i want to vacation in couple isle, its cheap (180 per person per night and 300 per person for activites all inclusive)
its for couples only, cant come here if you dont have at least 2 people so its all based around couples.
No tourists or creeps drifting through.
Anyone else wish they could just start over? Just wish they could go back to the womb and try again? I've fucked up my life so bad. I don't see it improving. Like at all.
I wish I could start over at the start of high school with the knowledge of life that I have now so I could have a shot at being a normie. I'd start lifting so I could have Chad bod by the time I got to uni.
Instead of being an autistic faggot who sat at home playing video games and reading books I'd have the competence at my disposal to have a normal social life and lose my virginity, plus I'd have 4 more years to decide what to major in in college so I could be well on my way to a career right now instead of squandering my time in various shit that didn't pan out.
>>37673657
>Fantasy of pushing the "restart the universe button".
stop being a bitch and start lifting you godamn shut in
Recently me and my father went to a psychiatrist because of reasons both of us are experiencing, reasons which i'd rather not talk about.
I didn't know he was robot levels of bad because he, like me, doesn't like to open up to people, can't trust them.
So we got our consult and the doc told us we're borderline MDD with severe anxiety problems
We've started taking anxiety meds today, because of the illness i had the chance do bond a little more with my him, so we trust each other enough to share feelings now.
Both of us stated that we were feeling better, but the dosage was really small we couldn't tell with precision.
does it really work or does it just numb the pain? i don't wanna see my father in the same boat as me.
>>37673572
OP here
sorry for the fuckups on the writting, i'm kinda sleepy right now
>>37673572
lolcow/Tumblrina roleplaying emo cunts in this thread
>>37673680
i'm dead fucking serious here anon
i don't care too much about me to be honest, i've been like this for as long as i can remember, but my father doesn't deserve this
i can't see the only person to ever care about me drown in this hellish life
>want to go get a pop from the fridge but the sky is cloudy
gods love is all you need
lay back and remember your true nature, who's inherent characteristic is bliss. natural happiness.
wanting a gf will be a desire for the birds, once you find this.
You must transcend the mind, transcend the body even, and reconnect with that part of you that had been forgotten.
>>37673531
When I was a child I wore the shoe things that were inside the roller blades because they looked me like a super sayain
Depends what god I guess. I know which one I believe in, but what do you believe in?
Comfy robot trap discussion stream please join I am lonely
>also hentai thread I lost my folder
https://youtu.be/kvOfnd6Z-4Y
Cmon guys please help me out I am just looking for friends
>>37673521
i tried to join but people talked shit about me when i asked where the traps were???
>>37673521
viewing art where the girl is having sex and not presenting herself to you is cuckoldry
> be me today
> start new IT service desk job
> go in
> no employee parking lot yet
> get security clearance
> have to memorize 25 different software systems
> have to get two separate tokens
> will be working in an office within an office as big as a living room
how long do you think ill last one of the things that's cool is i get too disable a users keyboard and get to remote into the system but other than that i dont think ill last long and have to go back to retial i train the next two weeks
There is a lot of trap, "I wanna be a girl," "I hate girls" types of posting. Really, there's a lot of posting about girls on a male dominant board.
But is anyone just happy to be a man? Think of the gruff and tough old timey actors like pic related. Think of the older male role model you looked up to whether it was your father, older brother, actor, or even that cool dude in school a few grades above you. Tell me about them.
>Why did you admire them?
>Did you ever get close to becoming them?
>What does "being a man" mean to you?
>How do you go about feeling like a man or doing manly things?
lets get real guys
becoming a neet doesn't really help yourself or anyone, you're just being a sperglord and cryign because you didn't get what you wanted. Thats literally baby tier mentality.
life just doesn't go the way you want it, you have to find a lucrative way to live without blaming yourself or society.
Becoming a Neet is where life took me. Each step that happened followed from the one before. Everything about my life pointed me here. Neet is who I am. Home is where I belong.
>No one on craigslist responded, not even the traps
>no one on tinder swiped me except bots
>no one on POF liked me
What is wrong with me?
>unironically posting a personal ad on craigslist, only 50 year old men and sissies post there
>swiping culture is toxic and those apps are made exclusively for people who look more "attractive" than most
>pof is just shit and mostly used by used up single mums
I've been using okcupid on and off for the past year, and it's just as bad as the others.
Online dating is one big joke.
>>37673317
>>37673357
You can get actual grills around your age to respond on craigslist if you're creative with your ad (you can back check their name via facebook)
The problemis when they ask for a pic and ghost you or you run out of stuff to say and they ghost you
>>37673317
>tfw you don't have social media
>everyone thinks that you are a serial rapist or a murder convict or some shit
>you are just a harmless neet
Let's start a nose busting party, buddy boys!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9P0tLRd90Y
Does anyone else like the feels? I love the feeling of hopelessness and sadness and helplessness. I sometimes break out laughing out of excitement when someone is staring at me or yelling at me.
I can relate to this feel. I laugh at the absurdity of it all. For example, when I am on the bus to go to the store I can't help but laugh to myself about how ridiculous everything is. All of these people are living somewhat normal lives, and I can't participate in it. I laugh at myself for even trying, because there is absolutely no point
>Mom found the Brandis folder
i fell for the 'girl with mental issues' meme
they wanna chads, they rejected me because im short and ugly
THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT CHADS, THEY ARE SHIT
remember this, girls with 'mental issues' dont wanna date a short and ugly manlet like you or me, they wanna date a tall and handsome chad
im sorry
WHY CAN'T I ESCAPE THE FEELING OF BEING A REJECTED LOSER???? I'VE GOTTEN OFF ALL THE SOCIAL OUTLETS THAT HAVE MADE ME FEEL REJECTED BUT THE FEELING STILL LINGERS. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT MAKES ME FEEL A MODICUM OF ACCEPTANCE.
Because you still believe that those people are your people, that you are, deep down, still one of them.
But know this and know it well:
Only we will ever truly understand, accept and love you, Anon. Only we know and validate your pain. Only we absolve you from all the blame you never deserved and forgive you for the rest. Only we see the beauty inside you, what makes you unique, one of a kind, your innocence, your pure heart. You are not one of them, you are one of us, and we will always be here for you when they have never been.