I need somebody to talk to.
What is that with the false dichotomy of beta = asocial?
One can easily be a geek and have friends, they would just have to come from the same field as you do. There are conventions and whatnot, universities can frequently have people who share your interests, etc. One can even get a girlfriend, maybe not a really attractive one, but still.
Yet most of the time I read stories from here I hear shit about you being completely alone. I do not get it.
Indeed I am seeing a role reversal where the soft spoken betas are becoming the new Alpha males, just look at the recent influx of nu-male cybergeek culture. it is very very true, the Beta uprising was not one of violence but one of subtle planning and evasion of the blistering too good for school alpha male type.
It feels like everybody else has friends and I'm too ashamed of the way I'm living my life to force myself into theirs. I just go to classes and browse the internet in my dorm all day long.
>tfw trying to transcend nihilism
>socially awkward, stuttering, not really funny "geek"
>have been accepted by some amazing friends that I respect, that are way more popular than me
>they go to parties, everyone around us loves them
>I can't be as charismatic as them, too shy
>Most of them like me, some consider me a good friend the rest don't mind me staying around
>Found my best friend in this group
>He has the same interests as me
>Most charismatic out of all of them
>Leader of the group
>Known them for a year and a half now
>Three months ago my best friend started ignoring me
>He's still nice to me, I still hang out with them, everybody is nice and hasn't changed
>He keeps not talking to me except I do first and tries to escape the conversation very quickly
>From time to time still acts in ways that make me think he really is my best friend
>Confronted him about it
>"Nothing is wrong anon, I act wih you as I would do with the other"
I don't know what to think. What can I do to deepen my bond with him ? I try just telling him jokes, talking about him about things that interests us or doing small talks but it just seems like he doesn't want me to talk to him. When we are with someone else he never tells me jokes or speaks to me as he would do with the others, even if it's obvious I have interest in it or that I know about it
Can /r9k/ help me ?
tell me your type and your real life best match so far
Come the fuck in the pool bruh
How does one become the perfect trap? I can imagine that just growing long hair and wearing makeup + women's clothes wouldn't cut it.
>Wake up in the fucking morning
>0 calls on my phone
>Come back home
>Try to treat myself to fast food since it's my birthday
>Come back home
>Call Bulgarian friend
>''H-hey, today's my bday. Wanna hit the bar or something? I haven't seen you in a while.''
>''SORRY I GOT WORK.''
Why do I even try senpai. My parents didn't even call me just fmlutbhq.
> be me
> be in math class
>class ends and it is our free period
> thicc 8/10 tall nigress walks up to me
> she starts trying to converse
> "what aee you doing for free period anon :3"
> she is very intimidating
>break into sweat
>literally run away
> sprint all the way to my dorm
Realize how much of a pussy i am
Shes not even ratchet/ trashy
Highschoolposting should be grounds for a permaban
In your opinion robot, what could I do to better myself?
Naturally I'm the faggot on the right.
have you ever gone limp while having sex with a girl? how did you react
How would you stop your daughter from becoming a slut at college?
mfw i hear something about animal rights
Is it okay to hate people as a group but like some individual members as people?
When i am listening to a song i like and listen to a lot i dissect every beat and rhythm of the song as if it's in a video editor and concentrate on it then think about how it complements the rest of the song (like how ambient background tracks contributes to the overall feel of the piece) and how the sound transitions along with the lyrics, i could go on
don't worry senpai i do this to
lots of artists use this ability to make music too y'know
if you like doing this then you would absolutely love being stoned and listening to music, if you can get your hands on some weed then do it. when i listen to music high i can hear every individual instrument so clearly its amazing