I don't want to be hardened by recent experiences, but it feels as though the alternative is remaining soft and being crushed under the weight of my traumas.
What should I do... I don't want to lose my gentle heart... but that heart bleeds so much...
>>39615276
Retreat into escapism
Abort anon, abort
>>39615276
If you're a male the correct answer is to harden the fuck up.
>>39615276
>>39615329
This. Any other option ends in suicide.
Went to uni three days this week, talked to girls twice. Both times it was asking me for directions, but still. Good week.
>>39615271
Good job anon :*organ
>>39615271
good lad
keep it up fren
>>39615271
Keep it up anon. We're cheering for you!
>be KHV
>at mall
>just walking to random stores to pick up some clothes because mine don't fit anymore
>see couples everywhere
>walking to new store
>couple in front of me
>Chad pinches his gf's butt
>she just smiles at him and bite her bottom lip
I HATE CHADS!! They get to do this shit everyday, anytime they want!
This is why I have set rules for myself
>Don't leave the house during weekends unless absolutely necessary
>Don't go to stores from 5pm to 9pm
>>39615143
well learn from them then, stop being an envious little bitch
>>39615190
>bro just walk up and talk to them
>it works for me XD
Does anyone else find it absurd how that no matter what path you take in life, how you throw your dice today, tomorrow, a week from now, 3 months from now, a year from now, a decade from now, etc., the only GUARANTEE is suffering?
Like, no matter which way you move, act, behave, think, articulate yourself - you're going to suffer for sure. Happiness? Those good feels? Yeah, you might get them in small, transient doses when you eat, sleep, shit, have an orgasm, etc., but the predominating feeling is most definitely suffering and there is PLENTY of it to go around.
Think of how many ways there are to feel good. Now think of how many ways there are to feel bad. Have you ever seen an insect struggle for its life when you run water on it from a spigot or when it's circling the drain? Have you thought about what it feels like when your wings/legs/vital body part no longer work, you can no longer provide for yourself or your offspring, and you are forced with the reality of dying from starvation/thirst while you are completely immobilized but also lucidly conscious? This shit literally happens all the fucking time.
When people say "life is a gift" I just cannot contain my shit. Life isn't a gift. Life is just something that is much like rocks and dust are. It's just in a different configuration/pattern than rocks and dust but we attach all sorts of meaning to it because homo sapien brain. Life isn't even supposed to be good. You are just avoiding suffering and chasing orgasms/good feels. Nothing more than a cloud undergoing its various transformations because you don't want to starve, you don't want to get hurt, and you want to stick your penis in a pussy and fucking cum cum cum.
Everyone is getting all worked up over nothing.
>>39615085
Most humans live lives they self-report as overall more happy than sad. This is a matter of opinion, and it depends on how good at avoiding suffering and chasing orgasms and good feels you are.
That said, you are also neglecting our built-in circuits to ascribe divine order and meaning. Humans evolved to have religious experiences in order to escape this horrible nihilism you describe.
>>39615085
Anon are you me. I've thought about all of this exactly as you described.
I'm probably going to an hero, there's no point to any of this absurd struggle for naught..
Give Buddhism an honest shot. Buddhist teaching is predicated on the idea that all of life is suffering and a lot of the spiritual practices involve accepting this and moving past it.
>be me in uni
>roommates all left for the weekend
>any normie would have a hookup/fuckbuddy ready to have hot sex deep into the night
>meanwhile I'm going to spend the night reading visual novels, browsing 4chan, watching anime, and feeling sorry for myself for not interacting with anyone
I wish I was a normie so bad, guys
Why don't you go out and do something then?
>>39615172
>going out to doing something alone
>as my awkward nervous wreck of a boring self
uh
>>39615079
Best way to force yourself to be a normie is to be buzzed all the time and you'll have to courage to go with people. Just down like 2 shots or 3 beers (depending on tolerance, i need 6 beers or so) and you'll feel much more eager to ask if you can tag along and still function.
Do girls feel about single fathers the way guys do about single mothers? Could a girl ever truly love a child that she didn't carry herself?
considering my grandma hated my dad and my aunt because they didn't look like her, I'd say no. A woman would rather Jamaal made her a single mother than be with a responsible single father.
I would absolutely love any child as my own if they were mine, whether I carried them or not. Just so long as they aren't 100% black. I've always dreamed of adopting though
>>39615345
>Just so long as they aren't 100% black.
Damn, that's harsh.
