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>>35203678
yes eileen do come on

This fucking song gets stuck in my head a lot. Fucking dexxies

>>35203805
NO you should be mad athe roastie IELEEN

>>35203616
Santa isn't real, mate.

>tfw listened to him as a teenager
>mfw episode where he asks teens to call in and talk about losing their virginity

Blow me up tom dot com. He's a little sexist and he's a cuck when it comes to race but he's fun to listen to.

That's like asking what's worse, enlightenment/sorrow or ignorance/bliss.

>>35203592
Kissless virgin. This is a more niche fate than the second one described. It would be basically soulless interaction.

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>>35203666
But sex, desu

Also nice satanic trips

>>35203533
Well lets prove them wrong baby.

>>35203533
Oh gosh! You're silly. Have you eaten dinner yet?

>>35203533
this would never happen because the lawsuit if the beta guy did rape her would be insane

it always went in the same pattern.
my mom back then was already thoroughly broken.
My dad was drunk, raging, aggresive, and started talking himself into more and more rage.
There was no way out of that, never.
Then there was a trigger, like a wrong word, or no word, or not looking correctly, or not answering to his delight.
i was just a kid witnessing that shit like its godgiven, like what can a 8 year old do?
this time, after the beating had begun, she was crying, screaming, and i was jumping up from my bed and instead of covering my ears as usually i jumped in front of my mom and told him to beat me instead of her.
That did stop him for that night, he went away for having a lone walk, i was crying, my mom was crying, scared, panicked, full of adrenaline.
It didn't change anything, but it was the one experience that i still remember today, at 27.

The whole thing carried on after that, up until the point where he broke her nose some years later, i think i was like 10, and my mom took me and we ran away.
After one week of being somewhere, sleeping in hotels and taking care of her broken nose, my dad called her and apologized (he always usually apologized the next day just to beat her up again later.
He also told her he will jump in front of a train now, he apologized for destroying the family (we are 3 brothers).
My mom set him an ultimatum, like a last chance, to never touch alcohol again or she will leave him forever. He agreed, we came back home, and he never touched a drip of alcohol ever again. That was 17 years ago.

Now, he did become a better man ever since then, and my dad and mom are now married for almost 30 years.
My little bro is 21, studying in the UK, my big brother is 34, doing something but mainly just smoking weed, and i am 27... and ironically i moved back home and live with my parents again.
We opened a business together in 2015 which is not running too bad, but not really good either.

cont.

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theres just one thing that i unfortunately cant control.
When you witness this cruel shit as a kid, something is broken.
The two persons you trust and love the most, the ones you have the strongest binding to - when you see your this person of trust beating up the other person you rely your life on.... that destroyed my ability to feel trust ever since.

The thing it also did, it made me hate my dad.
Deep inside, i have a feeling of disgust of him.
I want to be as far away from him as possible.
When he eats, the noises he makes while eating... man, i really don't want to feel these things but it is just hate.
I can't really talk to him either, i just dont want to. It's like two magnets with same poles, they will never stick together.
Now, for the sake of the business and just in daily life, i swallow this feelings and just communicate like a normal human being, but the feeling deep inside me, i can't fix it.
I laugh with him, i laugh when he tells stories, my parents have a healthy relationship, we are doing not too bad financially, the whole company thing is kind of an adventure for all of us.
But in the end of the day, i just want to be away from him.
Far, far away, and never see him again.
I am in the wrong place.
He has no idea. I never told him, in fact, I never told anyone, maybe not even myself.
But i have to admit, if i was out of his force zone, i would be happy and free for the first time in my life.
Being around him just puts a strong drain on my mood. His strictness and shit is still the same, he even comes to my bedroom at night and looks after me.
I dont know, this whole living and working with my dad thing does not work at all.
But i have too many responsibilities to just quit now.
We are nearing the $1M yearly revenue and have around 20 employees, we build quite the nice company in the last 3 years.
But then i have these thoughts, like if he was dead, i would be free. I asked myself, how would i feel if he would be dead?
I can`t type it out. gn8

op, it's your therapist, you are currently going through PTSD of your childhood, it's good that your getting this stuff to the open. I suggest that You don't get angry at your dad, he has redeemed himself from what he has done in the past, and it seems like you are just looking for a reason to hate him, as you always have. It's time for you to forgive the past and live a neet life. Godspeed OP

>>35203447
nothing mom and I won't do your dumb ash Wednesday shit either. Fuck your middle Eastern death cult.

