/mtfg/ transgirl general

>>8664039
this isn't a very cute edition

>>8664040
but that IS cute

>>8664029
escorting seems even worse, i mean
you're actually selling yourself as opposed to an image of yourself
that is 100% suicide tier

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>>8664039
I like your style

>>8664048
damn youre qt, what age are you?

>>8664041
How is that not cute though?
I can't imagine anything cuter desu.

>>8664049
It's the best style.

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>>8664047
but at least you have control over who you sell yourself too. And its sort of contained and not all over the internet.
I am glad I didnt actually do it though.

I'm Allies bitch

>>8664048
>guess whos had a horrilble 24 hours
me

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>be a chad
>handsome af, girls stare all the time
>don't rlly like girls and subconsciously like man penis
>come out as a tranny
>transition into a literal Stacy
>now boys like you even tho u have a dick
did i do good mtfg

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>>8664054
shot in the dark:
are you taking seroquel by any chance?

>>8664045
is it really though

>>8664058
trip on, basic

>>8664063
yes
get nervous and bark at me anon

>>8664062
>16 my dude
underage get out reeeeee

>>8664055
that's true, i dunno
but i'm fairly certain 99% of people who'd actually pay me for sex would make me want to scramble my eggs

even sending my pics to people i end up drifting away from makes me really uncomfortable

>>8664056
Yay :P

>>8664059
Not currently, but I used to be.

>>8664068
im still ugly though

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>>8664070
yeah,
I am pretty sure it wouldve caused longterm damage for me as well. though I couldve made so much money.
Someone offered me up to 500 bucks once

>>8664073
perfect
did it make you more a lot less... compassionate and more aggresive?

>>8664075
are you REALLY ugly or are you just needlessly self conscious?

>>8664066
nah my dude. Basic has a fiancee or some shit and fucked her 6 year relationship up for birdy lmaoooo i'm still trying to get my life on track with like a steady job/apartment and get some hook ups with both guys and transgirls to get some experience so i can find the perfect husbando
>>8664048
eyy smiles, Lia here. If u wanna talk about it i'll be online on discord senpai

>>8664078
No I'm very compassionate. I never get aggressive.

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>>8664081
oh okay.
I am pretty sure it made me a sociopath. its confusing.

>tfw not getting branded for real

>>8664078
ugh, yeah
i mean, it's a lot of money
but even when i, i dunno, sold some pics to a guy i was really close with online, it still felt disgusting and degrading

>>8664048
hugg

About to start hrt, used to be /fit/ while repressing.
Would it be best to just maintain my current bodyweight (5'8, 150lbs) or lose a ton of weight then gain weight again after a while of hrt?

>>8664089
you are thinn enough that switching to cardio and starting hrt will be fine

>>8664084
Hmm, i wish I could find a drug that made me like that, being nice all the time is exhausting.

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>>8664084
does this mean you don't care about me anymore

am i just a roach in one of your many chess games

>>8664093
I dont look thinn though. I mean I was never big, but I was really toned (6pack).
I want to get curvy hips

>>8664089
when i was repressing i was like, 165 and 5'8 or something lol
weight crashing works pretty okay for reducing fat and muscle
i've done it a few times and now i'm just stocking up girlfat

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hi guys im back
>>8664096
i think hrt reduces your muscle mass by a lil sometimes

Living hurts

>>8664098
a bit, yeah
mostly atrophy? use it or lose it. it's harder for you to maintain muscle mass on HRT if you don't use it

>>8664096
do cardio, eat little to no protien it will all work out

>>8664099
that's the way it goes, unfortunately

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>>8664094
I wouldnt know, I dont have contact to anyone irl except my bf.
I am a bit worried that Ill lose control of myself one day

>>8664095
my subjects are important to me anon!

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>>8664103
There's no saving this body. Not even gonna touch on the face

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>>8664108
you look skinny fat
this is what a real alpha male looks like

>>8664105
I don't have contact with anyone irl, my friend is a few cities away so i just talk to him online, and all the other people i talk to are just online and in different countries.

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>>8664112
living the hermit life as well

>tfw autistic hon

>>8664104
I'm tired of being alive

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>>8664120
iktf
honestly i'd prioritize my autism over my appearance

Which trips are autistic?

>>8664125
yeah.
there's really not that much to be done, i think, especially while you're still early in
my reasons to live are 1. gloomy and 2. i'm afraid of death

>>8664130
me
me
pick me

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>>8664125
im tired of being awake
>>8664130
not me im a smarty pants

>>8664130
all of them desu

london smells bad

>>8664110
question burch
would you fuck boy you?

