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peace between the agp and hsts species edition

• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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^_~
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>>8740111
Yeah why do you keep posting Battleborn?
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>>8740114
i-i liked it fempai
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Anime is essentially for autistic
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>>8740119
Wow, friendship ended with Pandora, now Anon is my best friend.
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>>8740125
you were a cuck and daughter of a whore's son's bishop's severely mutilated vietnam veteran father
i never loved you
when i shoved estrogen up your butt it was done with hate
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>>8740104
>peace between the agp and hsts species edition
but were all agp here
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>>8740131
I am not.
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>>8740131
I'm not agp either..
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>>8740131
>agp meme
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>>8740127
O-oh, time to cry myself I guess...
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how to find agp/hon scum
>uses smileys
>posts anime
>has a trip
>says "I am trans"
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>>8740132
i dont buy it.
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i'm agp ^~^
anyone else know this feel?
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>>8740139
you cant buy your hsts status
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>>8740137
>how to find agp
posts in mtfg
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>>8740137
I'm a man, have zero downloaded animu, >:-0
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>>8740136
you threw the first stone
i cast the last boulder

>>8740137
i am a cis female :)
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>>8740146
>cis female
Come on stop memeing you chucklefuck
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>>8740137
i can be whatever you want me to be honey
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You're all nuts
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>>8740151
yeah
w-want to get me pregnant?
i heard you agp girls stay virile all your lives
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>>8740146
I take the stone back!
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>>8740155
I steal the stone, glue on googly eyes and yarn hair, and give it back to pandora
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>>8740155
i-i'm not strong enough to take the boulder back
i'm sorry :(
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>>8740155
>>8740146
anyone here wants to buy stones?
Selling fresh, giant stones with an extra rough surface, only 2$ for one stone! Or buy 5 for 9$!
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>>8740161
I glue larger googly eyes on the boulder where it sits.
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>>8740160
You can't lift and your weak
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>>8740160
i always wanted a pet rock
i guess????
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>>8740167
I steal Anon, glue googly eyes to it, and set it back outside
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>>8740160
I want a cute stone friend, it would be my first friend.

>>8740161
My death is on your hands.
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>>8740172
YOu suck
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>>8740173
okay~
>tfw you're a murderer now :O
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>>8740174
I glue googly eyes to your insults and put them in my garden
>>8740173
Everything is a friend with googly eyes
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valq is the only person I like here because I have a weakness for redheads
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>>8740181
I glue googly eyes to your weakness and set it on my coffee table
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>>8740178
I hope it haunts you till the end.

>>8740180
Aww cute 'lil frens

>>8740181
I-I'm a redhead
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>>8740184
>>8740185
Oh damn that's 2 people who escape the purges
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>>8740185
that kind of seems like a brownish gold?
it's cute
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>>8740185
nuhhhh
i'm autistic and lack empathy!
your death is just a stepping stone on my road to being trutrans
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>>8740185
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>>8740139
why not
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>>8740202
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>>8740184
I glue googly eyes on your mission to glue googly eyes on everything and place it somewhere and balance it on the top of your head
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>>8740205
Because I have no money to buy it
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>>8740192
W-what purges anon?

>>8740197
Aww ty anon.
It's dark red most of the time, but it shines real nice in the sun, I like it.

>>8740199
Sad!

>>8740202
Lmao
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>>8740213
I see your point

I am poor af currently as well
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>>8740209
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>>8740215
The repgen purges of course
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>>8740208
Not frien
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>>8740221
I've never been there.
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>>8740220
>>8740224
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>tfw mimicking my gf's speech patterns in an attempt to become one
:>
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>>8740226
That's because you can't

It's mordor to your kind
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>>8740208
>>8740224

Now frien
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gn
also pls help Angie, she hasn't had a good couple weeks and has been drinking and you should all talk to her
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>>8740231
Your own GF?
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>>8740240
yes that's the point of becoming one with my gf
we'll both be our own gf
duh

>>8740239
which angie?
nini
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>>8740232
I mean I repressed for years, but I just cried all day, never joined a repression cult.
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>>8740240
a g p
g
p
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>>8740132
i thought you hated feminine men
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>when some hot blonde tries to get your attention as you walk past her in the store and you just slap your own tit and keep walking.
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>>8740215
yeeeesh, it's really cute! Mine is kind of..blackish brown? Like it's really dark in wintertimes but whenever i'm in the sun it get's bleached a little and is a rather cute brown
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>>8740240
I went outside and I got clocked, I thought you said I passed?
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>>8740247
I do.
I didnt make the chart or femboyism and repression would be switched
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>4 am
>still playing persona 5
oh geez.
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>>8740254
1 to 5 how badly do you hate yourself?
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if julian assange transitioned, would he go stealth or be public about it? inb4 hons can't stealth
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>>8740260
Wew that's worse that watching Netflix at 2 am
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>>8740262
its at least a
87364538457387457834758374534752384023843045456564587789469807576545324245154567
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>>8740254
why is repressing better than being a femboy if you don't pass
would you have transitioned if you knew you would have been a twinkhon?
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>>8740264
but persona 5 is a good game? :(
why are you bullying me? is it because i killed you :/
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>>8740270
sophie is a nazi and says nazi things
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>>8740271
I-I'm not bullying you, I was never taught how to talk to people so I'm trying everything and seeing what works best.
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I am not going to make it
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>>8740285
>tfw the blind lead the blind into the holy land
gime ur hand lets do this
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>>8740270
because femboys are failed men and dont need to exist

I am a twinkhon.
I guess I transitioned, right?
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>>8740285
hugg :)
iktf
maybe we can be friends after all
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i'm seeing a pattern where if you bring up stealth, the reply always include the word failed transition / failed men.

thank you that is actually helping me cope, seeing the pervasive dehumanizing logic that is perpetuated to people i've known on and offline

(=
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>>8740292
Idgi anon

>>8740301
UwU yay I like frens :D
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>>8740303
i'm pretty sure most transitioners are failed men
i mean, repression is literally trying to be a man in spite of dysphoria
so you technically failed manhood
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>>8740294
whats worse being a hon or a femboy
also you can't give birth, youre a failed female at the very best and no different than a femboy at worst
why do you need to exist? what's the difference between you and a femboy
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Morning, everyone. Did you have a good day yesterday? Are you having a good day today?

>>8740137
I'm 100% trutrans, though ;3
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>>8740265
Translated into English.
1 - content
2 - noticeable flaws, but nothing that keeps you up at night
3 - regularly low sense of self
4 - hatred, reclusion, pushes people away. you deserve nothing. bonafide alcoholic/drug addict
5 - Not even drugs can know peace from this evil. Tried and failed (obviously) to actually kill yourself multiple times. I ain't talking about memesuicides like """overdosing""" on flintstone vitamins and lime-a-ritas. I'm talking voodoo. You know, dance around with a chicken voodoo. That bitch was a trans.

All trips r8 yourself now.
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>>8740336
uhhhhhh
i don't think i'm a bad enough person to deserve a 4 and i don't push people away but i definitely have worse than a 'low sense of self'
it's mostly because i'm extremely dependent and not sure if i'll actually survive
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So what do you do if someone you know keeps on doing shit to indicate they're repressing, have admitted to repressing, and now is pretending neither happened and wants to drop the whole thing
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why are peopl so mean to me they call me stupid and a retard online :(
they ban me for being dumb i didnt even do anything wrong :( i didnt even say anything about my iq they just said i was too stupid to function
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>>8740341
im telling you he did it to try to get closer to you
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>>8740336
Float around 2 and 3. But bump into 1 or 4 some days. 2.5 would be accurate.
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>>8740336
3.5
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>>8740346
por pufbut
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>>8740351
THERE ARE NO FRACTIONS REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Each point is ten times worse than the last. If you're not a drug addict you are not a 4.
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>>8740347
I mean, I don't believe them
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>>8740346
pls read the op . ..
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i'm 1.618

>>8740347
>>8740341
you gota get close to people to give them a proper education, when lack thereof is causing real world problems. even if ya hate em.
<3
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>>8740362
B-but what if I still have BPD-ish daily mood swings?
Fine, guess 3 then.
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>>8740362
what if you are addicted to food but otherwise a 4
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>>8740362
>you either have mild self esteem issues or are a drug addict
ur rly rubbin my neurons
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>>8740365
maybe they just have the mild kind of gender issues where it makes you kinda wonder about what it would be like to transition but you also know it wouldn't be a good idea in the end, like me
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>>8740336
3.5

>>8740362
what if i'm a recluse who pushes people away and deserves nothing but i'm also not quite an alcoholic
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>>8740384
then you're reeeeal thirsty
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>>8740375
>>8740362
This is a point. What if you use binging something in isolation as a methof of escapism instead of booze and drugs.
Like food, netflix, vidya, posting on here, compulsively, to distract and isolate yourself from the outside world and keep your self-destructive reclusion possible.
Pls make better ratings.
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>tfw want to be an artist
>tfw can't draw
anyone know this feel?
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>>8740367
i dont understand im not even sub 50iq :(
>>8740356
i need my daddy to protec me :(
i dont do good on my own
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>>8740399
so you're admitting that you like girls?
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>>8740398
not to toot my whistel but i am a good drawer even better with paper and penicls
>>8740405
no i dont like girls
i just dont understand the cahrt beacuse i dont think theirs really sub 50 iq hsts's :(
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>>8740362
If each one is ten times worse than the last and I'm 3.1623 times worse than a 3 I'm 3.5
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>>8740315
femboy.
at least I can pity other hons

I dont need to exist, but I dont have a choice to be a male anymore. I wouldnt be able to pass as one.

