>mom drinks to much and turns into a total bitch
>mom starts bitching about how I am to blame for [insert random issue here]
>dad gets pissed at me, and blames me for getting upset when mom yells at me
>he enables her drinking
>even made me buy more booze after I threw it all out one time.
>can't just up and leave because I'm a 29 loser manchild with a worthless education, no career, and no friends.
Anyone else deal with this?
why not just kill them? delete your parents
>>35488678
hahaha
real funny
A good fucking would probably mellow her out, and if you do it in front of your father it'll probably put him in his place as well.
>tfw abused from ages 3-10 by father
>tfw molested by multiple family members during time period
>tfw will always be closed off
>tfw major trust issues and can never be in relationship
>tfw can never hold job and always go back to neet bucks because too many men remind me of them
>tfw had breakdown last week in grocery store because clerk was wearing uncle's old cologne
any other victims/survivors out there?
>>35488598
Sorry that happened to you dude. Have you tried meditation? Or long distance running? A lot of people find peace that way. May make breakdowns less frequent or at least manageable.
>>35488676
I went to a therapist for the first time last week, she mentioned meditation but I haven't tried it yet. I'm really hoping she helps some (I can't even go to a male therapist cause I'm too scared)
>>35488745
Did recommended a diet change before/with medication? Vitamins D and B12 can help.
Post all fat feels here
>5k cal binge
>chest feels tight
Will I finally taste the ultimate meal? The sweet taste of death?
>>35488578
>tfw dropped all soda and only drink water or tea
>feels good
>more hungry for everything though
>eat more rationalizating that i have the calories in the budget
>gained 5 lbs
>>35488578
>tfw ate spaghetti for dinner
>tfw hungry again
>almost time for second dinner
Wish me luck, boys.
>>35488578
>tfw thinbot
Transfer me your excess calories, fatsos. I desperately need them.
>decide to join an /r9k/ discord
>lurk for a bit and realize they're all normies
>talking about who they fucked and other normie shit
Why can't there be any real robot discords? All I want is a comfy space to make friends
>>35488543
>Wants a real robot Discord
>Wants friends
Those are some contradictory phrases, dear anon.
https://discord.gg/PxSZXyv
Yeah I just made this today but so far it's been pretty comfy. I hope you can join and we can be friends
>>35488543
>robot discords
>discord
Everyone has a purpose in life. Have you found yours?
I started watching David Wood's videos on YouTube. I'm not a Christian or anything, I'm not even sure if I believe in God, but my life is so shit it seems the best thing I can do is dedicate my life to Jesus Christ and join a good church. I hope I will find a purpose in the Word of God.
>>35488538
>Have you found yours?
This implies that 'purpose' is something to be found, as in, it is there for us to find - provided for us given we have the will to pursue it.
And what could provide this purpose for us but ideology?
The terrifying thing about being free of ideology is that one realizes that one is responsible for both constructing a purpose and pursuing it. It cannot be assumed that everyone has a purpose, because not everyone will get to the point of being both able and willing to do so
The human body is an amazing machine and every day you take for granted the millions of things your body does to keep you alive. Your brain is incredibly complex; it constantly works to become more efficient at whatever you do. Are you doing the things you want to be good at? Your body can only learn by doing. Become what you want to be - it's much easier than you believe it is! Most of the work is done without your conscious effort. All you have to do is try and you inevitably become more skilled.
Treat yourself with respect because you are AMAZING. You are self-aware! You are capable of self-reflection! You are going to be okay, even if you fail you'll be better off for having tried! Forgive your mistakes. Be kind to yourself. Keep trying.
>when your body has done more than anybody else has to keep you alive
but apparently it's too much to ask that it at least enjoy its work
Take solace in John 3:16 brothers
thats some gay ass shit right there
Aku's 7 daughters are coming after you.
What do you do?
Don't know
Jubilee
Mulan
Don't know
Power puff girl
Mirror's edge
Don't know
4/7 is good enough
1st is jinx from teen titans and one in middle in blue is iliana. I recognize all but the last
>>35488490
Wait, are they actually dressed like this in the show?
