Anyone still waiting?
I've been sick this last week while working, i can't stream today either sorry to disappoint everyone ;_; i-i swear it's not excuses >tfw our threads are dying
>he thinks a psycho with her own robot issues will come to his rescue
>he thinks a selfish bitch can love him unconditionally
>he doesn't accept Kaname Madoka as his savior
>What do you cats get up to in here?
misaki pics and competing who has it worse basically
i don't think she is one of those, she wants to be one tho
madokafag-kun pls no bully ;_;
who triggered on this scene /r9k/?
I think I am in the process of getting sick. Normie life ruins your body.
Post Misaki and talk about our week.
Speaking of which, I spend almost all of tuesday together with a girl. We even rode the subway home together. HELP
I'm gonna put the wiki pasta here
the MPDG(Manic Pixie Dream Girl) as "that bubbly, shallow cinematic creature that exists solely in the fevered imaginations of sensitive writer-directors to teach broodingly soulful young men to embrace life and its infinite mysteries and adventures.MPDGs are said to help their men without pursuing their own happiness, and such characters never grow up; thus, their men never grow up.
>Did you not read the book?
book? there's a book a-anon? :^)
n-no stream today anon ;_; but is there a website where i can stream without getting banned?
my throat is fucked lately, i don't shave for a month, i think they are starting to say shit behind my back ;_;
I'm talking about the quality of the source, by this I mean DVDs, itself. Even taking into account that it's interlaced it looks like shit. Look at the terrible blocking, artifacting, and the border around the left, top, and right of the source.
>my throat is fucked lately
I have a sore throat atm. It's usually the precurser to a full blown cold for me.
Shaving is such a hassle I do it like once a week.
Are you getting enough sleep? Yesterday I went to college an hour too early and just dropped dead when I got home.
It's kind of an old work though. Things like resolution and fidelity didn't really matter back then as much as much as being able to consume your favorite media in your home. You should still read the book though.
>I do it like once a week.
i actually did that as well but no this last month
>Are you getting enough sleep?
like 6 hours average during weekdays, I've been always like this, except when i was a NEET, i could sleep like 12 hours straight with no problems
Still looks better than most of the moe trash we have today.
oh that reminds me, how is this season anime?
I'm not talking about the quality of the animation I'm talking about the quality of the encoding on the video. For a very obvious example, compare it to Nichijou. Notice how clean this screenshot is compared to the NHK one. Like >>24061047 said it wasn't as important back then but NHK was fairly bad even taking into account it's age.
I have no idea. I always wait until all episodes are released so I don't have to wait.
Oh, I see.
I feel bad for forgetting the image.
Same Manga Reading Anon here from last week's thread.
Recently, I bought all volumes of the manga, anime complete series DVD, and novel.
I've already watched the anime and read the novel.
I am now reading the manga.
I've read about 20 chapters yesterday.
I'm on Chapter 28 out of 40.
I want to finish the manga today or in the next few days.
How do you handle the pain anons?
I am out of solutions man, most of the time I feel nothing, but once I go over the treshold its like something is eating my intestines. Its either me reaching a point of absolute mechanisation or losing it eventually.
How the hell does one kill the feels?
It is not working anymore lads.
>I'd fuck misaki.
anon i know that most of us are repressed sexually and corrupted inside but do we really have to post that meme "i'd do her" every time?
i was in that sort of limbo for a long time, but since Misaki turned into my life goal, i can function in normies world thinking that someday I'll be with her.
it's still painful anon but having an objective kinda calms me down
just thinking about it makes me act like a 13yo shit who met their favorite boysband
That is really nice for you, I sadly lack the capacity to trick myself into believing such things. Life is just too real and vicious for me, only things I believe it makes me believe by driving its heel into my face. I wished it would be a limbo atleast, where there is nothing to be sad or happy about, but it is nothingness with spikes of sharp pain. Damn I even started calling out to god again so I would atleast have something holding my back faintly.
(I know it could be put off as delusions just as Misakis salvation, but this one is borderline for me.)
Yes, find a waifu. In the afterlife you will be united, but if you kill yourself or otherwise die in misery you'll sink to somewhere you will never meet her.
Or maybe antidepressants would help. Antidepressants and friends. Go socialize at an anime convention and socialize with people. Foolproof provided you can swallow your pride about their normie taste.
>tfw just finished the novel
>Misaki is more or less the same compared to the anime, just with less presence
>Satou is similar, but you can see how nuts he is, also a filthy drug addict
>Yamazaki is just batshit insane
I think Yamazaki needed his own Misaki desu
Yamazaki accepted normies world and he "grown up" something that 99% of us can't do.
they did lived and slept naked togetherit's unknown i guess
He just kind of leaves though, and then Satou gets a short letter at the end, it's not really much of a resolution. For all we know, he might still be miserable.
