Official thread for 25+ and/or NEETs
comfy friday edition
post what are you doing right now
>playing
>watching
>reading
>listening
or something
>nothing
>nothing
>work notes
>m83
I'm at work, 1 hour till my shift is done. bosses aren't here and my office is really secluded so I'm just fucking around to kill time.
my 25th birthday is on friday. catholic fag so I cant even eat meat
Tomorrow i leave my NEET life and start working in a hotel as kitchen help, 6 days a week in 2 splits of 4 hours and a half.
Will i be ok?
So the normies in my uni are organizing a graduation party, in a house in a little vacation town.
Thing is I don't get along with almost no one, and the people who are my only friends, they are normies as well so they have many other friends and get along with everyone else. They are telling me to go, that it's a "one in a lifetime" experience, and that "everyone's gonna be there" (as if that was a selling point).
It's gonna be two days locked up in a house with a pool, booze and everyone from my generation. The girls are ugly tho.
Should I go to that shit?
Yes an never come back please.>>36092395
Yeah you should. There's no telling what could happen. If it's shit, it's shit and your life stays the same. If it's good, it's good and you'll probably become a normie.
There's literally no downside. My insecurities right now though would be telling me that this whole thing is some elaborate scheme to humiliate me in some way.
>>36092395
If you don't want to go. Don't go.
>tfw didn't believe the neet memes about wageslaves
>tfw recently got a job and realized I was blind
holly shit, just pity kill me now please, I do not want to continue being a wagecuck
neets were right
>>36092368
wait for your payment
>>36092368
whats even worse is in australia I cant retire till him 75. 51 more years of this. I'll probably kill myself in a year or two. this isn't a life worth living
At least you can actually get a job. I can't even get one at mcshit. The urge to pool what little money I have into buying a shotgun is growing stronger by the hour.
But I'm going to decline her offer because I'm afraid I'm just going to fuck it up. Am I making the right call robots? Shes just too good for me and deserves better...
Stupid, go out with her stop being a baka
>>36092276
try ur luck m8
i say go for it
better than rotting in this shithole...
Just say yes Anon just go on one date and then tell her she's too good for you
ANNIE ARE YOU OKAY?! ANIIE ARE YOU OKAY?! ARE YOU OKAY ANNIE?!
>>36092238
alien ant farm fuck off
>ywn play all the arcade games and drink jesus juice with mj and sleep in a giant bed and have fun all day
Much bin guud love
I learned how to teleport last night. It was only a couple feet but it was a neat experience
>>36092230
you jumped didn't you?
share your secrets with us anon
>>36092230
I'm working on breaking through the veil of this reality and passing through to the "other side". I got really close last year but it got too scary and I had to back off.
ITT: Share some of the most autistic shit you've ever done
>be me
>be 8th grade
>typical socially awkward robot who had few friends
>it is almost time to go to lunch
>today they're serving some crispy tendies
>mmmmmmmmm.jpg
>teacher starts to play easter song since it was almost time for easter obviously
>bell rings
>class gets up to leave
>bunny in video starts hopping
>autismomodeactivates.gif
>actually hop out of class and into the hallway
>all the way to lunch
>can hear laughter behind me the entire time
>eat delicious tendies
>halfway through meal realize how autistic I looked
>MFW
Also:
>be me (again)
>6th grade
>qt3.14 gril says that I'm cute
>spaghetti flies everywhere
>can't stop blushing
>she laughs
>tells me she was joking
>MFW
>similar incidents happen later on in life
>now I'm distrustful of any girl when it comes to relationships
>>36092194
What future incidents happened to you that made you distrustful to women?
