What is psychosis? Anyone that has it.
I mean is it like hearing voices or just a distorted perception. Does it cause like any sexual fetish or religious thinking or anything?
For me its delusions I cant tell if are real or not. Like i think people are subconviously talking to me all the time or can read my thoughts, but its just pike a normal everyday like "oh that guys reading my mind" when hes probably not. Also delusions of being super powerful or omnipotent like I am making massive changes in the world by doing things. Rapid, uncomfortable, unrelenting random thoughts. Making connections between things that dont exist. Creating whole ideas and theories about stuff only to come out of psychosis and see that everything you thought of was baseless. Mostly just thinking shit is real or true and it seems so clear and just like a normal thought that unless I'm monitoring my thoughts I wont catch its a delusion. And its constant. Also seeing crazy distortions of vision like faces in everyday objects, weird geometry of everything. Basically my whole perception of reality is fucked.
Its spooky, lad.
I've had drug induced psychosis a few years times, namely with spice. It's scary but at the same time amazing to think about afterwards. Your brain literally just takes over your reality
"Hey, Anon, a new episode of Boku No Hero Academia came out today, Do you want to watch it with me?"
Yeah I'll watch your tits while you watch a children's cartoon.
>>38725213
how about I watch those fake tits bounce as you hop on my dick?
Why do Chinese people look like downies
who here /bad teeth/? I can't show a picture because I don't have a phone or a webcam, but my teeth are fucked. They're crooked, off-color white, some are sticking out more than others, and one of my two front teeth is at a weird angle where I can feel the side of it with my tongue. I really hate to show my teeth and always try to hide them.
Youre probably really cute anon. Dont worry too much about it. Theyll love you over in japan
>>38725179
Just pull them all out and replace them with dentures or implants.
easy peasy
>>38725179
I am also /badteeth/ here. Some are crooked and it feels bad. They don't hurt, though, so there's that I guess.
how do i get gf if i have literally no friends? I'm gl and 6'1" but i'm scared they'll be disgusted when they realize i'm such an introverted autist.
>>38725164
i'm similar but probably older than you. trust me, they are disgusted by you once they learn who you truly are. abandon all cares now, and give up on friends and gf entirely.
>tfw too tall
Why do I have to be 6'5"? I wish I was shorter so I don't stick out as much.
>>38725164
Just ask to chill my dude
Any of you ever just think about your life and get intensely angry?
Yes.
If you want to truly descend into the depths of seething, trembling-with-fury rage try nofap for a few weeks.
>>38725172
Challenge accepted
HULK SMASH
I've been given the gift of perfect memory and everyday I spend at least an hour thinking about how I've fucked something up in the past wih the power of my autism. It makes feel very sad.
>Have crush on girl
>Somehow by the grace of God get her number
>Start texting her
>Things are going alright
>Her car gets egged one day
>Tell her I'm sorry to hear
But
At least they left you breakfast
>No response
Why do I keep fucking doing this
It's like being autistic is in my fucking blood
Fuck the bitch that's funny
That's a joke you make after she's calm and you're both reminiscing about the incident.
It was pretty funny, but she was obviously annoyed about getting egged and your text was rude
That's a cute, harmless joke. She's a cunt.
>gf wants to be more dominant in relationship, especially in bed
how can I assert my dominance?
>>38725131
Just beat her.
>>38725131
Break up with her and fuck her hot friend
>>38725131
Take her to the Amish village and leave her there.
Hey, /r9k, I'm curious about something...
Why didn't you ask out the cute, geeky girl you knew in high school? You know she liked you, but you have to make the first move, and you never did. What stopped you. She really cared about you.
This coming from the femanon you never asked out. Now we're both all alone...
>geeky girls
>alone
i never asked them out because they were always taken by more attractive dudes
Idk I was insecure I guess.
She made fun of me to try and get cool points with the popular kids
Who here /raising caines/
For me it's the Caniac combo:
Six Chicken Fingers, Crinkle-Cut Fries, Two Cane's Sauce, Texas Toast, Coleslaw, Large Drink (sweet tea).
coleslaw is shit, but otherwise it looks bretty gud
>>38725035
i tell my mom not to offer that shit to me since it is too good and i am addicted, but she keeps doing it
i may be 137 at 6 feet but i really dont feel like i should be eating fast food
>>38725062
also this
sub coleslaw for extra sauaaaace nigga
bring your own honey mustard
why is it that people don't like shutting the fuck up for 5-10 mins and enjoy the Damn silence, my mom gets all pissy when she drives me somewhere always commenting "so u don't wanna talk huh/why won't u talk to me"
Talking keeps the demons and... other things away
>>38725032
your kind of people is the worst, you make socializing 100 times more awkward and harder, just fucking talk like everyone else, talk about anything and everything all of the time like you're supposed to, creep.
>>38725032
by talking all the time normalfags and especially women keep things as stupid and non-thinking as possible
i've literally had women tell me "dunno, i don't think that deep" when trying to make casual conversation, it's incredible how shallow their thinking is, most of them are closer to primates than me
>want to start drawing
>not even great still lifes, just simple cartoons like this gondola
>have absolutely no idea where to start
Also I suppose this can be a comfy gondola thread
>>38725030
Bump
Wmqosmwid
>>38725030
you should make gondolas and upload them to youtube like I do.
>>38725030
when I didn't have internet for 5 days cause I moved to my new house I drew a bunch of gondolas on my laptop
it was really nice
I'm on cocaine right now but I'm in my room alone. I have more to do
What do /r9k/?????
Coke Dildo the rest
>>38724965
Take a bump for me and take a walk, you're gonna get antsy
>>38724971
I'm not gay :-(((((
>friends say I can't pick up on sarcasm
>criticized for having a hard time following dialogue in movies
>come up with the retarded characters and act them out because it's funny
>socially awkward as fuck when talking to strangers
>keep everything in my room in perfect condition and obsessively clean
>like building kits
>listen to autism music like autechre, doormouse, and dean blunt
>have gross kinks like slime, feet, ear kissing asmr, anal gaping/prolapse
>will only date goth girls
>say things that come off rude but think it's funny
>make ambient/noise/IDM/DnB music
>all my friends say I probably have autism
Do I have autism?
>>38724949
also like loli's
>tfw a lower upper class autist is much more of a normie than you
>>38724949
Hate to break it to you, bud.
>Ghost an annoying ass attention seeking girl
>messages me on like four other platforms
>creates new accounts to message me on because I blocked her main one
annoying as fuck desperate for attention cunt. annoys tf out of me. sorry just needed to vent.
Let me message her
how did you meet her op?
odksfksjks
Post her info, we might need the attention.
>considered buying a PC because I saw a game I though looked cool on youtube
>instantly mad at the idea I considered it for a second
>paranoid the whole day that I may have a lapse in judgement and do it in future
>worried about this the whole day
Who /overthink/ here? How do I stop doing this with every aspect of my life?
How is buying a PC a problem? More importantly, why don't you have one already?
Make spontaneous decisions? Life is pretty elastic. You can't destroy your entire financial future with a pc.
Fuck go buy something on craigslist. Minimum $10 maximum $12
>>38724980
I'm soon to be the proud owner of a crock pot.
Because I wanted to.