ive never been a metal head but ive always thought it was kind of a cool genre not cool as in chad but in a geeky way
i only knew 1 metal head in my life and he was pretty cool laid back, but seeing metal heads in 2017 is so cringe worthy
>Why doesnt metal have that vibe/aesthetics in todays culture? like what happened
>>37863185
Forced normalization.
Everyone used to enjoy being different, and nobody really cared when people were different. You had the punks, emos, goths, jocks, stoners, etc, in multiple age ranges from HS to adult.
Nobody gave a shit. Yeah, sometimes it sucked and they clashed, but people were just who they were.
Nowadays, we're being forcefed homogenization in the name of political correctness and not offending anyone. Being different has been shoved down our throats as being wrong. Thus, the vast majority of people stopped being different, unless they were 'being different the right way', i.e. slapping a title of a shitty new gender or something on them that's politically and progressively approved.
Even if we weren't like it before, we've been subconsciously conditioned to not accept things that are different anymore. We're being branded, shaped, and cattled around.
The metalheads still have their vibe and aesthetics, anon. You just can't see it anymore.
The punks aren't all emo faggots, and the stoners aren't all deadbeats. The rockers aren't delinquents all the time, and that dude in his 30s on a skateboard isn't in a midlife crisis.
You just can't receive the vibe anymore. It's not cringe worthy, you've just been trained to dislike and reject it.
Overall, it's actually incredibly sad.
>>37863286
>Nowadays
It's been like this for decades. Hell, 30 years ago normies thought Judas Priest was killing their kids.
>>37863337
You're not wrong; it's a shame that anything the vocal minority doesn't like gets trashed or shut down.
To be real, most normal people wouldn't give a rat's ass what everyone does.
Remember that whole Yu-Gi-Oh satanism thing? My dad threw out all my cards. Ended up apologizing to me years later because he saw the news and just went tardrage.jpg. Thought I was summoning demons.
He realizes now that it was probably his most autistic parenting moment, just accepting that without actually like, looking.
Dab, am I right fellow children of corn?
>tfw you realize the FBI is probably tracking you because of all the things you say when you're shit posting combined with how often you talk about wanting to kill yourself
Fuck you fbi, im bombing your headquarters the 24th
>>37863098
They don't give that much of a shit about an animeposting faggot saying he's going to kill himself to get some (you)s on a Colombian rumba dancing forum. At this point you have to understand that if you're not tech savvy enough to go off the grid and enter the Wired you're going to be watched constantly, but that doesn't always mean that things are actually going to happen to you. If it makes you feel any better consider this, some qt FBI operator in charge of surveilling you has probably watched all the porns you do, and maybe if your webcam isn't taped she's even watched you fap.
>>37863142
>tfw even the FBI knows you fap to traps
>tfw no zakladni bf
What's zakladni mean
How many of you robots have been desperate enough to do things with a tranny? Asking for a friend
they arent so bad, and most are way easier to talk to. I actually prefer tranniesbut it might be because im repressing
>>37863257
>im repressing
repressing what, original anon?
What made you gave up in life fellow robots?
I can't with this feeling of emptiness that I wake up every morning, I'm going to stop going to work, nothing really makes sense anymore
>>37863070
I gave up, a long time ago. I got fed up with literally everything. Shitty job, shitty friends, shitty life.
Then I discovered that human beings could exist purely on spite and arrogance, and I've been here ever since.
My will to prove everyone wrong sustains me.
>>37863070
Find something you actually want to do in life, take a break from work and find the time to discover what you really want to do.
The realization that I have no brains for academics broke me.
I already knew I am socially inept, feel alienated by others, but I had lived in the delusion that my brain is capable of an academical career.
However, I am not and have 0 positive feats.
Mentally speaking I am not alive anymore.
Night terrors,
Depersonalisation,
Panick attacks,
Sleep paralysis,
Anger problems (really bad, freak out sometimes, usually not around people other than my family, always feel super guilty and like a piece of shit after)
Im not depressed though and life is pretty good. Its just i can be having a normal day and then suddenly ill feel like im in a dream or ill start having a panick attack. People are shocked when this happens
Anyone else get this. There was a time in my life when i was really unhappy where all this shit happened. Now im happy but all the episodes still occcur. Its like an old demon keeps pushing its way out every now and then.
