took 180 mg of dxm 30-40 mins ago what should i expect?
im 170 lbs. I would take more if I had it on hand
>>36858847
Anything less than 300mg is pretty mellow to be honest. Don't worry, op.
>>36858894
i'm just concerned that i'm not going to feel anything. i'm zoning out a lot now but that could just be a placebo or something like that.
>not doing at least 500mg every time
Genuinely asking for help. I've felt hollow for so long and I've always done what my therapists / doctors / friends / family / gf's / pastors at church have told me to do.
I've also tried what I wanted by starting my own business, seeing my favorite bands in concert / meeting new people.
I got home after seeing my favorite band of all time and just felt completely hollow.
I'm about to turn 20 and I think I'm done. Every single night without fail no matter how much I do (I work for everything in my life) I feel compelled to just end it all right then and there but I can't cause so many people rely on me, I'm very important to a lot of people.
I lost so many friends and family to suicide that I can't feel close to anyone anymore.
I feel so trapped, what the fuck do I do.
>>36858845
Accept the fact you feel empty, Accept you've tried to stop these feelings and Accept they're a part of who you are.
>>36858868
What would acceptance do?
>>36858868
this desu
The only way you can start feeling better is when you accept who you are. Only then can real change begin.
If you saw a naked woman in real life, do you think you would get a boner?
>>36858803
I did and had sex with her no condom
>>36858823
I was too nervous the first time and couldn't even get hard.
Yes, I'm sure that I would. Just seeing girls in revealing outfits gets to me
What's your platform and rhetoric?
Sexual deviants are put to death
3 strike felonies are dealt with by death
No more life in prison - just death
Welfare cancelled
I thought it already did.
all thots will be physically removed and sent to the middle east
trap brothels are legal and subsidized
normies pay for neetbux via 50% income tax
borders are closed
age of consent is lowered to 15
stacies must provide one year of mandatory slave training
every robot gets a free house in whichever comfy location they wish to live (also paid for by normie tax)
and idk what else to add
>>36858780
fucking vile
>>36858795
funny how that was original here. I agree though. Diaper fags and furries are in the same degree of needing a nice acid bath
>>36858780
Get this degenerate fucking pervert shit the fuck out of here you mentally ill Doritos chip dust smelling crusty mouth corner belly button cheese ass balding old fuck.
god why does this shit turn me on? fmlfam
How many hours each day do you waste on the computer anon?
Not very much. 3 at the most. I spend much more time playing video games
>>36858710
As many as I can.
>>36858710
10-18 if I dont have work
the computer is the only iota of "joy" i can squeeze from my wretched life
Are you in love right now?
Do you think you'll ever get him or her?
>>36858695
>Are you in love right now?
I am
>Do you think you'll ever get him or her?
I have
Yes. And absolutely.
>>36858712
>>36858717
The state of this god-damned board, I swear
Normies please
Do fembots only come here for attention.
Or are they like robots and just want to be loved and make friends on this board.
neither because nobody wants attention from a 1 year old cumstain
and i would rather kms than have """friends""" like your autistic spergasses. already have enough of those and enough of not.
>>36858670
Yes they only come for attention
Dont listen to anything they say
They dont care about you
I want to be loved and I want friends, but I think the way that I am means that both of those things are fundamentally incompatible with me.
Why does raping a trap sound so arousing?
Holding her down while I pound that ass into oblivion.
>>36858628
I don't understand, why wear anything at all if it's going to cover 0.01% of your skin?
How does someone even find something like that to buy, why would someone make this, why would someone buy this?
>>36858664
Extremely very super originally what?
>You have been muted for 16 seconds, because your comment was not original.
What the fuck is wrong with this bot
>>36858701
Oh, just took second look. Jesus fuck, didn't even know what the trap was wearing until I zoomed in.
>be me
>be angry
>curse at god
>feel bad
>feel hopeless after
will god forgive me still even if i curse him ?
i feel he'll never forgive me
>>36858606
confess then yes
>>36858606
Yes. God knows how much you have suffered. He'll always love you anon. You were made to be loved.
>NEETs hate on us wage cucks like we have it bad or something
With my job I can afford a Crunchyroll subscription and watch all the anime I want. Having a job certainly has it's rewards.
>>36858516
I'm depressed lonely and suicidal
Why would forcing myself into 8 hours of labour a day make any of that better
I'm a wagie and it's miserable. I can't imagine doing this forever.
>>36858545
Getting a part time job where you only have to work like 5 hours a day (at least in my state, I get a 15 minute break and a 30 minute lunch to make that 5 hours more tolerable) helped me a little bit. It gave me a reason to get off of 4chan for so many hours a day.
There's so many normies on /r9k/ now, it's essentially become /b/ 2.0.
>>36858496
Lol. Me and my gf browse this site together to laugh at you fucks. Seriously though, you are funny as fuck. Keep it up and don't give it up.
>>36858582
Fuck off outta here. Seriously. Fuck you.
>>36858496
I agree, "fembot" threads, e-whore threads, low quality, low effort threads and trap threads need to all be banned. It would become a much better place with possibly less normalfags.
Would you date the female version of yourself?
Fuck yes, she'd be perfect for me.
>>36858490
Already originally did.
>>36858490
>Would you date the female
yes
>rip a fart
>it glides up between my labia and comes out the front
>see this thread
>stop being upset I don't have a gf
>>36858799
It's a miracle
original
>>36858422
Those weird bubble ones are the best. Except if you are in public. They can end loudly.
Have you ever gotten drunk with a gril?
>>36858411
SHE SEXY WOOOOOOOOOOO
>>36858411
yeah, a few actually over the years. but they've always been friends or been in a group. I've never drank with a girl romantically. In my experience girls get more fun and open when they drink, but I guess that can be said for anybody.
>>36858411
yes, I tried introducing her to single malt scotch and xo brandies but she had shit taste so I gave her some sweet liqueur shite my family bought
it wasn't as fun as it sounds, esp when drunk only gets you half chub