I didn't know if I should post this on /pol/ or /r9k/ or /lgbt/
I'm male to female trans and my roommate is a hardcore radical feminist. We were talking about gender and I asked her what it really means to be a girl. She basically revealed her 'power level' to me and went on a long explanation of:
>animals have gender for biological reproduction
>humans have language, knowledge, and civilization by ascending past animalistic urges
>gender roles are part of an obsolete system
>animals attract each other with sexual features which leads to sex, children are a consequence
>humans have children specifically because they want to create children
>humans are either animalistic, emotion driven or productive and civilized (ascended)
>people addicted to drugs, sex, food etc are in the first category
>artists, scholars, skilled workers, creators, good parents are in second category
>the purpose of being a woman (animal) is to create children, nurture children, arouse males, pleasure males
>by transitioning I am accepting the role of a sterile female animal, I can't create children or nurture them so my purpose is to fulfill the remaining functions of arousing males by feminizing myself with makeup, hormones, clothes and pleasuring them by assuming the female role in sex
>says this is why my brain has gender dysphoria, no matter what I think I feel its really my minds way of driving me into an animalistic female role
>by contrast she is an ascended, civilized human and her being female is a vestigial trait
>only by ceasing transition and rising 'above' gender can I be a civilized person but I cant do that because my 'lesser' mind is configured to be this way, but that's not a bad thing because we both have our place in society
What should I think of this
>>35488461
She seems pretty cool for a feminist. Anyway she's wrong. We're still animals - just transition if you have bad dysphoria. We're not fucking ascended for fucks sake we're still slaves to our biology
It's a harsh truth but it's the truth nonetheless. Man I fuckin love biology
Pls b my trap gf? Actually I don't think it would work out if you're on the internet. Do you like the album Can't Maintain by AJJ?
>>35488461
Your roommate fucking sucks imo
>>35488461
>people addicted to drugs, sex, food etc are in the first category
>>artists, scholars, skilled workers, creators, good parents are in second category
not gonna lie but I really agree with her about this
I have very little respect for the people who fit into that first category. They really are like animals.
That being said I support those who transition. Sexuality and Civility is separate, which is where I disagree with her. You can still be a civilized person while being sexual, even if you don't act on your animalistic instincts.
>You sure you don't want a turn yet, dude?
>>35488375
>Nah. overwatch is boring.
How about I suck your dick instead?
My best friend has paid me thousands of dollars over the years to touch my feet
>24-year-old fat virgin NEET
>went full hermit mode after I got autismbux 2 years ago
>only go outside once a month to buy groceries
>starting to have massive panic attacks every time I have to leave the house
>afraid that one day I'll snap and lock myself inside forever
Is there even a way out at this point?
right after I got NEETbux I started lifting and going out more but nothing came out of it so I've become withdrawn to the point of going out once a few months. I've only gone out this year down the street for lighters at a gas station.
>>35488340
>22 neet
>no bux
>only go outside to smoke cigs I get from mommy
>haven't been in public in months
last time I went out I went to the store that sells used games/consoles and is a cafe. I was twitching like crazy felt like the person behind the counter was staring at me the whole time
Please go outside OP. I'm worried about you.
>So...Anon...um...have you...uh...traveled much?
>>35488332
who the fuck are you to talk to me you disgusting whore? go choke on Chad's cock some more and never talk to me again REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET OUT OF MY SIGHT
>>35488332
The farthest Away I've gone is to mexico. I was there for one day on vacation.
>>35488332
S-sometimes to gamestop
>Go on /soc/
Daily reminder that normie containment boards exist.
Daily reminder that normans are insecure af.
Daily reminder than tfwnogf isn't such a bad thing after all.
Feel good about yourselves today brobots.
>>35488284
>tfwnogf
I don't have to do any dumb shit that a gf would drag me into.
if you ever get tfw no gf feels, go to soc and read the slut thread
you will want to throw up
>Mom found the philosophers stone
Looks like you lead your mom to a
**puts on shades**
Golden opportunity
>Mom found the air-tight argument that God does not exist
Any other musicians on r9k?
>>35488122
I play bari sax, I'm in a jazz combo with some buds. Nice Gadsden by the way.
>>35488641
also about half of them browse r9k, a alto player and pianist, as well as a brass player I say brass because he started out w/ euphonium but recently picked up trumpet and trombone
I play piano but I suck
oregano
>the 24/7 rumbling started again
Get to the high ground
>>35488235
I'm on the top floor. I think that's the problem. I had all the reddits and 4chans closed, but then I got spooped while eating last night and this noise was going. It reverberates in my headphones and feels itchy.