Do I deserve a gf no I'm a sick cold fuck who wouldn't know what to do if he had a gf the real question is do I want a gf yes because I probably won't be as depressed, now if you excuse me I'm off to jerk off to Chinese cartoons good day
I'm sure you are but your problem is that you want others to get to know you. Instead you should show others your personality by expressing yourself openly and confidently. You're probably some shy guy waiting for others to initiate convos with you.
I do, and I'll work for it. I just don't know how to initiate a discussion and keep her interested.