JUST ON THIS FUCKING BOARD ALONE
so this is what despair feels like
>>37512212
first all nighter? woah anon better not let mommy catch you
>He's never stayed up all night on 4chan before
>He's never questioned the meaning of life at 4am while watching webms of people dying
>>37512234
No I've done all nights on 4chan
Just not r9 fucking k exclusively
anyone here wish you could just die in your sleep and tgen disappear, no body or anthing for someone to find? id like that
stop romanticizing mental illnesses
>>37512065
I believe what he's romanticizing is death, Anon.
And: Yes, OP.
No we love life here this is a P O S I T I V E board
So how is your life going?
As bad as before, but much worse
>>37511928
Well, very well actually? Making a whole lot more of myself then again I always do. It's whatever. Heh.
>>37511940
Same, I've given up at this point
>>37511958
Good for you anonbro. Atleast some of us are getting better
you cant be a robot if you arent fat
>>37511897
200 lbs at 5''10 is fat right?
>>37511897
>you cant be a robot if you arent fat
It's your own damn fault fatty
>>37511914
forgot to add that im losing weight too, was 214 lbs at the start of April
The blood is on your hands liberals. That is all. I'm done. I'm just done.
>>37511894
What blood? You spend all day doing nothing inside your bedroom.
>>37511904
Are you a liberaI?
>>/pol/
Go that way
>2030
>still posting on a 30 year old Chinese image board
I don't see life turning out any other way, I wonder what dank memes will exist in the future
>>37511567
Same here anon honestly just waiting for robo waifus desu
>>37511635
I hope robot waifues isn't a forced meme
"advanced human"
"I'm going to go to work in your place so you won't have to work. I'm going to make so much money, and I'm going to buy you everything you need Sugar-Bear. I'm going to marry you.. I would do anything, you know that.. Just let me delete all of your contacts. Let me delete all of your 'friends'. You don't need them anymore. You don't need anyone, or anything but me. I'm the only person you need. I'll take you out on nice dates, take you places you've never been. I'll surprise you with gifts and other things! I would do anything for you! I just.. I want only your love in return. So please.. Love me.. Keep me.. Marry me.. Give your love to me and only me, because I am the only person who deserves it!"
And then... he woke up.
>>37511521
>implying I have friends
>implying my love is worth anywhere near that much
the thing that will always make me different from others and unable to really be happy is my absolute insistence that it's fucked up and evil that this kind of thing isn't the norm
ITT: Post ASMRkino
>Mermaid ASMR
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kresz_5JvbA
>Bjork takes apart her TV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDvi-GlKdng
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHtgPbfTgKc
I enjoy roleplay asmr the most
>Vampire ASMR
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9RWVA4i6PY&t=87s
>Lamia asmr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd_VPLeHrR4
also
>Down the rabbit hole
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtfwhpBdu74
>>37511394
>Bjork
wew disgusting whore. NEVER FORGET RICARDO LOPEZ!
RANDOM POLL: do you have any videos of you taken within the last 10 years in which you're speaking at all in the video? it can be a video you've taken of yourself or that someone else has taken of you
http://www.strawpoll.me/13117110
what has prompted such a random poll
>>37511383
Uh yeah, a jerkass speech profesaor forced us to record ourselves and watch it back.
Fuck your strawpoll
Yeah they do exist, even have one on my computer from a bro testing his new cam out.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anon_(film)
>The story is set in a Soviet-style future where the government is trying to fight crime by eliminating privacy, thus creating total surveillance and de facto self-censorship. A police officer named Sal Frieland (Clive Owen) is a tough cop who is doing his best to fight crime in his city. However, things take a huge turn when he meets a hacker known as The Girl (Amanda Seyfried), with results that might lead him to blow the whistle on his own government.
How do you feel about the actress chosen to represent Anonymous?
I think she looks exactly like us.
her face looks beat up. it's assymetrical.
>>37511379
I like it. Her face makes my weewee get a stiffy.
>>37511424
but do you see it? do you see how her right eye is floating away towards the heavens?
Do you hang out with people who
- know what it feels like to have their dicks in a wet pussy
- know that you have no clue what it feels like
How do you and they cope with their status inequality?
holy fuck her drug dealer looks like a deformed shrimp
Yeah. Half of the people here brag about fucking slags all day.
I cope by calling them hateful names and posting frogs.
>>37511203
Literally every single one of my male friends
Sit quietly when they talk about sex.
Is it worth listening Japanese for vidyas, robots?
>listening
I'm going to assume you meant "learning"
And no, probably not
Nah it's not worth. I gave up on my flashcards a while ago
>>37511157
whoops yeah sorry robos
looks like at least if I learn Japanese I'll be able to speak one language
How dysfunctional are you, /r9k/?
Functional enough to survive at the cost of great mental suffering and loneliness despite being surrounded by people
>>37511117
Why survive if it's so painful?
Very, but I'm an amazing actor and none of my few friends suspect anything too out of it. If they knew just how fucked I am they would cut ties with me.
>tfw don't get anything out of or desire social interaction past just joking around or having some occasional fun with people
I will never understand. Small talk or desiring to be deeply connected to someone else don't make any sense to me
>tfw same here
>care about your friends but don't at the same time
>accidentally destroy all your relationships and isolate yourself from everyone
>well shit
>>37510964
>I will never understand. Small talk or desiring to be deeply connected to someone else don't make any sense to me
Best help i can give you
www.selfstairway.com/wp-content/uploads/First-Impressions.pdf
I'm kind of the same, I either want to be alone with the world, or to know another I to the extent that I would have to be them. At least the first one is achievable, and who knows, maybe it will help me learn a compromise.
How do you move your rotting corpse around space?
>>37510961
Wheelchair since I was 4 years old.
I was able to walk for two brief periods between ~1.5 year old to 2.5 year old, then between 3 and 4 year old.
>>37510981
Post pic of pimped-out wheelchair.
I Ninja motorcycle and a convertible corvette. Shame I can't get a girl to ride with me