How does agp who appeared manly all life come out as mtf?

>>8865107
you dont, just go ahead with your transition and accept that you will have to change and lose a lot of your social life

>>8865430
So, best idea is to just ghost myself?

Not agp, but according to this board I probably am.

Had the transy feels since preschool, and every time I'd show signs of femininity, I got shut down by parents or being pushed to repression by living in the south and forced to go to a Christian school... either way, hard repression.

"Manned the fuck up" because that's what you do, right?

The feeling just gets worse, it grows.

Transitioned late 20's. Lost literally everything... most of my family, most of my friends, marriage, etc.

Fucking ghosted and responsibly did what I needed to do to pass.

I now pass and live 2,500 miles away from anyone who knew me.

It's weird, it's a totally different life.

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>>8865537
How did you even manage to afford everything once you lost wife, family and job?

I never understood how people can even do these things and succeed.

>>8865537
I feel I would need to do exactly the same.

>>8865544
I was very familiar with a trade that at least decently, but there was no way I could transition with it.

I lived poor, worked my ass off and saved.

People will hire you if you aren't a train wreck.

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>>8865862
Sometimes it feels to me I will never be hired again in my area.
I will probably have to find something else or just work at a super market.

People around here really hate trannies.

>>8865544
Also, AT&T will hire you and cover a ton of transition surgeries. But again, places don't like to hire train wrecks.

>>8865874
I'm planning to just get the fuck out

>>8865881
Me too.
Still unsure if I do with helium bag or pills tho.

>>8865885
I meant from where I live.

>>8865893
Yeah I know I was just doing some dark humor joke.
Maybe one day I will get enough courage and just say fuck it and leave too.

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>>8865906
I hope to do it soon.come to conclusion after almost drinking myself to death. But if all plans fail, sig always does its job.