Does anyone else have a problem with static-y vision? I just have to make sure im not the only one.
It is more clear when my eyes are closed and in the dark, not as bad as pic related, but like when tv signal is somewhat bad, usually its just dark and light, but there are red dots mixed in, if i focus i can concentrate them in one area, i think i used to see green and once blue, but not anymore.
Also i should mention my eyesight is shit to begin with
>>37636292
It's like a drug trip when I close my eyes.
Same if I let my eyes relax ( I have glasses but hate them ) along with seeing random streaks of light along a pattern, like I'll look at a quilted blanket and I'll see a for a flash second lines in between the pattern
>>37636292
look up visual snow it's a common thing
anyone else feel disconected from reality, people and being human? to a point that you no longer care about your physical or metaphysical self?
like this whole existence is just a pointless bunch of experiences in a temporary life in a temporary universe. and you sometimes get deep into the thought that just a few years ago you weren't alive and "you" wasent a thing that existed. or could percieve existence? I feel like this every hour of every day. And I am constantly aware that this experience called life could end at any time. and how we attemp to percieve reality with only 5 feeble senses, that cant even detect simble things like radiation or gravity. what does this all mean in the end. I cant take it anymore lads.
What if existence itself didn't exist? I try to contemplate that a lot, what if space itself didn't exist? What if both matter and the absence of matter didn't exist?
>>37636261
Dude, life is just a name for your short existence in the universe' ever long timeline. Just try to enjoy your time.
I know how you feel man... I have to distract myself from existential thoughts like that all the time
Would I be able to steal the girl you have a crush on, anon?
Grow a beard, it would suit you
>>37636258
I'm in my mid-twenties, so probably not.
>>37636258
jokes on you I resent all women
still no
>tfw not like the other boys
I like flowers, soft music and I'm sensitive why won't girls date me.
Because you're a little bitch with no backbone.
>>37636224
I would probably kick your ass though. Meet the meat bitch
>>37636260
>why won't girls date me, waaaaaah
>hur dur I'll beat u up buddy u little btich wot u say to meet motheryaar
So, I guess they're making a movie that teaches us kissless virgins how to be like Chad.
Becoming Chad is getting released next year. I'm gonna be there first in the theater to watch it.
>>37636182
You've got to be fuckin kidding me.
I wonder what the fuck this is about?
So now the whole world wants to become a mimicry of 4chan culture? What an awful thing to happen.
Is licking the butthole the same as licking the pussy? Are they pretty much interchangeable?
>>37636069
Would you lick a guy's butthole?
Idk man I've never licked butthole and I don't think I'd like to do it. I've eaten pussy tho and I'd love to do it again.
>>37636099
No, never. Disgusting. But I'm talking ababout whether it feels the same to the girl.
>tfw have big dick but my face is ugly
>no girl would ever want to ride my BWC because I'm ugly
>meanwhile there are chads with small penises who fuck different qts every friday night
IT'S NOT FAIR
>>37636029
ur not ugly, just lower your standards and u will find more puss to smash
You look fine, but the beard is trash.
>>37636029
hey alex didn't know you were on r9k
Whelp it's officially my birthday
Happy goddamn motherfuckin birthday, bro.
How old are you, and when did it all go wrong?
>>37636025
Happy birthday anon, I'm sorry you are in a place where /r9k/ is the place you end up on your birthday.
The internet provides a window into the lives of millions of broken men around the world. Reddit's r/ForeverAlone is a good introduction to the underground world of invisible, broken men. Here you will find a digital museum of dying men, wasting away in a decentralized prison camp of their own making. But if you truly wish to gaze into the abyss, read some clippings from the 4Chan r9k forum
These men are beasts in human skin: unemployed, unloved, surviving on social assistance, family support, or inheritances; waking up every day and playing video games, masturbating, watching cartoons, and sharing their lives, such as they are, with each other on internet forums. Many will never escape. They will hide in their rooms, dying one day at a time, while the years and decades slip by. Is their fate less tragic than being roasted alive in a tank - or more?
Thesis: millions of young western men are suffering from a crisis of spirit that is morally comparable to genocide.
Their dying is less painful, but slower and more dehumanizing. By allowing this massacre to occur on their watch, Western governments are as morally culpable as Mao and Stalin. Pickaxes to the forehead, mass starvation, poisoned wells, firing squads - all these are the crude, low-tech, messy and obvious tools of 20th century genocides. Why go through the trouble of actually killing people, when you can persuade them to do it on their own?