>>8740336
guess I am close to 5
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>>8740375
Obviously 4.

>>8740379
>regular low self worth is mild
ur rly an idiot

>>8740384
I didn't write "and an alcoholic."
Maybe they were right about autism and trannies.

>>8740395
See above.

>>8740398
r8 yourself u bitch
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>>8740398
Have you tried books and anatomy and blood, sweat & tears?
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>>8740418
>no i dont like girls
you like yourself as a girl
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>>8740431
not to toot my whistel again but im a pretty cool dude
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>>8740436
pls don't shitpost with baby porn artists
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>>8740341
Maybe they know what's right for them?
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>>8740426
>if you're not a drug addict
>Obviously a 4
My auteesmo is getting mixed messages from you.
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>>8740418
That's nice Puffy.
>>8740426
>>8740428
?
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>>8740426
regular low self worth is mild af lmao
how new are you?
half the people here feel suicidal constantly
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>>8740426
does that mean i'm allowed to have fractions?

>>8740393
usury is a sin
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>>8740458
>usury is a sin

why are you so perfect bexe
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>>8740440
i dont undertstand this person only makes these cute images.
if u meant the onpu doremi eating yogurt that was from s4s funny imagge.
>>8740453
thanks :D
i;ve been drawing since i was a little kid its my favorite thing in the world besides my bf :D
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>>8740464
I see you're really taking to your new Islamic overlords.
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>>8740453
Serious talk now, bf was having some pretty fast progress in drawing skills by following the exercises and studying some books.
One was from Loomis, but I guess he dropped that one. Another is "Drawing with the Right Side of the Brain" or something. Can't remember the third one.
That and anatomy studies, lots of anatomy studies. Constantly.
Pretty boring stuff. But damn, it works.
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oww yes i love to make a drawing : )
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>>8740239
>Angie
So who gives a shit if I'm getting drunk?

>>8740241
Me you faggot
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>>8740488
please don't reply to my posts :)
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>>8740498
What are you to do about?
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I LOVE It when daddy mpregs me :)
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>>8740472
bexe is islamic?

I dont follow
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>>8740475
I looked at some product design books once but it just had loads of doodles of cars and watches or whatever with no explanation of how they drew it. So for now all I can do are compass and ruler technical drawings (fairly logical to work out) but it doesn't feel like real art
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>>8740472
>trying to rile me up and not realizing as soon as usury was acknowledged as a sin, i became too happy to argue with people from countries that support usury
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>>8740506
hey um. were you online last night?
how many babies we got posting in here?
u post nazi memes?
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>>8740508
>>8740515
My uncle is some well-off self-employed engineer but he is still renting because Islam forbids usury. I wonder what will happen when he finds out I'm a tranny?
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>>8740525
i post the babys and nazis
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>>8740453
>>8740336

>>8740447
Feeling extremely bad some of the time is not on the same level as drug addiction or feeling extremely bad literally all the time, especially when you rate yourself between 1 and 4. The examples are meant to differentiate degrees of badness.

That also doesn't mean that a 3 can't ever have good days ever, just that they would be extremely rare and not as good as a 1 or 2's good day. To use another example, a 3 might look at the knife or even come up with a vague plan on a really bad day for funsies, but it wouldn't be on a consistent or pervasive level that a 4 would have, and they sure wouldn't actually use it. A 2 would never get anywhere near thinking of anything like that.

>>8740455
See above. If you have better examples, give them! You have a skewed view of how normal people feel.
Just because the average person here is probably 3-4 doesn't mean the scale should start there. But it's not surprising that people with literal identity disorders would try to push for snowflake decimal points.
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>>8740533
>no fractions allowed
>3 is 'normal person with self worth issues'
>4 is 'drug addict who hates everyone'
ok dude
whatever you say :)
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>>8740527
if reasonable or shiite, then nothing. it's for god to judge you, not him.

if unreasonable, like the roman catholics i grew up around, then he's going to throw you off a building in the house of saud
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>>8740531
how are you ging to stop me from being male preganated?
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>>8740458
Posting Makoto revokes your fraction rights.

>>8740467
Don't lie baby porn poster! He's got like 5k pics last time I saw. I know you got the loods.

>>8740544
>burch
Serves me right for not reading the trip.
kill, your, self, etc
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>>8740545
but what about all the virgins he'll get in heaven from killing a disgusting tranny
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>>8740531
>filtering people
AUTISM ALERT
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>>8740554
>not filtering people
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>>8740557
why would you though?
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>>8740533
I was just pulling your leg, but do consider that some people here are bipolar, which is bad. And some people here have legit BPD, which is not all that uncommon in trannus, and which is even worse as far as mood swings go, and by that point theres nothing "consistent" other than the swing itself and you're all over the scale.

I guess I'm a 2 though. Weee.
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>>8740508
playerunknown akbar

>>8740551
that's in violation of the anime imageboard constitution
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>>8740566
hey miso
how you doing?
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>>8740571
W-why?
I'm fine, really. Just woke up, still in bed, my cat is sleeping between my legs and she a cute, feeling kinda good and kinda hungry. You?
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>>8740566
>BPD
When will this meme actually die?
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>>8740561
there are some people in this thread who never post anything worth looking at
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>>8740581
its not a meme
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>>8740579
just wondering
that's cute :3
our cats are super annoying >_>

it's like 5 am and i'm playing persona 5
any plans fo rtoday??
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>>8740581
When trannies have healthy homes and parents and don't grow up all fucked up and twisted and self-loathing?
Yeah, fat chance, I know.
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>>8740591
It's a meme just like bbd and all those other so-called illnesses.
It's basically the jew trying to get schekles from you for meds and therapy
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>>8740599
even then, it's more likely for trannies to be mentally ill as a baseline
repression + shitty lives fuck us up, but there's already high rates of autism and whatnot
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>>8740611
/pol/ is a mental illness
you should go back
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>>8740612
>high rates of autism
projection increases
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>>8740611
well idk, it fits me so well, even if its a meme, it doesnt change anything
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>>8740104
There's nothing wrong with the first one!
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>>8740566
Yeah, extreme swings are harder to rate. Bipolar is easier since they're kinda split into phases, but I thought bpd was generally closer to "low" than "normal?" Lots of comorbidity, too. I'd rather give them a 3 or change the ratings for 1 and 2 over changing the 3.

>>8740570
Gimme a Kuroko and I might consider it.

>>8740581
https://www.google.com/search?q=borderline+personality+disorder+journal+site:gov
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>>8740622
the transbeans are trying to make us look bad :(
they are the not good ones :((
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>>8740622
angry gay people and hardly satiable tranny sluts edition
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>>8740618
>implying I go to pol

>>8740621
You're just mentally ill like all of us
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>>8740622
well, i mean, you're not wrong...

>>8740623
it seems like my bipolar progressed to borderline on HRT, which is weird
i used to get hypomania which lasted ~1-2 weeks, then lows for a month or two, but now i can barely get 'sort of' hypomanic for a few hours
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>>8740596
Yeah, she just woke up now because my sister is home, then jumped back up in my bed and then rubbed on me a little and bit my arm. Super annoying, but the cutest most annoying thing ever.

I've heard P5 is absolutely great. You liking it still?

And dunno. I went to the bar yesterday, so today I think I'll just stay at home, study a bit, maybe make some progress on an rpg system I've been working on for years. Pretty boring, chill-y day.

