So I need advice or really acceptance.
I went over to a friend's house for their 21st to get drunk and this little. femme boy was there he was "18" and very very cute. He turned out to be FtM which is a huge turn on to me, but the age thing freaked me out. The birthday girl was hitting on me and showed me her tits but I kept my attention on femme boy. I ended up feeling his legs and hitting on him most of the night. Telling him how handsome he will be after doing T, and I even left him a voicemail calling him cute and cool because I was shit faced. His legs were a little bit prickly and I fell asleep on him.
I feel super bad for being attracted to him and I wonder if I should fb message him or something. I don't want to do anything illegal, but he was so fucking adorable. Is that a horrible idea?
>>8863380
Go for it
They need love too
>>8863413
Hypothetically what if he was 17...I mean hypothetically.
>>8863443
Thanks for the advice
>>8863443
Your response is exactly why I couldn't talk to anyone about this in person and why I felt like shit.
I don't know why I had to act like I had a big dick and lie about this on 4chan, but I fudged the reality like I do with all my friends. He wasn't interested in me. He was more interested in my 20yo mutual guy friend. He was just very open. I was telling him he was cute not to hit on him but to mask my own questions of queerness and to help him be more comfortable in his skin when I couldnt and cannot be. I am scared of what people would think if I was true to my sexuality. And my drunk girl friend is just a perv. Probably not interested in me anyways. So I cling to mental narratives to make myself feel less like shit. I was never interested in him, just happy that he gave me attention unlike my last trans guy I dated.
>>8863460
Maybe try not being a sick fuck if you don't want to be called one?
>>8863509
What an great idea.
>>8863380
>The birthday girl was hitting on me and showed me her tits
hot
>>8863521
She wanted to prove she had gross nipples but they were meh. Just kinda puffy with no hard sharp nipple part.