Purge Edition
• Makeup tutorials: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Mannerisms https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9Bk0GbW8xgvTgQlheNG5uw
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread >>8868492
PURGE
Purge the flesh
DEATH, HELL AND VOMIT
>>8870902
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xY4U4_zHJ0E
>>8870823
I had to use Darth Vader really being Anakin as a metaphor where the being a girl part is the Anakin part and being a boy is like being Vader
purge everything except bunns
>Start hrt at 15
>6'2
>transbian
>hon
Feels bretty bad desu
>>8870903
GOOD... NOW, SISTERS, WE SHALL MAKE /MTFG/ DEGENERATE AGAIN!
>>8870905
Hugg bunns
>>8870910
Could be worse, but sorry.
Unironically enjoying a dinner of slightly stale bread rolls and warm water.
>>8870894
benis in bagina
fetishists reeeeeeee
>>8870913
>could be worse
Yeah, after hell and tremendous effort that i went through to start hrt early it "payed off"
Not sure if anything can get worse than this honestly, knowing that I could've done nothing to prevent this and that it's all nature and genetics
>>8870919
THE WEAK SHALL SUFFER.
ONLY THE STRONGEST CUTE GIRLS WILL SURVIVE.
how do you stop being lonely but also not go outside
>>8870911
>>8870925
make a cute friend irl from lgbt so going outside isnt so bad
>>8870910
>6'2" at 15
when will agps learn
>>8870925
create tulpas and play with your dolls and plushies
The fact that people here actually are bulimic shows how mentally damaged you are and how unhealthy you are for any other being to get close to.
>>8870937
I was 6'2 at 13. I stopped growing at that age.
h-hey at l-least my shoulders are 14" and my hips are 41" while my waist is 29-31. That matters, r-right?? I tower over crowds but it doesn't matter because i have female proportions R-RIGHT?
>>8870940
yeah but if i try to interact with people i shut down and start shaking and people call 911 and then im stuck in the hospital all day
>>8870940
I don’t know how to go outside when I’m afraid everyone hates me for existing
>>8870942
that is actually a good thing tho
>>8870917
w-wew that is LEWD
>>8870942
actually i mean it kinda does
not to hugbox because i dont know what your face looks like or anything, but if you started HRT at 15 you probably have pretty close to cis proportions in at least hip-waist-shoulder ratios so people wouldnt clock you off that
imo the problem with most "twinkhons" that are super tall is no hips, rectangular body, large shoulders but then twiggy arms and legs from estrogen without working out or eating
I feel alive
>>8870884
Sauce for this image?
>>8870942
i'd trade my short gross body for a tall well proportioned body
>>8870948
Imagine going outside, not seeing a person taller than you in sight. Literally spending 3 hours out and not coming across a single person taller than you. Literally looking like a fucking girly ogre with long hair invading the local town.
I haven't left the house in 2 months.
>>8870951
I'd rather have 16" shoulders and smaller hips and a broader waist, but be shorter. At least then I could hide myself and I wouldn't get stared at by literally everyone
>>8870959
Sure I'm up for that
>>8870949
>w-wew that is LEWD
How little do they know.
>>8870959
Maybe you could hit the gym?
>>8870937
Why are you so spiteful?
>>8870966
>>8870963
eh it's okay i just generally look like shit in every regard and still get started at despite being 5'8 tbhon
>>8870970
PB isn't spiteful. She just likes dropping truth bombs.
>>8870966
>you will never be this thin
>you will never afford these clothes
>>8870974
5'8 is still fairly tall but at least it's passable for female height
>>8870978
even at the lowest bmi you would never fit into them because of your skeleton
also i love being male
clothes are cheap :D
>>8870972
>>8870982
h&m has cheap girlclothes
>>8870979
Eh, it's well and truly over the national average height for female. Once you're > 5'6 you might as well be taller, it doesn't really matter since it's still biologically plausible. With the proportions that you've got, youd just look like a netball player. Tons of tall girls down here in aus/NZ, like 6'+.
>>8870978
>>8870982
>>8870994
>Once you're > 5'6 you might as well be taller
What about the cutness factor? It's inverse to height.
if youre not transitioning to satisfy a fetish what are you even doing with your life?
>>8870998
>the one on the left
Looking good hon
>>8870976
>she
a extremely online pants shitting nazi boy isn't a she. thats a truth V2 for anime fash fags
>>8871002
satisfy a sexuality*
>>8871005
>a extremely online pants shitting nazi boy
Who are we talking about again? There's a few of them here.
>>8871008
Oh so you're going for hot? Good luck.
Why are trannies always sad? Is it the hormones?
>>8870963
i kinda like feeling like a giant woman desu. im not really trans but had fucked up hormones in teenage years and im a bit eunuchy. we have similar proprtions desu. i hate being 5'10 so much, i'd love to drop a couple of inches and be the same as my sister or my granny. where i live everyone is short and i feel i stand out massively. pls don't get sad, you can leave the house. a girl ogre is better than a linebacker manlet in badly applied lipstick. mock tiny men. laugh at tiny men. it helps if you're gay af and don't like men. be the big giant bitch the world needs. some of the trans here would kill for your proportions, be proud ya great big girl
>>8870942
its all about the face
my body could pass, but face - no luck
>>8871020
>Why are trannies always sad?
Maybe cuz they're failures?
>>8871020
Why are Miqo'tes always sluts?
>>8871005
>fash
commie detected
>>8871017
Was moreso referring to 6'+ poster, Im not going for much more than boobs + stop being super skinny myself, whatever I end up lmao.
I think it might be more realistic to go for just "attractive" than cute for me though, however close to that i can get.
>>8871020
I think its the g e n d e r d y s p o r i a
especially on top of all the other issues people tend to have
>>8871020
Because my body and my brain are running separate programs and my brain is winning out.
>>8871020
sometimes i start laughing at how absurd it is that i have such a deep voice and all this male features
but then it gets sad after a while yknow
>>8870972
I'm hungry
Wat do
fuck, it's been a while.
feel fuckin good today.
how are we holding up?
>>8871054
hey
>>8871054
I wish monster girls were real so I can be an alp.
>>8871054
hi you anarchist fuck
>>8871028
Hi I'm an azn bf
>>8871070
hey, fascist bastard
>>8871074
don't fucking go around telling lies, elanna
>Be senior in highschool and known as a tranny.
>new kid edgelord sophomore tranny making me look bad by extension.
>people thinking me and her are exactly the same.
>have to repeatedly distance myself
>get called "transphobic" for doing so.
>>8870884
>purge edition
best edition evah!
u the best Isabel
>>8871084
tbqhon you should have just transbian'd her
>>8870962
severe mental illness desu
>>8871078
It's true, elann is Asian. She's shopped all her photos, I was shocked meeting her irl
>>8871085
>>8871084
Explain that you're a different type of tranny.
>>8871087
>transbian'd her
What's that mean?
>>8871093
give her the G T
>>8870982
lol this is true.
i got down to 150 lbs. but non stretchy size 8 dress wouldn't close because rib size. lmao
>>8871088
oh okay, can you go out with your parents?
also mega huggg
are there any new trips i can bully
>>8871095
G T? That shitty dragon ball show?