>>8740612
Well, yeah. But I like to believe the most fucked up parts of ourselves are more like scars than innate characteristics, carved on us, even if by ourselves sometimes, instead of being there from the start.
And that future people won't have so many of them, and be happier for it.
Yeah, I'm feeling cheery and optimistic today.
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>>8740630
>bpd is a meme, you're just mentally ill
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>>8740638
yeah, p5 is pretty damn good
i marathoned it for a week and then took like 4-5 days off, now i'm playing it again

how was the bar???

yeah, idk, most of my issues are probably as a result of having an abusive childhood. autism didn't help though
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https://vocaroo.com/i/s1uLtQiPBdBP

hello, I am the duck
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here i fixed it
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i know i'm wrong to post this. its too much and off topic.

"You practice sex with the men, instead of the women. Indeed, you are a transgressing people."
>hsts btfo
>agp ftw
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>>8740646
I want to feed you breadcrumbs ;~;
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>>8740623
i'll see what i can do
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>>8740646
dog voice is cool i like it
good job pineapple.
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>>8740630
>You're just mentally ill like all of us

bpd is a mental illness you clown

>>8740655
do NOT feed ducks breadcrumbs. its unhealthy for their kidneys.
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>>8740654
>women are supposed to have sex with women
baka
you're bad at islam
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>>8740660
thank you frend!
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>>8740623
BPD is context-sensitive, IIRC. Its less of a chemical imbalance and more of a super super amplified emotional perception/reaction for everything and a tendency to self-destructive purging in various ways, including after good stuff because deep self-loathing, which makes stuff mostly miserable, but good days are GOOD while they are. Among other characteristics, like, say, positioning oneself as a victim. And sex is pretty intense, that too.
My memories from studies a long time ago, so don't trust me.

>>8740641
I've never played any Persona game, despite really wanting too. I'm a bad person, Pan-san, punish me.

It was F U N and really nice. The audio was about that, if you're up to it.
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chen is a nice and cool doggy
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>>8740662
there's a lot of women in a harem for one man to keep happy all of the time
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30_iGzXrA_A

look they did new album uwu
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>>8740655
I read your cute discount surgery comment. Tbqh, Bart is also a discount surgeon because they are essentially the same price
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>>8740671
i'm going to finish persona 5 and then start persona 4 again (played like half an hour of it)
might try to plat 5

>punish me
well, what are you into, then? :>

wait, which audio????
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>tfw you picked up on a subtle hint in p5 and it turned out you were right
feels good being a super-iq omnisexual transsexual mutant gene
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>>8740672
>chen
>sheen
COINCIDENCE?!
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>tfw im a nasty turbomanbod hon and wish id die
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>>8740685
>has a tiny back and ribcage
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>>8740658
Haven't seen that one before.
Alright, you win!
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>>8740686
Bf*
Fucking new phone has a worse keyboard than the last one
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I think for my next art project I will make a pineapple shaped soap. I like soap. Easier to make without the skin but would I capture it's essence lacking that?
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>>8740684
idk chens my favoirte japanese animation girl
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>>8740646
I always knew you were a quack.
>>
>>8740686
Yesterday.
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>>8740418
>no I don't like girls
Well on the plus side at least when I was repressing I didn't go full cringy fetishposting unlike some people
>>
if I go into a convenience store to buy a cheap drink and the guy behind the counter offers to buy me some snacks does that mean I pass?
:thinking:
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>>8740686
look at your post
look at the board colour
look at rule 5
look back at your post
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>>8740698
Good going nigger
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>>8740467
https://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=15519
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>>8740689
>tiny back and ribcage
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>>8740686
well i jerked off for my gf recently but that was about it
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>>8740704
o_o is this meant to be a compliment or an insult?
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>>8740686
trutrans use tweezers to touch their growth, and only to keep it down when sitting to pee
>>
tfw got cucked out of cummies
got some built up for ya kayla
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>>8740708
>jerked off
>gf
>exhibitionist
AGP
G
P
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>>8740716
>that man body
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>>8740705
i didnt know that person made so many drawings i was usign gelbouru :(

>>8740699
i only attrac to boys since i was kid :( never girl
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>>8740719
:)
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>>8740685
cyoooot
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>>8740680
I said I had an audio for you yestersay. Or, well, earlier today before I slept, maybe.
But you said I was you were in bed feeling bad so not really up to it and then I said "kay".
>well, what are you into, then? :>
S-spank my butt and say I was a bad girl? Dear god, what did hrt do to me. ;~;

>>8740685
Looks pretty decent, actually. Your perception might just be due to posture rather than bod itself.

>>8740716
Nice shorts. A-also nice feminine benis.
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>>8740723
Thanks
Hey when was the last time u wore a bikini at the beach? I go weekly
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>>8740716
post a new pic
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New co-worker thought i was a girl
Then my other co-workers corrected him...
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>>8740719
>>8740726
also i am unironically an exhibitionist but wtf is wrong with showing off for your gf?????

>>8740716
cute lewds, bad personality
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>>8740716
MISS

COCK
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>>8740716
i like ur shorts wat brand is that
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>>8740738
Thrift store nigga
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I worry about Kayla
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>>8740732
Same here honny
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I need new shoes.


>when you make a new trans friend on tinder - not for dating just for friendship
>show up on okcupid and they are there too
>when your dating selection pool is so small you know which girls they're dating just by name when they mention it
>thankfully not in competition anymore since new gf.

Lol I gotta get to a new city...
>>8740732
Doesn't tucking so hard hurt?
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>>8740729
can you link it again?
like i said, i was sleeping off my anxiety attack's second win. idk, i got up like twice for a minute or two but otherwise i was just sleeping

:3
i'll spank you until you're raw~
maybe leave a bite mark on your neck?
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>>8740732
Not the same anon but id never go to the beach with my herculean shoulders
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>>8740734
corrected isn't the right word
you are a girl, silly
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>>8740694
I am the quakest
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>>8740745
>Doesn't tucking so hard hurt?
do not underistimate miss cock. she is strong and powerful.
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>>8740719
if youre not a degenerate youre not having enough fun

>>8740732
its been really interesting to see you turn from "fuck all you entitled passing bitches i hate you because you dont understand my real strugle" kayla to this new "haha im so cute and i love cock look at me" kayla

>>8740745
I've ruined 2 pairs of shoes in the last year from falling into landfills
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>>8740685
>fishing for compliments this hard
we get it, you pass
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>>8740748
I'd be more worried about your biceps and love handles

>>8740741
Good, I'm still suicidal as fuck
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>>8740725
He used to draw on paper, too.
https://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=15796306
https://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=10472133
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>>8740750
I wish
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>>8740757
Why don't you kill yourself then?
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>>8740745
those shoes survive a crash?
<3
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>>8740757
>'m still suicidal as fuck
is it because your bf wont let you get srs?
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>>8740756
I dont pass, I get dirty looks sometimes. Manbody in motion is always clockable
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>>8740767
Because dmt
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>>8740755
Shakira is going the same way.
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>>8740757
yeah but its hard to lose weight when food is the only thing that comforts me in my desolate tranny existence and i wouldnt pass anyway
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>>8740774
trip on sheen you blob
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>>8740763
>hanner being down on herself when you are wicked jealous of her
stahhhhhp
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>>8740748
You look familiar, but I have no idea who this is
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>>8740725
Pretty rude calling emma a boy
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>>8740771
Stalin took the dmt
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this album sucks what the fuck
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>>8740783
hitler took the dmt
>>
suboxone for everyone
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>>8740783
So did Hitler. My mind is woke af. I bet I'm the only one here who has taken dmt
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>>8740788
>your mind is woke
Go back to pol you dipshit
>>
Who /jonerys/ here??
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>>8740777
hanna is basically just a cuter version of luka from steins;gate

she's the real life version of "draw a girl, call it a boy" meme
>>
>>8740778
Im a pathetic tranny who cries here once every few months over not being cis and having a dumpy man ribcage and shoulders, been here for 4 years now
>>
hurting myself lots
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>>8740747
https://clyp.it/4bkkml3j

And stooop, I'm too pure for this. Not that wouldn't be nice but a-aah. T-that would be nice.

>>8740770
Body looks fine. Hair looks weird though. Also you remind me of a friend, a cute friend.
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>>8740770
do something with your hair and quit standing on the wall.

>>8740785
i listened to like 2 minutes of it and its really not my jam. heres my obscure album of the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcoGMJVGg8w&t=501s
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>>8740777
>>8740778
Stop flustering me!
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>>8740785
but why does she have a lil toy hammer in her panties
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>>8740786
Zao da dong took the dmt
>>8740802
...well it's true
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>>8740800
their other albums are dope tho desu
that has 200k plus views that's not OBSCURE
pls

https://youtu.be/jqxWFMvDwno?list=LLoVYJ1GK4U_Mw2w438zXaVw

>>8740804
h-her~?
that's a cute boy i'll have you know...
>>
>>8740812
as part of his infamous rind, of course
>>
>>8740795
You post pics every few months or something too, right?

