I've tried to post this multiple times, but for some reason

>>8782694
>I wish I was born female.
>I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up in a world where the only difference is that I was born a girl.
>This has made my depression go from tolerable - the verge of crying.

>I enjoy being a male.
>I do not wish to transition.

What did she mean by this?

>>8782694
Um yea, that is exactly what transsexualism is like...

Usually at some point dysphoria develops and reaches a point where you can't handle it any more and then they transition.

You should seriously talk to someone about these feelings, they have a tendency of getting out of hand. Many MTF's were right where you sound like you are mentally at one point.

>>8782694
>I've tried to post this multiple times, but for some reason it keeps screwing up.

oh shit I thought you were talking about failing to tie the noose.

welp, guess im off to another thread here. desire to live is not my friend

Huh I have similar thoughts, being on things like this probly doesn't help.

>>8782694
At first i thought i didn't have dysphoria. Then it hit me like a freight train.

>>8782818
So what should I do then?

>>8782694
Something is going on with 4chan for several users where the connection is throttled for lack of better term.
Images won't open, posts won't post, threads won't update etc

>>8782831
Well transitioning took my suicidal thoughts away. Still dysphoric, but it's way less than it used to be and i don't feel very bad anymore.

>>8782694
>I enjoy being a male.
vs
>This has made my depression go from tolerable - the verge of crying.

Seems a bit contradictory?

>>8782694
Sounds like you are bigender. Grow that beard wear a pretty dress you can do it all. Dont let haters be haters!

>>8782694
you're mtf, idiot. it's a curse.

>>8782694
cut your dick off, it will make you feel better

>>8782694
> start with a rope that is already magically attached to the ceiling

>>8783283
She probably means she doesn't hate being male in itself, just wishes to be female. Euphoria vs dysphoria.

>>8783850
>expecting useful advice from an internet comic
I bet you watch cookery shows and get upset when it doesn't come out of the oven looking like the one the tv chef prepared earlier.