>>8871070
i like anarchy cause it means no hormones for trans people and i can legally kill them
>>8871102
Yes.
>>8871104
I want a qt trans for myself too but in a authoritarian state, one would be given to us automatically fellow chaser.
also alines is crazy so dont adhere do her beliefs
Yo hold up so you're saying there's pills that'll make me a grill?
>tfw you're worried you might be mentally ill
>and not just because you're a filthy fucking tranner
so, i'm guessing it isn't ok for me to think i might be an avatar of the devil?
>>8871104
not if i have a commune that raids hormones and protects tranners, motherfucker
>>8871098
my mom stays inside almost as much as I do and my dad is really mean and im scared of him
>>8871116
>so, i'm guessing it isn't ok for me to think i might be an avatar of the devil?
I guess it depends; why do you think that?
>>8871118
oh :(
can you talk to your mom about going out
>>8871114
I'm pretty sure you're not
having someone care about me feels like im wasting their time
is there a way to get over this feeling or do i feel this way because it's true
>>8871092
That's why all her little Sophomore buddies are calling me transphobic. Missing the whole point to transphobia
>>8871114
I wish; at most they'll give you gyno and kill your erections, you'll still just be a faggy man, sorry.
I have arisen and am no longer a hot mess.
>>8871132
I feel this whenever someone says the care about me.
It just feels like it shouldn't happen to me.
>>8871116
oh look fantasy.
>>8871113
Im not a chaser, but in the post apoclyptic world im happy to hunt them down so long as you take away their human rights and make sure they suffer.
otherwise. your getting capped too.
am i faggy
>>8871074
How'd it go?
>>8871139
henlo~
>>8871145
Sorta.
>>8871145
ur gay
>>8871158
hmmm
>>8871160
uwu
>>8871034
not a commie, just a good, worthwhile caring person who doesn't ascribe to hateful, male ideologies. sorry bro, good luck with the being a rapist man though
>>8871170
>beep sexually harasses other girls and bullies them
My worldview is falling apart
>>8871168
>rapist man
im actually a white nationalist mother who believes in traditional values and a caring, nuturing and loving home free of social degeneracy
cant you tell by my posts?
>>8871153
Greeting fren.
>>8871166
lauren is a gay bunn
>>8871118
Get outta' there bunn poster..
>>8871199
*gives u a boop*
Help me make adult decisions I can't manage on my own
http://www.strawpoll.com/13938760
>>8871203
That link seems broken?
>>8871203
>2
HAH you've been HACKED
>be in men's locker room
>wireless kitty heaphones
>pink iPhone
>pink shorts
>pink trainers
>take top off
>boys staring
>start to notice how cute buff boys are
>>8871199
*squirts tranny nipple juice*
ouchie omo
>>8871214
Stop invading men's spaces.
>>8871214
>pretty average boy, but his biceps make yours and the rest of your upper body look like a literal twig in comparison
>>8871177
no, you look and sound exactly like a man to me, brother. a sad, jerking off in the dark, brow bone reflected in the monitor screen, nazi armband motherfucker. you are the anti-woman.
>>8871214
see
you are well on your way to getting FFS, SRS and a boyfriend
>>8871214
Where the anybody get naked around strangers these days?
>>8871225
i dunno my brow bone is p alright i reckon, prolly need a trachea shave if anything
sunlights shining through right now, 12pm out a little rural-ish watching the farmers and their animals through my window :3
>>8871214
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2fmZ2C2CdA
>>8871227
Locker rooms; old men like to walk around naked apparently.
*bullies beep*
boo thread
>>8871251
yay thread
>>8871255
you said you loved me and would like a bf like me; it made me happy.
>>8871100
Me but you already know me so I'm not new to you
>>8871214
it's just like my incase comics...
>>8871261
woah watch that male aggression/T rage anon
Hello my fellow men
>>8871139
Go to bed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gOoBB_BxRM
there will never be a more beautiful scene than this
the fantasy of arrogant women finally broken with the reality of violence.
this is not fiction, its the coming future.
>>8871266
why am i so pmssing all the time?
pcos i just am! lmao! #cis #blessed
Morning grills
>>8871264
You had blunt bangs at some time right? I can only find your hair parted in pics but I swear I saw you with bangs once. Post if you did.
I've been physically abused in my childhood and verbally abused all my life by my parents.
Bullying is the only form of love I know.
>>8871274
doesn't have to be sexual desu, just shove me into a locker or something
>>8871276
mornin :3
>>8871264
Hang yourself with it.
>>8871282
That's sad. I'm sorry. You deserve to know real love.
>>8871276
>girls
>>8871273
>all the cops are white
>crowd filled with darkies
real subtle
>/v/ talks about how mentally ill trannies are in the FFXIV thread
>See this thread and see the posts
Jesus Christ what is wrong with you guys? Is it all of the synthetic hormones that's driving you all crazy?
Evening you crazy gals
>>8871295
We're the next stage of human evolution. You can join us or be left in the mud with the rest of the scum.
How do I stop comfort eating? Any suggestions on coping methods?
I've tried hugging my pillow and escapism and neither one of those work.
I end up binge eating because I'm sad and then I just starve myself for a day or two.
anyone else here hate maoists
>>8871295
its what happens when autistic /v/tards and /pol/ MGTOW people buy titty pills online. its just autism and autistic roleplaying. this thread is the dregs of trannydom. it was better a few years ago but everyone who was decent got their shit together. honestly just coming back to troll isn't even fun anymore because at this point its sad
>>8871295
Mental trauma from gender dysphoria, starting at an early age, doing so much damage over time leaves us broken, unstable and mentally ill.
>>8871303
True
I miss the past
>>8871302
idk anything about maoists but i LOVE BUNNIES
>>8871300
Replace it with some other habit or get therapy to cheer up. My weight skyrockets when I'm depressed. I've lost weight since starting HRT purely because I'm happier
>>8871124
because i'm a really huge liar.
i'm really lucky.
and because i'm conspiring against everything my family holds sacred.
very creative about it too.
i also want to spread corruption wherever i can
>>8871274
You know who I am
https://www.dropbox.com/s/azdp5a9cq8njmcn/23%20months%20hrt.png?dl=0
>>8871311
hugggggggggggggin
>>8871308
the past was good times, i met some good people here. not in touch anymore, once people sort their shit out and all you've got in common is 'we are trans and used to be sad' people drift apart and thats ok. makes me happy my friends are doing well
>>8871312
Have you been to any of the GICs in the UK? I heard they're pretty terrible. Do you just mean normal therapy? Wouldn't doctors just tell me to bee myself or just blame my issues on self medicating or being trans? Maybe they'd say that they're not qualified to deal with me?
Do you have any other suggestions for replacement habits?
>>8871316
satan is not an individual its just the opposition of the almighty, you can't be an "avatar of the devil" unless you want to be and I don't see why you would
>>8871300
iktf except I binge 1 day a week and eat <1000 kcal the other 6 days
>>8871281
this was my hair pretrans
does bullying violate the NAP
>>8871340
hmm, nah I think parted suits you best
>>8871342
yes but violating the nap is extremely good
>>8871340
I saw you eat nutella and yogurt on cam the other day on rabbit. I don't have any yogurt but i have some nutella
Any suggestions?