>>36092355
>be me
>either 7th or 8th grade
>in Mock Debate club
>gril that I'm friends with starts begging me to dance with her
>start dancing
>look like a retard
>everyone in class is cheering me on
>confidence rises
>she then tells me she wants to be my girlfriend
>throughout the day feel like I can conquer anything
>the dancing and "relationship" continues on for several weeks
>my autistic self finally realizes that she is just playing with my emotions
>tell her to leave me alone
>she begs me to stay with her
>tell her I'll only stay with her if she gives me a BJ
>her expression shows a mixture of disgust and
fear but she agrees
>get best BJ of life
>cum all over her face
>lifefeelsgood.jpg
Ok, that last part was obviously untrue but I pretty much stopped talking to her after that
>>36092355
Also:
>be me
>be in 9th grade
>popular girl starts talking to me out of nowhere
>eh, she's a 7/10 at best
>she's pretty cool tho
>ff next day
>says hi to me
>spaghetti flies out of my pockets, I wasn't expecting her to actually say hi to me
>class goes by normally
>she then starts blabbling about how I'm such an amazing person
>remember the Mock Debate class incident and several events that I have yet to cover and pretty much give her the cold shoulder
>she won't give up trying to make me fall for her
>One time, she even hugs me
>at this point, I was too much of a robot to feel any emotion
>decide that since this is the only time I'll ever get close to a girl I might as well feel her boob
>squeeze it
>she immediately falls backwards, acting like I was gonna sexually assault her (which I kinda did)
>she stares at me
>tells me that next time it won't be for free
>lol.gif
>she never bothers me again after that
Isn't life just amazing?
Wait... you guys aren't actually virgins are you?
>>36092187
Flip off f*cker
No, we are just lying about it because it is so funny XDXDDXD LE FUNNY MEMES
>>36092187
I'm one
t. 24 khv anon.
Ever been in a situation where you like this girl and she likes you back... But you don't feel good enough for her and even though she likes you could never see yourself together because you feel as though your existence and presence in her life would only ruin her. And so to save her and your low self esteem you never develop the relationship, if you could even call it that, and just let it slide until she becomes the one that got away.
>>36092167
look at it this way: she decides if you're "good enough" or not
>>36092167
my life is like a political cartoon: it's kinda funny, but I know that's not the point
Nah, I have been in few situation where I liked girl and she liked me, but because I'm shy and uncertain fuck and girls expect men to take initiative if they are interested things have never deleloped.
>Almost 6 inches in length in November
>Exactly 7 inches now
I'm 20, how did this happen?
>>36092164
I think you left your ruler out in the cold for too long
>>36092197
>What did bot mean by this
>>36092259
t. anon who didn't pass high school chemistry
>tfw i have type 1 diabetes, work at walmart full time, and literally all my paychecks go to buying $400 of insulin a month and paying bills for my shitty ass fucking little apartment. dont even have a car.
>tfw feel fucking tired as shit, cant think straight, keep getting numb emotional states, fucking sleeping 11 hours a night, and i have chronic constipation which occasionally turns into weird pencil thin stools, other times its bile coated pale foul smelling stool, along with anal leakage and abdominal discomfort/gas after eating
>all of these symptoms line up with celliac's disease, and since i have another auto immuno disorder(type 1 diabetes), i am at a wayyyy higher chance of having it, and my diet consists entirely of gluten foods
>have no fucking insurance
>i can't fucking afford to get the blood work done or the biopsy to get a diagnosis, and i dont make enough money to switch over to the fucking gluten free shit which would be 25% more money to buy groceries
>the gluten test strip thing is $175 fucking dollars not including shipping and handling for a single god damned strip
>the blood tests are about $200-$300
>the gut biopsy is 2 THOUSAND TO 3 THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS
>the endoscopy is a thousand or so dollars as well
>i just want to fucking feel better
I genuinely don't know what the fuck I can do anymore. I'm so fucking afraid and scared and tired of feeling like this.
It CAN'T be a mental issue. I am already taking bipolar medications and anti depressants and I have been feeling fine up until a few months ago. My glucose is perfect and fine. Great numbers all around. I eat very light carb meals, since that's all I can afford, but they have gluten in them.
I can't afford all these damn tests. I don't know what to do.
