tfw crippling anxiety consumes your entire life
>96% thinking with a ENTJ complex
>considering becoming a corrupt for-profit politician for second half of life
>have the professional history to give credibility
>actually care about usa economics and policy enough to have the drive
>approached and approached by (unnamed NJ) democratic organization for next gubernatorial election as a cabinet member
>not even democratic, just that much of a sociopath that i lied to get the impression/power/funds i want/need
>would be great leader but abuse the fuck out of the system for corruption and power because im a sociopath (no diagnosis, just really match up with the traits and tendencies)
>remember this very day 30 years from now of how some fag from 4chan became a forthright of power
>genuinely want to become a member of the executive branch by the time im 60
why don't you beta robots have a personality type or plans worth living for, let alone a
'T' instead of an 'F'?
Robots blown into midgets
I've been thinking about this for a while maybe you guys can help.
What is the long term psychological impact of being an incel/late virgin as a male? Everyone always says sex means nothing and it has no impact on who you are but I suspect that is bullshit.
Not being able to fulfill you biological purpose, like all of your ancestors for billions of years did. Not experiencing the love that others seem to get so easily, seem to get easily being the key factor. Not getting affection from the opposite sex, which despite what religions tell you is what you are supposed to do. Being spurned by women and seeing other men who you may deem "unworthy" getting women while you don't.
There has to be a long term negative impact. Even after you get laid, what about all of those nights alone, when all that you really wanted was someone to hold close? Someone to caress, and love. Someone to look forward to seeing everyday.
I think a large portion of incels/late virgin males are going to have serious issues in the future.
t. 22 year old currycel
Almost everyone I talk to says that. They say sex won't change you and all that.
Doesn't fucking matter. It's still something that's wanted. And having sex WILL make you more happy.
>And having sex WILL make you more happy.
No, it really won't. Let go of the virgin logic.
>They say sex won't change you and all that.
Fundamentally it doesn't, it's actually the intimate relationships you have that do.
The world was still pretty quiet in the 00's. I could leave this place and wander my ghetto neighborhood, go to the arcade and actually enjoy being a nerd without some stupid hipster faggot spouting off our injokes. Attentionwhores and old media had no power or presence and it didn't feel like there was an eye on your back every moment of your life. Ftge
I want to kill myself, but I want to donate my organs. Should cut my wrists outside a hospital?
>I want to kill myself, but I want to donate my organs. Should cut my wrists outside a hospital?
get in an ice bath then blow out your brains
docs should be able to figure out how to save your organs
ask bb when he comes around if that would work
Become a registered organ donor. Enjoy you're (You), faggot.
>that black guy who was friends with everybody
If a girl asks me out for coffee from work does that mean she wants my dick or is it just genuinely asking for someone to chat to. Met up today and she was bitching about her boyfriend to me, but she also said she was going to get coffee with everyone else from work just to bitch about him to them.
none of my "friends" or "family" ever text me or respond to my texts unless they want something from me, i haven't seen any of them in over a month, not even my parents give a shot about me anymore
why do i crave attention so badly? why does everyone hate me?
>tfw no qt 3.14 gf
>tfw you have asperger's and social interaction feels like walking in a minefield
>tfw the internet is the one place you can talk to people kinda decently
>tfw you're studying something technical and girls are a vague dream
>tfw the internet is full of Americans and you're stuck in Europe's rainiest part
>tfw you don't want to spend eternity alone but have no idea of how/where to meet people
I just don't know what to do anymore
Have you tried not complaining?
Also deliberately distancing yourself from people/women by spending all your time on the internet and choosing male dominated lonely careers is not helping yourself.
Aaaaauuuuummmmm Satchitananda Parabrahma
Sri Bhagavathi Sametha
Sri Bhagavathe Namahaaaaaaa
My day sucked. It always sucks. Tell me about how your day was.
What makes a person worth listening to? What does society feel that I am missing?
I found your post completely uninteresting so I'm going so point out that you can see the World Trade Center in the background.
Is life even worth living if you're unattractive? You can get fit and have a ton of status and even then most women will still inwardly full repulsed when they look at you.
How can you even marry a woman knowing that she isn't nor will ever be attracted to you in the slightest? Even bluepilled nu-male central Reddit had a thread today where women affirmatively confirmed that sex with attractive men is out of this world, no matter how big their penis is.
Yes, because how delusional do you have to be to believe that the value of your life is based upon the judgment of women. Having a life based on that is the life that isn't worth living, not one when your not objectively attractive.
It most certainly is. Imagine having to settle in marriage for a below-average looking female. Imagine never getting approached by women and missing out on life, never getting invited to have a fourway kiss and participate in the threesomes just because women in general think you're attractive.
So, you're not attractive, ok. Sure, many people manage to live. But the depression never goes away. The thoughts in the back of your head never go away. The looks of disgust women have given you in the past haunt you forever.
>people tall me to make eye contact
>LOOK AWAY EVEN HARDER