>>8871346
Hedgehogs > rabbits when it comes to pets honestly
>>8871346
i agree. i should be able to kill trannies legally
>>8871349
too pointy
>>8871346
>tfw no commie gf to bully me and violate my NAP
>>8871347
...Nutella and yogurt?
>>8871342
Just don't bully and it shouldn't be a problem.
>>8871361
From a bowl, yes.
She made a rabbit room and ate it on cam, I'd imagine it's pretty good.
I'll try it next time i have some yogurt
>>8871347
buy some yoghurt
>>8871357
They're only pointy when they curl up, they feel like a brush when they have their spikes down and their bellies are soft
>>8871368
I don't want to go outside. I don't want people to look at me.
>>8871366
I'll bully you to sleep
>>8871334
they are terrible, and all the things you've said are shit uk doctors pulled. 2 years badgering my doctor for a script while on a uk GIC clinic, nothing. in the US i walked into a doctors appointment and got a legit script just by asking, looking like a girl, and showing a printout of previous bloodwork and doses. uk a shit
>>8871340
yo robin whaddup
>>8871369
how many pet hedgehogs named sonic do you think there are
>>8871367
>rabbit room
huh, never heard of it before.
and that's an interesting sounding combo. like plain yogurt?
>tfw your local comrade leader of the communist society bans trannies from the university group because "gender identity is a bourgousie invention designed to undermine and mock the image of communism as a weak effiminate poltical faction while portraying fascists as strong powerful men"
BASED
>>8871372
uwu~
How exactly does that work?
>>8871382
how can he be so sure that communists arent just beta nu-male cucks?
>>8871376
My sister's old roommate used to have a hedgehog named Genesis
>>8871366
i've never bullied anyone tho
>>8871374
Called a GIC in the US. I never touched hrt and I had a script within a month
>most modern commies don't even work in factories
>neets
>>8871385
Maybe she'll choke you so much that you fall unconscious, or hit you so hard that it knocks you out. Or just put your head down the toilet until you pass out from lack of oxygen and then make you cough up the water, put you in bed and put a blanket over you, wish you good night and kiss your forehead
>>8871340
blunt bangs are a meme, the only time i could say it would be okay to get them is if your lower face is very fem or if you have a horrible brow ridge. and if your hair isnt naturally straight or you put no effort in your apperance then they look like trash
like 99% of passing trannies do side swept bangs or parted hair.
dont fall for the anime meme haircut
>>8871396
hiro is a cutie
>>8871386
he actually has banned people on the basis of being too skinny and feminine looking and has a fitness test for joining, im only there because i want to subvert transgenderism using any faction possible
>>8871384
they have to do something about self med, they can't just discharge you, they can disapprove, but they still have to do something. they don't have to do it quickly, mind you, but still
(lmao you're doing it for therapy, nhs is still chock full of ancient blanchardfags who discriminate on sexuality because its a job for life so who cares being good or up to date at it, good luck)
>>8871382
honestly doesn't sound too far off from tankies in reality desu
good thing they're completely irrelevant to communism
>>8871394
i don't think you understand what communism actually is if you think that's a clever observation
if anything increased unemployment is a sign marx was right
>tfw your local tranny group bans enbies because non-binaryism is a made up agenda to try to enforce the idea that gender roles are intrinsic to natal sex and you must be non-binary if you break gender roles
>>8871399
Wait, what are they going to do about self medding?
>>8871385
Bully you to sleep with care.
No lewd though, I'm a boy
>>8871396
>like 99% of passing trannies do side swept bangs or parted hair.
funny thing is that i never passed with blunt bangs but i do with side swept bangs
>>8871404
give you a legit script you dummy. they may tell you to stop so they can get baseline levels for a script. they may want you to go through a diagnostic period of a few months. they might just give you a legit script straight away. it depends who you get, no true standard procedure with these fuckeurs
>>8871409
blunt bangs can make your eyes look all sunken in and accentuate your midface if your forehead isnt the major issue
>tfw messy parted hair
>>8871402
no revolution can be sustained without violence and strong soldiers.
ergo. trannies will not be welcome.
the fact you are so arrogant you think you are allowed in any ideology is laughable.
>>8871410
I had baseline levels done pre HRT with my GP. I'm sure he could provide them with the results if they really wanted them, though I'd rather die than get off hrt for any period of time lol
>>8871413
why do you keep responding to me with mastabtory nonsense
>>8871423
because i hate you and think you should die
you are so mentally deficant and i want you dead
>>8871413
>being a commie
>unironically
Have fun with that
>>8871427
I think you're the one that is "mentally deficant" anon.
>>8871432
just let him have his thing, he'll calm down here in a moment im sure
>>8871427
Okay now this is lazy bait
Heres your (You) now fuck off
does anyone else advocate making ron paul immortal and making him supreme emperor of the universe forever
if you dont ur violating the nap btw
>>8871417
they can't demand you do it, but they can ask. you can explain it would damage your progress and cause too much distress, and that'll be enough. if you had baselines done, great, bring that with you. if you have current levels done, even better. they can just copy your dose, or if you're feeling fancy, lupron depot instead of whatever AA you're using, and you should be sorted. when i say diagnostic period, its usually 3 appointments, the first two with different psychs and the last one with the psychs together. they outline a treatment pathway, assess your goals and basically see if you're trans enough. then they can do things like hormones, look at necessary RLE for surgery (living in your role for a year), if you've already done that you could luck out and be referred to surgery, so long as you're in employment that isn't sex work, and is something at your relevant educational level! enjoy your 2-3 year wait for that. also enjoy your genital electrolysis needed for that, hope you can pay for it yourself tho otherwise no surgery for you. even when things work out smoothly its brutal. hope you like jumping through hoops
>>8871438
That title already belongs to Elon Musk the illustrious time traveler
>>8871300
vape instead
>>8871438
i advocate smothering ron paul and all libertarians and ancaps in their sleep with government issue pillows
I'm going to bed now, night girls :3
>>8871450
Good night Milk.
>>8871450
nini goodposter
>>8871450
Sleep tight
>>8871450
Nini buddi :)
>>8871450
nini
>Kanye will never call you baby girl
Why live?
>>8871374
... yo who's this?
>>8871380
yeah, plain, the sweetness of the nutella offsets the sourness of the yoghurt and goes together nicely
>>8871343
problem is, my hair at the front parting bit atm looks like Playmobil hair because my hair has such a slick texture and it also emphasises my brow and sloped forehead really badly
I'm worried about bangs emphasising my jaw though
atm my hair looks like a mane though so I need to get it styled somehow soon
>>8871396
I'm just worried that feathered bangs will look too sparse, especially at the temples, when I tuck my longer hair behind my ears to avoid it framing my jaw
like it'll be too frayed out on my wide upper skull
>>8871455
the guy who they brought out of retirement/private surgery only doesn't make vaginas that look too bad desu. if you do sex work they will find an excuse to discharge you. its why so many british trans kill themselves in male prison. drugs and sex work. GICs don't care they just dump ppl who they find difficult
Remember to brush your teeth before bed, you nasty sluts.
