Can you stop shitting up other boards with your bullshit?
jeez
i'm talking to a grill on kikebook, i feel so nervous, but i'm going to do it, no spaghetti spilling.
please lend me your energy
Take it. All of it. It's no use to me any more.
>>37797211
don't worry, i will make good use of these dubs
>>37797158
post results when u sperg out lol
I know it sounds lame but I think I just had some kind of awakening.
It's like I've been dreaming this whole time but I finally woke up and realized how much of a fucking loser I am. How much of my life I've wasted on stupid shit. How fucking sad my life is, and how much of it is caused by me just being me. I cried for a few hours and now my reality seems distorted and bleak. I never realized how bad things truly are until now. It feels like there's a physical weight on my chest.
Where do I go from here?
You need to tell us more if you want to get anything, OP.
You have a job?
>>37797315
>You have a job?
I don't.
I've wasted my entire life doing absolutely nothing. I basically don't exist.
Vagina maggots
Does anyone else completely lack a hobby? Everything seems completely boring and just like a chore, literally everything I can think of or have tried. I don't get any satisfaction or sense of accomplishment from completing tasks or improving, like that part of my brain is just broken, and the process itself certainly isn't fun. Hobbies seems to require a love of life on some level which makes me wonder how anyone who has one can be a robot.
>>37797038
That's the old depression special. It even happens to people who used to have hobbies. I sold all my shit for drugs. At least it doesn't linger around reminding me of the part of myself that is gone.
>This is what kids on YouTube are watching nowadays
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LllJO7AqWBs
has brap posting finally gone too far?
spinguin
Today is father's day on argentina where i live in. I had a fight with my father because he treats me as a fucking employe. My father collects and sells notgelds and resent me because i hate his hobby. Now. Im sitting in my chair. In a restaurant pretending to be gratefull of something that i don't think nor feel about his childish ass. He never grow up and he never was a good father figure. Fucker was more like my brother... Sometimes older. Sometimes younger...
Sometimes i dont know if break the little family i have or just pretend everything is ok.
>>37796978
Shit. Never GREW up.
>>37796978
If you resent your father, just leave him.
Convo I had last year in rehab on Father's Day.
OG: hey anon, do you have any kids?
ME: no
OG: well do you have any pets?
ME: no
OG: well did you take a shit this morning?
Me: yes
OG: well close enough, HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
>be me
>be 21 yo NEET
>be severely depressed
>do nothing but stare at the ceiling and shitpost on 4chan all day everyday
>oneitis abandoned me for being depressed
>don't understand anything anymore
>head constantly filled with oppressive thought
>think about an hero everyday
>don't know who I am
>don't know what to do
>doubt everything
>slowly sinking to insanity
>nobody gives a shit about me
>everyone dismisses my struggle and berate me
>was berated my entire life
>seldom leave my room
>just being awake is tiresome
>constantly feeling intense dread and anxiety
>put me out of my misery
go talk to a qt therapist
it's a start
Start by cleaning your room
start now
We're all gonna die in the future
>>37796859
I have a fear of my body rotting, I hate bugs.
isolation makes one irrational.
>tfw died in the past
Ghostposting is bestposting
>tfw dying just means you go from this hell to the next
Is there porn where the participants actually like each other?
Most porn is pretty emotionless. There's no passion or affection. I'd be interested in seeing professionally produced porn where the people involved actually have genuine feelings for one another.
>>37796782
Amateur porn made by couples.
Really makes you think doesn't it?
I guess there's little to no hope for us bros.
>Reddit users
>Most likely American
Those are 2 types of girls who I'd never want to socialize with (and even so they make up a tiny percentage of the women in this world) so these kind of posts never bother me
>>37796724
I mean, we already knew this, didn't we?
>tfw no imposter bf
You again ningen. This is /r9k/ not grindr you faggot.
Is this /our toy/?
Uh no sweetie
literally the most normie toy to ever exist
>>37796589
It was supposed to be /our toy/, but like everything they see that we have, the normies ruined it