>just flunked my finals
>probably failed a class I took twice already
>now summer vacation is here
I'm usually at my shittiest and most unstable during summer vacation. I look forward to it all year and even enjoy the freedom for the first couple weeks but then it starts weighing on me. The isolation, the depression and every one of my failures just comes back to me 10x harder. At least during the school year I'm forced to go outside a couple times a week, during summer vacation I am truly alone and that's when the isolation hits me the hardest. I even build up my social skills over the semester to the point where I can talk to cashiers or make small talk with out sperging out but then my anxiety just gets worse and I revert to full autist since I'm so isolated over the summer. How do you guys cope with summer vacation? I don't know how many more I can take...
>>36784994
I haven't had a proper summer vacation in 4 years now.
Just start streaming and interact with your viewers. I'm pretty sure it can help.
>>36785025
idk if I could do that. Do you stream/what kinda stuff do you stream? Did it help you?
>>36785150
Usually stream H1z1 or CS GO.
I pull in roughly 5 viewers every stream.
Mostly stream during the weekend or sometimes after work for a few hours.
You might want to go with some niche game like KSP or a grand strategy game if you aren't into competitive games.
Don't stream aaa games.
There are 2 many popular streamers who cover them already.
Will I ever find somebody who loves me for who I am?
>>36784962
No because people only love who they think you are.
>>36784975
I know. It's just hard to accept sometimes.
>>36784962
Who exactly are you, though?
>36 year old kissless virgin
>Been going to diner near work for the last couple months for lunch
>Pretty waitress girl usually there
>Kind of like her so always feel a little happy seeing her
>Think I don't stand a chance because I'm twice her age and largely unimpressive so I've never bothered to ask her out
>Boss has been riding my ass for the last week
>Tired, depressed, overworked
>At diner having some lunch
>Waitress girl was super nice to me and even talked to me and comforted me since I seemed down
>Know it's her job and she's working for tips but I appreciated it a lot anyway
>Finished eating, have the bill in front of me
>It was like $12 or something
>Left her $50 just as a thank you because she did make me feel better and went back to work
>Go in for lunch today
>Waitress girl comes up to me and does her happy greetings and whatever and says I left her $50 yesterday and she asked if that was a mistake
>I said it wasn't and she did a good job so I rewarded her, that was all
>She says thank you and whatever, I say no problem then asks for my order
>Eat lunch like normal and she brings me bill
>She says some things then asks if I'm seeing anyone
>I say no and why is she asking
>She says if I'm not too busy, we could do something together
>Don't believe what I'm hearing, this must be a dream
>Can't help but say "Really?"
>She says if I want to she'd like it
>This has never happened before in my entire life
>EVER
>Only thing that comes out is "O-Okay."
>We exchange phone numbers and she tells me when she's free
>Nervously say okay and say I have to go back to work
>She says okay and she says bye
Guys, what do I do? I mean, should I do it? Now that I've had time to process it, she's a lot younger than me and only became so forward after I gave her a bunch of cash, hmm. I'm completely clueless on how to proceed from here. What do you guys think? If I do go out with her, when do I call her, what do I say, where do I take her, what do I do?
>>36784948
she probably feels obligated; i'd give her one last chance to back out and tell her something like 'please dont feel obligated'
t. kv, fwiw
I say do it, get to know her and if she's vapid and unlikable then dump her. At the very least use her to get your penis wet.
i'm 19 years old and i've never been on an adventure. how does one go on an adventure?
Why dont you try being more kind to everyone?
I'm an INFP. I'm forced to be kind to others even if they treat me like trash. It doesn't stop from the suicidal thoughts tbqh
>>36784992
>tfw no INFP gf
>tfw no gf
>tfw
>>36784938
Kindness is weakness.
>tfw you get a little bit of blood n your hand while changing your tampon and you get the urge to lick the blood but you don't because it's gross and then one day you finally lick the blood and it tastes like a penny and is neither a positive nor negative experience but from that day on you lick the blood every time
>>36784930
pic timestamp next time
this board hates women
i'm throwing up right now
>see girl in line at store
>massively overweight, poor complexion, shitty voice
>her bf comes over
>/fit/, over six feet tall, very handsome
what could he see in her? Why do these things happen?
Fetishes are a thing
>>36784929
fatties have huge tits. It's like a mommy fetish.
Notice how he's almost sitting in her lap like he's about to breast-feed.
>>36784940
Why don't women have fatty fetishes?
Hey robots, how can I be the perfect waifu? I'm lonely and must be doing something wrong.
