Who else diagnosed with /schizophrenia/ here?
How's life treating you?
What's the craziest shit you've ever done while psychotic?
Do you still believe in your delusions?
Do you take anti-psychotic medication and what side effects do you experience?
You don't have to answer any of the above btw, just come and chill with me for a bit, I'm just a bored schizo looking for some company.
Travis it's not okay to glamorize your illness. You can't go looking for people that help feed your delusions.
We have had a talk about this.
Are you off your medications again?
>>37686416
I think I'm far from glamorizing or romanticizing my illness, just a little bit, but I'm mostly looking for some folks to talk about it who went through something similar, company, you know, that's all. also I take my meds religiously, literally.
>>37686465
I am glad to hear you are continuing to take your medication but travis, I don't think this is the right place to seek people out. But if you you are feeling lonley we do have group sessions that are safe and structured if you are looking for other people like yourself.
How does that sound?
What was going through her head when this happened?
>>37686193
A bullet
oregianal
When what happened?
>>37686193
A bullet, it would seem.
Gourmet-bots, what's for dinner tonight?
I'm nom-noming on some:
> shrimp with pineapple and garlic
> spinach/kale salad with tomatoes, carrots, celery
Poor as fuck. Eat same thing every day:
BREAKFAST
Coffee with splash of milk
Oatmeal with milk
LUNCH
Rice and beans
broccoli
DINNER
Pasta with tomato sauce and tiny bit of ground beef mixed in if I have the money that week.
>>37686271
Doesn't sound too bad to be honest. I'd say I'm a poorfag too, it's just that my parents only ever buy healthy stuff and don't waste money on anything else. Always just buying chicken, shrimp, fish, or cheap cuts of meat and preparing them simply. And a lot of veggies.
kraft dinner with a can of tuna in it.
lunch is coffee and sunflower seeds.
no breakfast.
also a poorfag.
>don't drink alcohol
>don't do drugs
>haven't masturbated in 13 days
>don't have sex
>don't play video games
>don't watch series or movies
>don't eat candy
Am I not living my life correctly?
>>37686133
all of those, perhaps minus the drugs, are things perfectly accepted by society, if not encouraged. 99% of living humans do most of them.
what the fuck do you even do all day? I hope it's at least reading or practicing a hobby, but still..
No one can tell you if you're living correctly besides you. If you are happy then that is all that matters
>>37686133
try not browsing 4chan
/25+/ General
'No Toastie Roasties allowed' Edition
Previous thread >>37664985
News
>anon shares some insights about sex is overrated meme >>37665704
>19 yo gives advice to 25+ yos and gets told to where to go >>37665750
>baggage handler anon returns with more stories how he fucks with Chad's luggage >>37668594
>anon laments his receding hairline >>37668718
>cyborg fell for the self help meme >>37668988
>failed normie shares tale of losing his virginity to a cheap hooker in a back alley >>37669322
>trans anon gets told where to go and goes full retard >>37669374
>49 yo oldbot shares some tales >>37669996
>obese anon forgets to eat and loses weight >>37670487
>true robot shares some some genuine feels >>37672070
Rejected for yet another job.
This time I got an actual email from the manager with some "unsolicited advice" where he basically said I looked like shit and was underdressed. I wore a hat, jeans, and a t shirt.
It's an entry level food service job.
Everyone in the kitchen was wearing a hat, jeans, and a t-shirt.
The fucking manager who interviewed me and then wrote this email was wearing jeans and a t-shirt.
I'd be mad if it wasn't for the fact that now I realize I haven't been getting hired anyone because I'm basically too ugly.
>>37686328
Who the fuck wear a hat to an interview? I've never heard of this before in my life.
Somedays I can't wait to go to work and feel productive, and my days off feel like wasted time.
But other days, I just want to sit around at home and play video games all day.
I WANT TO STOP BEING A BETA AND GET A GF BUT EVERY GIRL IN MY COLLEGE ARE FEMINISTS WHO HATES MEN BUT FUCKS CHAD
>>37685976
>tfw that girl from life is strange is one of the few real fembots in existance
>>37685994
Everytime I play this game I play it for her. I don't care about anyone else in that game. I just want to love and care for this dumb bunch of pixels. Never had strong feelings for any fiction but this girl gets me for some reason. Is this what it's like to have a waifu?
>>37685994
>fembot
She's just a slut who let guys feel her up at a party
Why are white people so dangerous? Is it the autism?
Eliott wasn't white.
>>37685915
>Why are white people so dangerous?
>posts a pic of the supreme gentleman
??
>>37685937
Don't tell him that
Eyyyyy yo white boi, Chang stole ya gurl
That guy most likely never got to go out with her again.
Shut up you stupid fucking piece of shit
>>37685905
Don't worry, this thread will die with less than 10 replies.
Then the counter bait thread later with Chad and Stacey Chan will reach 500+ replies.
Don't fall for the "get a job" meme.
It doesn't get better.
>be me
>find a job
>yey this is good
> tfw job doesn't change you at all
> tfw you're still same old person from before but with a job
> tfw you do your best but it isn't enough
> tfw boss tells you that he thinks you are not doing very well
> tfw colleagues ask you about your private life
> 'so, tell me more about your friends and gf?'
> get first paycheck
> yeah, this is good now I can spend money to go places with my fri....
> tfw Oh yeah....
