Ive been thinking of trying marijuana im sick of being miserable everyday , what can i expect from trying this drug for the first time?
>>37577585
Your senses will be heightened. Hearing and vision are a bit sharper. You'll feel a lift in your mood. Things are more enjoyable to you. You may experience a greater ability in creativity.
>>37577585
It's going to be crazy. You're going to be seeing all kinds of colors and objects/bugs/animals/people that aren't there. You might start screaming really loud without realizing it, so make sure you have a sober person there to tell you to shut up. Make sure they stay sober, too. One time me and my friend smoked weed together and we were screaming really loud without either of us knowing it and we almost got the cops called on us.
>>37577585
You probably won't feel much the first time you smoke. You may feel very little.
5/10 stacies reaction to a 5/10 average male asking them out.
>>37577564
Both kind of butterface-y but definitely above 5/10
>>37577627
These are average women tho how can they be above 5/10?
>>37577564
>asking a nigger out
>asking someone who associates with niggers out
>asking someone with tattoos out
You must like trash.
My disabled sister used to abuse me, this was many years ago when I was around 4 and continued until I was eleven. The abuse was purely physical and consisted of mostly slapping and kicking, but it was pretty much constant. My parents never did anything about it, and I did go to them many times, she didn't do it right in front of them of course, but if my memory serves me well there were a few times where they caught her. It's not like they didn't do anything, she was punished, how I don't remember but it wasn't something that would stop her from doing it again. They were pretty weak on their resolve about this, maybe they didn't take it seriously. I should say that her disability is learning related and if I were to estimate her I.Q. would be around 50-65, I would guess this plays into it. The abuse eventually stopped because of the obvious, I was getting bigger and stronger, not more than her, at that point she could still overpower me but it would have proven difficult. All was pretty quiet until I was 16, I was pretty bitter towards her and wish I had the brains to call the police back when I was smaller. She tried to do the same kinds of things to me again, which lead to me losing my shit and punched her in the face, breaking her nose. After that my whole and even my extended family alienated me. They didn't punish me or anything nor did they ever really mention it, they just stopped talking to me I finished school, graduated, and joined the Navy. Now I am working as an airframe engineer. I don't have much contact with my family, I show up to Christmas parties and all of that but I am like a shitstain of the sidewalk to them. I know my ties are irreparable now, but I think about this a lot and never really talk about it, I am not looking for confirmation of weather I did the right thing, I lost my cool and did the wrong thing. Though I don't believe it would warrant the events that happened.
I guess I'm asking if I've missed anything in what I've done.
Jokes on your parents, they're the ones who are stuck raising a tard.
Move on and don't look back, be successful and independent.
You did good OP
Your only mistake is maintaining a relationship with them at all. Even if you're doing it for dat sweet inheritance its not worth it. Most of it will evaporate onve your parents retire. Lots more will go supporting your tard spawn sister.
You'd be lucky to get the family home but guess what? If you stick around your dying parents will try and dump your cunt sister in your lap so you can waste the rest of your life helping her change her nappies and feeding her.
Better to just avoid them completely.
>>37577557
What you did was neither right nor wrong, though your family is wrong for ostracizing you, just as your immediate family was wrong for not doing more to protect you. If they understood you and the circumstances of your childhood in the least, I don't see how they'd be able to blame you for what you did, but evidently they don't care to. I'm sorry your family is so shitty.
>21 year old 125 pound skelly shut in
>about to go to the gym for the first time
>took two shots to null the anxiety but still terrified
Am I going to regret this?
>caring this much
most people at the gym won't care
Why not just do body weight exercises at home?
>>37577478
>>37577478
I'm an obese shut in. trust me when they'd make more fun of me being there than you.
I got 64, but it's because I'm a girl.
>>37577399
I'm thinking about trying heroin so its only gonna get lower
just turned 36. all of you are normies in my eyes
Welp, I got 137 lads
I used to score roughly in the high normalfag range, but I guess recently I've become a full normie. I guess my time on r9k is over lads...
Vote for Corbyn and get autismbux
>>37577347
and spend the bux on a noose
>>37577347
i'd only vote labour because they want to focus more on mental health issues so i can fake schizophrenia and get neetbux and finally live my dream of being an eternal neet
t. wagie working shitty waitering job
>>37577427
And what if your autismbux isn't enough ?
Good morning wagecuck, good luck with your daily slavery at the office.
