>tfw terrified of getting doxxed
There were two occasions a few years ago where it could have happened so easily and even though it didn't I still get extremely paranoid once in a while. I have no friends and no real reason for anyone to do it, but it still worries me. Ironically, I probably have a much smaller internet footprint than the average person, even on 4chan. It's just that the few things that are there wouldn't be that hard to piece together, or at least I don't think they would be.
There's no "enemy", and I have no active accounts anywhere. It's merely an always-present possibility. The two times I mentioned were not attempts, they were just times when I linked an account with a username I shared on other sites and accidentally included my first name in a screenshot.
>tfw no tomoko-tier gf to be a loser together
I don't think girls like her exist. Even if they do, they'd still get stolen by Chad.
>dad is watching good movie on Netflix
>casually finish lunch
>want to stay
>"why can't he invite me to stay like he usually does?"
>he usually do but I never stay
>he must have given up
>but this time I genuinely want to stay
>mfw I leave in shame because I don't know how to do in order to stay
I'm such a social cripple. I'm not even at ease with my family. How can I spend time with them without hating myself or feeling insecure because at the same time Chads are partying with their friends? How can I be with them without thinking that they always think I'm a weird loser of a son shitfuck
I agree. He is your dad.....just sit down and watch with him. I always enjoy family movie nights (as terrible as it sounds).
My dad make a popcorn and we binge watch series. Currently we are going through all the Marvel movies again.....after this, it will Star Wars for the millionth time. It's great :)
Why aren't you socialist yet?
What does your depression feel like? What damage has it done to your life?
it feels like nothing
one day you just realize that you havent eaten or slept in a week and youve just sat around smoking instead of going to class and yet you just dont care about any of it
How do I go about selling my soul to the devil?
First you need a lawyer. Have him write up a sales contract stipulating the terms and expectations of each party.
Then, sign it and have him notarize your signature.
Finally, present the offer to Satan and see if he accepts.
is she cute bros?
>mfw I see those threads
>mfw I want to throw some traitors in my jail camps
>tfw living with parents again
How do you robots do it? I have been here all of 3 months (was planning on a year to create some savings) and I am losing my shit.
>Still asking for tips
"Son, it's all in the eye contact, manners, and handshake."
Lads the late night music thread is changing to late night thread,
We now en-compose all media so share whatever hope to see some original art and music
It's still the middle of the day where I'm at, but this seems comfy.
Is it okay to post your own music? I recently just finished a folk album I could share. If shilling is discouraged, here's a different contribution, from one of my favorite records of the year.
>Be in High School
>Talking with teacher about conformity in social groups
>Talk goes so well we continue after class
>Only a few other kids left in the room
>One kid clearly severely autistic
>Greasy jew fro and pimple scarred face
>Breathing heavily minding his own in the corner
>Teacher uses Goth and Emo culture as means of explaining the hypocrisy of 'counter culture' as means of expression
>Autist immediately whips his head around
>Walks the length of the classroom to face us
>Starts defending goth culture
>Says the style is cool
>Says the music is amazing
>Godly form of expressionism for girls
>Teacher tries calming him down by explaining their point
>Kid just doesn't get it
>I back away slowly
>Argument turns into a full-on autistic rant, saliva flies all over
>Teacher remains cool, makes further effort to calm the kid down
>Starts getting violent
>I turn tail and retreat from the classroom
>Autist is nowhere to be seen
>Teacher and I hardly make eye contact
>mfw autist is the most hardcore emo I've ever seen.
>few months ago
>live in shitty income based housing, apartment building from 1932
>just a fucking parade every day: piles of garbage in the hallways, bedbugs and roaches, junkie tenants always collapsed everywhere
>I'm on the 5th floor in a studio (150 sq ft)
Okay exposition done, story now
>hear weird sound in the pipes one day
>like the people above me have their sink on
>lasts a really long time
>figure it's just air in the pipes
>couple days later just waking up at 11am (I work nights)
>sounds like it's raining really heavily outside
>looks bright through window blinds so I'm confused
>suddenly a slit opens in my wall just below the ceiling
>water starts pouring into my apartment
>it's the apocalypse
>tear down shower curtain and save computer
>run down to office half-dressed screaming for them to shut off the fucking water
>stupid blonde bitch managers running around like the dumb bitches they are
>they have to call the city to get guys out here and turn the water off
>I run up to the 6th floor to see what the fuck is going on
>staircase is a waterfall
>as soon as I get up there I see the one maitenance dude sprinting down the hallway, soaking wet
>fuck me the water is gushing like a fountain
>in the apartment DIRECTLY ABOVE MINE a pipe had burst because their toilet was running and the valve wore out
>maintenance guy trying to hold back the freezing deluge with his bare hands
cont. and pic related is outside my door at the beginning
>Total panic in the halls, people sloshing through the water
>junkies don't know what the fuck is going on
>I haven't brushed my teeth or dressed in actual clothes yet
>trying to salvage my books and sketches like a wild beast
>maintenance dude yelling at stupid blonde top knot manager
>both totally soaked
>call into work shouting and raving about the end of the world
>fire department comes to help clean the water
>they dump all the gross, filthy water that they scraped out of the carpet into my shower and don't clean it up
>have to live with a seriously loud dehumidifier that drains into my kitchen sink for two weeks
So now today
>hear that my toilet is running constantly
>Vietnam flashbacks to the great flood, which was caused by a running toilet in the unit over mine
>ask the office to check it out
>dumb blond bitch says no maintenance guys working today but they'll be by eventually
>Ask her if there's going to be another disaster
>she says no
>don't trust that bitch
I had to type this out because I have a lot of anxiety over this situation. Maybe you'll like reading about a day that's probably worse than what you're having.
Holy fuck - that's pretty bad.
I know the feel of those damn dehumidifiers, though, they are loud as fuck.
So, other than that, how is living in that place? I'd imagine that if you're on assistance and don't have to pay for anything, it'd be pretty chill otherwise.
What year did it become a meme for every white girl to want to get blacked? It feels like this really got started around 2006/2007.
>wfs date bms
>i date qt 3.14 black women
>everyone except stormfags and hebrew israelites (lol) are happy
>work 7 days a week from 7 AM to 10 PM
>if I'm lucky only 6 days
And you wagecucks think you have it bad.
I know how it feels anon ;__; but alcohol and drugs are always there for me
My psychiatrist won't prescribe me Xanax or any benzo because she says they're too addictive and you develop tolerance too fast, but I'm pretty much miserable 80% of my life due to depression and anxiety.
I've tried everything: the meds she prescribed me, regular exercise for two years now, diet, socialization, hobbies, none of it takes away the pain I feel
I'm desperate to end this misery . I noticed when I would take a benzo it's the only time I feel like I'm just living life and not horribly depressed
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