how many days have I wasted on this retarded website
I could've gotten into a better school, I could've met the love of my life, I could've enjoyed enjoyed my youth, and learned so much
but instead i am a neurotic mess that will say "i want to die" compulsively any time a bad memory surfaces because I chose to spend my youth hastily updating for the next bit of absurdist bleeding edge humor or insight into the obscure
every social interaction I have is filled with awful gaps and slurs because I chose to socialize on the internet rather than face to face like a normal human
this website has bred every sick and bizarre sexual kink that I am now burdened with, making me virtually impotent.
to those willing to listen, quit this website while you can. it is not a drug like heroin or alcohol, but it can just as easily psychologically fuck you up, turning you into a hollow husk incapable of anything but masturbation and gaming
fuck this website, I am leaving for good.
>>38882947
>fuck this website, I am leaving for good.
see ya tomorrow, asshole
>>38882947
This. Everyone should listen to OP. I had to learn this the hard way. This place gives you some sort of artificial autism. You get absorbed into the website and it fucks you up real good.
There is not a word in OP's post that isn't true.
The saddest part is that people think OP is joking
Who here /GenuinlyLovesTheirOnitis/??
like I KNOW she is out of my league and I have no chance with her, but I've never even thought of her in a romantic or sexual way
I would never talk to her or try to date her, she is too pure and good for me
I just want to watch her exist the same way you may enjoy a nice view, a field of flowers, or the sound of the ocean waves, I enjoy watching her mannerisms and smelling perfume her when she walks by
But I do not insert myself into her world, I keep myself separate, knowing I am inferior, and simply enjoy "watching love grow forever"
I hope she is happy and has a good life
I cry a lot when i think of my oneitis being dicked by chad
>>38883100
I just hope he treats her right and marries her
I get upset if I think about her being used and abused by Chad, but realistically thats what women are programmed to crave i guess
>>38882935
Stop loving
>tfw almost never see butterflies anymore
>>38882895
I see them all the time, what the fuck
Plant a butterfly bush.
>>38882943
where do you live my pham
>tfw this will never be your view
Why live?
Why won't it? I believe. Let me have some hope.
>>38882859
You'll be hoping until death.
>>38882873
I think it is better to hope until death than assuming it won't ever happen.
>today is birthday
>wake up late
>open my phone
>only 1 message
>automatic happy birthday message from a forum I used to be on
Well here's a happy birthday message from a forum you're on right now.
>>38882839
Well happy birthday anon!
I hope that you have a good one :)
>>38882839
Happened to me yesterday. Not the best feel
>Tell an Anon to unironically go kill himself.
>I feel bad about it later on.
What if he did it?
>>38882882
I'd probably cry tbqh.
>>38882834
that anon here,
I did do it, fuck you
How do I get over my furry porn obsession? They're so fucking pretty
It seems to me that you have to get really invested in 'reality' and so on.
That's hard to do and not particularly worthwhile in my experience.
May as well your investigations in masturbatory extremity.
Why contain it? Post more.
>>38882820
I got over it by blocking those websites and diverting energy to some hobbies.
>Un-shaved/waxed pussy
Fucking gross
all women should be shaved hairless and slathered in paint only then will they be beautiful enough for us, isn't that right my dear friend OP?
Hairy is a best. Makes the female body more mysterious. Plus, you can tell what her actual hair color was before she dyed it.
Was actually reading this hentai before where an American woman was seen as strange to the Japanese for shaving.
>finished highschool this year
>mfw missed out on teenage love
I don't care if I'll get a girlfriend later it's just not the same
>>38882718
Im going to be a junior next year and don't have a single friend left anymore.
>You missed out on having a childhood friend
>You missed out on teen love
>You missed out on university love
>You're now 25 and single
I wouldn't have it any other way.
>>38882718
I'm still a teen an I love you OP
How often do you have thoughts about killing yourself?
At least once a day, but I know I'm too much of a do nothing pussy to actually do it.
One day hopefully though!
I haven't thought about suicide until recently. I thought about what method i would use and where i would do it.
i would want to do it in a troll manner that makes me immortal. suicide in front of a news camera while nude or some shit like that
Everyday, more and more since a few weeks. I spent a few months without thinking about it, I was doing well and now it's back. Everytime it comes back it's stronger. These thoughts are stronger everyday. I know I will end it someday, it's just a question of when.
https://youtu.be/vgYION1-spI
How does this make you feel?
normally i wouldnt be upset but its because of little shits like her that psychologists/psychiatrists dont take people more seriously
>>38882687
i don know who this bitch is and what she is talking about but man she is fuckin unattractive with all these makup and surgery
It bothers you that she considers herself the same as you?
A snowflake?
Ok, my brothers. I'm ending it tomorrow.
I reached the end of my rope 9 months ago, but kept "fighting through it" I'm done with that shit. I can't take it anymore. I tried to end it a couple months ago, but neighbors saw and called the cops.
I picked out a nice, comfy, secluded spot with a great tree to an hero tomorrow night. I just want to watch one more sunset from there, before I kick the bucket out from underneath my feet.
The reason for this thread is a moral delema
>do I take my dog with me?
I'm all hes ever known, and the 1 thing he loves more than anything. I don't think he could be happy without me.as proof, I'm posting my rarest anime girl, that I know no one else has. I've been waiting for nearly a year to release this. But I won't need it in less than 24 hours. So I'm finally giving her upI live in the north east of the US, and plan on doing this around 8:30-9pm. The name Grace is associated with the place I'm doing it. So someone make sure there's an "OP delivered" thread
>>38882679
Why not just live until your dog dies, spending every moment you can to make his life as happy as possible?
>>38882679
so basically you're a coward
your doggy loves you and its not your choice to take his life, if you will follow through, make sure he is adopted before you die or ill kill you
how do I get a bad to the bone bf?????
get a regular to the bone bf
cheat on him
dump him
then make him your bf again
>>38882695
your easy guide to turn your bf int OJ 2.0
>>38882661
I been wondering that all my horrible life
Who is this guy's fanbase?
40+ females breddy much
>>38882650
who is this hott daddy?
What was the name of his book, r9k?
ORANGUTAN OUTLOOK
Why do so many guys murder girls for saying no?
>>38882573
Why do so many woman ruin another man's life by cheating?
yeah well, if she dresses like a whore she gets treated like a whore
>>38882573
Why do high waisted shorts even exist? They are less comfy than normal shorts