>>8664130
all of them

as a general rule, trips are mentally ill autismos, while anons are emotionally healthy, stable individuals

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>>8664136
hugg

>>8664139
I will have you know I am perfectly sane tyvm.

>>8664140
hug me instead

>>8664139
anons are at least 50% trips going anon just to be rude and more autistic than normal
>>8664140
hugg

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>>8664130
I am
>>8664132
Early in?
>>8664133
If I were asleep I'd be in less pain so I agree
>>8664137
>would you fuck boy you?
Lots of people fucked boy me
None of them girls
So I probably wouldn't have the chance

>>8664145
i mean, i dunno, i assumed you're <2 years, since most people here are
my bad if not

i like to think it'll get better at some point

>>8664137
jesus christ no

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>>8664140
ily

>>8664150
I don't know how long it's been
Maybe two years?
Time is too troublesome for me

>>8664151
hugg
who is this

>>8664156
so are you all girlmode now?
ugh
i should probably start soon

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>>8664159
if it makes you feel better im not in girlmode yet

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>>8664158
i'm anon, nice to meet you

>>8664163
you're pre hrt though, so that's pretty normal
i'm not sure how people avoid staring at me considering i pretty much have. visible breasts.

>>8664167
do you have a discord i like you

>>8664159
No I'm too autism to dress like anything
T shirts and cargo shorts like the 90's taught me
I did get my name changed though and I'm a lot happier and cuter

>>8664174
oh, that's good, at least
i just wear shorts and t shirts everywhere, since that's fairly standard for hawaii
i'm kind of. paralyzed with anxiety but idk, my boobs are already A cup or so and it's starting to get. weird.

who here /flannel/

>>8664167>>8664172

hugg pls respon

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why do people think you can create socialism without abolishing wage labor and the commodity form mtfg

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>that comfy feeling when you have no fucking clue if you took your estrogen
yolo????

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Hey MTFG

>>8664181
stop
this is still a nice thread
we need to go back

>>8664185
go back where

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>>8664183
hello

>>8664186
go back to not talking about communism.

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>>8664116

>>8664187
how are you?
>>8664188
communism is inevitable comrade :^)

>>8664176
Mine are about b or so and there's literally no hiding them I think my coworkers just ignore it
Some kids yelled at me while I was at work and cleaning the bathrooms
Like I'm clearly wearing a work uniform and apron and holding cleaning supplies, clean the men's room, leave, go towards the women's, tiny bitch child looks at me like what and asks which is the men's room like they're not fucking labeled
Later I had to go back to the women's because it needed paper towels and probably that same kids sisters were like um this is the girls room and I'm just like they're identical single occupant bathrooms and I clearly work here and am busy cleaning them. We closed 20 minutes ago leave

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>>8664188
slugg

>>8664172
i'm a cis male though, so it's probably not a good idea

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>>8664190

>>8664197
its never to late to stop being cis

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>>8664193
im doing pretty well all things considered
although i have not slept all too well
im pretty much nocturnal at this point and trying to fix that is difficult
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARLPT5rKjWo

>>8664181
>even chavez fell for the monoproduction meme
rip

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>>8664193
i'm surprised you're replying to me, i dunno
i'm sorry about...... that shit, that happened. i overloaded and went full autismo zeal

>>8664195
ouch, that sucks
i definitely want to be girlmode by 2 years but ugh
i need someone who can... help me with this stuff irl because i have crippling anxiety

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>>8664196
wugg

:V

>>8664205
only maeve can say wugg desu

>>8664203
Its okay
I messed up a lot (I mean, read the logs. Not great stuff in there)
and then acted extremely dumb afterwards

After some time
We should be friends again
>>8664200
huh
p much same
I slept 3 hrs, though napped for a few hours a lil bit ago

>>8664199
what about after you've died

>>8664211
trans ghost

>>8664207
:(

>>8664208
yeah, i dunno, just, i'm not a good person
i mean, just. i dunno, i went way overboard.

yeah, that'd be nice, idk

>>8664211
still not too late

>>8664203
I have like 1 year and 5 months till I move cities and go to Uni.
I'll have to be full girlmode when I do, cause in no way am i going as a dude then coming out as trans later.
Fresh start is what I want but I'm fucking terrified.

wish I was holding a qt

>>8664213
Thats not true
You're a pretty good person
I was just being dumb, then I sperged out a lot afterwards...

>>8664216
yeah, i'm only starting college (if i do go) once i'm full girlmode
idk, it'd help if i knew trans people irl but ugh
i'd planned to go to the mainland but all my options dried up

>>8664216
>I have like 1 year and 5 months till I move cities and go to Uni.
You're starting uni in January? How comes you're starting halfway through the year?