>>8871467
im ur favorite old trip & u hate me lmao. word to the wise, bangs are a meme, side part with long bangs that blend in with your regular length is the only bangs i'd recommend. i tried blunt bangs and side bangs once tho and it made my face look dreadful. 6 months of hell growing them back out. important thing with all styles is you know what looks good on your own face, your stylist spends a couple of hours every few months looking at you. they don't know shit or how to truly compliment a nonstandard female face. don't take stylist advice they're a college educated conspiracy
this is what my hair looks like from the front atm
dog with an apple
>>8871501
LIES
>>8871471
They don't have to know that I do sex work and I won't start until I'm able to get my gender mark and birth certificates changed. As for the work itself, isn't camming legal?
For the surgery, "Not too bad" isn't good enough for me. It's something I'll have permanently and I want the best even if it means spending a fuck ton of money on it.
>>8871501
Hugg dog
>tfw surgery never ever because your severely mentally ill from being a tranny
>>8871488
>they don't know shit or how to truly compliment a nonstandard female face
this is my biggest concern but the problem is *I* have no idea what suits me either, that's why I'm asking here
it feels like nothing female-presenting suits my face, because it's a male face
side parting looks absolutely dreadful and mannish as hell on me though, that much I know, largely because my upper skull is so wide it looks like a combover if I do it from the side
what even are "long bangs" anyway? isn't that just keeping your hair long at the front and parting it? I assume you mean something similar to pic related which would NOT suit my head shape at all
I'm using someone like Hari Nef as the closest thing to a reference point I have for style inspo since she's the only person I've seen who has both a flared jawline (albeit different shape/no chad chin) and a wide facial mask
if my face was thinner a centre parting would probably look better on me like Anna Prior
still have no clue who you are though, it's very rare that I hate someone so I must have had a pretty significant reason(s) to
I've been gone for a year, is there a current chart of the active trips?
>i should be gaining weight now, i eat so much compared to last year!
>i had a bowl of ceral, whats that like 500cal? and some ramen, says 300..
>oh
>>8871545
nope, all the community/clique/tierlist/chart culture dropped off the map
>>8871488
so a haircut like the one on the right instead of side bangs like on the left?
i already have blunt bangs and they terrible, im thinking ill try side swept and if that doesnt look good ill grow them out and just do a parted style
https://www.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/70dbdf/left_pre_hrt_right_6mo_hrt_mtf_details_in_comments/
>I just now noticing the female me in the mirror!!
>>8871576
wtc(what the crud) i lvoe reddit now
>>8871576
yaaaaaaaaaaaaas
>>8871576
Transtimelines and transpassing make me want to die
>>8871592
I thought about transitioning when I was younger but those two scared me away. Now I don't want to transition and either I'm not trutrans or I'm really good at repression
>>8871566
>I love her
Someone is going to be mad. There is only one trip here who is allowed to love faye.
I need hugs and someone to cuddle and fall asleep with please
would you pet a rabbit on the condition that if you pet them they become your friend for life
sure that feathered bangs wouldn't work? pic related is the sorta look I was thinking of for the whole hairdo except obviously with a wider face
https://www.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/6zaul9/2_years_hrt_today_full_timeline_in_comments/?utm_content=comments&utm_medium=hot&utm_source=reddit&utm_name=transtimelines
eyebleach desu
>>8871614
Yeah ^_^
omg i cant stop laughing
>>8871576
How do people have such confidence
I dont understand
>>8871649
>Confidence
Delusion
>>8871649
i wish i could be a happy little delusional hon
>>8871645
I cant breathe holy fuck
>>8871649
Like that one who had security called on her at bathroom in vegas or something, and just shouted down the guard that she's trans till he walked off
i think id just break down crying and apologise lol, and id have to be full fem mode and desperate to go into fem bathroom
dunno where their confidence comes from
>>8871632
passes for a woman in her mid 30s
>>8871603
>implying that loving someone means that they love you back.
>tfw
>>8871645
>>8871649
I wonder if it is a defense mechanism to prevent hon suicide
>>8871645
idg the point behind mocking people like this at all
not even regarding ethically, I just mean I'd rather be happy and delusional than depressed and hyper-rational (like I am in actuality) any day
also nice OP image
>>8871655
ikr i was laughing so hard
>>8871672
reddit hons make us look more insane and delusional and a joke instead of like actuall females
>>8871672
We need to fee better about ourselves since we arent delusional
>>8871672
i think the picture + text is just kind of amusing
in regards to the actual post, seeing someone that deep into it I think is just kinda sad, at the very least because it's gonna hurt if someone ever brings them into reality
also it makes you feel better about yourself if youre a self absorbed insecure child like myself
>>8871686
This
Do not internalize the awful things that others say about us
>>8871227
I just want to say that I don't walk around naked
There are a few seconds where I was in nothing but little white panties with a heart on the butt trying to hide my pedicure so they didn't think I was a fag and this jacked black guy looked like he was a little upset at me
>>8871691
doesn't make feel better because my bone structure is even more masc than that
her skin looks like shit like she's worked outdoors for years, but that jaw, despite the chin, is tapered and not that square at all, and at 6 months they've had zero fat redistribution
another year on hrt (presuming correct levels) and intensive skincare and they may look decent for their age
>>8871576
lolwat
Are they taking the piss?
shinji is such a daddy's girl
>>8871645
How the fuck am I the same age as him
>>8871714
make me feel*
>>8871700
what if theyre true about u
>>8871714
yeah but at the very least, 6 months and she hasn't shaved/done electrolysis properly and everything else is the epitome if "just waitin for the hrt to kick in hehe"
i think you probably put a lot more effort in from what ive seen
>>8871730
fair
>>8871721
where does it even give info about his age?
>>8871736
see >>8871576
>>8871721
you just crop your photos and do that stupid look, lol
>>8871740
oh I thought peeps were talking about her:
>>8871721
w o w did you just misgender her faye?? bad...
>>8871749
>stupid look
>mfw
according to this I already have female sized shoulders and hips for my height, but I am about 4 inches too big on the waist, whats the best way to do this?
im hate myself
>>8871757
You guys misgender me and call me a boy all the time
>>8871749
>the restong stupid look face
Also there are like 100s of every angle shot of me
>>8871774
Problem with natal male proportions is we don't get that room between ribcage and hips that forms the fleshy waist that cis girls do for babies. If your weight is decent, and it's bone, there's not much more you can do other than making up for it with bigger legs, hips, butt to accentuate your lower half. Otherwise, workout targetting abs.
>>8871783
oh, true
maybe you should become xie/xer pronouns!
Is it normal to mix soy sauce and cheese together and put it on pasta?
>>8871783
I-I don't.
>>8871796
>Is it normal to mix soy sauce and cheese together and put it on pasta?
No.
>>8871730
Dont because fueling feelings of inferiority and self depriciation will make it harder to change yourself
>>8871796
god no wtf
just use butter/flour/cream nerd
>>8871796
Are you sober?
You proposed last night and it got my hopes all up
>>8871791
I thought that would be the case. I have about 2.5" between top of my hip and bottom of rib cage. I am already pretty skinny though, not sure how much I could really lose and be healthy. Thanks for the help.