Is it crass to compare hunger with spiritual deprivation? The end result is the same. Human life require meaning and narrative, as much as food and water. Deprive a man of food and you'll kill him; deprive a man of meaning, and you'll persuade him to kill himself.
http://www.thumotic.com/the-killing-fields-of-the-21st-century/
Superb article OP, definitely one of my favorites. Also, friendly reminder that neonatal circumcision was shown to permanently damage the limbic system of the brain in this study. And keep in mind that the vast majority of r9k mentally ill outcast robots like myself have symptoms of a deficient limbic system. And before anyone says "well a study can be wrong" (which is of course true) keep in mind The Lancelet is The Lancet is one of the world's oldest and best known peer-reviewed general medical journals. http://www.cirp.org/library/pain/taddio2/
And yet normies will continue asking "oh why did [insert Elliot Rodger-esque outcast male spree shooter here] go postal, I don't understand why he'd do that, he was so quiet and polite!" and continue being hopelessly blind to the truth. Below is our chain of causality.
>Infancy: Genitals mutilated without consent, not only ruining sex life but causing permanent issues in the limbic system of the brain. The limbic system controls emotions, i.e. an overactive limbic systems causes incredibly intense feelings of loneliness, depression and suffering. Not to mention introversion and anxiety.
>Childhood: Relentless bullying. Absent father or abusive father.
>Teenage: Experience constant rejection and mistreatment from women due to them being attracted solely to the top 20% of males (verified in the study ran by Okcupid.)
>Adulthood: At this point, most women have children, most normies have secure jobs, most everyone has social circles and life development. Robots like us are left with nothing.
>Suicide: Once our parents die, it's over. Our brain chemistry is damaged beyond repair.
too bad mental illness took away my will to live before my lack of faith did
>>37636024
lmfao this seems like a step short of government enforced socialisation and girlfriends. pathetic. these mean deserve to die off tbqh. social selection
What's the best way to an hero, and never have my body found? I just want to disappear, easier for everyone else that way. No funeral. Just fade into memory.
I'm not gonna go on to tell some pathetic sob story like some other fags on here. All I'm going to say is that I actually have things pretty good, but good will never be ideal, and that will never be enough. I'll never be attractive, or smart enough to live up to my own standards and aspirations.
wait till you see what real suffering is faggot. Go buy some heroin and have some homeless junkie shoot you up. you just fall asleep and never wake up. real easy,
>>37636037
Like I said. Not going make myself a pathetic whore like yourself. Just gimme what I want.
>>37636051
ok how about you pay me to choke the shit out of your skronny little neck, then I'll go get high and laugh about it after.
Is wanting a tattoo and/or piercing degenerate?
What exactly makes you a D E G E N E R A T E?
>>37635981
Yes they are both degenerate fuck off and kill yourself.
>>37635981
That chick has a great looking pussy but she needs to shave her mustache literally.
by behaving in a way that degenerates the foundation of society
How does a girl decide when the guy should stop eating their pussy?
when he gets all the yeast and piss out so your pussy can be clean for chad.
That is a tranny vag.
>>37635903
usually when they either cum or feel bad that they won't cum
How do I become roly poly olie?
>when your childhood memories come flooding back
>>37635770
I don't remember what show it was on Treehouse, but there was this one with a caterpillar baby in a stroller. For some reason I felt compelled to fuck the shit out of it. It's body was made from purple balls and I wanted to cut every single ball off of its body and eat it and fuck it at the same time.
>>37635870
You are the most fucked up person on this board
>it's hot out again
>>37635766
>it's a normies can't stand heat episode
>it's a i can sleep at 40c' without A/C or fans
>It's a my mom gets scared and wakes me up thinking im dead because of the heat
>>37635834
I can't stand the heat because I'm white, and if I move any farther north I'll be in Canada and can't have guns.
>>37635766
> It doesn't fall below 70 degrees F until 3 am
>tfw most 12 year old boys probably have bigger dicks then me
After my parents die I'm going to kill myself. I can't stand being a dicklet
>inb4 become a trap
No
>inb4 lose weight
Even if I did it would still be only about 4 inches
Pic kind of related, mines a little smaller when flaccid.
tfw my dick looks like that flaccid but is almost 7in hard
>>37635608
don't they have surgery that makes ur dick bigger now?
>>37635660
Really? Fake.
>>37635608
How much length when erect?