> tfw you spend money on random bullshit you don't need since you want materialistic stuff to feel the void
> tfw it doesn't
> tfw eventually after a year boss tells you that maybe it's best you don't work here anymore
> tfw you didn't save a dime from work
> tfw you're still the same robot from before
feels bad man
>>37685856
I forgot also
>tfw you still don't fit in and you're still the punchline
>>37685856
You were never properly socialized as a kid
When a normies becomes reclusive all they need to do is get out there and take part in the world and they feel fine again
You never had healthy relationships with your parents or other kids as a little boy so you don't work that way, your brain registers the need for something that isn't there but when you go out to fufill it you get nothing and you are still empty no matter what you do or how hard you try it won't fix because there is something wrong with you
You don't fix a car by overworking it, you don't fix a radio by turning the volume to the Max
>>37685935
Well, I guess I was a normal kid until I was like 12. I grew up in a neighborhood and played with other neighborhood kids, we were all within like 3 years old from each other. It's like as soon people start hitting the 8th/9th grade we started seeing each other less and we hanged out with friends we met from school. We all drifted apart. When I was 12 I became severely depressed after my parents split up and I stayed with my overworked mother that could barely support her and I in a shitty apartment living paycheck to paycheck. Because of this, she was always going to work early and coming home late. I started skipping school to come home and just lock myself in my room playing vidya, watching tv or on the Internet. She had no idea until we had to go to court and pay a fine she couldn't afford. It was then where I was pulled from school to avoid fines and shit. I basically missed out on a teen socialization. I was basically a hermit from age 13-20. It wasn't until I was 20 when I started turning things around. I got a job and was surprised how easy it was to make friends. I became a normie for about 3 years and experienced it all. Had friends, went to parties, got drunk, used drugs, had money, had a car, had a gf, lost my virginity, etc. until I got hit with schizophrenia at 23-24 and now I'm back to where I was as a teenager. No friends, locked in my room all day, sleep all day and shitpost. I was born in 89 and wonder how fucked up kids are these days seeing as they're all addicted to the Internet. Always on their phones and shit. Being narcissistic shits on social media. Hardly going out and playing outside without having to worry about helicopter parents. We're doomed.
>tfw intense desire to see a woman who loves me carrying my child
>tfw you were destined to die alone and unloved
>>37685842
Go to the Philippines
How many years did it take you to realize it ?
Being ignored by anything female since you hit puberty wasnt a big enough sign ?
>>37685864
>he wants a subhuman mongoloid to bear his child
I know that feel, bro.
It's just weird to me how the normies just take it for granted. Or grouse about having a girl instead of a boy or some crap. Or treat it as an inconvenience, a speeding ticket for having sex.
I mean, it's a new person who is 1/2 you and 1/2 your favorite person and that's pretty magical if you contemplate it.
Do all girls want to have big tits?
All I know is that I want that nipple in my mouth.
>>37685810
only the ones who want to be attractive
females are now getting breast reduction surgery to get back at society after feminist brainwashing
>>37685810
>do all women have estrogen in their brains?
yeah but big is relative, and chicks with big tits often complain about them.
Does anyone eIse on here ever get vagina envy?
l'm not sure l realIy want to be a woman, but l look at my dick and just wish l had a vagina sometimes. I hate having a refractory period. I realIy wish l could have multiple orgasms. Good sex and masturbation just seem so much more pleasurable for women it makes me deeply depressed... lt just feels Iike biology and my body have betrayed me.
>>37685798
>wanting to have a hole that bleeds once a month
but then again, you would have more potential to reproduce and be happier in life...
>>37685798
>got circumsized
>cumming two days in a row is difficult but extremely painful, refractory period is basically 2+ days, most likely due to circumsision
>sex doesn't give me much pleasure
>before I dumped my ex I would fuck her for hours with what might as well be an 8in numb pole
>that's the 5th time I've made her cum today
>meanwhile I haven't cum in 2 months
>when I do cum it's a 6/10 feeling that lasts 2 seconds
>eventually go back to looking at porn
>dump gf
>no interest in relationships since sex is such an issue
>don't even fap anymore
>wish I didn't have to deal with this awful penis
>one time around my mom and sister
>Female mutilation is brought up, males are privileged since we don't have to worry about that
>ask her if she knows what circumsision is
>they both laugh in my face and berate me for even thinking to compare the two
I fucking hate everyone
>>37685798
no, nobody does
and you're not "turning" anyone you dumb NeoGaffer (LMAO old man)
thanks for the pussy pics though
I consider this a thinly failed puss share thread
>Fat roastie messages me first on Kik
>Super flirty with lots of wink emojis
>How the fuck can someone that fat and ugly think she has a shot with me. png
>Call her confident
>She's immune to sarcasm
>At some point she asks me my type
>Tell her thin girls
>Triggered.gif
>Read her stream of mad toastie roastie messages without replying
Being devilish never felt so good!
>>37685796
>Triggered.gif
original
>>37685921
Here is the gif if you wanted it.
>>37685972
Okay for real now, here it is.
there's a cute guy at our local grocery store, i feel like he might be into me
i don't want to feel awkward everytime i go to shop there if things don't work out
should i ask him out?
>SLIMED.COMSlug > Snail
>>37685691
Sage sage sage say S a G e sage your theread de merda !!!
Fuck you with your thread
Sage
Go,ba k to >>>/adv/
>>37685704
Dude wtf how are slugs better? Snails at least have a shell
I wish I had an autistic obsession so I could at least care about something, anything at all.
I wish I was autistic as well
>>37685657
same 2bh pham
>being obsessed with a 3D girl
>giving her your heart
>printing out pictures of her
Life can be good sometimes