I've never read the manga though, maybe things are different there.
Try not to kill yourself ;_;
I'd fuck misaki.
Personally I shut myself in for three weeks and try to cover the feels with sweets and moe shit.
>tfw no Yamazaki friends
>tfw no misaki friend
>tfw the reality of failing my freshman semester is looming over my head
>tfw so intimidated by all the work
I'm alone once again on a Friday night, I'll be alone all weekend too. Yet even if I did have friends I couldn't hang out with them because of so much work.
I am going out to some events with an old friend tomorrow, I hope it will put me at ease a little. It is weird that long ago it sufficed when I took a walk and saw the vibrant city with its colours and noises, it used to put me at a distance to my current inner struggle and see that the world is still spinning. Now it just makes me nauseous as I realize I am not really part of this world.
I dont know, why do people have such a disdain for suicide when life for everyone is a pendulum between content and misery, where a simple push suffices to tear the thread.
Meh, Yamazaki might have been losing it, but he had a hard grip around his life and several possibillities lined up in front of him, he just refused to acknowledge them. He seemed like a kind of guy who can pull himself together if the situatiom requires it, unlike Satou.
I'm glad your shitty little attention-whoring threads are dying.
>if I post this picture of an anime girl, that's sure to make my post less creepy/desperate
Fucking kill yourselves you pieces of useless shit and spare the internet some space.
Literally worse than fucking women.
>be rich Asian girl with limited world view
>wouldn't mind Misaki-ing some beta, seems like fun
>cannot spot a robot in the wild for the life of me
One thing every civilization has in common is a scorn for defeat. If you fucked up so badly that suicide is a viable option for you, do you really deserve your waifu? I don't think so.
It's scary how much I relate to Satou, except I'm already 28, no Misaki came to save me.
I prefer the senpai personally tfw no qt senpai
im not gonna sleep tonight ;_;
why are you so mad anon?
Tried that as well, moe stuff just tears a bigger hole in the long run.
Man I guess I really have no way but to "man up".
I share the pain, but take it from a uni fag who is drowning in his stem major, you have time, much more than you think. Once you really start thinking how to use every second you realize how much time you waste every day.
Take it with a grain of salt though, I realized I have tons of time, having the motivation to use it is another topic entirely.
Misakis don't really exist, they're just an invented concept to stop robots from killing themselves.
It's like how poor people can deal with being poor because they spend $10 a week on lottery tickets and "know" they'll make it big one day.
Thanks anon i really appreciate the advice. I think it's just laziness and browsing 4chan all day doesn't help. On top of that I'm an ugly loser so motivation is hard to come by.
At least I have these threads though
Yes, but how is it another mans deal what I deserve and what not? If someone feels like dirt it is his damn right to snap his lights out. Only reason why someone would oppose it, is because it inconveniences him in some way, even if it is as mundane as having to bury your rotten corpse.
People also often misuse the concept of deserving things as being meaningful. Objectively nobody deserves anything, it is just a feeble concept people hold out to each other to enforce their agenda.
That statement is on point anon, but I think it is true for modern society in every regard. Our future is folded into the present so hard, that the only thing really driving us is some light in the distance, which might very well be unreachable. A bunch of donkeys following a carrot is all we are.
Its alright m8, learning on higher levels takes some getting used to, but if you hang im there it will come naturally, just be sure that you do not drop the ball. Just do not allow your life to make you stumble in other fields of your life and distract you, it is the most severe factor for me personally.
i think anime has to be first anon
Long live the queen?
Fuck my throat has been getting worse and worse.
I'd recommend taking it ez for a couple of days. Whenever I start getting sick I try to take it real ez and sleep for about 18 hours. It works real well but I have a pretty good immune system to begin with.
;_; mine is worse too i keep coughing and spitting
I relate to Satou a bunch, but I'm not as bad. I' go to work and school, but my hobbies are video games, and anime. You really prefer senpai? She was ok in the anime, but what a fucking bitch in the manga. Fuck her.
Great. A weekend down the gutter. I'll try and heed that advice though, thanks you.
Not looking forward to it getting worse.
I liked Senpai in the anime as well. Sure she's a manipulative cunt bunt still, wouldn't it be nice to just waste afterschool hours with a girl playing cards and talking about philosophy?
I think I'll head to sleep early today and combat the sore throat.
Good night anons. Try to stay alive and get enough sleep.
Do you guys think Misaki is actually good looking within that anime world, or does the artstyle just make her look that pretty to us?
I would love her either way, but I'm just curious
good night anon, I'm gonna sleep soon too
Misaki is considered a plain character on the "anime world", actually that's one of the things that makes her so attractive to me
I'm going to sleep, bye guys ;_;
I'm going to work to be a wage kek.... Misaki give me strength to deal with these fuckasses at walmart please -_-