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>>35203502
oh anon ats islam and if you think life is bad now wait till your in eternal hellfire

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Same thing happened to me a few weeks ago. Was debating a literal retard and he was smug as hell. Fuck you, you fucking retard.

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>>35203402
>be me
>arguing against literal communist
>arguing basics economics
>thinks he BTFO'd me at every turn.
>literally never answers my question, except saying "Capitalism wasn't implement properly"
>walks around with smug look on his face.

I need a Pinochet.

>>35203402
You could be posting on 4chan. Oh wait.

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all 3 will play a role in the wars to come

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Apupustaja>alle

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>>35203395
Stop posting that retard

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This girl in my class is ruining me. I NEED to fucking ask her out but I'm such a god damn boring loser with autism who's about as interesting as a rock. Looks are the only thing I got going for me. Oh my god I want to fucking kill myself because I know I'll never ask her out im such a fuck up im going to regret this for the rest of my life probably

>>35203547
What are your hobbies? You have to have at least something that you do other than go to class and masturbate to chinese cartoons on a mongolian nail polishing groupchat.

Remember, your activities don't have to be particularly amazing but women love someone who is passionate about something.

Captcha: Advice Telford

>>35203597
>You have to have at least something that you do other than go to class and masturbate to chinese cartoons

uhhh that'swhereyou'rewrongkiddo.jpg

I really don't know what I'm passionate about. Maybe I should try to learn guitar or something over the summer and try again with girls next semester.

then fuck off then

>>35203334
not saying I'm any better but doesn't everyone know all the (((redpill)) truths by now? like the 80/20 rule and what not.

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>>35203396
some pills are to hard to swallow

A week ago I had a very lucid dream that someone was anally raping me. I kept telling them to stop and then waking up, then going back into the dream and they kept trying. I felt the feeling like just the tip going in like a stinging feeling. I can't remember ever having a dream with sensations like that. I woke up and I was shaking from head to foot almost like a seizure. It was fucking bizarre.

The most recent one I remember was this:
>standing at the side of my bed
>female friend from a long while ago is laying naked spread. legs to sides.
>i start fucking her slowly.
>she starts moaning and shit.
>wake up.
>hard as fuck.

best dream ever

>>35203172
i got a job, its stupid and gay

>>35203172
>Remember anon, if you get a job and you're STILL not happy, you're just lazy. :^)

>>35203218
almost no one likes work,
its why its called work

>>35203169
that bitch looks like if Putin started hormone therapy at 12

>>35203169
>Fivehead
no thanks

Why are you talking about yourself in third person?

Fuck you suffering isn't a compitition!

>>35203048
there's only two ways to play this suffering championship game:

1) We all have internet access and most of us have shelter and water so, no, we haven't come close to experiencing "proper hardships" in relative comparison with the rest of the world

2) "hardships" are a subjective term and everyone can experience them in their own way. The relative comparison is drawn with nothing but the subject itself because the subject is the only one experiencing its particular experience of hardships.

Either way, your statement is meaningless, OP

>>35203015
who is the autist that keeps posting these shit threads and why do they make up 90% ofthis board

IM FUCKING PISSED AND TIRED OF YOUR AUTISTIC ROLEPLAYING BULLSHIT FUCKING KILL YOURSELF

>>35203141
this

ravioli ravioli whats in the originoli

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This is my greatest fear. If I got that far only to get rejected I would probably go ahead and off myself.