>>8871788
I mean Faye you've got a pretty neat aesthetic but be real, you've barely posted a head-on, neutral-lighting, full-head-and-shoulders pic w/o cropping out or hiding one part of your face or another (which I don't even think you need to do) in the entire time since I started tripping
obviously you have the right to curate your social media appearance including here but if you're gonna ask for direct honest comparisons, "how do I look?" etc. type posts, you've got to be honest with yourself first, it's why I never post intentionally-angled pics etc., I want an accurate assessment of what I look like- not just a pat on the back
whoops I might be rambling the k has kicked in and i have double vision
>>8871813
yeah, same here, just bone then hips. definitely dont wanna try to cut more.
gl anon
>>8871796
is it cream cheese?
>>8871814
>>8871832
im vomitting
>>8871835
But why?
Is good kiwi kai.
>>8871799
too much vomming itt
I look different every time I take a picture
I have no idea if any of them look like me because of massive disphoria
>>8871852
never enough
vomit is top tier
>>8871852
tbf it's purge edition and half of us here have EDs
Nighty night
>>8871853
kinda looks like thom yorke tbqh
>>8871853
try pics taken from over 1m away for starers, lens distortion means lots of these probably look wildly different to you irl
use a timer
>>8871853
God why do you torture yourself like this?
>tfw robin gets ffs
>Tfw even robin would look better with ffs then you
>>8871877
just kinda on a first look basis, like when you look at someone and ur first thought is
whoa they kinda look like this person
this is the only pic where she reminds me of thom tho
>>8871867
sleep tight
>>8871879
tfw vomitting up my food made me dodge food and starve myself, and now i cry a lot and feel disgusting and fat when i eat to bulk up
>>8871576
wew
God that was so good.
Now what do I make for dinner?
>>8871853
Wow gay.
>>8871799
>you will never be a hot model throwing up after a party in paris
>>8871921
Mac n cheese, REAL pasta. also nice captcha google, are you stalking me?
>>8871832
Eat lots of pasta to get sleepy then go to bed
Pictures are a meme
Look I'm a hot guy now
>>8871889
fuck! eating disorders are the worst. it's just that sex and food are basically one of the few things that give us pleasure as humans and never getting to enjoy food because of feeling bad about eating really sucks.
<3 u
>>8871947
yeah, it's shit. sex can be traumatised easily too in people, common theme around here.
ah, we'll make it tho <3
autism is the result of extremely masculine brains
eating disorders are the result of extremely feminized brains
stay trutrans
>>8871924
Bad feel :(
>>8871954
yeah, i don't even want to get into sex l, lol. that's a minefield.
yeah we'll make it. ;)
i love pop punk and the free market
>>8871960
GD tends to be found a lot in groups with autism right? Surely if autism causes the GD, then it isn't untru.
need attention from daddies online NOW
>>8871972
free market is poop and so are u
>>8871972
i love metal and eternal blackness
*twisted fucking psychopath*
>>8871980
If you're going to live under my roof for free, you better clean that damn room!
t. dad simulator
>>8871980
But mommies are so much better.
N-not that I'm into that either of course.
>>8871992
: (
>>8872028
uninstall this dad simulator
my real dad tells me to clean my room every day thats why i need a new one
redpill me on mink...mink the twink...
>>8871972
i too love pop-punk and the free market
>>8872066
A spinoff of manny the tranny
I love..
No one.
And also everyone.
>>8872086
You love bed
also i forgot to mention i love cute girls
my official list of likes and dislikes
likes: pop punk, the free market, cute girls, being choked, cute boys that are slightly feminine, and cuddling
dislikes: my forehead and my shoulders and my bepis and my hips and my waist and my hairline and my body hair and other stuff too
I feel so lost
>>8872098
Not at 3:50 pm I don't.
I love the smell of soup cooking.
everyone in this general is a noob except me
>>8872034
>uninstall this dad simulator
no plz, I'll cease to exist
I love getting high enough to forget I'm ugly
Thats about it
>>8872066
mink is awesome and the best!
>>8872117
Na I'm a professional.
>>8872098
Also go to bed.
I'm nothing
I'm pathetic
I'm a terrible boy
and I can't be a girl
I have no talent or skill
I can't hold a job
what's the point in it all
>>8872123
A professional noob
>>8872146
Same
You have really cute eyes tho
>>8872154
the only thing I can take solace in
>>8872142
>9:10
>Work till 11
>Pub crawl wtb till last call
I'm gonna end up going to bed after you
so I guess it's that time and I guess we all go through this so regularly that it seems like a caricature but i hate myself so much right now
there is nothing good in me, there has never been anything good in me and there will never be anything good in me.
I wish things were different, but they aren't.
i wish I didn't care, but I do.
i just want to be at peace. I don't even want happiness. I just want
>>8872160
Lets become muslims and wear full body hijab so we can pass
>>8872174
hugg
>>8872186
noob
>>8872188
I bet you can't even cook your own food.
>>8872184
it's called a burka, infidel
>>8872190
>cooking your own food
Dont touch me, peasant
>>8872190
wtf I love cooking and I am great people here would call what I make weird tho my fav sandwich is a spicy peanut butter fried chicken one it is very good
>>8872193
I am not familiar with the customs of sand people, mb
>>8872196
>not cooking a nice meal for your husband and children
>>8872205
Thats what the chef is for, silly
>>8872203
submit to Allan >:c
>>8872212
it doesn't taste good if it isn't made with a mother and wife's love
>>8872222
I'm bi-scum, so...
>>8872222
Nice quads bitch.
>>8872222
pumpkin soup with prawns is great combination, add chili peppers and ginger!
>>8872213
I sure hope Allan is cute
>>8872226
what's going on snicks? why are you down? besides like being trans sucks dirty ass.
>>8872256
I mean't allah
>>8872259
Allan>Allah
>>8872258
just...in a rut
in a downward spiral
can't see the light at the end of the tunnel
...other sayings
>>8872262
blaspheme
13,000,000,000 years on hrt, how am i doing?
>>8872235
Ye It's different every time, I just throw whatever I think will taste good in.
Usually works out lol.
Got no chilli left but I'll add some ginger.
>>8872275
a few days ago I made something out of rice, cauliflower, red onions, and a chili garlic sauce
tasted pretty good
>>8872271
Why do people post pics before 15000000000 years hrt?
>>8872259
I'd rather have Allan but as long as Allah is cute
>>8872226
Bisexuality isnt real
You're just going for guys at first since yourr a girl xD and gorls just get with guys xD
Sooner or later your failed straight man instincts will kick back in and youll be dating a tranny.
Someone screenshot this.
>>8872294
Interestingly enough I hold the opposite opinion
I believe everyone is bisexual to varying degrees
>>8872294
>>8872282
Nice, sounds like it would go good with a bit of lemon juice.
>>8872297
Well you're wrong nigga
Screencap that shit im going to be right in the next few years.
