How do I stop feeling like everything is pointless? Even when I'm productive, I end up feeling like everything was just one big waste of time.
I have trouble with this myself sometimes. I just keep setting the goalposts further, hoping that achieving my next goal will make me feel different, or that I can die in the endless struggle.
I wouldn't say I'm looking for a reason to live. More like I'm looking for a reason to die. I hate myself too much to just give up the ghost without proving to the world that I'm worth something. If anything I do doesn't kill me, then it wasn't a good enough cause. People take my sentiment as optimism, but really it just means that nothing I do is worth enough to have died for.
Anyone here been chemically castrated? What's it like?
>Leave 4chan completely for weeks
>Feel good and motivated
>Visit /r9k/ just for 10 minutes and instantly angry and depressed again
This fucking place sucks
Thank god for crypto
Pretty much the same. Looking at my accounts can make my day just a little less shitty.
Can you guys keep me company while I have my birthday dinner?
I'm so alone. I love you r9k. You guys have been my only true friends for so long.
ITT: When was the last time you shit yourself
A couple years ago. Roll out of bed into my chair, turn on computer, suddenly I have the sensation that I need to fart while playing vidya. It wasn't a fart. I proceeded to crab walk out of my room to the bathroom next door while holding up the ends of my shorts so as not to release any spaghetti on my brown carpets to get stepped on. Cleaned up in the restroom knowing the rest of my day wouldn't get better.
I only had sex using my butt, I am still a robot, r-right? I mean, buttsex is not even real sex, and I didn't put my penis on anything.
Why haven't you tried singing in a choir, robots? Who knows, maybe you could even find yourself a gf that way.
Instead of saying, "I didn't know that existed." normies say
> OMG I when did this become A THING?
Other shit that pisses me off:
> bias (instead of biased)
> we're goin eat (instead of going to eat)
>be emulating normie in my head
>think in terms of "things"
>focus on the "knowledge of things"
>you have to see your mind as a pool
>it's full of useful references (or not)
>you add one item to the pool
>everyone is doing this
I'm scared, hold me
>girl from class messages me
>she only wants to talk about class
>working on presentation with group of 4 from class
>one girl is t h i c c qt blonde
>get along with her really well
>get hints that she's into me
>too pussy to ask her out to lunch
>semester ended last week
What was your senior quote?
Or what will it be, for those still in school.
Just a generic "I had a nice time" quote. 90% of my senior class tried to be funny and it's dumb desu senpai
Should women be tortured?
Are spongebob memes the most normie of memes?
Why haven't you passed on your genes yet?
>a size able amount of women want a society where men who aren't male models are castrated at 13. All women support some sort of eugenics. They are angry his genes were passed. They hate him and his child.
time for the usual liquor thread
got some meh tier rye whiskey here
post your poison, robots
I saw the thumbnails of your threads over the years, so i have just 2 questions.
>Are you a NEET or working? If you work, where?
and if you work
>why do you use the cloths to cover the windows
I did the same but i am eternal NEET so for me it made sense to not spend money on such bullshit.