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Mine seems to have gone up but it could be boredom. I don't drink or smoke though.

haven't had sex in four months

>>36854190
0 Jobs and tons of Debt.

Wish I had it reversed.

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>>36854171
Good night anon. Hopefully things get better for you.

>>36854220
they won't :( I was just starting to feel comfortable in my own skin, then this bitch tore down my whole reality.

life is a fucking joke, I wish I didn't have a living family so I could just kill myself without feeling guilty.

seriously fuck everything. I thought I fucking made it last month, why are all these feelz coming back.

>>36854171
>>36854220
>>36854274
good night for realz everyone. did some research and carbon monoxide seems like the most painless way. wish you all the best, maybe we'll all make it someday, but today is not that day :/

I met a fembot who's existence is making me seriously consider that a soul mate might be a real thing

On the other hand while she maintained she was interested to a degree and wants to talk again, it seems like shes ghosting me

I can't fucking stop thinking about her

how the fuck do I stop torturing myself

I can't stop thinking about her..
every
fucking
moment
fuck

>>36854182
Just move on, plenty of fish in the sea

>>36854182
I'm having a similar experience, met a fembot off here recently and we're so compatible it's almost scary.
Just keep up communication on your end, it's all you can do. Stop worrying about stupid social rules like "double messaging", if you think she's ghosting you just try contacting her instead of waiting around.
If she really likes you she'll put in effort to communicate.

I can't eat, I can't sleep, my mind is always on her. Falling in love is a wild fucking experience.

Also remember to b ur self I really mean that too.

>>36854080
people don't drop out bc they're stupid, they drop out because they're lazy

What happens during your youth sets the path for the rest of your life. It's almost impossible to become successful later in life.

why should I have to put effort into my life? i never had to before magically turning 18

>tfw even a lsoer for r9k

>>36854074
I'm in the same boat anon. I'm also 25 and have a permit.
I'm also scared to drive. I just don't know how people can drive. I feel anxiety and feel like i'll crash just by switching lanes.

>>36854240
man it literally terrifies me even thinking about calling a driving school and getting behind the wheel

Go on but only if this comment is original

>>36854057
Cont.
>She asks me if I'm okay, apparently I was looking at her weird
"F-Fine"
>"So..what now?"
"I don't know."
>"Me neither.."
>she gets up and sits next to me, then kisses me on the cheek
>fast forward a few days, we decide to start dating
>Happiest man alive
>fast foward two months or so, summer hits, I go see her almost every day
>we talk and play vidya, hug and kiss, etc
>junior year hits, I'm incredibly stressed after a week or so
>start not going over weekly like I had been
>Get support from her, as a good gf should
>one day we get into an argument
>I snap like a Goddamn twig
>explode at her, almost hit her
>come to a sudden realization of what I was just doing, never been so horrified in my life
>literally run out of her house
>go home and lay in my bed for a while
>appologize to her later, promise her I'll never do something like that again
>a few weeks later, happens again
>come to the realization I'd betrayed her
>I appologize a million times in vain
>nothing happens much, I take some anger management classes so I don't freak out at her again
>things are going well, fast forward to senior year
>we skype at night one day, I'm on a religious retreat with my school
>she looks sad, uninterested, won't tell me why
>I get home after the week ends, go over her house
>she's still sad, I comfort her, she gets better after being with me for a few hours, by which point it's 10 PM or so, generally late
>Tell her I have to go home, she invites me to stay with her
>I sleep next to her, nothing sexual
>a few weeks go by, she's feeling happy, so am I
Then it happened.
She got diagnosed with bipolar disorder, this is when everything went downhill.
>starts having to take medicine, often depressed, etc
>starts becoming a strain to stay happy because of her
>fast forward to the middle of senior year, things have gradually declines
>she texts me at 1 AM
"I'm sorry Anon, it's over. I don't love you any more."
Cont.

horry she

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>Implying
I take porn requests on /trash/ senpai
Also been writing normal short stories for the past week or so.

>>36854053
I do, actually. Smutty fanfiction to be precise.

>>36854053
Because I'm shit at writing. I wish my 18-year-old self would have known that, so I could have gotten a useful degree, instead of going to film school for writing.

>>36854032
>turned 18 today
>I CAN POST MY AGE ON 4CHAN NOW, MOM!


also, you'll stay manlet forever faggot

>>36854032
How big is your dick? Are you a dicklet as well as a manlet lol

>>36854090
I seriously haven't measured in years. last I checked I was 3 inches flaccid, and 6 inches erect.

>>36854028
This

We fight against white privilege and institutionalized racism here

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>>36854028
Daily reminder that this is what shill looks like

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>>36854028
> tfw when libertarian racist who believes in helping people out
I am generally against rule by force, but if antifa fags can't see they are what they supposedly hate, then they are blind.

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Fuck you niggers

Original bump

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Ive listened to the hotline miami 11 and 2 soundtrack almost everyday for 5 months

>>36853945
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_C1Xr-2Qk6c
old school CC
i dont know why i felt listening to this today

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watched drive again last night it was pretty comfy.

I have family who are EMT, they always complain about being understaffed and long hours, SWAT sounds better long term if you get though the police course.

>>36853936

If you wanna go to healthcare, do anything else but being an EMT. Have tons of horror stories about it. Long hours, low pay with people's lives on the line, etc. Might as well go to nursing and become an RN

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It's great if you like being treated like a bitch and getting paid fuck all for busting your ass for hours on end

>>36853928
>autism spinners
its for ADD tho

doubt any spectrie can give a fuck on spinners

>>36853948
how does this help with ADD by making an annoying whine
YT is also hot on this now:

> 10000 mph ADD spinner vs. smartphone screen

>>36853928
I just saw this today as well

it honestly looks like something you'd give to someone with autism.

What does that even involve?

>>36853894
Stats and the nastiest shit u did

>>36853894
how long is your dick

origami

I feel you. I'll be your bf (male).

>>36853867
That's cool gay fag bro but I graduated from souls games to monster hunter.

Why are you on /r9k/ then? You'll have a better chance on /pol/ then this cesspool.

>>36853849
Are these threads being moved to other boards op ??? ;_;

>>36853904
I don't know. I think the map admin committed sudoku, and I've only made this thread three times.

>see new Girl(Male) icon
>possible future flashes before eyes
>it's just some weird looking faggot
God damn it.