> 3rd date
> still haven't kissed
>>38972856
You have to make the first move anon sorry to say
you're friends now. congrats
>>38972920
She literally calls me her boyfriend and considers us to be "dating"
>try nofap
>constantly have an erection
Would getting a chastity cage help?
Try flashing it at random passerbyes
>>38972846
yeh, also need some panties too
>>38972846
Getting fucked in the ass will help
make judgments about anons based on them
no skipping tracks and please contribute your judgment
>Sonic Youth - Providence
>Tim Hecker - In The Air III
>Matt Elliott - desamparado
>The Angels of Light - Praise Your Name
>Current 93 - I Could Not Shift the Shadow
>Goreshit - the nature of dying
Tales of Xilia OP
PaniPoni Dash Opening 3
Hourou Musoko OP
Goku Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei Opening 1
Saki Opening 1
Concrete Revolutio Ending
>Echoes- Pink Floyd
>Waiting for the Worms- Roger Waters
>Say It Ain't So- Weezer
>Hanging Gardens- Cormorant
>Pigs (Three Different Kinds)- Pink Floyd
>Brooklyn-Woodkid
>dasha suvorova - postavit bastu (do utra)
>oh wonder - plans
>alma - requiem
>annalisa - senza riserva
>dasha suvorova - spokoynaya noch
tfw cant cyrillic on r9k
We're all trapped in prisons of our own making with no way out because we don't even know what prison we've built for ourselves. For some reason I have a hard time living with knowing that there's probably something deeply wrong with me that I can't change because I just can't see it, for whatever reason. My head is so utterly fucked right now, I feel so awake and alive for some reason. Reality is just crashing down on top of me, how much of a failure I am, every big mistake I've ever made, simple childhood memories of snow and my oneitis from Year 5. Why can't I stop remembering? Why can't I stop thinking? I just want to forget and dull the pain and not realize all of this shit about myself and my life.
I wish I had an answer OP. I really do. But I'm probably the most clueless robot there is.
>>38972851
It's ok anon. It's probably because I don't do drugs or alcohol to dull the pain.
In perfect isolation, here inside my wall
Has anybody else gotten to the point where they feel so shit that even if they got what they wanted it still wouldn't fix anything.
I'm on vacation right now(alone because no friends), everything is beautiful and serine and all I can think about is killing myself, I thought maybe going on a trip would make me feel better, but in fact it's only made me feel worse about my life, I really think im going to go through with it.
I managed to get some rope from a local store, there's a quite sturdy place in my hotel room where I tried the rope, Ive thought about doing this before but I would just break down into tears because I was scared of dieing, but this time, but now I'm just sitting here looking at it, I feel nothing at all, I'm not scared anymore.
I bought a bottle of whiskey and a pack of Dunhill cigarettes, I'm going to enjoy both before I take the plunge.
I checked my travel insurance policy and it will cover repatriation of my body back to my country, I don't want to hurt my parents but I I can't take living in this nightmare anymore, I either feel nothing or pain, this is no way to live.
Thank you guys for being with me for the past 3 years, you guys have been one of the few things keeping me going, but it's past due to close to book now.
>>38972791
Dunno how to help you anon, just be sure to have the best meal of your life before you go. And maybe fuck a hooker
>>38972903
I've been eating tons of good shit, banged a few hookers, I think that's what set me off, I got a taste of the life I'll never have.
Anon, don't kill yourself yet. Do something meaningful, travel to Korea and kill a bunch of the motherfuckers they're. Die ion a hail of glory.
>it's 1:56AM
>saw these guys peeking through my window
Should I worry? What the fuck is going on?
We are coming for you, that's what's going on.
>>38972732
You tell us dude. You involved in any illegal shit? Be very specific, thanks.
>wake up at noon
>hear helicopters circling loudly in the area for about 30 minutes
tell me the last sort of interesting thing that happened to you
>>38972681
I blocked my only friend on all forms of communication I guess
>>38972681
I met up with someone from the internet, despite us not being that close and me not having real life friends for many years.
the guy who cucked me for my e waifu met up with her and is having sex with her right now most likely.
Tell me about your living situation.
Are you comfortable? What are your plans long-term?
>>38972662
Thats a great show. Hope next season arrives soon
long term plans never work, they will just disappoint you.
>>38972799
hasnt been good since like season 5
How do you deal with your /angerissues/?
I feel like I'm boiling over, every annoyance or frustration during the day sends me into a maniac, cursing, throwing shit, steaming mad, I can't shake it and don't know where it's coming from. I have a lot of anger toward people in my life, or people who were in my life, and I feel like life is always dicking me around
>>38972634
You could kill yourself. Than you won't have anger issues! You won't have any issues ever again
>>38973182
you could beat the fuck out of this guy
>>38972634
All those people are going to burn in Hell someday. That knowledge keeps me sane at least.
I got the same issues. Some stuff worked for me in the past like reading a book with a character that's going through the same issues,
long walks at night under the stars thinking about how insignificant we are.
Nothings working for me at the moment which fucking sucks fucking shit. Hopefully we'll find a way anon.
Hopefully we'll find it soon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nw9LCo0JwCQ
daily reminder looks dont matter
>>38972499
I would also fuck a roastie if she had the same stats. Betas attention whore women, and women attention whore Chad.
Chad also has nothing special internally. If he became disfigured he'd be as much as a beta and eventually come to attention whore stacies too.
People are all rotten this way and the hierarchy of attention doesn't change it. The only reason to get super salty is if you're the bottom wrung because nobody will want you. So robots are rightfully mad but they often don't understand that we're not better people or more deserving of any of this shit.
DELETE THIS!!! BE YOURSELF!!!
>>38972499
This falls apart when you mention in the profile that one of his victims was 16. All of them assumed the girls were around that age. If you said they were 11 or 12 and they responded this screencap would be way more credible.
>dude just get some pet rabbits
>dude you already spend hundreds on music and fancy computers so you should have no problem spending tons of money on building an indoor and outdoor hutch, getting a vet, buying fresh vegetables on a weekly basis, making your own rabbit toys, food pellets, and getting bales of hay
>>38972379
Rabbits are awful pets. Get a ferret.
>>38972390
>dude get a pet that keeps spilling it's food all over the place and can easily get lost if you're not watching it every second it's not out of the cage
>>38972390
illegal in most states and even when it's legal you need an exotic pet license and proof that you can provide adequate care for the animal.
What do you do when the depression gets so strong you can't even move? When a haze of negativity completely envelopes you and coats every fiber of your being?
>>38972331
I usually just fall asleep when it hits.
I usually take 10 sleeping pills and wash it down with vodka
Reach for the drink and put on some really sad clasical music to fit the mood whilst posting on here, and at least knowing ive got it better than others who are in far greater misfortune than compared to me making me feel somewhat less shitier, but at the same time making me wonder whats the point in life when there are so many just like me.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=liTSRH4fix4
Why don't you become a vlogger and start a Patreon?
>>38972316
Because I'm ugly
Haha that's not original.
>>38972361
So is Styxhexenhammer.
>>38972316
>Aint got tits, well i have moobs but no body wants to stare at them.
>my voice makes me sound like a squeaky faggot with severe autism.
ITT: Celebrities you get mistaken for
at least twice a month
This guy idk who he is really
>>38974030
The hippopotamus I believe
I'm gonna perform a self immolation ritual in a few days
Any advice?
>>38972285
Don't get burned.
>>38972290
>Don't get burned.
I have to though
That's kinda the whole thing
what is this procedure you are doing?
what will it do and what do you have to do to yourself?