Hey how's everybody doing tonight?

already feels like christmas

>>25355735
Depressed.
I'm depressed always when I'm sober.

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>>25355735
Alright thanks. Tired but can't sleep.

>>25355746
What do you want for Xmas?

>>25355752
i'm always depressed when I'm sober*

>>25355752
So you getting drunk then? Why so depressed Anon?

>>25355759
your bum

>>25355785
Shiiiiiit, Anon wants me,
My little bum bum.

He's gonna fucking fist me,
My little bum bum.

>>25355755
Oh I fucking hate that. Especially when you have something on your mind. It's like your brain is going "Oh you wanted to sleep? Too bad you little shit, 'cause we're gonna be up aaaaaaaall night!"

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>>25355849
Yeah, it sucks ass. Maybe I'll go have a glass of warm milk or some shit, I don't know.

It's been a long week.

>>25355910
Yeah me too. You in school or something?

>>25355774
The way I life makes me depressed. And that I can't change shit. I'm not getting drunk until Tuesday, I have a shitty job to attend to.

>>25355942
No, it's just been personal problems I've had to deal with for some time now combined with other little things that have just made it overall shit. I'd rather not go into it to be honest.

>>25355759
A libre thinkpad that will provide me with freedom

Stressed right now with these captcha. Why is captcha solving the most frustrating thing in the world on my mobile browser?

>>25355965
Aw Anon that sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. And I'm not going to give you the whole "Oh you can do anything with your life of you try hard enough." I knew that's the last thing I wanted to hear, during a point in my life where it seemed my future was decided by the bullshit hands of fate.

I'm sorry your life is shitty right now Anon. Would a pony pic cheer you up?

>>25355978
Sure I understand. Probably hard enough to talk about complex issues with a complete stranger.

Let's hope next week isn't as shitty eh?

>>25355989
At least it's... Kinda easy. Not like "Select all the images with ants."

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>>25356064
Thanks, I certainly hope it'll be a bit better.

How about you, Anon? You got anything going on?

>>25356109
Long work for me. 10 hour days, with aa4 hour commute. I'm ready to relax my ass off this weekend. At least a little...

>>25356041
There's never enough of happy ponies.

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>>25355980
And what would 2 do get ya?

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>>25356134
Damn, that's a lot of working hours. Hope you have a good time off this weekend then man.

I might attempt to sleep again, otherwise I'll just be sat here all night.

>mfw I'm sitting here talking about my life on a pony imageboard while listening to Elton John for no reason

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>>25355735
My dick is finally healed after a horrible injury
I got a job working for /v/ideo games not Gayme Stop all in one day
I also bought the CMC Funko set and talked to the girl at the cash register about mlp fim she started the conversation

>>25356090
It's shit.
>select the image or type whatever it says in the box
>solves it
>sorry you mistyped the captcha
fuck my life.

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>>25356151
Here you go Anon. I hope this brightens your night.

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>>25355735

>>25356202
Are you at that stage where you're crazy tired. Like, tired and crazy? Because if you are, you should be drawing stuff, or writing stories. Crazy motivation comes to me when I'm crazy tired.

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>>25356217
>dick healed after a horrible injury

... Go on.

>>25356252
Thanks, friend. First glass of Tuesday vodka goes to you.

>>25356217
I hope you kept your power level very low

>>25356254
You okay Anon?

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>>25356275
I'm... writing a story right now actually.

Christ, Halloween is over and I'm still getting spooped by things.

>>25356297
I appreciate that, but drink to a better tomorrow. That's what's important.

Plus, it'll make the vodka taste better :P

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>>25356284
What else to say?
I almost fapped to Diamond Tiara, but my dick is very sensitive right now
>>25356302
She told me I should get Spike too, I gave a ice cold dagger glare and reeeeee'd internally I just laughed afterward... after I snapped out of my autism

Then she said
>Are you into My Little Pony?
Uhhh...
>It's oka-
It's grown on me... haha
>Have you watched Equestria Girls?
I have, and I was reminded of it when I seen that hoodie is that a band or something?
pic related

And tried to steer it away from ponies

>>25356318
Ha! Nah it's okay man. I used to draw long into the night. Your brain is wide awake, but it's FINALLY quiet so you can work.