>>36092127
things I have tried:
>taking more zinc(i started taking a zinc supplement last month)
>taking more iron, and drinking more water(I already drank water alot before, now I drink it like a horse, and I take iron pills)
>exercising(I have a bike, so I try to bike as hard as I can every day for extended periods of time after work. been doing that for about a year actually. I still feel like shit.)
typically, my meals look like this:
>wake up, eat some waffles with sugar free syrup, drink some milk
>about 50 carbs right there - take my insulin, 3 units, since for every 15 carbs i take 1 unit
>for lunch, I eat a sandwich from the deli, about 30 carbs there, take 2 units
>for dinner, i usually just eat some pasta or chicken
>even with this i still dont even have much money left over since my insulin is fucking $400 a month
god damn it. why did i have to be cursed by my fucking genes?
>afford diagnosis
>diagnosis
>afford
>paying for a diagnosis
>>36092161
i know.
i hate this fucking country so much. i hate that we are living in a fucking country where everyone can easily eat and shit and medical equipment exists but for some reason it costs fucking money to USE the medical equipment. i understand capitalism and economics, i read thomas sowell and shit when i have time, but god damn it, why? why do people have to suffer like this?
Going to a go away party for my manager tonight and I want to drink. Since my manager is a black I assume there is going to be Hennessy. How much should I drink and some general advice so I don't embarrass myself
>>36092082
don't drink much or you'll make a fool of yourself. i've done that one too many times. pic related
>>36092082
Avoid booze, if you drink it, REALLY limit the amount you drink, because if you don't, you'll drink too much and it'll hit you all of a sudden and you'll end up vomiting on your shirt. I wouldn't go above 0.3l of 40 proof on your first time, for the entire night. Just enjoy the slight buzz and stop when you still want to drink more. Trust me.
Drink beer, it's really hard to get wasted on ordinary strength beer, considering you have to drink litres of it.
Drinking pic related right now.
>Since my manager is a black I assume there is going to be Hennessy.
That's kind of racist bro.
>How much should I drink
No more than 3 beers/glasses of wine over the course of the evening, or maybe 4-5 ounces of liquor. This is the most. Less is fine.
Don't drink them all at once. Don't drink on an empty stomach.
If you've never tasted alcohol before, you may or may not hate it. The experience of drinking alcohol is determined partly by genetics. Some people have a natural aversion to alcohol--to them it tastes very bad. Other people like it immediately--to them it tastes good. Some people dislike it at first, but grow to like it. Others like it TOO much and can't stop drinking (these are generally people with long histories of heavy drinking that has become an addiction). It all depends.
Hard liquor can be drunk neat, but you might not like this. In which case you can mix it with something like Diet Coke. You might enjoy that flavor a lot, even more than regular Diet Coke. Assuming you like Diet Coke to begin with.
>and some general advice so I don't embarrass myself
Don't drink more than I said. Otherwise you might get too drunk and say something stupid or act weird and uncool.
Anyway pretending your boss DOES have Hennessey, or some other type of brandy, that actually mixes much better with coffee than soda pop. That's assuming you like the taste of coffee to begin with.
How can you be a virgin anon if your dick was inside of your mom?
>>36092019
I was cut out of her uterus. I've never touched her vagina.
>>36092019
THAT'S RIGHT
ALL YOU NORMIES WHO HAD A NATURAL BIRTH GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD
>>36092374
Cucked by ur own mum
>tfw constant anxiety and stress
How am I supposed to exist in this state? Everything is 10x harder when you're anxious. Why am I like this? How do I make it stop?
>>36091988
have you tried weeeed lmao
>>36092027
I thought that just made it worse, no?
>>36091988
Barring the epiphany that everything you're anxious about it completely meaningless, see a therapist and get a prescription. Barring that, lots of alcohol.
>>36091988
Weed is a meme
>power cuts out
>get suspended from matchmaking because of it
>>36091964
I fucking hate this shit. This or my modem resets for 10 minutes happens to me every fuckign month.
>>36091964
>>36091984
try living somewhere that isn't a shithole idiots
>>36092081
>just b ursulf my dude XD