Wtf is up haha?
>tfw gf dumped me
>back to fapping and collecting porn
it'll never be as good again
>>37863041
Reclaim your mana and become a sorcerer. Wizardry is beyond you after letting the succubus in, but middle-class sorcery is obtainable.
>>37863041
Atleast you had gf unlike most of us
fuck off. if you were able to get one gf you can get another, chad.
>>37863463
>>37863463
but i don't want anyone else
>stretch marks from all the gains
HUUUYA!Things that make you feel bigger than you are thread
>stretch marks all over my legs from SS
>stopped lifting months ago so all my gains are gone anyway
heh
>>37862997
stretchmarks on my thighs and lower back from weight gain and subsequent weight loss
>>37863024
Same, wish i never done it now because they look fucking awful.
All over my thighs and upper arms. They aren't small either (small faded ones actually look alright)
>currently living in a large European city for two weeks
>meet a girl who moved in near that city, she's a Chinese student and a real qt
>she lives 45 minutes away from here
>we spend a day together and get along very well
>she thinks it's the last time we'll see each other because I'll have to leave soon, so I tell her that I'll stay in the city for a short while and we can meet up
>she tells me it's not a good idea because coming to the city takes her a while, meaning we really won't see each other again
>but she still talks to me on Facebook
What should I do? Should I reply to her? I'm not good with online conversations. There are times where I manage to not be a total autist and actually be entertaining IRL, but that doesn't happen online. I also don't like the idea of maintaining a distance relationship.
>>37862995
Never go for the long-distance relationship meme. That said, keeping in touch is a nice way to keep your normie-fu up to speed.
>ITT: We congratulate each other in finishing mudane tasks despite our autism
I'll Start: I managed to get a decent haircut all by myself
Master the penis or it will master you
>just ordered a pair of wartime marschstiefel from lederarsenal
You guys, these are going to kick ass. These are actually going to hold up in the field as opposed to my shitty ATF boots. If it's true that the shoes make the man, then I'll be a Nordic super soldier in no time.
Even planning on blackening them myself, and the Germans did.
>>37862790
Where did you get these from? Also do they have hobnails?
>>37862839
They are custom made, made like the originals with hobnails that don't fall out, a huge problem with atf boots. Here is the guys website. Love my Wehrmacht uniform, wearing it everywhere everyday.
http://www.lederarsenal.com/en/pages/products/1939-1945/--footwear.php
>>37862839
Unrelated to the boots, but just found this neat NSB recording. It's an instrumental of Zwarte Soldaten, which is a rewrite of Braune Soldaten. Beautiful way to start the morning.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFOT14nshfc
Orbiters? How does it feel knowing that 90% of the "girls" you tried to orbit were just male Anons making fun of you?
I have a few girls orbiting me even after deleting them
>>37862748
I don't know what you mean by orbiter.
>>37862748
>I don't know what you mean by orbiter.
Urban Dictionary has you covered.
>22
>pulled my back out some months back after waking up every morning with awful aches
>horrible pain, worst of my life
>go to doctor
>turns out i actually just have a horrible autoimmune disease with no cure
>causes spine to fuse together; horrible arthritis but in your 20's
>sleep like shit, sweat all the time
>wake up every day with horrible cold sweats
>can't even walk through the supermarket anymore
>friends act like they get it but are beginning to resent me for being sick
>resent friends for not also being in constant pain
>becoming isolated(er) and weird(er)
any chronic pain/sick anons here? i'm right on the edge my dudes
I'm in a constant state of misery, my problems likely stem from my rampant drug use these past few years. At least there's always suicide
headaches
stomache aches
bum shoulder
breathing troubles
and random spikes of heart pain
Then again, my mother was diagnosed recently with a genetic heart defect, and there's like a 50% chance I have it too, so if that's the case, I'll probably go the Zyzz route and have a heart attack while getting high one of these days