>>25356399
>She told me I should get Spike too
well that's a surprise there

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>>25356254
Seriously, you okay Anon?

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>>25356458
How so?
Most young girls I talk to think Spike is cute, then I reeee irl

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>>25356513
>then I reeee irl
why does finding spike cute make you reeeee? the little guy is pretty cute desu senpai

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>>25356447
To be fair, I do a lot of my writing at night because I can just get a lot done without distractions at all. It's pretty gud.

Alright, I'm off now, a headache appears to be setting in a bit. Thanks for talking to me though man.

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>>25356550
Nah prob. Have a good night man.

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>>25356534
I think people get pissed because I think they have troubling determining his purpose. Is he a slave to Twi? An orphan of sorts?

He is pretty cute though.

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>>25356534
Worthless character also I really liked dragons before mlp fim so seeing such a little pushover sack of crap "dragon" kinda hurts

Dragon Quest didn't help when they made the other dragons into Frat Boys although I liked them more than Spike

Secret to my Excess was good
The red dragon was cool heck even the real Crackle was cool but my love for dragons is in the past

I don't hate Spike but I don't love Spike

>>25356640
I wouldn't say hes worthless. seasons 1-2 he was what kept twilight sane. now that shes a princess and all, they don't know how to use him as a supporting character anymore.

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>>25356668
true true
also he killed Sombra
that bastard

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>>25355735

Lost my home, now homeless living near a 24 hour fitness to shower and stuff.

Almost about to lose my doge. I really don't want to live any more.

>>25356836
Jesus Anon. I can't imagine how difficult that is - living like that.

How did you lose your house?

>>25356836
how are you posting this if you're homeless?

>>25356859
Seconded. I wanna know too.

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>>25356859
Anon... It's okay if you don't want to talk about it. I'm not going to pretend to know what you're going through. I've always had a meal and a bed waiting for me every night. I've had it better than most, and I'm grateful for that.

I just hope you don't lose hope. There is always someone willing to help you. I believe no matter how dark life gets, there's always someone there to light a candle, and help you find your way. Even if you lose your house. Even if you lose your doge. Stay strong, and never let go.

Love you man. I'd hug you if I could...

>>25356884
Camera phone.

>>25356859
Father passed away. No health or life insurance, I had my house for a few years. Bills on bills and I got caught up in the mess of things. I'm glad I don't do drugs so I'm still kinda sane.

So I've been holding this in with no one to talk to about it, and I figured why not spill the beans to a bunch of random strangers. I have a gf
>inb4 ree normie get out
We've been together for 5 months. She has a lot of problems. None of them her fault, though. She has an abusive mother and father. Both of them have forced sex on her one way or another, not to mention any man in her life has sexually assaulted her in some way. She had a tumor in her heart when we first met and got it surgically removed. She can't do anything physical without fucking her heart up. One time, I snuck over her house to cuddle and when I left she had a panic attack. This night, among many others, was spent on skype nearly yelling at her to breathe. At one point, I was so conflicted with what I was doing. Should I keep her here even though she's going through the most excruciating thing possible? Or should I let her die? Her life has been in my hands more than I'd like to count. Each day I go through everything with her. We have no space. I don't care about the lack of privacy. I want to take care of her. What bothers me immensely is that I can't take care of her. I have to hide my age from her parents. She's 16 and I'm 19. So I have to wait till she's legal to get her out of her parents' grip. To top it off, there's no real guarantee she'll make it till then.

>>25357078
Damn man... You got any other family you could live with? Any friends? If you're clean, I'm sure someone could take you in...

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>>25357078
I too was homeless...
I would like to offer you a place to stay but there's a no dogs policy here, you live in Colorado?

>>25357084
If you love her keep at it, but do it in stride.
Love is patient, love is kind.
I missed out on a chance with a girl cause she was too young.
also reeeeee

>>25357137
I'm clean.I was always a neat freak before being homeless. That's why I bought a 24 hour fitness membership so I could shower and use the restroom. No other family. I really hate life and wish I had the money to rent out a room or actually own a house again.

>>25357084
I'm a terrible person, so maybe I'm not the best one to take advice from, but here does nothing.

First things first, she needs to get out of her home. Call child protective services and see what they can do about that. You are old enough, you may be able to apply for temporary custody. Getting her out of the abusive situation is the number one priority.