>>8664221
are you hawaiian or do you just live there

>>8664220
not really lol
if i get it in my head that someone's wronged me, or if i get at all angry at them, all decency flies out the window
i'm trying to work on it.

hugg

>>8664223
just live here
my dad bought into the Y2K meme so he wanted to live somewhere far away from civilization

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>>8664198
<3
Early posting phie, did you switch timezones too? :p
We just ate a pizza and nearly made ourselves a monkey. We thought the little white rolls were something to eat

>>8664227
hugg

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is being a mediator TruTrans™?

>>8664219
I wish I was cutting a qt.

>>8664221
Yeah I'd like that too, but the only trans people I know are online and none in NZ.

>>8664222
Idk how Uni works actually, i just assumed it starts in Janurary.

>>8664228
>single marshmallow in its own tiny bowl
Cute

>>8664227
>implying you ever had any decency
the only people who like you are the most damaged goods of /mtfg/

>>8664232
oh, yikes, barely know anyone from there
at least there's a lot of people in the states. just. ugh.

>>8664234
birds of a feather

>>8664232
wish you cut me and then I held you
how much does it hurt though ive never tried it before

>>8664232
>Idk how Uni works actually, i just assumed it starts in Janurary.
Maybe it's different in different countries. It starts in September here, same as normal school.

>>8664231
you don't seem infp to me desu

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>>8664228
haha I wish
no I am still here ;_;

the white things are servieten or something?

it looks interesting :3
I wish I could go to asia again
super interesting place

>>8664239
in Germany you can either start in April or in October

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>>8664241
idk, i tried to answer honestly, got that same result a few weeks ago, too
i'm kind of. neurotic, so i tend to flip out a lot, and the way i think about things changes around really quickly, and how i act and how i feel are often two entirely different things

>>8664236
I've got one friend there, not trans, but at least I won't be completely overwhelmed by knowing no one.

>>8664238
Not much desu, the sex distracts from the pain.

>>8664239
Just looked it up, we start late Jan early Feb here.

>get dumped
>no longer need to maintain myself nearly as much

Holy shit life is so much less hassle when I don't have to shave my legs every day and be as perfect as I can

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Why aren't you reading women's magazines?

>>8664252
reading is for nerds

>>8664251
>maintaining yourself just to get a bf

>>8664252
>gender conforming
baka

>>8664233
>>8664245
Yes they are Servietten.

Honestly, Seoul isn't pretty. It's so dirty and I feel like traffic rules are non existing. I'm always scared of being run over by a car that randomly drives on the sidewalk.
Also they barely speak English and it's so hot, we walked to the clinic (15 minutes) and I was sweating like crazy.
I'll ne happy when I'm back home again :/

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>>8664252
>being able to afford these
>having space to store these things

>>8664253
nicole is psychoanalysis bullshit

>>8664258
I'm inclined towards yes but frankly I haven't really studied the topic closely mostly because it, doesn't really interest me that much.

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>tfw stupid highschool dropout autist

>>8664260
it seems like bullshit to me but there's a lot of smart people who seem to take it seriously

>>8664261
this is less stupid than being a university honours-graduate artist, although i imagine you have less of a social network because of it

>>8663803
What did he mean by this?

>>8664261

plz get an education, it's basically the most important thing.

there were a lot of very large swords at the rjiksmuseum and they were like way cooler than Marxism so i think im going to become a fulltime renaissance fair larper and throw my degree into the trash

>>8664249
yeah, the problem is transgirls tend to all be unstable, so, like
having almost exclusively trans friends isn't doing me favors

>>8664267
im too autistic

>>8664257
>not having mummy buy them for you
>>8664261
Us dropouts are gonna be millionaires
t. Bill Gates
>>8664267
I don't believe in formal education.

>>8664261
>Finished high school but didn't attend college
>At 24 still work low end job with no aspiration

High school really isn't that big a deal, college is the bigger one. Just don't wait too long to try college or you'll end up like me too nervous to attend classes with a bunch of 18 year olds.

>>8664260
if any1 cares about what i think then i think its pseudoscience
>>8664271
you don't need to be smart to do well in american schools at least
they're like 70% effort

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>>8664271
being autistic made me good at getting an education but bad at everything else

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>>8664272
>having regular contact with your family

>>8664273
im already 20 would it he weird

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>>8664272
How are you shakira?

>>8664276
im good at reading dumb commie books and nothing else

>>8664270
Oh I know, but I'd like to have at least one, someone irl who gets what it is like.

