you everything"
>Start running like a sperg, still crying and keep running till I puked
>I was downtown so a lot of people saw me puking, sit down and just start crying for hours a few feet away from my puke
>I sit there thinking about all the lies crying for ours, a lot of people walk just behing me pretending I didn't even exist
>Probably the though that I was some drunk hobo or something
>When I stop crying and I decide to go home It's almost dark
>I sat there for more that 3 hours
>Think about killing myself a few times on my way home
This is it guys, no memes, no walking dinosaurs, it was 3 years ago, never heard of her again, now I'm just a depressed guy with a lot of problems, no friends
and a reputation as a psycho, a lot of you probably don't believe a single word that I wrote but that's ok, I still can't think that she did this to me, thank you
for bearing with me

>>30564075
You're a fucking loser, you could've lived NEET to the fullest

>>30564075
This is actually very believable.

Thank you anon for sharing this story, chin up

>>30564075
COOL READ. feel better anon

what's your favorite thing to cook?

>>30564136
I guess you are not wrong, but we can agree that she was a psycho and that she would probably skin me alive and wear my skin so we could "be together forever"

>>30563136
>>30563157
>>30563181
>>30563201
>>30563206

Same person -obviously

>>30564162
I know that you are probably making fun of my story but I will still answer you
Chicken breasts, they are easy to cook, taste good and healthy, I also like to make chocolate pudding, but I rarely eat it because of fat

>>30564206
I don't know, the posters counter got up so i don't think that was someone samefagging

>>30564075

I retract >>30564025

That's fucking rough

where are you from and where do you live OP?

also >>30564206
I am only >>30563181

>>30564218
I think their intention might've been to distract your mind a bit, at least that'd have been mine. How's your family, mate? Father still kicking?

>>30564315
I would prefer to keep my privacy, because I still don't want her to get any trouble or shit, please understand me, but anyway, I'll tell you that everything happened in North-west Italy

>>30564353
that's ok, you just said you were an immigrant and I was curious as to where

but also remember, if you don't say anything against her then she is free to do the same thing to someone else
not to guilt trip you, but that's just the way I see it

>>30564392
I know, but she moved from here and I don't know where's she now

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You can trust only yourself OP, remember to only listen to yourself.
It's okay to listen to advice of others, but determine for yourself if it's actually advice or some manipulative plot.

Quick question, what is your living situation right now?

>>30564594
studying economics at Uni
Alone as shit and virgin
But my dad is healthy and my mom is happier now
I found some kind of inner peace and thanks to some kind of good genetics I get girls attention from time to time
One day I'll try to do something, but I need to get my shit together to 100%
Right now I'm around 80%

>>30564699
Atleast you have the option and ability to get your life together.
Godspeed anon, I hope you make it out of here.

>>30564746
Thanks man, I hope you get your shit together one day to
Also song I like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2CIs0

This is why you're supposed to get a therapist of the same sex.

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>>30564776
>joji
I like you a lot now OP

>>30564831
Thanks for the lesson, you are 6 years late
>>30564861
It gives me feels

>>30564075
she gave you the template, go forth and gather your roaches

nice story you fucked up you should know better.
if you were bullied by everyone like us you would know.

>>30564776
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2CIs0
there is a loud asf pop half way through, nearly killed me twice.

Wow, never thought you were an Italian while reading. It really happened in Italy? I'm in italian too, and here, people who meet psychologists are considered a failure? Do you agree? I'm writing from sud-Italy, so you should know how it's fucked up my country.

I'm not Italian, I live in Italy, yes, I always kept as a secret because I was ashamed, I think that's even harder if you are a terrone

>>30563037
Go on my good sir

>>30565060
The story is actually finished

>>30565013
Yes, it is. I'd like to meet a psychologist, but i'm so scared of my parents, they would literally laugh at me if i ask it. Also, the people would judge me; anyway, you did the good choose anon.

>>30565120
Use my story as a warning, and ask your parents

>>30561841
Psychology is just a jewish meme, like women working in men jobs. At least you learned two important lessons: Never go to a psychologist and women are evil manipulative creatures.

>>30565315
When I think about it she actually had a big nose, makes me think

dang op
if i learned anything from you today it's that female therapists are a joke
i feel like dropping mine and just following the just be yourself meme

well, I certainly dont believe this poorly written story

should have just memed the ending so you dont look like such a faggatron

>>30565780
I know that not everybody will believe me, whatever, here's some nice music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYsbZbAKnAg

>>30564974
>people who meet psychologists are considered a failure?

Who the fuck even goes to psychologists here, we all know it's a meme career.