I got fired for a little doodle I made. It was a one eyed dude with a big grin and tiny little arms and legs saying "I demand child sacrifice". I'd doodled lots of other shit while working there, like a fly saying "make like a fly and eat shit" and smiley faces and shit since I spent 90% of the job making phone calls and leaving messages. I was told it created an "uncomfortable work environment" and I had to be let go as a result. The fuckers didn't even have the honor to call me, they told the temp agency to call me instead. I'd thought I'd built a rapport and fit in enough to at least warrant a phone call if I was going to be fired, but apparently I thought too highly of of the fuckers there. Meanwhile one of the dudes regularly sexually harassed a coworker and there were frequent racist and sexist jokes made, along with completely inappropriate jokes (which I didn't really give a shit about), but my stupid little two minute doodle is worth firing me over.
Now I have no idea how I'll make next months rent, let alone eat or get utilities paid. I've never been fired before. I feel terrible.
I don't have anyone else to tell, so I'm telling you guys. I was already super depressed and felt worthless, but now it's even worse. Maybe I'll follow though with killing myself after all. If trying your hardest to be a great worker and a good, likable guy can get ruined for an absentminded doodle, why even bother interacting with the world? The slightest fuck up ruins everything you worked months for.
>>36021548
sounds rough anon, sorry to hear that. if they fired you though can't you get unemployment?
>>36021608
Thanks. No I can't since I am a temp. I had applied for a full time position there a couple of weeks ago and thought I'd get it, but even if I have idk if I'd have qualified for unemployment. I'm pretty much fucked.
>>36021548
>Now I have no idea how I'll make next months rent, let alone eat or get utilities paid
you should be eligible for unemployment and some other benies
>my stupid little two minute doodle is worth firing me over.
It outed you and singled you out
Normalfags despise that
>Be in gay English class with SJW professor.
>Never talk at all.
>The whole class gets along pretty well. Only me and a QT who sometimes sits next to me never talk.
>Today the professor puts us in groups for a project.
>Pray that she picks the groups.
>Allah answers my prayers, I get put with two theater normies.
>Professor mixed the groups up so we're with people we never work with
>Despite this, theater normies sit very closely together.
>They've never interacted much, but instantly click. >Spend the whole time ignoring me. They make plans for just the two of them to work tomorrow.
>While I listen to them talk about Harry Potter, notice that the autistic QT is in the same situation.
>Her group is sitting away from her, as she awkwardly stares at her book, ignored.
>Stare at all the other groups.
>They're all having fun, and only me and the other autist are detached from our groups.
Do normies just naturally gravitate toward one another? Is it that easy to sniff out autists?
No. But if you don't do a conscious effort to interact with them/react normally to what they say, they will inconsciously stop paying attention to you. You can become normal but it takes months of everyday practice. It took me 2 intense years to become almost normal
>>36021654
How does one blend in with the Normanni then? Any book you can recommend? Last summer I read "Models." It's about attracting women, rather than breaking out of autism, but it was a real eye-opener. I'd never realized how highly normies regard body language, dress, and tone. I dress better and work out now, but I still don't understand many basic social cues and conventions.
>>36021532
Daily reminder that if she is into harry potter and politics she is almost guaranteed to be an sjw
i want to be able to enjoy video games again
You have to git gud first lmao
i've found incrasingly stranger and more autistically obscure, rpgmaker type games are the only thing that hold my interest now
>>36021520
not possible. $$$ > product quality, especially true for big studios, true for smaller games as well.
How do I attain the courage to make a tinder account? I've been putting it off for months
just do it faggot, people you know might see it but if you want a GF then it doesn't matter, do it faggot DO IT
>>36021673
After like 4 years I've only ever seen two people that I knew on tinder
>>36021673
>>36022032
I also need to get pictures, the only good pictures I have include other people more attractive than me and the only good solo pic I have is literally 2 years old
NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BEING FORCED TO WAGEKEK AND EVERY WAKING MOMENT IM OFF WORK I THINK ABOUT WORK. ITS NOT FAIR. I WAS A COMFY NEET. I REGRET EVERYTHING.
TAKE ME BACK TO HIGHSCHOOL. I WANT A REDO. I WANT IT BACK. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
WAGEKEKING IS SLAVERY.
HOW DO I SURVIVE IN THIS NEW ENVIRONMENT.
I'm sorry OP, I truly am
>>36021546
I wake up with the anxiety of work performance. I know that I have 2 short hours before preparations must be made to leave. I spend this short time in fear of the pain and stress that will come.
Then I prepare. Shower. Shave. Change into an uncomfortably tight uniform. Drive to the restaurant. Park in the garage. Walk around two blocks to get to the employee entrance. Enter and clock in. Set up tables and clean, follow orders. Repeat until Im forced to take an early break. No breaks allowed during dinner hours. 45 minutes spent hoping some miracle saves me.
