>get dragged to some social event with my family because I "never leave my room"
>don't even know anyone
>told I am allowed to drink
>drink tons even though I'm a lightweight
>normies playing cards against humanity
>9/10 Stacey tells me I'm not allowed to play because I'm weird
>yell YOU'RE A FAT SLUT really loud
>tip over table
>drinks and cards and booze fly everywhere
>some Chad comes up starts pushing me
>brother tries to calm situation down
>try run away but I only make it a dozen yards before I projectile vomit all over the side of some normies car
>end up being taken home
>apparently "won't be invited back"
>parents expect me to phone Stacey and apologise for what I said.
>said we need to have a serious discussion later
How fucked am I robots?
>been jobless an entire month now
fuck i don't want to go back into the rut and be jobless for a year or more again
but i hate working so much
but i don't want mommy to pay for me being alive anymore i'm 24 fucking years old
trust me man, ive been on the pattern of work for a year and a half then be jobless for a few months to a year. Right now im jobless as well. Its alright man just get your resume together, shave get a haircut clean yourself up, go out and get that job. work for at least 5 months once you get it. I reccomend buying cheap land on freshwater and living in a trailer with solar panels n shit. I cant live in the city for much longer its a trap.
i been thinking recently about how i just wanna be a lighthouse keeper as a job
basically sit in a house and make sure the light works
but only if i can get good internet but i feel like tha twouldn't be hard in this day and age
become a homecare worker.
Easy money. high demand for able bodied men since dudes often don't want women taking care of them with personal stuff.
good if you need a place to sleep to.
What is r9ks favorite anime and why is it Elfen Lied? This show really got to me, so many feels.
What are some r9k approved animes and shows you all find comfy and/or entertaining?
Hispanic robot here. Don't like dating most women of my own ethnic group because reminds me of my mom and feels incestuous--most of the time.
Should I just bite the bullet, and hook up with the next white girl with emotional/daddy issues? As long as she can dress herself, has a cute face, and is height weight proportionate, should I just take the next one I can find? Would that stop me from being a robot?
>also, why do I sometimes don't think as highly of women that might be attracted to me, as the way I think highly of women who aren't? Like if a woman isn't into me, somehow that makes her more attractive in my eyes--and if she is,somehow that makes her less attractive in my eyes. Is that fucked up?
>If pic related is twirling her hair at me and obviously staring at me in interest, should I get with her and make that bitch happy? Also, what about my own autistic tendencies to be alone?
do women like willies?
>10 year old brother is almost my height (I'm a 5'6" male)
>he's projected to be 6'2"+
Should I be happy for him or embarrassed?
Is he your stepbrother? If you got fucked on height he more than likely will be too. I doubt unless your dad is 6'5 and your mom is 5'2 that you would end up 6 inches shorter than a literal child.
>tfw an uninteresting loser
>Head over to local mall
>Go to weeb store to pick up a few figurines and posters to stick in my shittyapartment
>Walking out of store with weeb shit in hand
>Then all of a sudden
>Some Stacy cunt from uni I tried and failed to hit on using the nice guy meme shows up
>Know that's a load of horse shit now but past me was not so wise
>Passes right by me while holding hands with her chad bf
>Don't give two fucks about her anymore but for some reason the fucking cunt and her bf laughed at me as I walked past
>Like I'm nothing but a goddamn joke to them
Why are normies such judgmental piles of filth despite lecturing others about "Having an open mind bruh" or "being yourself man?" I want nothing more than for all of them to get a taste of their own medicine and feel what its like to be alienated every waking hour of every single day.
How do you buy weeb shit in public? For that matter, why were you buying weeb shit in public? You should've just bought it on the internet. Youre a retard and deserve to be laughed at
Person with BPD here
what's it like dating people with my disorder?
Opinions on Costco? Is it storekino?
>tfw no gf
>tfw no gf to get boba together
>tfw no gf to take out to kbbq
>tfw no gf to take out to ramen
>tfw no gf to take out to thai food
>tfw no gf to study with
>tfw no gf to go on walks at night with
>tfw no gf who enjoys listening to me play guitar
>tfw no gf to watch anime together with
>tfw no gf to go on roadtrips with
>tfw no gf
How was your day guys?
I watched youtube and read yuri listening to music all day wallowing in my loneliness. I got a workout in too which is nice. I have been going every day mostly.
I know theres some lonely robots out there who want to talk.
Is it wrong for me as a white guy to want an asian gf, because I think they're much more cuter and more willing to desire a close relationship than western women?
WIth all western women I've met, I always felt they are are cold, unloving and at every moment about to betray you.
Want to know how easy it is for women? Even UGLY fat girls? I posted this on Whisper 5 minutes ago
I live in the Western US btw. It is almost midnight
who /bipolar/ here?
Maybe, but I'll never know. When I feel depressed I don't want to talk to anyone, and when I feel good I don't need help.
I've read the DSM and the time scales are all wrong. I feel like I flip flop too fast and irregularly to have BD.