>>8664271

Kill your autism with qualifications.

>>8664272
>I don't believe in formal education.

Why?

>>8664280
i extended this personal ability of myself towards reading dumb social theory books and now i'm getting a meme degree at a fancy university and ready to flay myself for whatever job offers i may get so help me god

>>8664278
my mom went to medical school and stuff and then became doctor but is currently getting her masters of public health at age 54 or something
tl;dr, don't pussy out

>>8664276
aren't the worker bees all male

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>>8664272
>Us dropouts are gonna be millionaires
>t. Bill Gates

bill gates dropped out of harvard, not highschool

>>8664286
nah they're all female
same with ants

>>8664286
they're actually all (sterile) females that can in rare occasions become non-sterile

only drones are male and their only biological purpose is to Fuck and then Die

>>8664289
nice

>>8664289
That should be the same with human males desu.

>>8664291
radfem pls go

>>8664291
We should honestly make the make the male race go extinct including ftms

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>>8664289
>their only biological purpose is to Fuck and then Die
some might say that's true for us too

>>8664290
their bp (Bug Penis) literally comes off after they successfully impregnate the queen and then they die. thats todays lesson on the supremely important topic of Bug Sex

>>8664292
>taking my shitposting seriously

>>8664277
My mum is one of those hippie-tier ultra liberal parents
>"mum, I'm in the hospital because I did too much coke"
>"that's fine son, your aunt does it too"
One of the reasons why I quit tbqh, she took the edge right out of it. I just can't fucking rebel.
>>8664283
You never really learn what you truly want to and past highschool you have to pay through the nose for it.
>>8664287
You will see, dropout masterrace > graduate cucks

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tfw failure at life

>>8664287
my dad's a millionaire and would always tell everybody, over and over again, how useless college is

but then, he's self employed, soooo

>>8664298
>tfw will always be a gradcuck
your mom sounds cool tho
>>8664299
disagree

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>>8664298
But it was your favorite activity

how do i become like zizek and get paid to do lectures about marxist interpretations of kung fu panda

>>8664305
do you have a hilarious lisp

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>>8664299
you can't fail at life when life is just a thing that happens sometimes
remember that there are a bunch of people just like you who never did anything special and thats okay

>>8664305
it seems really easy, you just make shit up and no one can tell its bullshit unless they're one of the two people alive who understand hegel

>>8664307
The world is full of losers and very few winners

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>>8664298
your mom sounds awesome
my mom is already pissed I am taking prescription medicine that is recommended and prescribed by my doctors. I started taking it in february, and shes still pestering me when Ill reduce my dosage or stop taking antipsychotics.
admittedly, I try to protect her and she doesnt know about my past drug issues or how crazy I truly am, but it still bothers me

>>8664302
wew
I wish I had learned something useful in uni

>>8664308
you also need to be constantly giving unsolicited lengthy and wholly uninformed opinions on whatever is currently in the news, see: zizek's baffling article on trannies

>>8664311
the way i see it, if you're able to depend on yourself, and don't plan to get any sort of job that requires a degree, you can teach yourself most things pretty easily

but the problem is, most people just don't have the willpower to tutor themselves
i'll probably go regardless, just to make up for not having been able to attend school as a girl (or at all)

>>8664312
did you see where he got into an argument with molly Klein

>>8664312
what did zizek say about trannies and was it mean

>>8664312
are you and sertii actually stalinists or is it just memes

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>>8664315
I agree with that.
I think especially nowadays with software development and stuff being this big, there are a lot of opportunities.
The german market is VERY autistic about certificates though, so youd either need contacts or be self employed here

>>8664311
How are those drugs?
People say I should get on them but I refuse

>>8664298
>You never really learn what you truly want to and past highschool you have to pay through the nose for it.

Oh, are you American? I thought you were in the UK too. What about community college, isn't that free? (Don't know a thing about American education desu)

>>8664316
redkahina vs zizek is probably the worst thing i could ever imagine
>>8664317
dude somehow completely conflates being trans with a sorts of postgenderist political liberalism in the like worst bad faith interpretation possible and essentially frames our entire existence as some lifestylist liberalism meme.
http://thephilosophicalsalon.com/the-sexual-is-political/
>>8664318
neither of us is a doctrinaire "Stalinist" and some of my biggest theoretical influences are "post-modern" authors such as Michel Foucault. I'd say Sertii is closer to a more orthodox marxist worldview though.