Second, you need to evaluate whether or not you want to spend a lot of time thinking on your relationship with her. You don't owe her anything, so if you are not getting anything of worth out of your relationship it is perfectly reasonable to end it. However, tying back to point one, removing her from her terrible situation will go a long way in stabilizing her life and allowing her to take control of her life. Once that happens, you can begin to have a real relationship. It won't be easy, and it won't be quick, but it can be done.

Do you have parents, family, anyone who could help you support her?

>>25357084
I'd call CPS as well. They usually can offer some kind of advice. I wouldn't tell them you're in a relationship though; it might complicate things. She's just a friend, and she needs help.

>>25357172
I'm not trying to sound like a judgmental dick, but are you employed Anon? How long have you been homeless?

>>25357154
Thanks man. Really I just needed to get that off my chest. I know that she's closest I'll ever come to finding one who will except my autism
>>25357214
>>25357313
We've had a LOT of arguments over that. When I first learned the news I immediately responded with, "Well if it's that fucking bad get out." She's lived her whole life with this. So when I came in raising hell about it she didn't really understand. She knew that it wasn't healthy, sure, but she thought of it as something she should just deal with. Something she'd get over. Literally, it took till very recently to get her to realize that no one who loves you does shit like that, but she doesn't want to do the orphan bit because she knows that nobody will want a soon to be 17 year old who could die at any given moment. And she's afraid she'll end up somewhere worse. As for me doing custody, I'm in the military, and I have no idea the grammification I'll have for that sort of thing. I'm about to be moved in with some random ass people i found on Craigslist. And I barely make $400 a month. So I don't think I'd be fit for any sort of custodial rights. I have no family who'd be willing to help, nor any friends.

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>>25357084
And Anon, even if she's destined for death, if you love her, then make the last years of her life the best.

>>25357403
I'll be damned if I don't try.

>>25357399
Oh. I assume you're not US military then?

>>25357526
I am actually. National Guard

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>>25357564
I'm not in the military, but don't you guys get benefits or something? I'm sure there's someone there who could offer some legal advice right?

>>25357172
>>25357351
I'm sorry I'm not trying to offend. You're suffering, and I'm asking bullshit questions. I apologize.

>>25357564
Have you considered going active? You would make a lot more money and you would get additional money for housing and food since you would have a dependent. Hell, you could probably also file for non-deployable status due to being the sole caretaker for a minor. I'm active right now and being a trashy lower enlisted E4 living in a below average area (Fort Gordon) and BAH with dependents for me would be $1086 a month and BAS something like $450. Tack on basic pat of ~$2000 and you're looking at $3600 a month to take care of the two of you, and she would be covered by Tricare so she would get health insurance coverage too, which would be really important for her condition. I would recommend going to your JAG and talking with them about adoption possibilities, and talking with your supervisor about possible going active.

>>25357351
>>25357695
No it's fine.

I've been homeless for about 7 months now. I am employed.

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>>25358718
Well that's good. I mean, not to dismiss your problems by putting a silver lining on them, but you have more than most. You're clean, have access to facilities, are employed. That's a big step up.

Look Anon, I have to get to sleep, but I wanted to tell you I believe in you. You have it in you, and even if you hate your life, you're still living it better than some of my friends, and that's saying a lot. I'd like to help you, but I wouldn't know how. However, if you reached out on this board, I'm sure someone could help you more than I ever could. Just... Just ask. Don't give up. Don't ever give up.

Stay strong Anon. Rest well, and stay warm.

>>25355735
I'm half drunk on some good-ass wine and spent most of the night playing Ico. Goddamn beautiful game.

Also, holy shit, typing is fucking difficult when you're almost drunk.

>>25357665
I haven't received any of them yet. Soon as I got our of osut my unit decided to disperse. There too busy with closing up to handle my shit. So I won't be seeing benefits till January.
>>25357712
Yes. I have, but by the time I finish AIT, come back, and figure out how to adopt she'll already be done with school. That's really the only thing she's waiting on right now anyway. She only has one more school year after this so. And, as I've said, she doesn't want to piss off her parents by doing any of that. I know it's dumb as fuck, but damn I can't argue about much of anything. I push it too far she's liable to break down and have a heart attack.