>mfw im right
AHHHHHHHHHHH SOMEONE SAVE ME
I JUST HEARD A SQUEAKING NOISE AND I THINK THERE'S A MOUSE IN MY ROOM
>>8872305
>bisexuality isnt real
>soon enough you'll be dating a girl with a penis
>>8872305
in the next few years I'll be married to my bf tho
>>8872310
mice are nice
>>8872310
just do what I did and befriend the mice in your room
>>8872310
dw is jus me
>>8872311
Because its the closest thing to feminity she can get
>>8872313
No you wont
You'll fall in love with lonely autistoc weirdo wearing a dress posting anime.
When you sleep tonight...i want you to think to youraelf and REALLY mentally think about this question..."am o really sexually attracted to this man or am i role playing?"
I want you really aak yourself that...like legit question it.
>>8872322
is having sex with them and enjoying it being sexually attracted or role playing?
>>8872222
So Ally, who are you in transbians with? Is it any of the trips here, more than one maybe? These are the hard facts that mtfg needs to know.
>>8872333
She's fighting Elanna for Faye's affection
>>8872330
Hey all i said was ask yourself at night whay i told you to ask yourself..that is all miss snickerdoodoo
>>8872337
I want my daddy to fugg me~
>>8872322
Another "failed straight man" theorist
so like
What about bi cis males?
i'm bored
>>8871973
Confused about what, your sexuality?
Listen, it's both striaght and gay to like me no matter who you are
>>8872353
Clean room
Play vidya
>>8872345
I want (you) to go fuck yourself
>>8872336
There must be others, she is too filled with lust and desire to only be after one person.
Is it weird that I can't sleep with my gf after multiple months and I just keep wondering what it'd be like to have a dick in me?
>>8872365
Its weird that you have to wonder
>>8872365
There is someone here who is in great denial about her feelings, and she just so happens to have a penis.
>>8872365
not weird, going through the same ideas while I stare at the ceiling tonight while my uh, "ex" watches a movie on netflix..
R8
>>8872415
Tranny lights/10
i am so shy and terrified of the outside world but desperately don't want to be alone how do i get a bf or gf not even picky
i'm 3 months of hrt so just entering the greatest awkward phase of my life and am too embarrassed to even live
>>8872415
the inner values are what clunts
>>8872345
That's kind of paedophilic.
>tfw gay
>tfw just finished lifting weights
>tfw hanging out in a coffee shop
>tfw im that creepy smelly fat guy that hasnt shaved in months
>tfw watching anime and kind of dancing in public slightly to the music and openly on 4chan shitposting
>the headphone jack unplugs
>everyone looks at my fat autistic hairy ass stop dancing and try to fix it
If I wasn't a shameless autist I might have actually felt the human emotion of embarrassment.
>mfw
Fuck normies
>>8872438
I can't control the lighting on this chipset yet ;-;
>>8872449
I meant to ask for the specs because it doesn't matter how it looks if the insides are shit.
>>8872449
>She said, plotting out a Trans flag out of RGB LEDs
>>8872452
Ryzen Threadripper 1920X
32GB 3200Mhz DDR4
512GB Samsung 960 Evo
GTX 1070
>>8872459
Oh I'm too outdated on the CPU side to know how good the new ryzens are but the rest looks good. :)
Sometimes, I think maybe I'm a bad person.
>>8872470
It 12 cores of sexy :3
The threadrippers are shiny, they have the 6950X beat for some multithreaded workloads.
>>8872484
Oh what do you need 12 threads for? Will you run some crazy simulations on how an explosion of your new substances will affect the structural integrity of the white house?
>>8872489
It's mostly going to run fluid simulations and optimizations but azplosions would be cool
can someone tell me about their life so i can feel better about my lonely life
>>8872499
stupid richfag that doesnt even need the ridiculous hardware her parents bought her
Pls cover me entirely except by boobs
>>8872513
>tfw have to work with 2013 shitbox
>>8872508
Well You probably don't live with your abusers who laugh about your rape and hate trannies and gays.
Cheer up buddi :)
>>8872513
Uhhh
Yeah I do?
32gb of memory may be lowballing it
>>8872519
Where can I get these except in reverse? I need to build hips and tits without getting more belly.
>>8872524
thats true i dont live with anything like that
i am tired of all my shitty friends getting relationships because they're sluts or just circlejerkers and i am alone even though i just want someone to be faithful to and love and be loved by
im a dumb cunt with an rx 480 and i dont even play games anymore
someone take it from me
just take everything you can feed me in the garage or something if you want to keep me alive for whatever reason
>>8872533
I want that too anon
I deserve to be alone.
>>8872548
i doubt that unless you're a cheater
>>8872536
sell on ebay, those are valued over msrp because crypto mining
>>8872536
You'll cowards don't even know about shit computers, when my desktop broke down I had to use a Lenovo B50. Loading Firefox took 10 minutes. I still have it for running the 3D printer.
>>8872548
If you have the self reflection to feel that way, I doubt it.
>>8872548
Same. Wanna be alone together?
>>8872556
> complains about shit hardware
> has the money for a 3D printer
>>8872532
Of your body can't put weight on somewhere, it puts it elsewhere. This isn't burning fat, it's telling the body to burn fat where it's placed first
>>8872556
you dont understand, i use gentoo on this computer and aside from having a windows install to fail at the first boss of dark souls the fans on my card havent even started in 2 months
i used to have a shitbox running stupid minimal Linux but now that its not i dont even do anything with it
>>8872560
Printer was free from the government.
>>8872533
I too want this love thing, also friends would be nice.
>>8872559
>tfw alone together with someone
best feel
>>8872561
Don't they have like implants made of your own tissues that kinda work like how I meant? And I understood what that thing does, thanks.
One of my friends died in a car accident this morning and I don't have anyone to comfort me. The one person who might have been able was busy so I'm here crying all of the water out of my body
>>8872570
Idgi why you'd need the reverse then, you'd still be eating and your body would put more in your tits if your belly had a patch
And most of those implanted fat cells die and your body shits them or eventually leaving you lumpy
>>8872567
How has it not fried?
>>8872548
No one deserves to be alone
>>8872578
because its literally not even being used, was the implication
its the opposite of fried, its fresh
that said i generated trips on it once but thats not a very intensive work and its short term
>>8872586
can you generate me one?
>>8871340
Those crazy eyes
>>8871340
wtf you're hot as hell
>>8872586
The most intensive thing I do on mine is either Atilla TW or rendering CAD drawings but there's usually no problems with that unless the model has a lot of parts. To play Atilla I have to take the side cover off or else I won't be able to hear the game. The sims I run are only 2D so most of the time there are no problems.
>>8871334
Hey sorry just saw this, I went to Charing Cross once but that was only to hand in a form, never saw any doctors. I also have never heard anything good about UK GICs.
Try stimulants.
>>8871883
Robin passed
>me 10 months ago
>I don't think srs is a good idea kinda mutilation, I can deal with having this
>me now
>pls cut it off ;~;
>literally looked up penectomy since cheaper
what happened :(
>>8872569
Go away
>>8872608
Am I trutrans if I don't have genital dysphoria?
Don't do the penectomy, you'll never have a pussy if you do that.
>>8872614
I know, I probably won't do that, I'm just in my freaking out cut it off mood again, it keeps getting worse too :(
>>8872621
What small dysphoria I have I get over it by pretending it's a clitoris. Of course if your dysphoria is severe this may not work but give it a shot. In the meantime try and get insurance for SRS or do camming.