Strange how familiar you look, but I can't put a trip to you
>>
>>8740817
I think I love you
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>>8740815
dont be silly boys don't wear panties
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>>8740821
>that pic

me, but alcohol instead of food
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>>8740827
what am i then
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>>8740821
I-I ok
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Does this look like a pineapple?
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>>8740839
cockring
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>>8740830
youre something else
>>
>>8740839
sand dollar
>>
>>8740799
your voice is super high and quiet and really hard to understand there desu .___.
sounds like you had a nice time though~

>pure
you're already into spanking~
it's only a matter of time until you're collared and begging~
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>>8740842
thanks babe
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1000 calories a day is good for someone who is 5'3 and trying to lose weight right?
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>>8740799
>>8740800
>bothering to style your hair beyond minimal attempts to make your curls look nice when youre already unpasable
nothing matters when you arent cis passing tbqh
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>>8740839
kinda, that's pretty good for a 10 year old
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HOLY FUCK. FUCK PLANNED INCOMPETENT PARENTHOOD.

I am soooooo fucking done medicating through insurance. From now on I'm doing self med only funded by bitcoin. I'm so fucking sick of going to the pharmacy and having them give me blank states when I say I need needles *AND* syringes. They're like "but we only got a prescription for needles lol" and I'm like FUCKING AGAIN??? I JUST MADE AN APPOINTMENT AND FUCKING WAITED 3 FUCKING HOURS TO SEE A NURSE TO GET MORE SYRINGES. Does fucking no one at planned parenthood understand the difference between a needle and a syringe? Holy shit I'm so sick of computer life retards just pressing buttons thinking they're doing they're jobs.

I swear to god no one should use planned parenthood and we should stop funding them. I'm glad the Republicans are after them. Fucking ass clowns have wasted so much of my time the last 3 months with their fraudulent trans care.

I'm just going to do my labs through local nursing college class rooms, and do my medication through inhousepharamacy.vu and then maybe go to the local clinician wear house and snag a box full of hypodermic needles.

I am so sick of everyone fucking me over on such basic ass shit.


>>8740768
Israel, Utah, Wyoming, California, new York, Costa Rica, etc.
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>>8740849
you don't look nearly that bad
you look, even, cute? :O
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>>8740848
how much do you weigh and what's your goal weight?
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why does food taste so good
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>>8740849
Nice masculine lower face
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>>8740780
>emma
>girl
pick one
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>>8740858
like...150 (i'm fat uwu)
and 100-110-ish
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>>8740794
>Tfw i cant alter timelines to become a girl
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>>8740872
3 months exercise and 1500 calories more healthy than a starvation cycle.
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>>8740863
i dont know this feel, pretty much all food tastes gross and is a chore to eat
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>>8740869
Thank you for agreeing with me, the hugbox is real sometimes
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>>8740863
>tfw you casually eat a 150g bar of chocolate while you wait 15 minutes for dinner to heat up in the oven
>>
>>8740876
This. I am in a starvation cycle right now staring at rice thinking about eating cardboard. I almost puked my eggs last night because they tasted like cardboard.
>>
woner how many nonbinaries just say they're boymode trans on hrt or whatever
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>>8740883
nonbinaries typically think gender is a meme
so it's okay to call yourself a girl even if you're boymode
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>>8740874
is 1000 really starvation?
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>>8740879
Always glad to help
You can't get good advice from these dipshits
>>
>>8740846
Yep. Recording on a phone didn't help. 3:
Gist of it is that I had fun and played with people and will play with people again and there's even another trans girl there.
I couldn't in my wildest dreams have predicted everything going so right.
Now I must get her contact and bug her about random stuff.

Also can I be spanked and bitten and collared and begging and still keep my kokoro pure? Because, umm, because then we might have a deal.
Also pls stop guessing my fetishes please.

>>8740848
Wow Snickers, you're smol.

>>8740849
You do look pretty passing. And even hair is nicer in this pic. Also, those freckles. Also, the girl in the back with the weird face looks worse than you so dunno.

>>8740863
I don't know but it does. Too good. Too too good.
>>
>>8740889
This just in: mentally ill attention seeking cis people think facts don't matter.

>>8740891
Idk desu. Ask reddit desu they suck for everything, but for this type of fact based stuff they're the best
>>
>>8740889
but what if they're just ashamed of being nb and not wanting to socially transition
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>>8740879
>listening to angie, /mtfg/'s village crazy
You're cute, anon
>>
>>8740874
>tfw went on a 3 hour bike ride this morning and had salmon and vegetables for lunch
I'm putting Snickerdoodle and Sheen to shame.
>>8740881
>Keeping chocolate, cakes or sweets in the house
I ended that practice years ago.
>>8740891
No not really but you probably won't stick to it anyway. I have no idea why nobody slowly reduces calories over time rather than saying on one day "I'm gonna eat half of what I ate yesterday". Start with 1800 for a week, then 1500 then you can stay there or drop further if you feel confident.
>>
>>8740879
to be fair she's not being any better than a hugbox, just taking our her anger and frustration on you, probably got cllaed ugly again today
>>
>>8740848
http://scoobysworkshop.com/calorie-calculator/ put in info, eat that much. if you dont exercise you should.

>>8740815
~200k is the limit for obscurity to me, but if youre picky.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csitBlRSSnE&t=2s

>>8740881
>tfw baking is a lot of fun but nobody eats your baked goods but you
fucking hell its torture to not devour every scrap
>>
>>8740893
not really
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>>8740900
>implying
Look at the facial structure.
When will the delusion end?
>>
why do people like food so much?
>>
>>8740893
what'd you play with them?
and it's good you found a supportive place. are you girlmode?
i'm glad nothing bad happened though :s

you can be my pure virgin slut~
i'll spank you and bite you and then we can cuddle and i'll call you a good girl :3

>>8740897
nbs typically don't need to transition
>friend of mine gets told off in a trans server by enbies because "dysphoria is depressing" and "you shouldn't need hrt to feel like a woman"

>>8740895
imo NBs are just cis people thinking about gender
if you say gender =/= sex, all cis people have to define gender is stereotypes
so they think "well, i don't care that much about being a manly man, maybe i'm a nonbinary?"
when in reality, most cis people don't tie their identities to being male or female. they just do whatever's natural.
>>
>>8740911
i'm unable to obtain sex, so food is my only pleasure

same reason why eunuchs are always fat, i suppose
>>
angie's a punchbox
>>
is it weird to suspect a lot of my friendships to be a conspiracy to gather personal info on me to bully or blackmail me with?
>>
>>8740907
Well, at least you're vertically smol, if thats what you're implying.
Which means you might just be full smol soon enough.
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>>8740853
planned parenthood has one purpose: tax fathers to give free condoms to daughters.


insurance is fucking me too. with my therapist. idkwtf.

insurance (obamacare) was getting in the middle of my spiro (i know u switched). something about they dont wana pay for 50mg pills, just 100mg bricks lol. (i eat 150mg at a time lol)

i'm paying $250 a month for spiro and injectable. but it's sooooo easy once your doctor has the script correct (sorry qt) you just walk into any store and tell em ur payin cash........

i'm about to start paying my therapist in cash too b/c .....nvm....
>>
>>8740921
I'm just honest.
Do you want me to go full susans and say you look great honnnnnnnyyyyyy
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>>8740900
I'm """"cute"""" but that doesnt mean im passing. I've gotten dirty looks before. People just treat me different than a cis girl.

For example a lesbian approached me at a bar and hit on me and I later extracted that she clocked me, because I gave off trans "vibes"
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>>8740909
all i'm saying is that if all of these normal people are saying one thing, and the only dissenting opinion is a compulsive liar with "MORBID" tattooed across their chest, a surgery addiction and crippling BDD that affects their every waking moment, i know who i'd trust
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>>8740931
Are you planning on getting FFS?
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>>8740932
>compulsive liar
Since when

>surgery addict
Since when?

>bdd
Mid-tier meme
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>>8740932
lol trolling on 4chan is hardly lying
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>>8740938
Type 3 Brow and trach as soon as I can scratch together the 8k savings and 12k loan I need for facial team. It's gonna be a long time...

I may opt for more later if I am unsatisfied but I wanna keep it to my clockiest traits and avoid ayy syndrome
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>>8740948
I never troll
Just straghit up honesty
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>>8740167
She's pretty damn strong.

