Lately I've been wondering if being on chans is good for my mental health. You see I'm just an autistic sadcunt who's completely isolated(except for my family) and it's been like that for a while now and I'm starting to see that there is no return from this.
I abuse drugs and binge drink to escape reality for a while. I'm 25 and I've probably fucked myself beyond repair. Sometimes I feel like I'm developing "cabin fever" from all this isolation.
Lately I've been wondering if being on chans is such a good idea. I just think it's making me more autistic, weird and politically fringe from societies point of view. Maybe I should just find an autistic forum and hang around wholesome autists, instead of bitter betas(like myself and you guys).
I'm fucked, my life is over, I will probably just end up committing suicide or go crazy from being socially isolated for so long, living in a single room flat, living under the poverty line, living in my own world, completely oblivious to how live really is.
I just think that if I stay here channing my heart will grow cold and I'll become more hateful person.
You are 100% correct on everything you said, except for one thing. It is never too late to change your life. The idiots here think 25 is too late, but you are forgetting that to an 80 year old, 25 is a kid. Most adults didn't have their shit figured out at 25, either. I had a teacher who was 30 working at a factory before he turned it around and became a teacher.
4chan is very toxic to your mind, get out if you are able.
omg i´m nearly exactly in the same situation , also have aspergers but i dont really have a family so i´m always alone sometimes there a months where i only talk to the seller at the store and thats all the conversation i have in this time .. sucks
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