>>8872613
Don't post pictures of me thanks
i like stories about a guy taking care of a sad girl
>>8872624
>In the meantime try and get insurance for SRS
3k hard limit.. I doubt I could convince them it's necessary, I think about cutting it daily now though
>do camming.
never ever
>>8872629
>I doubt I could convince them it's necessary
murican mental healthcare everyone
>never ever
you want your nice soft wet tight pink pussy don't you?
>>8872608
not even 10 months ago i didnt want to start hrt because "my dick would stop working" and i wanted to have sex but now i cant touch it without crying sometimes and wakeup wanting to cut it off
things happen
>>8872628
I really like stories about care-taker like guys. I get really drawn towards fatherly figures like that.
>>8872639
do you know any anime like that
>>8872639
I like playing a motherly care-taker role
>>8872644
well my gf is my daddy now and im currently crying and then making it worse because im annoying him too much and wont calm down so thats how lewd works for me now i hope it helps you
>>8872650
I'm a virgin and terrified of sex
>>8872653
understandable, sex is terrifying
remember not to rush it and to wait until someone that makes you feel really comfortable and special wants to help you feel good and so respects all of your boundries and stuff
thats the most important thing to do
>>8872648
Mothers are also good. They just need to be able to handle my personality. My girlfriend can be very motherly but she's not very assertive, and sometimes I have to focus more on taking care of her than getting the help I need.
>>8872665
I'm a very emotional caring person, I like caring over someone more then caring for myself
>>8872672
You'll make a good mommy to someone, Im sure.
>>8872672
Me, but to the extent of literally not caring about myself at all.
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
someone tell me to fuck off and die
>>8872713
spend all of you time and money helping others
>>8872726
i spend too much time being helped
i want someone to tell me they want me to kill myself
>>8872732
please don't, live for your bf/gf person
>>8872747
i wont, i have to live for them
they just wont tell me to fuck off anymore because it went to far and i need someone to stop hugging me and slap me instead
>>8872753
stay safe please :(
go get held by your partner asap
Ally doesn't remember proposing to me :(
>>8871525
>birth cert changed
britain doesn't do it, they do a gender recognition certificate that basically replaces the birth certicate, or goes with it. they rarely grant it to anyone without surgery, its a private legal process involving a council of various clinicians up and down the country. the GIC writes your report/application, and they generally only do it after two years. i've had friends have applications rejected multiple times. as for gender marker, you don't need the clinic to do that, you can do that now literally with a letter from your GP. if your GP is monitoring your bloods and is friendly enough they should do it. You really are blessedly ignorant to the processes these places have. Even if you're not having the clinic refer you for NHS surgery they can refer you to private surgery. they'll want to know how you're funding yourself. Be smart, theres tons of arrogant tranners that have been broken by these places. I've lost friends because of the British system.
>>8871569
that looks nice yeah
>>8871624
look at the midface and lower face, you'd need crazy hair volume which won't work with a big head, bangs like that will make midface look longer. it relies on volume to hide parts of the face but it'll accentuate your jaw and midface.
i just want to be good enough for someone to want me to be alive
>>8872770
M-maybe I do >///////////////<
M-maybe I'm just too embarrassed to say I remember..
can someone tell me im ugly
>>8872785
Stop stuttering and go to bed
>>8872832
N-no.
It's only 7:50 pm and I need to drink my tea, clean my teeth, and do my face.
>tfw you just spent the past 5 hours making a texture for a garbage can in New Vegas
>>8872835
Hurry up and be in bed by 9
>>8872836
can i live inside it like oscar the grouch
>>8872848
sure UwU
https://www.nexusmods.com/newvegas/mods/63886/?
>>8872577
I guess I should try those patches then if they ever become commonplace. I just dont trust my fat distribution to put it to the tiddies or ass.
>>8872845
She has a wedding to plan tabarnak.
>>8872885
Dont use that word, Euro, if doesn't suit you
>>8872885
Why not, hoser?
>>8872920
You can't even respond to the right post, you're a disgrace
>>8872924
I have pure Euro blood coursing through my veins. I am far from a disgrace.
>>8872795
you look alright
>>8872931
no tell me im ugly trash
>>8872929
Whatever helps you sleep at night
>>8872932
You look cute
>>8872845
Maybe 10 or 11.
>>8872934
I sleep quite comfortably every night, in my pure European bed, unlike you and Ally.
>>8872946
You got boatloads of shit arriving to your pure bed every day over the mediterranean senpai, unlike Ally.
if someone is nearby me can we go see I movie or get coffee or something? I can't stop crying and I need a friend tonight.
>>8872946
I'll have you know I'm perfectly fine with my lack of sleep
>>8872952
Depends, where you at?
>>8872955
melbourne
I just had breakfast.
It was great
i ran out of good anime 2 watch now im bored forever
>>8872952
I don't have a car but you can come hang at our place if you're in Bris
>>8872958
Because I deserve to feel tired but I don't think others do.
>>8872959
I have morning sickness every day so I never eat breakfast. Do you usually eat breakfast?
>>8872959
Henlo! How's Phie Phie Phie?
>>8872961
I was in brisbane last week
>>8872966
I know. I wish you had come.
>>8872962
That is mighty strange of you sir. May I ask why you feel this way about yourself?
>>8872963
no. I usually eat once a day, in the afternoon.
I meant I just took a buncha painkillers
we /breakfast in the pharmacy/ like the cool kids.
>>8872964
hayo!
that sounds nice :3
>>8872965
ask me in an hour, my most trusted slave
currently I am just super exhausted and tired.
Only slept like 5 hours
fucking cat wouldnt shut up.
and I love him a lot, so I got up for like 2 hours or something at 7.30 to chill with him.
>>8872967
I asked a few times if i could come but i got ignored every time
>>8872968
This /mtfg/ not /listentocisboyrant/
Besides, I'm going to sleep
>>8872972
sleep well!!
<3
>>8872969
>ask me in an hour, my most trusted slave
O- oh Okay.
http://dearly.com/2017/09/30444-receiving-invite-president-newest-white-house-employee-age-barron/
This is just cute
>>8872970
I'm sorry I've had a fucked up past few weeks. We still gotta meet some day. Hopefully next time you're here we have our own place so you can bunk with us proper or smthn :<
>>8872969
Ah, the breakfast of champions
>>8872982
Hihi. How's u today, kiddo?
>>8872987
im probably coming back up around christmas
>>8872992
You're talking like an autist
tfw cleaned up after she calls you a worthless bitch and tells you to die
goodnight mtfg
>>8872993
Let's make it a thing then!
hey this is really urgent can someone tell me what male shoe size compares to womens shoe sizes
>>8873010
daddy daddy buy me alcohol
>>8873007
do what I do, I never read posts or conversations I had when drunk or high
>>8873036
its alright
I am gonna hold your hand while you read
from afar
so I dont startle you
>>8873036
It will never end ma'am! You shall marry Faye, and it will be such a magnificent event. It shall be talked about for years and years to come!