>>36784924
>be a virgin and loyal
>don't be a Stacy
>>36784950
But I am
It's not working, guys want stacey whores
>>36784966
Okay, where do you live, what kind of guys do you talk to?
how do I into drugs? want to try pretty much everything don't know any drug dealers. i've smoked weed and drank before though
>>36784901
all drugs are available on the internet at a lower price and at better quality than any street drugs. if you know how to use the internet you know how to buy drugs; no need to interact with normalfaggots
>>36784916
is it dangerous? i dont want to get jail
>>36784901
Kratom is my fav (other than opiates,mdma, or adderall) and its legal
Psychs are not meant for robots
Pharms will do more harm than good though xanax is verrry useful for robots
YOOOOO GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS?! PAY DAY!
The number 1 time of the week by far. Post those balances ITT A S A P.
I was very happy I got to over 53k this week. Luckily my landlord hasn't cashed my rent check yet. Work will set you free boys!
>>36784803
got about 7,000 saved up and i want to buy a motorcycle, is there anything else i should consider investing in instead if i dont have my own car
>$30k saved up
>tfw it literally means nothing with no college degree and still on a part time job
I have no idea what I'm doing with my life anymore
>>36784843
Bus pass
>be me
>come home from school
>am watching aunt's shelties
>i hate them
>one decides to bolt out of the gate
>run after him, lose him
>fuckme.png
>very very angry
>spend 3 hours looking for the damn dog
> yelling
>find dog in woods
>alone
>no one is around
>A N G R Y
>dog cowers to me
>VERY ANGREY
>i wrap his leash around his neck and stomp on his neck
>struggle
>dog is dead
>run back home and grab shovel
>come back, bury dog
>family is still searching for dog
>they post "Missing Dog" on facebook
>"missing"
Am I going to hell
1 leik= 1 prayger
You should confess your crime and tell the truth. Burning in hell doesn't seems like a nice way to pass eternity anon.
>>36785015
yah no OP don't do that, just move on and forget about it lots of people do atleast a few fucked up things in their life.
>>36784798
Meh who cares, doesn't matter.
That feel when you will never have sex with Reviewbrah and hear him say, "This is my penis, goin' in!"
>>36784789
Fill my womb! I'm running on empty without your sperm!
And I'm perfectly content with this fact.
Awful fucking feel desu I didn't know I wanted that
Just got out of prison a couple days ago for robbing cars. I was in there for five years. What did I miss?
Everybody on /r9k/ is prison gay for traps now, and we all worship autistic (literal) e-celebs.
>>36784768
A lot of cars ready to be robbed.
how does it feel to throw away 5 years of your life on such an unprofitable nigger tier crime?
>mfw I make $13 a day on 44 hours a week
Why did I have to be born in this FUCKING SHITHOLE RRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>36784680
$13 an hour is pretty good money.
And don't start with some BS "cost of living" about being in New York or California. It's decent money there too.
>>36784698
$13 a day m8
>>36784698
oh wait you wrote "$13 a day"
in that case
>mfw
sucks to be you
The ultimate tranny. Everyone's fapped to her at least once, don't fucking lie. Post your favorite Bailey pics!
i have been jerking off to traps and trannies for years and i have never jerked off to bailey "jew boy face" jay
shit tier trannie
>>36784656
Why is xir penis so weird?
She looks so much better without bangs (pic related)
>ywn meet a qt lifeguard while working as a humble towelboy at a fancy country club
>ywn hang out at the snackbar with her and get to know each other
>ywn nervously ask for her number
>ywn get a warm smile from her as she finds your shy demeanor cute as she acquiesces and says "We should hang out sometime after work"
>ywn go out to see a late night movie with her and slowly start to develop feelings for each other
>ywn go skinny dipping with her in a nearby lake with her after work and share a passionate, romantic kiss
>ywn have sex with her on a warm, balmy summer evening
>ywn lay next to her naked, watching TV in bed, cuddling, kissing and talking about life while a cool, lukewarm breeze sails through the slightly open window
Why even live?
All I want is a summer romance. I've gone summer after summer of just doing shitty, dumb jobs to make extra spending cash, but I have nobody to spend it on or with.
That movie Adventureland came on TV some time ago and I had to turn it off because it was giving me feels, wishing I had a fun job with cool friends and a qt gf from work to have a summer fling with. It reminded me that summer is right around the corner and I'm again looking for some faggot wagecuck job to do before I head back to uni.
I hate summer. Everybody has a good time and finds summer love except for me.
>>36784605
>I have all this money and no one to spend it on.
Why don't you spend it on yourself? Or travel and try to find a qt in other country.
>implying a qt lifeguard would ever bang a towelboy
She would probably bounce around between the male lifeguards before settling down with a rich guy at the country club
>>36784605
Powerful feels anon I suggest you atleast try to do that but I know how it is