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post scores
http://www.celebritytypes.com/gender/test.php

>>8664319
>need a license to be a hairdresser
like, yeah, pretty much anything you want to do requires you to have graduated

should I buy kratom

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>>8664323
they have upsides, I am a bit more stable with them. but its not like pressing a button and everything gets better. helps with the voices in my head and with self harm tendencies. Also I can sleep with them (almost impossible for me to sleep without pills)
they made me gain weight too, which wasnt bad, I finally reached normal weight this way.
but my nose bleeds a lot and I feel like I have a cold almost permanently

>>8664329
yep exactly.
they also LOVE to employ you as intern, because then you work for them and they dont have to pay you.

>>8664326
what about holden vs phil greaves

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>>8664062
Really jelly of those Ghibli cutouts.
Are those just screencaps you printed out?
>what are those animal people above that?

Sorry, just really curious, looks cool I'd like to do something like that

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>>8664327

>>8664330
what even is kratom

>>8664332
what's the point of internship? is it just if you don't have past references?
and are they contractually obliged to actually *keep* you once you've worked your internship?

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>>8664333
>phil greaves

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>>8664327

>>8664302
Exactly. Patricians work for themselves.
>>8664303
>>8664311
No actually, she agrees with everything I do so her opinion on anything is worthless.
>>8664324
I'm British, I've more or less been forced to drop the term "secondary school" because everyone here is American. Same with fringe, I gotta say bangs or else no-one will know wtf im talking about.

>>8664335
trutrans desu
i just did it again and i got like, 33% fem and 25% masc ;_;

>>8664338
OVER THE LINE

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>>8664327

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>>8664336
>is it just if you don't have past references?

sort of, but theyd say you can never have enough references.

>and are they contractually obliged to actually *keep* you once you've worked your internship?

lol no, theyll make vague promises and then not take you and instead get a new intern :^)

>>8664340
thats better than her being annoying imo

>>8664340
do americans seriously not understand what "secondary school" means

>>8664346
no

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Pretty much I guess.
>3 months on hrt
I'm agp aren't I kek.

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>>8664327
not very scientific tbhon

>>8664346
americans are a bit strange (did you know that they don't know what a fortnight is, and also they don't celebrate easter)

i still like them anyway though

>overdose on stims to get writing done yesterday
>get slight allergic reaction so my lip swelled up a bit and now i look like an absolute moron

>>8664345
blegh, sounds fucked up
have you had trouble getting jobs?

>>8664346
In America it goes
>Preschool
>Kindergarden
>Elementary school (Grades 1-5)
>Junior High (6-8)
>High school (9-12)

tfw not masculine at all

>>8664353
>they don't celebrate easter
???

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>>8664354
Ive never tried.
I am still in uni.
I took like a 2 years break for sugeries and such so I am still not done

Ive done internships though, mostly to get credit points for uni.
One of the internships offered me a student job after I was done, but I didnt wanna RLE at work, so I didnt take the offer. Probably fucked my career with that.

>>8664356
I thought high school was up to 18?

diud u know in america you can buy ak47s in walmart but kinder eggs get you put in a gulag

>>8664363
Grades are not age. A senior in high school, grade 12, is normally age 18

>>8664366
tfw americucc

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>>8664327

>>8664356
i actually didn't know what junior high meant for a while
i always called it a middle school
t. western ny
>>8664353
we celebrate easter
we buy hella choco
>>8664366
i'm actually 99% that's true
it's really easy to smuggle them in from canada though

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>>8664332
Oh
People said I should take them because I took up self harm but who cares, right?

>>8664358
>tfw super masculine

>>8664351
a lot of transgirls don't really start out acting like women, honestly
like, some people who were trans long before they started hrt already have practice at it, but a hell of a lot of people i've met who are pre-hrt just... act like guys.

like there was this pre-hrt tran i just... kept accidentally misgendering because she kept posting /b/ memes and acting like a stereotypical shitposter and just, screamed male to me. but she got better later on. i think putting yourself into a girl's perspective + having a lot of estrogen feminizes your personality a lot

though, i have this thing where i read into people's behaviors a lot and gender them based on it, so i might just be overly sensitive to it

>>8664362
i'm hoping i can just get on adderall and live off smut commissions and food stamps, for a while
paid well enough for the... few weeks i was able to do it, but idk, might microdose LSD until i can get adderall

what are you taking in uni?

>>8664373
i'm crying

>>8664340
>I'm British, I've more or less been forced to drop the term "secondary school" because everyone here is American. Same with fringe, I gotta say bangs or else no-one will know wtf im talking about.

Weak.

If you're 24 or under you can do a Level 3 qualification (A-level equivalent) for free in England. I don't know about Wales, Scotland and NI though.

>>8664376
I already did A levels.