The rest of the night spent in high gear cleaning after people. Your feet are in too much pain to keep up.
Kill me.
>>36021493
I HURT MYSELF TODAY
TO SEE IF I STILL FEEL
I FOCUS ON THE PAIN
THE ONLY THING THAT'S TOP KEK
>when your mother says she loves you but you don't love her back.
Already had to lie to my mother and tell her I loved her too when I hadn't even hit puberty.
Today I just splurt out those three words, but back it really made me realize how much of a soulless monster I really am.
If I cant even love my own mother, than who the hell will I actually love?
Pic unrelated
>>36021454
*back then
>>36021454
>He is being dishonest
Not the way to be senpai.
Mother left me at 15 with agressive, heartbroken, depressed stepfather.
Shit happened, at 22 ended up in psych ward.
Mother takes me out and i move in with her on her couch and her newest bf (8 years older than me).
At first she tried the classic wymyn drama, "we used to have such a close relationship and now you hate me whyyyyyyy waaaaaaaaa".
When i told her that i will never forgive her for how she left me to starve and go to waste back then, she said that she will NEVER feel bad or apologize for it.
Speaks for itself.
Been "living" here for about 9 months now. A month ago she tried her manipulative bullshit again. "We used to be so close, and now i feel nothing but cold and hatred from you". Yeah, DUH. What do you expect?
Bonus points:She left my half-sister when she was 2 and moved to this country.
I have no idea if sister is just playing a role or wearing a mask or whatever but she is pretty warm and loving towards my mother.
Also when my half-sister had a kid my mother didnt even visit because she needed to get her nails done instead.....
I realize that she done a lot of shit for me. But i also remember how she treated me and how she acted.
>>36021454
i was always scared that i will never be able to really love someone
this is one of the main reason i want to kill my self
also the only friend i liked don't like me anymore
so i guess i will just spend my life alone
>be me, 25
>live at home with parents
>about to finish first semester of uni after 5 yr hiatus
>recently quit job at shoe retailer because nigger clientele and nigger coworkers drove me over the edge
>worst type of out-of-shape: scrawny with gut
Aside from gaining my physical appearance back, what are some other ways I can change how people's perspective of me?
>>36021422
learn how to handle alcohol and drink people under the table regularly.
learn a useful skill like mechanics and help your friends with their car problems.
commit sudoku, that's respectable.
>>36021422
Wear a hat. Show peoppe that you're all that.
>>36021422
The key of being respected by others is being nice and expect nothing in return.
Where is /r9k/ on the political compass?
Also post region for context
>Finland
Empty template for you nerds
>>36021409
im boring i guess
amerifag here
Tall people CANNOT be robots and virgins
Bullshit.
I'm 6'6''. Skinny and lanky as fuck.
Always walk hunched over for fear of hitting things like doorways.
Also ugly face and 0 personality.
>>36021447
>you said 6'6"
>>36021402
Is 6'2" tall? Cause I'm definitely a virgin.
>4am panic attack where I think that I might wake up deaf if I go to sleep with earplugs pushed too deep into my ears and then I have to fucking kill myself because there is no point to life without music and sounds
>>36021355
You could always switch to rhythmic vibrations.
>>36021383
Yeah like Rush Limbaugh
http://www.stereogum.com/1906990/caribou-is-rush-limbaughs-new-musical-obsession/news/
>>36021383
Is that like when deaf people go to loud clubs and get fucked up on molly just to feel the bassline on their nervous endings?
That sounds kind of fun probably, but wouldn't hold a candle to the simplest of melodies.
Everything will be alright, right?
>>36021339
it doesn't get better
./afal
>>36021339
that depends on if you want things to be alright or not.
so, what do you want anon?
I don't man, I don't know...
Why do Mexicans stare at me when I buy Mexican food?
What food applies as mexican food anyways?
They are all evaluating your potential as marriage material to their daughters.
>>36021380
I go to Mexican restaurants
>>36021387
I don't think so. They have this weird what the fuck is he doing look?
Took molly last saturday and one month before. Next friday I'll be attending to an emo-neocrust concert I really want to get emotionally turnt up to. I'm guessing rolling again is not the best idea, right? What other drug could I do?
>>36021312
Do 4 grams of shrooms
You'll be very emotionally "turnt up"
>emo-neocrust
MDMA is bad for you to do even semi-frequently
Anyone else just so fucking bored with everything?
Yes... even bored with shitposting
yes......
orginaluu
I cant even have fun with vidya anymore, I dropped out for this??????
Why you white boys so broke?
>>36021277
Nice collection, Tyrone.
>>36021277
>Now we both can have fun honey!
>poorfag ps4
>calls others poor
Gtx 1070 pajeet reporting in
>inb4 poo in the loo