Even if she's a wuss who stands people up on dates cuz she's afraid of crowds...
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>>8740956
kek ok warren
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>>8740963
Using my old name just proves my point
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I need a new tripcode now that Eva isn't here to match
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>>8740911
you need food to survive, you might as well ask why people like drinking water when theyre thirsty and breathing

when you put tasty food in your mouth its like a pleasure explosion on your tastebuds. it releases endorphins. if this doesnt happen to you you probably have some kind of antifat gene
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>>8740963
you shouldn't deadname angie, that's mean

she may be clinging to the cliffs of rational thought by the tips of her fingers, but that doesn't mean we should be not nice to her
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>>8740685
Your body is smol and cute compared to mine. You literally have a little arm and shoulder mass to lose and thats it.
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>>8740971
what if you really like food but are never hungry
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>>8740973
Hugboxing
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>>8740973
If you can't fit into a size 6 or women's S, you're not small
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>>8740981
you probably have some kind of antifat gene or an illness like depression maybe
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>>8740983
you can be bigsmol though

it's like skinnyfat, but with height
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>>8740986
That doesn't make sense
You're either big or not
There is no in-between
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>>8740989
bigsmol is definitely a thing - like, say if you're tall, but you're also skinny with really narrow shoulders and long limbs with a relatively small torso

bigsmol
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>go dancing
>people make fun of you before you even get inside the club
>leave

lots of ways to move skinny tall fat smol bodies around
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>>8740911
It tastes good?????
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>>8740527
im glad he is wasting money on rent

Will keep him impoverished for life :3
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>>8741000
not really
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>>8740993
Talking about clothing size here. If they are tall but skinny and wear a small, then they are small
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>>8740913
There was a group playing their second session on a Brazillian-version DnD campaign. Two players missed the session, so I got a character that a girl had made to play. Was a pretty shitty session, actually, but it still was very fun, and having the character be a girl and have people calling me "she" was also nice.
And nah, I went boymode. Kinda. Makeup still counts as boymode, right? But its pretty obvious I'm trans right now. If the rest didn't give me away, the tiddies do.
The owner even asked if I had a girl name to call me after I gave him my boyname. Without any prompt or any mention of it. Cool place.

Also you may have turned me transbian. Are you happy now? I guess it is alright if I get cuddles and "good girl"s, though.

>>8740931
>"vibes"
You know that may mean a whole lot of stuff that isn't exactly physical appearance.

>>8740983
>tfw 5'7
>fit women's S the best
Well...
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>>8741006
the concept of bigsmol transcends your earthly """clothing sizes"""
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>>8740928
I'm not fucking with Spiro that stuff is kidney toxic and should be illegal to prescribe. It's bigoted out dated inferior drug. I'm on cyproterone and since bitcoin is moon now, it's basically free for me since I was a drug user and got in hella early in btc.


I don't fuck with therapy. I never get anything out of it. People here meme that I'm schizophrenic, but I'm actually oppositional defiant disorder and maybe party histrionic and narcissistic. I don't have headspace for "recovery tools". It's like telling Eminem or John hobo that therapy can help. It just can't help me. I don't shit on it, but I will actively shit on Spiro. It pisses me off that it's the only option.
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>>8740527
>being unironically related to a muslim
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>>8741008
Then you are small

>>8741011
Reality trumps your delusion
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>>8741012
i would say cipro causes depression but i'm about to get an orchi asap to avoid kidney failure.

every time i miss a dose of spiro i'm reminded why i'm doing this. looking forward to it.
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>>8741018
>Reality trumps your delusion
put a sock in it angie, you're not even a real person

you're just the personification of everybody in the thread's collective negative energy
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>>8741014
I hope I read about this honor killing
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>>8741020
Jesus that stuff is toxic it took a full month off before I became baseline and I'm still convicted it permanently ruined my bladder capacity. I had to pee six times in a 1 hour sex session last night like honestly wtf it got embarrassing.

>just peed
>girl continues to bite my ear where she left off.
>4 minutes pass
>wants to put condom on me
>I unironcially have a full bladder again

It was so shit. Thankfully partner understands the situation.
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>>8740982
Yeah, no, you were a shrimp in boy mode, you will be tiny once your muscles atrophy from E, you will be cute.

Its not where you start but where your bone structure allows you to go? Whats your waist size and shoulder width?

My awful monster body definitely makes you look like a cis girl by comparison.
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>>8741008
>tfw 6'1
>don't fit in women's or men's anything
I just buy clothes and then alter them to fit me perfectly now.

also there is literally nothing wrong with being a transbean
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>>8741008
ooh~ that's fun
i really want to play DnD agian. i had a session online but we only did 2 or 3 sessions ;-;
it's fun that everyone knows you're trans! must be a comfy place, if they play dnd.

:3
always happy to help a girl discover herself~
there will be lots of spanking, and lots of cuddling.
are you into choking?

>>8741030
>not dating a watersports gf
embarrassing
but yeah that's my worst fear with going legit is. UGH SPIRO.
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>>8741024
Oh I'm real
Why don't you just accept reality?
I have and so should you.

>>8741031
Not that person but they look pretty broad.
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>>8741031
>>8741033
>>8741036
Lol

Imagine if you didn't abuse hormones
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>adderall and spiro for breakfast

anyone got the darknet markets for a spare kidney?
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how quickly does spiro break your kidneys
am i dead
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>>8741042
I know places but no one wants an already fucked it kidney
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>>8741036
I had such a toxic reaction to it after bumping to 200mg and it still wasn't suppressing my DHT. It was pathetic. My old trans care place recommended I bump to 300mg and I literally said "did you not listen to a word I just said about how I almost pass out when I stand, can't sleep proper, my ears ring and I feel car sick 24/7? And did I mention I spend more time looking for bathrooms when I'm out in public than hanging out and doing stuff?" and she said "we can do 250". I literally walked out and said "I'm glad you're leaving this practice. Quit trans care." and switched to planned incompetent-doesnt-know-a-needle-from-a-syringe planned meme hood the same week (they had just started informed consent as of 2016 October.) the old place also wanted me on 4mg estrogen and I wanted to roof up at 8. Instead, I opted for injections and I cannot recommend them enough. They are a hassle, but totally worth. The pills make unstable and moody.
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>>8741014
>Her family aren't servants of Allah
It's like you don't want to go to Paradise.
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>>8741049
>wants to sell my organs

gl they might be useful to a corpse

if a corpse had worked around radiation.
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Spiro is the mildest AA.
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>>8741040
i accept reality, just the version without angie-tinted glasses that distorts everything

i think the reason you're so obsessed with hugboxing is because you need more hugs (or to be put in a box)
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>>8741042
c-can i have some of that adderall

>>8741052
god, that sounds fucking awful. i love having control of my health care but i need to be official for surgeries and such, so ugh

>>8741056
until it makes you incontinent
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Is that person who wanted the Maki folder still around? I found a big one.
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>>8741041
Yeah, I am pretty mad, but I will make one hell of a spoopy black metal protection breed girlfrand.

Who will protect my girlfriends and wussy makeup wearing boyfriend if I don't stay uncomfortably big and stronk?

Valq? Only if she can talk them to death...
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>>8741066
Peeing often=/=incontinence
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>>8741068
thank god a few months on antiandrogens will calm your rampant T rage
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>>8741066
You really don't. You basically just need 1 letter to get on a surgery acceptance list and that's ez. I got suporn approval and Brassard and a few others just to see with an two paragraph letter notice from a shrink I saw only twice. Insurance is the same. They're not investigating you.
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>>8741079
Thank god indeed. <3

Point is that otherposter is a smol and will be a cute soon and shouldn't feel bad about her body.
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i'm not going off spiro. i'll keep drinking a gallon of water a day. fuck bica, fuck ralox, and fuck cypro.

i'm 100% happy w/ my gender care. (therapy is imo completly unrelated)

so hey Sarah, what happened with the sex last night?
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>tfw no longer being a university student causes you an existential crisis
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>>8740971
>endorphines
Food is punishment.
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>>8741077
nah but it can actually give you incontinence if you're unlucky

>>8741083
no, i mean, with one of the local health insurance providers, i can get free everything, but i need 12 months HRT (obviously legit) and 12 months of RLE

i guess i could get prescribed spiro and take cypro lol
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>>8741083
can i buy your suporn spot?
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>>8741065
And how how those glasses distorting reality?
I can back up everything I say
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>>8741083
>They're not investigating you
Not yet.
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>>8741091
Just have a shrink affirm you're 1 year RLE that's so stupid that they have that policy - I'm sorry. Where are you from? I'm from free surgery NY.

>>8741093
Unironcially I took the slot to sell it. Not sure if I want to keep it yet.
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>>8741085
>fuck bica
amen. that shit is nasty
cypro is comfy though. chemical castration, yay.