>>8664361
it's true, it's only a one-day holiday there and they don't have easter eggs

I don't want to die but I see less and less reason to live

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>>8664375
>>8664366
A M E R I C A
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q65KZIqay4E

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>>8664375
>i think putting yourself into a girl's perspective + having a lot of estrogen feminizes your personality a lot
Good to know, thanks.
I act heavily like an autist sometimes and constantly do voices around friends etc.
I really hope I snap out of it and start being a proper girl kek.

>>8664358
aren't you a furniture mover?

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>>8664375
Ive a bachelor's in english and am just short of the final exams for a master's in history (supplemented by polscie)

pretty useless tebeha, even tho its fun

>>8664374
exactly

>>8664386
Up until recently I was. I got let go for being weak and hardly talking.

>>8664384
>there is a country somewhere out there where they essentially sell guns at Tesco
Really fucking weird.

>>8664385
i was like that irl honestly, i'm just a shut in and i never really... learned how to socialize, i guess, so irl i just act like a hyperactive retard

or at least i used to, now i think i'm tempered a bit by being shy, but, i still get pretty autistic and say things that are just retarded

>>8664387
i know a norwegian guy who's taking english, hoping to work as a translator or something

could you work something like that?

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>>8664387
>Ive a bachelor's in english
Me too. I know that useless degree feel.

>>8664389
it's probably good i ghosted my last employer, last year
i was getting way too weak to walk the ~3 miles to work

i feel kind of bad, she was... really nice, but i was going through shit and i didn't want to build muscle, and i don't think she'd accept me

>>8664389
trutrans problems :(

but so like then

how are you keeping yourself alive now?

>>8664389
>getting sacked for keeping to yourself
Why is this a thing?

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>>8664391
I suppose, but that isnt something I am interested in. Id rather go full historian. Still undecided if I should go for a PHD next year

I am also probably too autistic to be a real life translator. I hate talking to people. I just wanna be left alone.

>>8664392
yaaa
its suffering tebeha. I had actually considered studying straight math when I started. nowadays I wish I had.

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>>8664391
Yeah the biggest thing I've noticed since I've gone on hrt (other than physically), was I've become alot more self aware of how much of a fucking LOSER I've always been.
Makes me cringe real hard but yeah I'm definitely alot more aware of my personality/the way I act.

>>8664397
capitalism is bad

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>>8664397
Because when you work, you are expected to be social.
Being non-social at work just makes people think you have problems

>>8664397
banter is very important in the new zealish workplace

allée was not able to keep up with the banter and thus she had to be let go

>>8664401
tfw born before the revolution

>>8664397
Because the people who never ever shut their mouths don't get fired by their quiet bosses?

It's not rocket science. Give shit power, and soon everything will stink.

Why don't you become a Satanist /mtfg/?
The world has fucked you over, nobody respects you, all the major world religions proclaim that you're a sinful freak.

>>8664396
Family for now

>>8664397
Cause employers always want the bubbly cool person, and I can barely speak without feeling ill, and when I do I stutter so much no one can understand me.

>>8664399
well, the norwegian guy was going to go for translating as in, like... text, not actually talking to people
PHD in history?

interpreters seem like a harder job to land

>>8664400
HRT broke my bipolar, which means i no longer get those fun hypomanic highs where i think i'm indestructible, so idk, i'm at least mildly less autistic based on that alone

and yeah, i used to be a /pol/poster when i was repressing
cringe

>>8664410
There are sects of christianity and islam that are accepting of trans people.

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bully me

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>>8664410
Religion is for those that want to be cucked.

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>>8664412
>HRT broke my bipolar, which means i no longer get those fun hypomanic highs where i think i'm indestructible, so idk, i'm at least mildly less autistic based on that alone

How many months in did this start happening?
Fuck I really hope this happens to me.

>>8664413
>There are sects of christianity and islam that are accepting of trans people.
There are sects of Christianity that tolerate you.
Also you clearly have never lived near Muslims if you believe that about them.

>>8664411
are you out to your family? god i had no idea about this im really sorry

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>>8664399
>its suffering tebeha. I had actually considered studying straight math when I started. nowadays I wish I had.
I was going to do Accountancy originally, but every accountant I spoke to said it was boring so I did something "fun" instead.

>tfw you could have been a wealthy accountant by now
>tfw no 300k starting

>>8664410
the rituals aren't terribly feminine
its a bit too edgy

>>8664375
>like there was this pre-hrt tran i just... kept accidentally misgendering because she kept posting /b/ memes and acting like a stereotypical shitposter and just, screamed male to me
Women can be shitposting morons too, if anything this just makes you sound like the sexist/transphobic one.

