anyone else use the hatred for themselves as motivation to keep going on?
is this even healthy?
Exactly what I did mate, I hated myself so fucking much. So I used it to get in shape, start talking to people and ask out my now girlfriend. I'm doing good in school and working towards my pilots licence. It works wonders man
You could love yourself unconditionally and still have no motivation to grow. As far as I'm concerned that is healthy like "I don't like how I am right now so I will change". Sounds super healthy.
Who else here /tard/
>childhood friend wants the fuck
>too beta and no confidence//shattered ego
>dont want to make a fool of myself
I envy the shut In's
Living life in both worlds is complicated
>you'll never have an anime harem
its going to make you better anons!
>hey anon could you babysit your cousin tonight
>tfw turned 21 an hour ago
And im still fucking alive, I was abandoned when i was 3 years old and grew up in an orphanage in the uk. Ive been living of bennies ever since i turned 18 along side a shitty part time job at (T)escos, barely scraping by living in a council estate. Why hasnt god let me die in my sleep. I've had enough.
Im posting this from my shitty phone using my libraries wi-fi...
>on 50mg zoloft
>shit works well but can no longer cum
why is life so cruel
just upped my dose a few days ago, really hope this shit goes away soon
>tfw no skramz gf
>not having a qt send you feet pics
You should be ashamed of yourself
l HAD TO FALL TO LOSE IT ALL
BUT IN THE END
IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
CRAAAAaaaAWLINNNG INNnnnN mmMY SKKKKIIIIINNNNNNN
[Spoiler]I remember my friend having an ipod and thinking that was so cool. He woudlnt tell his mom what he listened to though cause hed be embarassed[/spoiler]
I used to spend my time in school listening to Linkin Park on my iPod, each one of us would grab an earplug side and listen to it the whole day, we didn't give a shit about school
I bet most people thought we were gay or something
Back in the day...
I had Mexican and negro homies.
Back then, those faggots were real..
and, I respected them for it.
These days niggers, white trash, and "mexicans" will fuck you faster than you can blink.
Trust no one, not even yourself.
You'll fuck yourself harder and faster than anyone else ever could.
Listen to your subconscious, and act on it.
>have a deep deep desire to be a viking
>buy axes and swords and shields
>the garb and shoes too
>grow a beard
>get really fit
>look in the mirror dawning all my progress
>i want to conquer the world
>there is no place where i can be myself but my own home
Robots help, what do i do, where can i go
A modern viking would use modern equipment. All you need is a reasonably sea worthy boat, the knowledge to use it and a collection of fire arms you can use to rob people living a quiet existence along beaches etc. Seeing how its easy to find rich people with summer homes on the beach you could do it Anon!
>have come to the conclusion that talking about my problems are pointless anymore because I just need to gwt the fuck over it, nothing matters and im cling, which only causes suffering
>having a hard time coping with being sober
>cant smoke, want to drink, im poor, live with my parents
>feel myself becoming more and more depressed slowly
Life is suffering.
should I off myself? All these famous people are doing it, maybe they have the right idea.
yeah. The survival primal instinct is strong here. I imagine its like sleeping but ill face death anyway at some point. If im only clinging to my life, maybe im just being selfish? I dunno. I wish I could just put a hit out on myself desu.