>>8741099
i live in hawaii rn
kind of a shitty area but i don't have any options for moving so w/e
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>>8741012
>oppositional defiant disorder
That's called being an asshole.
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>>8741086
just go apply your skills irl
if possible
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>>8741097
Holy shit that's a terrifying post hahaha but come on, what neo con wouldn't want to fund this handsome cutie?
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>>8741100
>not using everclear to do the job quicker
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>>8741095
i am not getting dragged into this argument again, 472 times is enough thank you very much

hang in there angie, it's all going to be okay one day
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>>8741102
It's called not being a cowardice little worm who takes the fascist boot of society on my neck and says thanks here's half my pay check.

>>8741100
I considered bica. I really really miss my sex drive ;(
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>>8741099
well if you're going to sell it, sell it to me. idk if i want chet or suporn but i'll have the money ready before i complete 1 yr RLE god willing.
also you're really hot <3
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>>8741112
bica is shit desu. your brain is flooded with T so it basically prevents mental feminization
i really didn't like having male libido
emotional libido is so much better
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>>8741111
Serious though.
I get people think a women's M is normal but it really isn't or how certain facial features are "fine."
>>
Where the heck do you degenerates get estradiol injections from? I've been searching for weeks for something that isn't $200 a dose or some crap.
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>>8741117
mfw 2 degenerate to tell you where to troll next
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>>8741086
shouldve gone to grad school and on to academia after

>>8741083
you can even use online therapists a lot of the time instead
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>>8741117
Compound phamacy
$50 every 2 1/2 months
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>>8741103
as if he didnt get a gender studies bach of arts
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>>8741097
>>8741083
>they're not investigating you

I fuckin miss that feelio.
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>>8741113
Thanks. I'm not selling (if at all) until 2019 when I know whether I'm dedicated
I found he was retiring and with zero extra research liquidated my btc savings and my own personal savings and help from mommy and daddy and got on the list. I have not decided if, or with who I want surgery from. It's too early I'm barely a year HRT and I only pseudo pass. I know I NEED ffs.

>>8741115
Difference in opinion. I really miss my sex drive. It was female, it just was more physical powerful.

>>8741122
That's probably why I'm here. Avoiding hon groups haha.

>>8741126
Goat 2spooky
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>>8741122
She just finished grad school
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>>8741122
I just handed in my MSc dissertation yesterday.

The crisis comes from the fact I probably have to actually do shit with this meme field degree.
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>>8741116
people here seem to overestimate how often the average joe cissy thinks about trannies - the only time normal people think about trannies is when they see an article in the newspaper about how two 52 year old hons are forcing their 4 year old to wear dresses at school

no one gets clocked for having 1 or 2 manly features like a strong jaw or wide shoulders, you get clocked for having a whole bunch of them - yet people who haven't been misgendered in years will still tell you they don't pass on the internet because they have BDD and think everyone is pity-passing them and are called angie
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>>8741123
Thanks desu.

>>8741121
S-sorry for being a baka ;~;
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>>8741112
>implying anyone on this entire board is ANYWHERE NEAR the top tax bracket
"fuck everybody" is the definition of asshole, so thanks for provind my point asshole :^)
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>>8741128
eh. i started on bica and i can say mine wasn't female at all
random erections / none of the emphasis on emotional arousal / much shallower arousal in general
also none of the satisfaction after you do something with a loved one
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>>8741128
Don't you neg my goat.
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>tfw feminized brain from almost 18 months of hrt but still have to keep up very masculine appearances to people
>>8741086
Iktf
I kind of wish I went to grad school but I don't have the money for it tbqh
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>>8741136
>no satisfaction
so youz a playa
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>>8741033
But I was a pure Trutrans(tm) hsts. ;~;

>>8741036
If you (and some other girls) were into it I could GM a mtfg table. I've been told I'm a fairly good GM, at least online. My only condition is using my special snowflake system I've been working on forever because, you know, 4+ years of work and no use makes Miso a sad girl. Or soup. Whatever.

>it's fun that everyone knows you're trans!
Well, I'd rather they think I'm a cis girl, but since I'm not there yet, at least they are super friendly and even kind enough to call me by gender-neutral nickname, all by themselves, no prompting required. A very nice bunch. And the friendly beary gm is a cute, that is a bonus too.

I'm not s-sure. I had a """friend""" that was into breathplay once. It was kinda fun desu.

>>8741086
Time for that Doctor's and then Post-Doc and then stay in Academia?
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>>8741135
No one cares.


>>8741136
That sounds like what I miss. Now I'm hollow. I was happier with my testosterone system, I hate that I have to shut it down, or literally be a man. Bica seems a good middle ground. Did it work as an Aa effectively?

>>8741140
Snek qt3.14
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>>8741142
what does a feminized brain feel like
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>>8741152
like a bag of sand
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>>8741152
like it don't give a fuck because it's confident being quiet
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>>8741132
Well I hope you manage to find a satisfying job in your chosen field. or try and get an assitantship for another degree somewhere

>>8741150
the truest of the trans are so dyshporic they cant even have sex with men because seeing men triggers them.

>>8741152
wet bags of sand
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>>8741152
it's like a normal brain, except when someone sniffs inside your ear, they can smell lavender and peaches
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>>8741152
Like sleeping on cardboard in an alleyway wondering what the fuck went so wrong. It's like rainbows and razorblades
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>>8741142
:)
you're training yourself to be a real butch girl!

>>8741149
?
nah, it's just pre-hrt there wasn't nearly as much lasting satisfaction
with hrt libido if i have the proper romantic foreplay i can feel an afterglow for hours

>>8741150
;~;
well i barely know DnD and you'll have to spoonfeed me anyway, so w/e, i'd be down on that! do you have discord?

yeah, iktf, i present male primarily because i don't want to be seen as trans. but is hould probably practice my trannymode regardless, soooo

>"""friend"""
sounds like fun~
wouldn't it be nice to have a girl's hand around your throat, though?

>>8741151
>wanting a male libido
:S
you also get the manbrain and stuff too, but w/e

>Did it work as an Aa effectively?
i guess, though my breasts only started properly developing on cypro and 6mg.

>>8741152
>feel
idk it's the same thing except you're more emotional and empathic????
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>>8741132
>sociology
>do shit
It's an academic field desu. You do shit for people to use, you don't do shit yourself. Now go back and go some research.
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>>8741165
Male brain better for my punk rock anarchy music.
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I saw another trans girl at the house show last night but I didn't even get a chance to really check her out or even make eye contact and give a friendly little wave or anything. I saw her behind me when the band started playing and then when they were finished she was nowhere to be found. :(
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eff it
I'm gonna draw a webcomic
I have nothing else going for me
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>>8741168
>not being a female punk
baka f a m.
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>>8741173
nothing stopping you
practice makes perfect!
my drawing ability skyrocketed after i locked myself in my room for 6 months and drew a thousand pokemon
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>>8740971
Food tastes better after a gruelling workout

But no tranny understands that because they aren't welcome in gyms or do intense workouts
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>>8741183

I went to the gym last night at 1AM
it was nice, there was only like 3 people there
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>>8741172
Being acknowledged by other mtfs is both nice because its nice to see another tranny but also fucking horrible because they fucking clocked me kill me

>>8741183
It's pretty hard to get to a grueling workout when your t is rock bottom
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>>8741173
draw a comic about the foibles of a transgender protagonist (a sickeningly cute version of yourself) as she awkwardly attempts to navigate early adulthood
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>>8741187
All the more easy for muggings
>>
Fucking clover crashing on me every time I try to add a pic reeeEEEEE
>>8741165
I want to be a stereotypical butch girl most of the time but I feel like I should also have more "feminine" interests and stuff too. Idk I'm never sure about myself
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>>8741190

yeah that's why I didn't try to go say hi to her the second I saw her like I might have in the past

she didn't have a very feminine voice tho so I'm pretty sure she knew everyone could tell, mean as that sounds
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>>8741174
Ask tambourine she just got online she's heard my shitty male edgelord rap. Not very feminine. I don't wanna bitch about the patriarchy and how oppressed I am.

>>8741172
What type of show? I start doing shows in autumn!

>>8741195
I'm a dike. I would remain a dude if I was one. I wear fluffy pink sweaters (somewhere pictured above in this thread) and people mistake me as a soft ego nice person and I'm not. I would have been one of those suicide girls, or the girls from ink master, or a biker cunt but instead I'm some tranny so I dress super cliche feminine.