>>8664414
please

>>8664414
did you dye your hair

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>>8664412
>PHD in history?
yes
I quit doing english after the Bachelor, I didnt like how political and biased it was. It felt super unscientific. Also a masters would have required me to go to an english speaking country for an entire term. And I am not even stable enough to be alone for more than a day or two. Nevermind that I wouldnt have had the necessary money.

>>8664419
ya
money is so much more important than fun. I wish I had realized that earlier, lol

>>8664425
no

>>8664419
>every accountant I spoke to said it was boring
Lmao same

>>8664414
your eyebrows look nice

>>8664414
You look even worse than me

>>8664414
i dont wanna

>>8664380

Oh, you're knackered then.

>>8664430
thank you

>>8664403
Yeah this is pretty true, everyone want to bro around and drink beers after work..

>>8664418
Na I can never come out to them, religious nuts lol.
Thanks :) It's okay, I'm managing for now.

>>8664417
>Also you clearly have never lived near Muslims if you believe that about them.
And you should have tried a bit harder to keep up the act before revealing yourself as a shitposting troll
>le christianity can have varied sects and beliefs but the violent muslim animals are all the same
http://jezebel.com/u-s-muslims-more-accepting-of-gays-than-white-evangeli-1797445360
I mean Iran is even litterally more accepting of trannies than gays and pays for transition.

>>8664414
pls

>>8664434
<3 okay, just like, be safe etc

>>8664433
> tfw the only nice person here

>>8664416
uh, i think it happened. almost immediately?
i'm not sure if it completely destroyed it. i did get a weird mix of hypomanic and suicidal after being off hrt for a month

i'm not -entirely- sure, but i did get super motivated to improve myself and... zealous, i guess, when i started dating juni, but idk
it just doesn't feel like i can generally motivate myself into hypomania like i used to

>>8664423
senpai, shitposting women *exist* but not only are they extremely rare, they usually don't shitpost the same way guys tend to. for one thing, guys tend to have a harder time drawing attention, so they try harder, and more obnoxiously, to get it, whereas most girls don't need to be nearly as obnoxious

it's not like i was actively trying to misgender her, it's just the way she acted just made it... so hard not to. i'd correct myself instantly, but egh

>sexist
no secret i have issues with men desu

>>8664426
>english
>political and biased
wait, how is learning a language political, what.

Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once?

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So my friend found this on her door

>>8664440
No I don't billy
Your band sucks

>>8664441
She lives near a primary school? Or why is the spelling like that.

>>8664434
>religious nuts
jesus christ, i know that feel. got kicked out because my sister thinks i'm a freak

>>8664441
>basically the same level of discourse as 4chan but with worse spelling
really makes me think

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>>8664439
you dont really learn a language in uni anymore. Its mostly linguistics, literature and cultural studies. And everything was reeking of feminism. Literally having to read judith butler and such all the time.

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>>8664441
Texas everyone.

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im. sad

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me

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>>8664441
Too many spelling errors makes it hard to believe.

>>8664437
I'm pretty safe, just lonely and sad.

>>8664447
Oh, I'm sorry, that sucks.
My sister has two trans friends, but I still think if I told her she'd think I'm a freak desu,

>>8664449
>mixing the red and blue pills
just be radfem desu

i mean, i can see cultural studies being an issue, i guess, depending on the english-speaking country in question?

>>8664441
if this is not bait tell her to carry around a kitchen knife in a sheath
but i don't think it's physically possible to be that autistic
>diseazes

>>8664456
yeah that's what i mean, like take care of yourself, try not to get depressed please

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please say mean things about me

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>>8664458
everywhere everything was about minorities. It annoyed me so much.

>radfem
but I am a misogynist

>>8664464
nice cat

>>8664464
your paws look dumb
the socks aesthetic in 2017? so bland

>>8664466
it doesn't like me

>>8664468
some cats are rude but its my goal to pet every cat, even the mean ones

sertii's town was full of very friendly cats everywhere and i got to pet many of them. 10/10 vacation

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>nim has been freaking out on discord, me and a few other people convinced her to stay on hormones but she's now adamantly against socially transitioning
>eva pays for nim's blood test so she can lower her cypro dose, which makes her freakouts less intense
>eva and her mom arrange for a logging company to cut down a bunch of trees on their estate so she can afford to go see nim in person
>now they're just waiting for the logging company to finish so they can start planning the trip
This is it!!! They're gonna be happy!!!

>>8664465
>not transitioning from misogynist to misandrist
i'm sorry but we're going to have to be enemies in the race war

>>8664446
>>8664455
I assume it was written by a typical American nigger. Low IQ, gang member, etc

>>8664473
The fuck does cutting trees down have any impact on having someone visit?

>>8664441
tell her to contact the police

>>8664462
I'm distracting myself by studying online what I'm going to do at Uni, so I'll have a head start.
Thank you for caring, it's not something I experience often.

>>8664477
They sold the lumber idiot

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>>8664441
SWM says- buy .22 self defense pistol. Or contact your local police station about it. Look at the garbage that Bernie/Hitler supporter, Jeremy Joseph Christian, would type out on twitter before he murdered 2 people on the subway. It read like an autistic man was typing it.

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why do I feel so terrible

>>8664473
i hope nim does ok

her current situation sucks but she deserves to be able to get out of it

also hanging out with her in london was fun

>>8664439
>but not only are they extremely rare, they usually don't shitpost the same way guys tend to
Not only do you lack any evidence of their rarity besides you saying it's the case, and the obvious point that you're more likely to see shitposters of both genders on places like 4chan, but your claim that they obviously do it in a male way is completely subjective opinion bullshit.

It's actually a problem in places like lesgen that whole threads will get derailed and devolve into just back and forth accusations of everyone being oh so obviously males based on so and so tells and posting styles.

>no secret i have issues with men desu
No, I mean you're being sexist towards women first and foremost by personally defining their acceptable behavior and excluding everything else as male. It's the exact same shit that people pull to try to insist that trannies aren't real women which is why I brought up transphobia too.

I don't expect you to agree with me or admit fault or anything but you're the one trying to arbitrarily define legitimate gender based on your personal stereotypes and biases and something as simple as shitposting on 4chan.
While you accuse others of trying too hard as an obvious masculine trait I'd say you're doing the same thing and just projecting it on others, trying too hard to cement your own legitimacy by attacking the legitimacy of others and relatively raising yourself on a pedestal as some ideal and supreme judge of womanhood.

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im sorry I've been really annoying tonight and the last few days
i should stop

>>8664482
Important missing information, sounds like Eva is poor as heck unfortunately.

men post like mars and women post like venus xddd

>>8664485
because life is terrible
what's got ya down

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>>8664474
I dont understand misandry. maybe its cultural. Men barely ever treated me badly since I transitioned. they either dont care or want to fuck me. Its always roasties that laugh at me, point at me, talk about me behind my back or insult me or assume shit about me or tell me how ''brave'' I am and tell me about their fucking periods or their stupid perfect tits.
I hate them so much.
I wasnt a misogynist at all when I transitioned. But the way Ive been treated over the last few years made me extremely bitter.

>>8664476
Gang members fuck trannies too, they just don't want anyone to find out about it.

>>8664441
Draw a qt cartoony gun with hearts and smiley faces with the caption "I'll be waiting, you pussy fag cuck" then stick it back on your door.

>>8664486
What was she like in person?

>>8664493
>they either don't care or want to fuck me
and some people find aggressive men to be. really disturbing
i dunno, i might've just had really bad luck, but i only socialize online, and most guys are intolerable.

also my dad was abusive, so there's that

>>8664481
<3

you'll be great at uni

and you're welcome, like anytime

>>8664499
shy and a bit awkward but overall nice

>>8664483
>buy .22 self defense pistol
>not buying a glock 29 and carrying self defence ammo

>>8664493
I remember Korra saying the same thing that cis women are the ones who are assholes to her. This is why I avoid them. You're right about men, all they want is to fuck me

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>>8664500
Ive had my share of trauma through men as well. but most of that was before I transitioned, so I feel sorta... disconnected from it?

>>8664490

What did you think they were doing? Building a Zeppelin?

>>8664510
just, i dunno, i find it so much easier to talk to and connect with transgirls / actual girls (though i don't talk to too many of the latter, anymore), and guys are just...
usually either insensitive, or overly sexual, and i have a lot of insecurities with guys, so if i feel at all vulnerable around them it's just shit

i'm not sure i could blame women for assuming i'm just a creepy guy, because most of my dysphoria centers around feeling like one.

>>8664228
That pizza looks delicious!

>>8664490
>has enough property to sell a bunch of trees
how is that poor

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>>8664516
ive met creeps online as well, but I just find them amusing. Since theres a lot of space between us, I dont feel threatened.
I strongly dislike being alone with men irl though. But I know that thats because of my past and not really their fault.

>>8664515
I thought they were cutting down trees is all.

>>8664520
Needing to cut down trees to sell to make money, as in not having the money beforehand to buy just plane tickets sounds poor.

Is bitcoin mining profitable?

>>8664524
no