>tfw Chris-chan gets a gf before you
is this real life?
is this real?
I refuse to believe.
It's a scam.
>>39615041
It's probably yet another troll.
what are my fellow derelict degenerates faggots doing today
popping dollar tree red pills for me
what are you curious about? Darknet markets? research chems?
general drug discussion and feels. alchy welcome too
How fucking nice of you to finally come along!! I've been waiting all day for the drug thread. I'm high as shit on legal weed.
>>39615037
ahh cool fun.
I got my hands on a bunch of medicinal from a family friend in Seattle.
I cant believe how fucking potent those fags are growing the stuff nowadays.
one session had me going for like half the day.
lets get this thread up and running with some music recs
heres pram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwxBHEmrqLg
do yourself a favor and grab helium from the /mu/ archive
>>39615007
I'm in a weird predicament. I have a rep for having and doing the most drugs, so it'd be really weird for me to actually seek drugs; it'd damage my authenticity. Because of this, I'm currently unable to access a lot of chemicals OP. I'm stuck with nicotine, caffeine, alcohol and a variety of strange semi-legal nootropics. I do have some modafinil in the mail, which is cool. Holy fuck I hate this website.
Give women an inch and they will take a mile, and still find a way to complain
>>39615001
Give her 8" and she'll do anything you want, short dick pussy.
>>39615001
Prrt 2 family
>>39615001
If she can't wear the uniform she should be fired. Just like us peasants without vaginas.
A-anon, I wet myself, could you change my diaper?
>>39615000
Bitch, you're like 24. Learn to use the bathroom like an adult. Dumb gook.
>>39615000
do I look like a chikan you creepy slant? get off at the next stop or I'll tell the conductor about our little problem
>>39615124
> or I'll tell the conductor about our little problem
>tfw going to eat gf out in three days
>it's going to be my first time seeing, let alone eating pussy
any tips so I don't come off as an incel?
>going to eat gf out in three days
Who the fuck schedules sex like this?
I think girls are impressed with the amount of fingers and tounge you can fit in. So just go for that
>>39615032
ANON NO DON'T DO THIS
>tfw your sister is a fujoshi
What is the correct way to deal with this?
>>39614966
Just let her grow out of it. I liked lesbians as a teenager.
She just likes stinking about safe hot guys
>>39615042
>I liked lesbians as a teenager.
Curios, when did it stop?
I'm 18 and, even though I don't obsess over it as much nowadays, still a huge yurifag
>>39614966
Hug her and tell her you love her every day.
>>39615042
>I liked lesbians as a teenager.
Everyone likes lesbians. It's nothing to be ashamed of.
Red flags for women: she buy New York Times beseller trash and think she is an intellectual because she read Shakespeare
Red flags for women: they have a femininepenis
>>39614954
>Don't want dumb gf who only watches Disney movies and reads YA novels her whole life
>Don't want some pseud gf studying journalism who only reads books written by female authors or Shakespeare
>>39614954
Anyone who read the complete works of Shakespeare and the other classics is in all likelihood incredibly intelligent.
Mississippi fag here. Laughing my ass off at texas and florida getting BTFO while I sit cozy in between with only a couple of thunderstorms at most. They'll have a lot of trouble laughing at me and my 16 inbred siblings when they are losing everything they have to a little bit of rainwater. Almost as good as when east coast nerds got cucked by Sandy.
>my only friend chose to stay in Florida because he didn't want to leave his home behind
Anyone can explain this mentality to me? His dad built that home and he took it over for a while when they died in an accident but what fucking mentality tells someone to stay? It's not like he can somehow stop the hurricane. He's going to get himself killed like a retard for some sentimental value.
>>39614989
Either his home is going to get washed away or he's going to hole himself up in the attic when the sea levels rise and literally burn alive in near oven temperatures in the attic because he can't break the roof open and it still is pretty fucking hot outside.
>>39614931
Texasfag here.
>getting BTFO
Indicates you're a cuck for even saying "btfo"
>a little wind and rain
>btfo
Ha. You don't know shit. We're all good niggy, we're used to worse.
>They'll have a lot of trouble laughing at me
Not at all. Haha
>sandy
Ah yes, the category 3 "super storm." Pathetic.
>19yo
>my dick size will not increase
whats the purpose of 'just do something' if i cant have a normal life because my small dick?
your dick size does not matter if you never had sex
>>39614898
what's your size and how tall are you/?
>waaah waaaah my penis is only 6 and a half inches bone pressed i cant live a normal life