>>8741197
I always wave to trans girls.
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>>8741194

yeah I was a little sketched out but I hadn't been for a couple days and I didn't want to break the habit. I didn't get mugged so it was worth
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>>8741191
um...I was gonna base it a tiny bit off me, but mostly just my feelings of uselessness and disappointment...nothing so autobiographical as that
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>>8741195
BUTCH GIRLS ARE GREAT.
i used to really be into them desu.
idk though you shouldn't see transition as necessitating developing shallow interests in things you don't care about
just be yourself basically
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>>8741206
sounds good to me

make sure you work in lots of dark humour, and have the main character make silly faces in the last panel after she talks about suicide
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>>8741209
I showed to smash Bros tournament finally dressed as this person and guys were nice to me. They'd been until last night ignoring me. I guess I passed good enough even for the straight boys.
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>>8741202

>What type of show?
oh my god there were these amazing female fronted punk bands.
https://cultfiction.bandcamp.com/releases
https://gravelmusic.bandcamp.com/ - all-girl band

there was another great band too but I forgot their name unfortunately. Are you going to be hosting or performing? And I wanted to wave to her but I didn't want to stare or anything so I just glanced over at her once or twice but we didn't make eye contact and then she vanished so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>8741210
oh gosh
I wasn't planning anything like that
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>>8741212

I always felt kinda weird wearing dresses to tournaments. It's a little too tryhard imo. I went to a tournament in a dress once and they did draft crews and I got picked last out of like 20 people ;__; but that could also be because I was one of the weakest players there lol
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>>8741209
>you shouldn't see transition as necessitating developing shallow interests in things you don't care about
>just be yourself basically
gonna go ahead and give this a "this"
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>>8741212
yeah, you don't look bad desu
idk

>>8741218
>makes fanart of a shitpost i made
>calls it 'my concept'
;~;

>>8741222
i mean obviously you don't keep going around punching your broe's on the shoulder and saying 'hey wassup maaaaaannnn' but y'know
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>>8741214
too bad, we've agreed on it now

all you need to do now is develop your own easily identifiable artstyle
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>>8741223
i ment it as i drew the art of it :(
sorry
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>>8741223
mfw they still greet me like that )=
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>>8741209
I guess I just get nervous that if I don't have at least some more stereotypical feminine interests I'm not genuine in some way
I talked to my old therapist and stuff like that a lot but still get the same feelings. Though my mom tends to be pretty butch so I guess it's genetic lel.
>>8741206
Trans girl diaries 2.0?
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>>8741225
you're like god spilled a person
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>>8741195
fashion is a magical thing and useful for everybody. nothing screams butch like a well put together outfit and thats how girls can be so stupid sexy in very masculine outfits. but really interests are whatever. getting into really feminine stuff just because its really feminine is a little silly and you wouldn't be happy doing it.

>>8741223
nothing beats smashing you lifting buddies arm after a tough deadlift and going for a brohug because you finally broke your record. gender doesnt fit into that
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>>8741224
>>8741229
n-noooo
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>>8741231
whats that mean
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>>8741165
Kunya#1467 :3

Practicing it would do you good. I get gendered female pretty regularly even on boymode, now. Sometimes with no makeup and shadow on, which baffles me, even at a distance, but I guess it means I'm almost there and going to girlmode will go smooth-ish. Soon, I hope.
Being a boy sucks, I don't want to do it anymore. Being a very girly boy feels better than just full boymode too, so there's that.

>wouldn't it be nice to have a girl's hand around your throat, though?
A smooth, delicate hand? C-clasping my throat, pressing it, being able to feel the tip of the nails going against my skin and giving in to her, gasping, trusting her to do as she pleases with m-me, to use me and toy with me and s-she sees fit?
N-n-no! No way. Nuh uh. N-not at all.

>>8741214
You could try to make it all through deep intricate visual metaphors while keeping the text and immediate visuals clean and friendly but hiding the existential dread in the subtext and background clues, if you prefer.
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>>8741213
I preform. The start of my album is this sick electronic intro that culminates in a burst of static shredding metal sound and I want lights to flash while I scream


I hang on by the wires!

(3 bursts of sound and strobe light).

My soul inspired to PULL MY TEETH OUT BY PLIERS!!

I'm chasing these nightmears like aspirations, I'm hanging from a rope of lowered expectations.

*The the beat kicks in and I might have a guitar if I can get good fast*

Drunk sick death of my ego, I know I've been that place before. closed the doors on my worst fucking nightmears, I'm still clawing like a cat to get out!

Drug sick, puke out my ego. I know I've seen these pills before. Closed the door on my worst fucking nightmears I'm still clawing like a cat to get out!

-

By this point people should be well prepared for the next 15 minutes of belligerent teen angst shit show.

I'll record the mouse trap song later this week. It's about running away and never coming back, but then the chorus is "now I live like a house cat.... Mouse trap! My life caught me like a bitch slap! Tit for tat - I'll bet we go even, I dropped out of college but I had a good reason!"
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>>8741242
this is gold (comedy gold)
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>>8741242

Oh you're performing?! That's so exciting! Di you say you found some bandmates? You should definitely pick up a guitar (or bass!) and learn how to play some simple stuff, people who can play and sing are so awesome <3
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>>8741238
if youre actually trying to put together a dnd game would you want other people to join too?
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>>8741235
base all your side characters off of /mtfg/ trips too

you could have a crude, overly sexual roommate called karla who pees standing up with the door wide open while you have guests over
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>>8741232
it kind of does. unless you're like, some kind of ultra-dyke tomboy, but those are probably less than 1% of the population, sooooo

>>8741238
yeah, i just boymode with boobs. my biggest issue rn is probably my voice, which is blegh
presenting boy with boobs feels like i'm being "safe" i guess

you seem worked up~
are you sure you're not into this? maybe i should spank you extra hard, for lying to me :3
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oh yes my feminine hormones tell me to get pregnatned by daddy bf :)
wow licky his egg plant OWO
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>>8741253
You'll like it! I also play some heart felt lesbian poetry stuff like Sarah and teagan style acoustic n_n but Johnny hobo mixed with Eyedea is the aim. Punk rap. I write a lot of hilarious stuff.

>>8741254
No band mates yet. I'm searching. I just got a mic and loop machine so I'm getting good fast. I still can't sing in a girls voice so I just.... Don't try.
https://clyp.it/j5vzikaa
here is an example of not trying but still kinda funny.
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>>8741281
u need to get all the transbians together. make like a black mental screamo band were after screaing into the microphone they do their silly tranny voice and talk about taking homrones and frotting girl tinklers together.
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>>8741281

Oh, I forgot you play piano. I got Jeff Rosenstock vibes from that a little. I really wanna hear it with some drums over it or something. :3

Hey, have I ever told you to listen to Playtime Posse? It's Johnny Hobo's rap group.
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>>8741257
Sure! Absolutely, by all means, yeah.
It isn't going to be DnD though, neither in system nor in theme. My thing is weird modern fantasy, but yeah, still a tabletop rpg, still would really much appreciate anyone willing to get on board and have fun.

>>8741260
>safe
Yeah, was why I went boymode yesterday. I always fear that I look weird or like I'm trying too hard when girlmoding, even though I really like how it looks most of the time.
Also I get the voice thingy. I sound like the huggest fag but not really like a girl. But not really like a boy too, I guess. People get super confused, weird times ensue.

And aaaah, stoooop, I wanna do stuff, not be squirming around in bed all day.

>>8741254
Playing and singing is so hard.
I was trying to get an acoustic cover of Grimes' Oblivion going on and to say I messed up would be the purest flattery. At least I could follow some old Green Day song along with voice and guitar, but it also went badly. Lile, bad. BAD.
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>>8741291
I'm not gonna pretend that's a good idea sorry.

>>8741296
Johnny hobo has a rap group? You better not be lying.
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>>8741297
yeah, idk, i'm just waiting until i look more feminine. though i've started looking decent, i think. i really need to practice my voice

:3
squirm around in bed all day while thinking ofm e~
i added you by the by
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gotta go pick up my wallet, later girls

>>8741300

https://soundcloud.com/rhymetonia-records/sets/summertime-sounds-of-the-playtime-posse
thank me later.

>>8741297

yeah it is rly difficult
Grimes translated acoustically sounds like a really cool idea! Although I have tried singing along to her work before and yeah, she gets pretty high so it's tough. I think I've mentioned I'm working on a Green Day cover right now but I sound like shit X3
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>>8741281
>>8741291
I already have a black metal band. ;0

They have a show tonight too.

I will let them know we are gonna add a bit where a bunch of transgirls come diddle each other while screeching.

We'll call it Succubus Serenade or some shit.
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>>8741281
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU PLAY A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT??? IT'S SO HARD REEEEEE
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>>8741316
p r a c t i c e
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>>8741316
With your fingers or your lungs generally.

>in 2017
You tell your Macbook pro to do it for you.
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>>8741316
ganbatte your hardest
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>>8741313
I'm not joining your stupid tranny core band.

>>8741300
Eh they're a meme band. Not interested :p

I like sadistik a lot. Atmosphere. Prolific. Eyedea. Princess super star.

I'm going to dress feminine, but I have no intention whatsoever of discovering I'm trans and just dropping my entire act because it's male driven narratives. And the new stuff is kinky as fuck.

>>8741316
I found a kids toy keyboard in my closet, spliced a wire together with tape to make a charging port and plugged it in my laptop and got FL studios. I spent a full 5 months making 2 or note songs that were not even music. Only this month does my music start to sound like music. And for guitar I bought one new and felt awful because it destroys the forests in Vietnam. But then I just played it until I could make a song and then got good at it.

I don't read music, write music, or understand tempo or anything similar. It's all muscle memory. I want a 45 min album, so that's my goal.
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>>8741316
it's liek developing muscle memory for makeup. that's why ppl learn in early childhood.

drums and guitar is easy mode
sax and stuff is middle tier
then piano
and if you got dem skillz u learned to play the violin. young.

want help twiddling your fiddle?
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>>8741067
did you used to be part of drawchan
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If I have a foot fetish does that mean I'm AGP? I don't exhibit any other AGP characteristics, I don't get off/get hard on the thought of being a woman or wearing woman's clothes, I've dreamt about being a girl since before puberty and always without sexual element etc.

But I really really really like feet .In fact feet and BDSM are the only things that get me off, when I masturbate. I never masturbate to regular sex or gay sex or trans sex, always only to foot porn and to BDSM.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGzeC9IaGLc

This is the boyfriends of trannies in a nutshell
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>>8741338

no i cant draw worth a lick
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>>8741340
why do you think hormones effect nothing but sex drive?
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>>8741133
But what if I told you that is still get misgendered at times?
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>>8741348
>why do you think hormones effect nothing but sex drive?
? I don't get what you mean. My sex drive is lower, yes, how is that related to my foot fetish?
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>>8741340
AGP is a meme that's spouted usually by /pol/ posters, there is early-onset transgender people who usually seem very gay and late-onset people who usually have fetishes but really it doesn't matter since there are many cis people with a lot of fetishes, and obviously early-onset people can too have them.
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Does it look like a pineapple now??
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>>8741340
.......... teeeechnically you could be described as APD if you're into your own feet
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should i buy pizza?
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>>8741340
do you masturbate only to male feet or trans/women feet.
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>tfw the brofessor is into trannyporn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIcPprAOfw0&t=140s
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>got fired for like the 4th time this year
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>>8741332
>tranny core

Nah, pure black metal.

I manage it and am getting better as a drummer, but unless ours dies I am exclusively logistical

I'd still add a transgirl orgy to the show though, probably get pretty famous for that shit
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>>8741379
>having a job
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>>8741375
Only to women's feet. But in the context of BDSM I've also masturbated to woman licking male feet. But I don't find male feet attractive on their own.

>>8741369
...I kind of am. I don't masturbate to them, not sure how I'd do that desu I'm not that flexible, but I do find them attractive and I take care of them probably too much.

>>8741364
Thanks anon.
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>>8741218
I like your drawings, can you draw a bunny please?
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>>8741340
you just have a fetish. people have fetishes.

>>8741297
i look forward to seeing your system. i really like trying new stuff, the last game i played was in fantasycraft so a more modern one will be fun to play.

>>8741316
just buy an instrument and play it a lot. learn to read music. those are really the only two steps
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>>8741385
>Only to women's feet.
being attracted to women puts you in the agp category.

sorry
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>>8741360
tell me three times you've been misgendered in the past 12 months

hardmode: not on /mtfg/
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>>8741391
even most cis women are somewhat attracted to other women
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>>8741383
>being a welfare cuck

>>8741391
>agp meme
Old man please go
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>>8741379
How the hell did you manage to get fired AGAIN?
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>>8741400
There was one just this week, one in the phone a few months ago and I count all my employees who do it cause they know my past
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>>8741391
I've always wondered if women that love shoes and have millions of shoes and obsessively take care of their feet and get pedicures every week or so have the female version of foot fetish? Because huge part of the woman's grooming is related to feet, toes, and shoes, relative to the rest of the body.
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>>8741371
buy me a boyfriend
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>>8741402
>>being a welfare cuck

>other people working to support you somehow makes you a cuck
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Nobody has any comment on my drawing? How am I supposed to improve if I don't get feedback?
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>>8741411
It's because they know that 10-20% of the male population has a foot fetish and they want to appeal to them. The cutest cis male chasers tend to have foot fetishes too (it's a green flag for guys)
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>>8741404
Technically I wasn't fired this time but I still am not allowed to work there for the time being and all of my plans for like the next year or so revolved around working there.
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>>8741411
>priorities
welcome.
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>>8741411
foot fetishes are pretty common all around, even for women. and yes, girls absolutely take care of their feet because they know people like nice feet.

>>8741417
by practicing more
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>>8741417
by looking with a critical eye at your own work
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>>8741425
But why? What did you do?

WHAT DID YOU DO?
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>>8741416
>being so pathetic you need support
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>>8741431
>>8741430
Is the drawing good or not?
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>>8741400
So did I prove you wrong
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>>8741433
They said I needed a 4 door car and mine is only 2 doors. Even though mine has more interior space than most sedans it was enough for them to scream at me and kick me out.

I've been working there for almost 2 years without any problems before.

That job paid more than double what I'd make anywhere else. I'm kind of at a loss for what to do.
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>>8741401
society conditions people to sexuality and get arousal from women. not everyone is effected by this but majority are.
>>8741386
heres a bun. pretty tired so not my best but i try
>>8741402
u can disagree with blanchard typology but the sexuality of being agp is real.
>>8741411
i dont think so. girls like nice shoes and heels because its part of being attractive. feet look ugly if u dont take care of them. its similar to women taking care of their skin of their hands and their nails.
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>>8741306
Getting to pc and accepting request soon~

>>8741312
>she gets pretty high so it's tough
Yeah, but it is just so fun trying to reach her notes! I always end up giggling and smiling a lot.
Probably will sound pretty good after I get the guitar down and can work my brain to voice with it.

>>8741388
Wanna play together? I know it is hard to get people with a schedule that fits, and harder still to get people on here that don't want to murder each other, but, you know...
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>>8741438

well it's very circular, I like that
but it's too yellow imo, I don't like that
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>>8741443
wow, you can just about come up with 2 examples in the past 12 months (coworkers who know you're trans obviously don't count, you coot)

dumb angie - in fact, make that your next tattoo, and get those words written on your forehead
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>>8741438
ur drawing look like u placed a coffe thing on paper and it makes the mark circle on tha paper.
maybe try to draw something cute or a character or an animals
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>>8741450
Did nobody notice you only had a 2 door car for two years or what?
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Hey I started HRT today!
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>>8741455
It's a pineapple of course it's going to be yellow.
>>8741463
It's called a compass dumb fuck.
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>>8741464
They just never cared before, they would remark on it fairly often but this is the first time they outright removed me and told me not to come back until I got a new car.

I've never had an issue with them before.

Now I need to go from a $25+ an hour untaxed job to like a $10 an hour taxed job.
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>>8741458
One is all it takes
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>>8741468
could you trade your car?
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>>8741380
https://soundcloud.com/user-393433826/sarah-your-voice-sucks-bro-v-m-p

my voice is horrible and I speed ramped a bit but this is about where I'm at in terms of just raw phone recording. I really dont know what to do about the fact I not only can't sing, but that my voice distracts and literally hurts to listen to :P People say "oh just practice" but those people are usually minimum wage workers with no talent or base understanding of reality.
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>>8741465

yooo sick that's good shit im happy 4 u gj
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>>8741475
I could but just out of sheer principle I refuse to. This car has been with me to both ends of the USA and I've bled for it for years and it's my first car.

I was thinking of picking up a cheap older manual transmission to play around in sometime in the future for like $5000, maybe like a 2006 Accord or something, but I don't have that kind of money now.
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>>8741453
Thank you~
Please draw more cute animals after your nap :O
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>>8741468
go back to delivering pizzas

go in girlmode and make mad tips
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N e w
T h r e a d
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>>8741479
Thanks UwU
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>>8741379
Where do you live? Ill trade you one of my sedans or vans at no profit if you are near and it will help you.
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>>8741499
>>8741499
>>8741499
>>8741499
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>>8741151
Owned again, tripscum.
Don't take too long with my next (yu). You can't help yourself, after all.
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