>>37577231
FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING NEET, MY LEGACY WILL NOT BE IGNORED
>>37577370
no need to be upset wagie
>>37577511
Fuck u NEETcuck
>tfw 30 and single again
It's over. I'm too old now to have my own family anymore. To have a wife and children. To be a dad. It's all too late now.
When did you stop hoping for a better life? What happened?
dont be a dumb cunt anon, you could easily get with a younger roastie in her early 20's and impregnate her within the next 5 years. stop being a pussy and taking the first excuse you can
>he didn't spend his 20's self improving so he could be set to start dating young qts at 30
I have 3 more years until I'm 30. I'm basically in a cocoon of self improvement and I will emerge a beautiful manfly
>>37577229
>easily
I had a taste of normie life, but I'm not a normie.
Anyone else would like to have a gf just to abuse her emotionally as much as possible? To make her feel insecure, guilty, depressed until you finally leave her and she turns to a life of hookups and ends up at 40 years old childless and alone
No, that sounds mean.
I want someone I can pour love into and she will love me backtoo bad it will never happen
>>37577177
what the fuck is wrong with you
why would you do that to any human, let alone someone who wanted to love you
>>37577223
>women
>capable of love
How delusional
Daily reminder that you are literally the ralph wiggum of the real world.
>>37577107
no girl ever gave me a valentine's card
>>37577107
>tfw you're a kissless yellow cartoon
>tfw brainlet
>tfw chinless and silly haircut
>>37577128
Speaking of, do american schools really do those fucking valentines boxes? That shit sounds like a good way to destroy some kids self confidence.
why the fuck am i bald? its like the universe wants me to be a failure.
>>37577106
Has to do with DHT sensitivity and test levels. Higher test = more DHT. You could be high test with low sensitivity and still have hair. You could be low test with high sensitivity and be a hairlet. If you went bald young as fuck then you likely have higher test and higher sensitivity.
>>37577106
That pepe looks a lot like Stanley what the fuck
>>37577106
be more like this kid see no balding
>Talking with mom at dinner
>I mention that the literature class i am going in is an all Female
>"try not to ask any of them out"
>Sit there in silence for rest of dinner
She has finally given up on me, do you want me to livestream my suicide?
>>37577008
Impressive even your mom thinks you're a fag
I don't understand, was she being sarcastic or implying that you crush on people easily?
>>37577108
> implying that you crush on people easily?
Yeah, i did something stupid a couple of years ago.
Have any of you robots considered finding a sugar mama?
Get paid to go on dates and fuck them. They're all different too, some just want you to go on dates and no fuck.
I havent taken the time to actually set up a profile and shoot some messages. Mainly because it sounds too good to be true, but have any of you? Tell me your experience
anon all the women who sign up for that site will be 300 pounds and make 60k a year
And they'll be the kind of people who think they are fucking rich because of that
>>37577003
Sugar mamas sure as hell don't look anything like the girls in that picture, OP.
I've had 2 sugar mamas and know people who also do the sugar mama thing.
It's very rare to find an attractive sugar mama. Otherwise, she wouldn't be a sugar mama.
I'm a sugar daddy who has found lots of nice sugarbabies from that site. Highly recommend it if you end up with a well paid job and are single.
can be any aspect of a grill
like clothes, personality, looks, etc
>>37576990
If you were a girl, you'd know it's a combination of all of those things. Clothes, personality, looks.
qt is subjective, though. So really it all depends. What some guys find cute is a turn-off for other guys.
>>37576990
>what makes a girl qt
a cute, feminine penis.
Dressing modestly is cute IMO
Women going for raw sex appeal through skimpy/tight-fitting clothes are off-putting for me.
What's your anthem /r9k/? Or at least a song that you can't stop listening to?
My anthem: ego death - lil bo peep
Song I can't stop listening to: autumnus - reflections. Because of a shitty breakup back from December that I still can't get over because I'm a faggot. It was only a shitty 2 year relationship
I'll humour you even though you are a normie.
WHAM! - Club tropicana
Tears for Fears - Everybody wants to rule the world
Swing out Sister - Forever Blue
Culture club - I'll Tumble 4 ya
Naked Eyes - I could show you how
Yes I'm super gay
>>37576929
>being in a relationship at all
nigga I've been single my whole life and can barely talk to girls without sperging out
I would tell you to fuck off my board but what's the point anymore, I've come to accept this board is no longer my home, thus i have no home as of now.
btw anthem is lil bo weep - Ego Death aswell
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovUmxBebheY