I recently came out to all of my friends as trans and have said

>>8518197
I started with one friend, ended with one friend who made me sympathize (a small bit) with the trans people who always get super mad when you misgender them.

Basically, the only friend I had, and still have, supports the shit out of me but constantly makes me uncomfortable anytime we hang out because he still sees me as the other gender.

Sooooooo..... how do we make new friends? We dont. Being trans sucks. You deal with being alone and working on yourself, hyping yourself up, loving yourself, making yourself enertained, etcetc.

>>8518197
I'm in college so meeting new people and making new friedns just kinda happened organically from me participating in Clubs and junk on campus, though I didn't really need to make new friends because none of mine really left me for being trans, I kinda faded on some of my shittier friends and have grown super close to my lady friends because we don't have that "are they gonna fuck up our friendship cause they want to fuck me" barrier anymore

>but feel void without any companions to join me on my adventures
They wish to observe the bioshift from a distance.

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>>8518197
i started out with a well-paying job and my own one-bedroom apartment filled with classy furniture and kitchenware, a girlfriend who fucked like she should be in porn, and a handful of close friends i pretty much fucking loved. i was fit and ate healthy as fuck and about to start medical school

then i realized it didn't matter how fucking awesome my life was because no matter what i did i couldn't handle living as a closeted hollow shell of a man and let the woman in me live and die alone

so basically right after i came out my girlfriend became an alcoholic and couldn't handle it, my parents disowned me and still call me their son, and the rest of my friends and family feel uncomfortable around me having known me as a guy for so long so they all kinda faded out

i pretty much said "fuck people" and couchsurfed my way to colorado to live up in the mountains on a llama farm but my friend there wanted me to go off hormones to get her pregnant so i said fuck that

then i couchsurfed my way to florida where i currently suck dick to afford my hormones

all of my friends are pretty much online because i've been unemployed all this time thanks to dysphoria and no electrolysis and i don't really go outside

but you know what? fuck all of you people i fucking love this shit and i'm never going back

seriously though fuck people

>>8518566
p.s. 24 y/o and 8 months on mones

>>8518566
"I shot myself in the foot" the post
>seriously though fuck people
yeah, it is always somebody else's fault!

>>8518197
>they all still love me just as much as before.
This literally never happened in all of history and you should have known better.

>>8518197
I only have one friend really, when I came out he kind of grew distant for a while but eventually everything went back to normal, only thing that's different now is he sexually harasses me occasionally when we hang out

>>8518197
I have one friend and now he's my bf. Talk about a relationship that HAS to work... *gulp*

>>8518566

You sound like such a well-adjusted person.
You should see if you can get paid to be a role model for other young aspiring trannies. But, of course, don't stop sucking the dicks for $$$.

>>8519996
Sucking fucks for money is cash. If suck dick for extra money if I could.

>>8520014
plenty of desperate chasers on craigslist

>>8520014
>suck dick for extra money if I could

what's stopping u?

>>8519909
what do you mean by him sexually harassing you?

>>8520027
tfw ugly as fuck

>>8520074
it doesn't matter how ugly you are if you know how to makeup and perform fellatio

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>>8520074

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>>8520074
Have you tried hanging outside bars at 2:00am?

>>8520142
i'd rather not get an std

>>8520027
>>8520026
I'm a piece of shit no one would pay for?

>>8520152
but have you actually looked at the desperation that exists within craigslist
you're gonna be just fine

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>>8520238
Well then.....

>>8520269
Show the pics
It is literally a nightmare of zombie hons

Why the hideously fake smile

>>8520291
I mean most of those were naked dudes looking for whores. I didn't really look for other ones. Also I'm at work and trying to keep the number if penises on my phone screen low.

>>8520294
She's deeply depressed yet trying to remain positive.
Leave her alone.

>>8520309
>browsing craigslist and 4chan at work

Look at your life;
Look at your choices

>>8520294
I think it's cute

>>8520294
Is that white stuff on the edges of her teeth tartar or reflections?

>>8520269
>i need a transvestite spinner
The fidget spinner industry is just out of control these days

>>8520069
Sometimes he tickles/gropes me or makes me watch him pee, one time when he was drunk he kind of aggressively pinned me and put his face really close to mine for a few minutes and it was a little weird

>>8520394
I know it means something else(that o don't know) but I'm choosing to believe it means this.

>>8520357
I do have breaks you know.

>>8520397
RAEP!

>>8518566
>then i couchsurfed my way to florida where i currently suck dick to afford my hormones
You literally live with and off people in exchange for BJs, and they buy you hormones?

>>8520646
#thedream

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>>8520646
did i stutter

>>8520694
ikr

>>8520699
No ma'am but tell us what that lifestyle is like please.

>>8520699
>>8520737
I actually am interested in knowing more about your situation and your thoughts and feels about it.

>>8518197
I didn't lose a single friend and nobody thinks any differently of me for being trans, because I keep it secret and pretend to be happy as a guy.

>>8520737
basically depressing as fuck
>pills, weed, and alcohol to deal with the emotions
>gross dudes that smell like shit and have small dicks that make you question your life decisions
>emotional trauma from losing everything you worked so hard for in the past
>get tied up by guys that can't even tie their own shoes
>the only genuine social interaction i get is over the internet
>mom would be proud

>>8520699
are you going to post this pic in every thread?
for why?

>>8520806
i don't actually know why. i guess i'll take more selfies now

>>8520798
There goes my dream of it being like being a housewife.

>>8520830
i mean all i really do is cook and clean and do makeup and shave/tweeze all day so there's that

i guess it depends on how you look at it

>>8520844
Yeah but in my dream they would be nice dudes who treat me like a friend and are affectionate to me.