>>8873051
Ill be careful.
also people tell me I am the polar opposite of intimidating, so it should be okay if I refrain from quick movements and dont come too close, right?
goodnight
>>8873051
Because I am a believer in true love, and I wish to see it blossom!
>>8873055
its quite early sheen. you sure sweetie?
>>8873060
I didn't sleep last night
besides, its not like theres anything to stay up for
>>8873055
goofnight sheen, sleep well!!
>>8873062
thats fair. Goodnight pumpkin
>>8873072
we re pretty similar in a way, arent we?
its really interesting
you remind me a lot of myself like 4,5 years ago.
You know, before I became bitter and aggressive
>>8873076
Hmm, yeah I guess so.
I've never felt aggression or anger desu, I don't know if I have it in me.
But maybe years of this stressful tranny stuff will change me :/
gun kill die self
>>8873086
actually, I didnt even have the ability to get mad until I started taking antipsychotics.
So its definitely avoidable. But I ve carried a lot of hatred around before that, just very locked up and internalized.
anyway, I like you a lot.
if you ever need anything and feel like I could be useful, please dont hesitate to message me.
>>8873072
Oh I am quite serious miss, this wedding will be the event of the century. People will travel from far and wide to attend. Just you wait and see. You two will be so very happy together.
>>8873102
What is going through my head this very moment is the thought of two lovers embracing at the altar, rings on their fingers and love in their hearts.
>>8873115
Ok I'm going to ignore you now, this is just getting really weird.
>Tfw someone just bought me $70 of socks
>>8873127
and a petticoat
>>8873126
ramen with egg!
>>8873126
Very well ma'am, just know that I shall be here, watching, and waiting, for yours and Fayes special day to arrive.
>>8873138
YES!
God it's so good, I want some noooooow.
But I've already eaten a lot today.
Maybe tomorrow.
>>8873138
Are you suggesting she serve that foul sounding "food" at her wedding? I am appalled at the idea! Shame I tell you, shame!
good morning mtfg. how are you?
>>8873179
Hiiiiigh
>>8873179
>>8873179
I am very depressed and I am eating ramen and I am staring at a blank page because every time I try to watch a video or listen to some music or read something it makes my depression worse and I don't want it to be worse so I am doing nothing
>>8873188
*Hugg*
D-does your ramen have egg in it?
>>8873184
on what? :o
>>8873187
why do you keep posting this fake screenshot lol
>>8873188
why do those things trigger your depression?
>>8873192
because its hilarious
>>8873192
weed nicotine and alcohol so the pic was a bit misleading for tonight
>>8873194
lol ook
>>8873196
what's wrong with being alone?
>>8873200
o that's the best kind of high desu. is this a special occasion or just fun?
>>8873201
I have a crippling fear of loneliness and abandonment which is also why I was crying
>>8873179
Henlo! I'm bored.
>>8873201
Just a weekend fun, though I wish I could share this with more peeps
>>8873190
hey you, hit the sack before i hit you
>>8873209
come visit me
you can have some of my benzos
>>8873212
Where u at??
>>8873210
Who's sack am I hitting?
>>8873213
melbourne. I live in all nation's park in the gazebo
>>8873201
i didnt know it was fake btw sorry
>>8873204
what does your therapist say about that?
>>8873208
what are you up to maxoxoxoxoxoxoxo?
>>8873209
smokin wit friends is rlyyy nice c: but so is weekend fun on your own! do you have any social plans dis weekend or just being comfy?
>>8873217
ahaha it's ok!! everyone knew at the timeee but that was awhile ago now.
>>8873220
she diagnosed me with bpd and said we were out of time and to come back in 2 weeks
>>8873214
>Who's sack am I hitting?
woah, lewd
your own of course, unless you've another person's sack in mind
>>8873220
waifu <3
>>8873220
>what are you up to maxoxoxoxoxoxoxo?
Up to fuuuuuuuck some shit up. Not much, just some studying and maybe voice practice laters. My psych said it's very possible that i have a milder bpd among other things so that fucked me up a little on the inside! What about you? How's Edie?
>>8873227
>unless you've another person's sack in mind
M-maybe >/////////////<
But mine'll have to do I guess..
>>8873221
ah :c yis i'm familiar with that. does keeping busy not work for you?
>>8873229
henlooooooooo!! how are you doing goddess of beauty phien?
>>8873230
why'd it fuck you up? i mean once you know it kinda makes things easier in a way idk. at least it did for me. c:
i'm good! i've been having a crohn's flare up the last handful of days but i've still been gooood despite dat. just sort of layin around lol.
>>8873233
I got fired because of my depression and I'm getting kicked out of the place I'm renting because of my depression and I have no friends anymore and all that stuff with videos/songs/etc so I have nothing to keep myself busy with
>>8873233
I am doing pretty well today
I watched GSL (starcraft 2 esports) earlier, and the guy I wanted to win won the title
Also I am reasonably high, so today is gonna be a good day.
and I am gonna watch animu with a friend later as well
how are you doing?
>>8873235
:( i'm so sorry. are you going to be okay?
>>8873236
i thought you weren't supposed to get high!!! that's cool about the animu and the GSL stuff tho :3
um i'm good! about to play overwatch wit my friend but mostly cause she wants to talk about srs biznzz. hoping everything is okie.
>>8873231
good
no lewd now, only dreams
>>8873240
I am sleeping an a park tonight to try and get used to not sleeping in a room. I've been homeless before but for only one night at a time this looks like its going to be a few weeks at least
>>8873233
>why'd it fuck you up? i mean once you know it kinda makes things easier in a way idk. at least it did for me. c:
Oh just listening to what problems you have compared to the average population and stuff since i just want to be a normal
>tranny
>normal
>i'm good! i've been having a crohn's flare up the last handful of days but i've still been gooood despite dat. just sort of layin around lol.
Awwww. I sometimes get pains on my abdomen. It's not as usual as it used to be and doesn't hurt as much(i used to want to sit down from the pain, but it hurt too much to even sit lol). I'm usually laying around as well with the laptop on my lap when i'm not at work.
>>8873240
oh, I might not have told you yet.
my bf and I agreed that I should get on low grade painkillers. he keeps the pills, I dont have access. he decides when I use basically. and I dont use more than 2-3 times per week, so tolerance stays low and I dont get addicted physically.
its worked well, Ive been feeling a lot better the last 2 weeks.
before that I felt like I was gonna explode.
this mellowed me out a lot
since he has complete control, and its only pharma grade stuff also, it can be legally gotten online due to a loophole in the laws regarding Tramadol, codeine and dihydrocodeine, so it isnt like, dnm stuff, just literally meds from a pharmacy.
playing overwatch while talking about serious stuff?
that sounds weird, I couldnt concentrate like that I think
>>8873242
But I don't want dreams, I want... other things.
I slept nakey and when I got up and took the covers off I surprised myself by having a wiener and I guess I understand why people get srs.
>>8873220
Just comfy. I wanna book some flights to see a friend at some point but that's all i got for plans.
I don't have any friends I could invite, it's hard to make friends when you're new to the continent and a tranny.
>>8873250
what "other things" might be those be exactly?
>>8873270
N-nothing, nothing at all.
Just things.
Pure things.